Starting with Beckyâs secret, the chain of events led to Lynaâs participation in the hunting competition. However, if Ainar, who is known for his tremendous luck, were to join the competition, the situation would change.
After the morning meeting, Becky found herself at a crossroads once again. This time, she only had one path to take.
The weight of having the future Duchess of Bolsheik, Lyna, know her secret was far greater than the whispers of an unknown man whose origins were unknown to her.
Becky had lied about her past and joined the Dukeâs family as a servant. But as expected, no family would believe the words of a servant.
Lynaâs decision to give Becky a chance to speak was an act of mercy that Becky appreciated. Despite her nerves, Becky stuttered out her secret.
âI am⊠Becky Graham, as you said.â
Her past was a typical story that could have come from anyoneâs mouth at any time.
âAfter my father died, my mother started gambling. At first, she seemed to be winning, coming home with more gold than she had before, like turning 10 gold into 15 gold.â
With a blurry focus, Becky faced the past she had buried deep and never wanted to revisit.
âBecky! Becky Graham! Where are you? Look at this!â
Becky felt a fleeting sense of happiness when her heavily drunk mother laughed broadly showing the money she won from gambling. It reminded her of a time when her mother used to smile before her father, a baron, had passed away.
But the joy was short-lived as her motherâs gambling addiction spiraled out of control.
âI lost again. Ah, I just donât have any luck today,â her mother would lament as the losses mounted. Days turned into weeks, and the household items began disappearing one by one, along with the servants.
In the empty mansion, with nothing left to break, Beckyâs mother screamed in despair. Beckyâs wounds deepened as she tried to comfort her mother, who kept hurting herself.
Becky spoke with a painful tone, her dull eyes revealing the lingering agony.
âGambling debts are the kind that slowly suffocate you,â she said.
Despite selling off everything that had belonged to her family, her motherâs gambling debts continued to grow rapidly, like a wildfire impossible to extinguish.
âMother, please stop this,â Becky pleaded with her mother, who had accumulated debts beyond what she could bear.
âIâll earn the money and repay it,â she insisted. But her mother kept bringing creditors to their empty mansion, causing Becky to hang her head in shame as if she were a criminal.
âPlease, stop it now!â Becky screamed.
âAll I need is one big win. My luck is out there. If I can just get that one win, everything will be back to normal,â her mother said, clinging to Beckyâs leg.
Becky knew it was impossible. Her motherâs words were typical of those addicted to gambling, who had crossed the point of no return.
Becky had once thought that if she could prevent her mother from going out, the debt wouldnât increase. But it was a naive and foolish thought.
Debt, like money, attracts more debt. By the time creditors started refusing Beckyâs visits, they were already in a state where they couldnât escape the swamp of debt.
âI couldnât⊠solve the debt. Even if I sold my body, there were many creditors who said that it wouldnât be enough to pay them back,â Becky said with a vague laugh that sounded like crying. She then touched the scar on the back of her head.
âToday is the end of the payment deadline, Lady Graham,â the creditor said.
âJust a few more days, please,â Becky begged.
âTsk, thereâs no one left to lend money to the Grahams anymore. Even though this floor looks wide, itâs narrow,â the creditor remarked with pity, looking down on Becky as she clung to him with her messy hands from doing random chores to earn money.
His words felt like a death sentence to Becky, but she knew deep down that the sentence had been handed down a long time ago. It was the night the crowd of creditors had disappeared.
Becky had been sitting dazed and disoriented when she suddenly got up as if possessed by something and opened the door to her motherâs room, which had been locked.
The room was filled with the overpowering stench of alcohol, and the only light came from a flickering candle. A figure that vaguely resembled a human rushed toward Becky.
âBecky! You bad girl! How dare you treat your mother like this!â her mother cursed and frantically scratched her face and body.
Becky looked at her mother blankly and spoke softly, âItâs over now.â
âWhat? Did you pay off the debt? Oh my god, then can I go back to gambling again?â her mother asked, misunderstanding Beckyâs words. She then took out a necklace with unsteady eyes.
âDo you see this? Itâs the first gift your father gave me. Iâve been keeping it safe. Now Iâll make money with thisâŠâ
Before her mother could finish her sentence, Becky snatched the necklace. âIf I have this, Iâll be able to buy a little bit of time to pay off the debt.â
Her mother, unable to understand what was happening at first, rushed toward Becky like a demon. âThatâs mine!â
âPlease, donât do this anymore!â Becky pleaded.
In the end, they had a physical fight over the necklace, and as a result⊠âŠ.
âThe fireâŠit broke out,â Becky said, her voice filled with sadness.
The flames had spread rapidly, consuming the empty mansion in an instant. And her motherâŠ
Becky trailed off, her thoughts lingering on what might have been.
âI might have been able to save her,â she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
But the truth was that Becky didnât know. Her memories of that time disappeared after she witnessed her mother, who had clung onto the necklace like a demon, even as the fire spread.
Lyna listened to Beckyâs story without showing any emotion. She didnât sigh with sympathy or shed tears at the pitiful past. Instead, she simply gazed at Becky calmly, her eyes settling on her.
âI donât know what happened, but my motherâs necklace was in the hands of the man who was threatening me. He didnât seem to be a creditorâŠâ Becky said, taking a deep breath before continuing her story.
After the mansion was engulfed in flames, someone rescued Becky, who had lost consciousness.
âIt was⊠Emma,â Becky said absentmindedly, holding onto a memento of Emma that she had with her.
Perhaps it was luck that finally came after all her struggles, or maybe it was a sunny day that shone into a mouse hole that day.
âI donât have any family, friends, or acquaintances. Iâm in the same situation as you,â Emma said, smiling despite her declining health. She had saved Becky from the pit where she had been trapped.
Becky couldnât help but ask, âWhy did you save me?â
âBecause it was my last chance to do something good,â Emma replied.
Becky was still confused, so she asked again, âWhy are you doing this for me?â
âEven if I die, it would be enough if you are alive,â Emma said, patting Beckyâs hand.
A few days later, Emma passed away suddenly, leaving Becky with a statement she couldnât fully comprehend.
Becky hesitated before speaking, âAnd after thatâŠâ
âBecky disappeared and became Emma to get rid of her debt and came here, right?â Lyna asked.
Becky confirmed, âYes.â
Lyna crossed her legs, a gesture she had not made until now, and spoke. âBeing threatened for living someone elseâs life? No, he would rather have threatened you with knowing you were Becky Graham.â
Becky confirmed once more, âYes.â
Lyna asked, âWhy did he need a permit?â
Becky had no answer, as she had not asked anything until now. She lowered her head in shame.
Unexpectedly, Lyna praised her, âSmart,â in a smooth voice without any sarcasm. Becky lifted her head, surprised by the unexpected praise.
Lyna continued, âIf you find yourself in a situation where you have to step into something that you canât control, itâs better not to know anything. Well, those who havenât experienced it will delve into it like moths to a flame due to anxiety and curiosity, but you did well. In your situation, itâs best not to ask anything.â
Becky was at a loss for words, as unexpected praise came from a place she had not even thought of.
Lyna looked at her for a moment and spoke lightly, âOkay. Iâll pay off your debt.â
Becky could only gape, stunned by the sudden resolution of her debt. Lyna added, âAnd Iâll forgive you for tricking me by pretending to be Emma and coming in as a servant.â
Lyna forgave Becky as easily as taking out candy from her pocket.
âTell Sebastian that after the hunting competition is over, register under the name Becky, not Emma,â Lyna said.
Becky was still in shock, unable to believe what was happening. Finally, she managed to speak.