They wandered around the west side of the castle the entire morning, but Nelia and Zenuit found nothing. They talked to the duke during lunch, but he said that he also found nothing.
Nelia was more concerned about other things than the fact that she found nothing.
The dukeās condition. The duke seemed a lot like lost in his thoughts during lunch. He looked as if his soul lost his body just like when it rained.
āYour Grace, are you alrightā¦ā¦?ā
Nelia whispered to him quietly, but he only offered her a smile.
āIām alright.ā
āIt seems that you slept late last nightā¦.. You havenāt slept well, have you?ā
The duke shook his head calmly.
āAlthough I slept late at night, I slept well. Thereās really nothing to worry about.ā
Nelia knew that the duke was telling a white lie to reassure her just now.
However, she held back because she knew that the duke would be uncomfortable if she asked him more.
She was going to wait a little longer and ask him again if this went on. Upon thinking so, Nelia sipped tea as dessert.
The duchess put down the teacup and talked to Nelia.
āYoung Lady Nelia, Your feet must be hurt from walking all morning, is that right? Why donāt you take a break with me sometime in the afternoon?ā
The duchess whispered with one palm beside her mouth.
āWomen are chatting amongst themselves.ā
Nelia agonized. As she heard from Zenuit, she felt impatient because she had to get everything she could find for coming this far to the dukedomās castle. She hasnāt found anything except for a book in the basement yet.
However, she felt guilty if she rejected the duchessā offer.
In the midst of all this, Duke Hart spoke up.
āNelia. You should rest with my mother.ā
āIs it really okay to take a restā¦ā¦ā
Nelia, who was thinking, threw a glance to Zenuit, who was busy savoring cookies.
He wasnāt fond of staying indoors. It would be boring to stay with her whilst she chatted in the room with the duchess.
Perhaps, the duke noticed Neliaās glance so he suggested.
āIāll take Zenu with me.ā
Zenuitās hand stopped in the air when he was about to pick up cookies eagerly.
āUhā¦ā¦ I want to be with my sister.ā
āItās just boring to stay where the women would be busy chatting.ā
āYes, please keep Zenu company for a few hours.ā
Zenuit seemed to be bewildered when the duchess agreed to the dukeās remarks.
Zenuit whispered quietly so that only Nelia who sat beside him could hear it.
āI donāt want to be alone with His Graceā¦!ā
Nelia sighed.
āIt seems that Zenu was still too shy to be alone with His Grace.ā
āThe more you try to do it, the more you can learn to get along with others.ā
The duke was quite persistent with his suggestion. As if he was trying to get Zenuit to go with him.
āAnd wouldnāt it be better than listening to adultsā conversations in the room?ā
The duke assumed Zenuitās character accurately.
Having said it, Nelia had no choice but to step back. It was also strange that he insisted on staying indoors all of a sudden.
āUnderstood. Then please take Zenu with you, Your Grace.ā
She could feel Zenuitās resentful eyes from the side, but Nelia had to pretend she didnāt know.
***
Zenuit eventually came out alone with the duke.
āWeāve looked in the east and west side this morning, so weāre going to look in the southern side in the afternoon.ā
Duke Hart explained to Zenuit before walking down the path.
āUnderstood, Your Grace.ā
āTell me if your legs hurt or if you want to use the bathroom.ā
Zenuit nodded.
Duke Hart and Zenuit walked together to the southern side. They didnāt say anything while walking down the path.
Zenuit glanced quietly at the duke, who didnāt say anything, he was concerned, but the duke only maintained an expressionless face which made it hard to guess what the man was thinking. He also frowned frequently.
Zenuit finally asked the duke.
āAre you sick, Your Grace?ā
āIām fine.ā
He answered with the same words as when Nelia asked him at lunch a while ago.
āYour Grace doesnāt look fine at all.ā
The duke didnāt answer again. He chatted very well when he was with Nelia, but now he was just quiet.
Zenuit, who was uncomfortable with silence between them, tried to muster up something, but gave up a moment later.
As they walked, they found a path surrounded by trees. Only the sound of trees falling off, the sound of birds singing, and the sound of stepping feet on the ground echoed quietly.
Zenuit was looking around with twinkling eyes.
āIām glad I brought Zenu here.ā
Oh right, the duke was with him. Zenuit concealed his embarrassment and tried to speak in a bright voice.
āYes, I like to move.ā
To be precise, it was good to see a completely different landscape from the past.
āSometimes when I look at you, I feel like youāre from a completely different world.ā
Zenuit paused for a moment.
What is he saying? Did the man notice who he actually is?
āWell, thatās how a child is supposed to be. I donāt usually get close to children, so watching Zenu is interesting to me.ā
Uhā¦ā¦ What is he supposed to say here?
Zenuit mentally swept off his surprise.
āAt the end of this path, there is a beautiful big lake. I think you will like it, Zenu.ā
Zenuit could barely hold back from opening his mouth in mesmerization at the mention of a lake.
āCome to think of it, the duke seems more carefree than I expected.ā
Nelia seemed to be worried that she might get nothing from the dukeās castle except for the books in the basement, but the duke seemed quite calm despite being involved as well.
He felt a little displeased when he realized one thing.
āNelia is the only one who is nervous amongst us.ā
Zenuit cleared his throat and spoke with a childās tone.
āI hope to find something in the southern side. My sister said sheād reward me with something if I found something during my walk with Your Grace. So letās work hard to find something, Your Grace!ā
āIāll reward you, so please rest assured and enjoy the scenery.ā
āBut is it alrightā¦ā¦ā
āOf course.ā
As he expected, the duke didnāt seem to panic at all.
The duke stopped and bent his torso toward Zenuit.
āThis is a secret, Zenu.ā
āWhat is it?ā
āI actually donāt want to find anything more here.ā
Zenuit blinked.
āā¦ā¦Why? Wasnāt Your Grace going here to look for something?ā
The duke raised his bent torso.
āIt was that at first, but now Iām so confused that I donāt think Iām ready to accept other truths.ā
As the duke spoke, Zenuit stared wordlessly at the man.
āI heard from Nelia that Your Grace might be a dragon.ā
The duke smiled lightly.
āDid Nelia say that to you, Zenu?ā
Zenuit asked with a serious look.
āAre Your Grace going to hate it if you are a dragon? I think itād be nice. They are really strong and cool.ā
āEven if my ancestors were really dragons in the past, I am not one now. Iām not a human or dragon.ā
āEven soā¦..ā
āZenu, you are still young, so you wonāt know it. The feeling when your existence is imperfect, and the feeling of wanting to stay beside the beloved one.ā
Even though the dukeās tone was dull and soft, it somehow filled with determination.
Zenuit completely closed his lips.
They began to walk again silently. Then soon, a big lake came into sight, just as the duke said.
Red fishes were swimming in the lake. The duke sat on a flat rock beside the lake.
Zenuit also climbed a rock and looked around the lake.
āYou may fall into the lake, so be careful.ā
āYes!ā
Zenuit answered brightly in front of him but secretly pouted once turning away from the man.
Just like him, it was very dangerous to see the duke sitting on the rock because he seemed to be not well.
āThat grown man, why is he sick all the time?ā
He wasnāt sure if the man was able to feed Nelia well, as she usually eats a lot. Anyway, he was disqualified as Neliaās husband in many aspects.
He was shaking his head with a frown, but he suddenly sensed the manās gaze, and he met the dukeās eyes as soon as he lifted his eyes.
He was pressing his forehead as if he had a headache a while ago, but since when has the man been looking at him?
āZenu, sometimes you look like an adult.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āYou look unusual for a child.ā
Zenuit was bewildered, but he answered with a smile, pretending nothing happened on the surface.
āI donāt know what Your Grace means, but do you mean it in a good way?ā
āI meant it in a good way. Perhaps,Nelia rely a lot on Zenuās mature bearing to make her more determined, she appeared more energetic lately.ā
The duke continued in a low voice.
āI saw how energetic she became, and even showed great strength.ā
It was a meaningful remark, but Zenuit didnāt fail to lose his smile.
āā¦ā¦I give my sister a lot of strength!ā
The duke stared blankly at Zenuit, the child not knowing what the man was thinking.
In the gaze that seemed to see through him, sweat seemed to drop on Zenuitās palm.
However, the duke spoke again with a light smile.
āZenu, you are very mature.ā
Zenuit smiled and mentally breathed a sigh of relief.
āHeās been listening to me since earlier.ā
Even so, it was fortunate that the man didnāt seem to have noticed his identity.
Zenuit looked at the lake again, thinking that he should pay more attention to his behavior in the future.
The duke sat on a rock, his head resting on the tree beside him, his eyes were shut.
Is he sleepingā¦ā¦?
He seemed to be somewhat unwell from a while ago, but it seemed that he fell asleep as soon as he sat down.
Zenuit thought it was better that way. He was concerned about the duke, but he wouldnāt be puzzled by the manās useless remark when he was asleep.
As he was walking around the lake by himself, Zenuit suddenly turned his head to look at the duke. The dukeās head, which had previously rested on the tree, was leaning forward.
The child seemed worried about the possibility that he could fall into the lake.
āI guess heās not going toā¦ā¦ā
The dukeās head was leaning forward as soon as he thought so, it was scary to think about it even just a bit.
Considering the dukeās condition, who had been like a chick taking medicine all day today, it was no wonder that he couldnāt wake up and fall into the lake.
Zenuit hurriedly walked up to the duke to wake him up. However, his head was gradually leaned forward even more to the lake.
āOh, noā¦ā¦!ā
It was too late before a child like him could reach the dukeā¦..!
The moment when the dukeās torso was about to fall into the lake.
āStop!ā
Zenuit flicked his finger and shouted loudly. The dukeās body stopped just as he was about to fall into the lake.
āPhew, such a reliefā¦ā¦.ā
In the midst of his relief, the duke slowly opened his eyes. His eyes met Zenuit.
However, he seemed strange. A thin smile quickly ascended his face without a hint of sleepiness.
Zenuit felt as if the hair on his nape had risen frighteningly for the first time in thousands of years.
āDonātā¦ā¦ Donāt tell meā¦ā¦ā
The duke moved his smooth lips.
āJust as I expected.ā
This time, the duke flicked his hand and his body landed leisurely on the rock.
āI assumed you were not just an ordinary child.ā