Chapter 13: The Biggest Crisis in Becoming a Woman.
I closed my eyes, while submerging myself in the bathtub.
âHey Onee-chan. Have you already washed your body?â
A voiced echoed into the bathroom as Alice peaked her head in.
I silently nodded.
âBut itâs so troublesome to wash your own back.â
I just told you I washed myself, I am not going to back off of that statement.
Even if you cry I wonât budge.
Honestly though.
Sleeping together is tolerable, but taking a bath together while we are both high school students is going too far.
I usually donât say anything about taking a bath and try to do them secretly. But abruptly Alice is calling out to me after I got in.
And now it will be extremely awkward if I try to leave.
Maybe itâs normal for sisters to take baths together, but I am not an ordinary big sister. The inside of me is the male version of me. I was raised male. So it really doesnât fit well with me.
âOnee-chan your face is red. Are you sure I shouldnât come in? Are you okay?â
Her voice seems closer. I think she is getting closer to me.
And my face is a little red for a different reason.
Itâs because I am trying to not see Alice by not getting out of the bath. I have been going out of my way to make sure that never happens, but it might forcibly be shown to me.
We often bathed together when we were young. And I never really got excited by Alice before. But ethically it feels wrong.
My body is a woman but my mind is a man, and if feels like I am deceiving Alice, so I already feel guilt, and then getting naked in front of is puts even more in.
âOnee-chan? Youâve been holding your forehead for awhile now. Are you feeling sick?â
The voice is getting even closer.
It seems like she is getting closer because she is worried.
This is bad. If I donât do anything my condition will get worse, and then Alice might freak out. Although the worst that could happen is I see her naked. That would be really awkward. So I have to avoid that by all means. So Iâm stuck between a rock and a hard place.
âHow come you thought Onee-chanâs pudding was more delicious than before.â
My eyes are still closed with my hands on my forehead as I raised my voice out to her.
âEh? Well It was plenty of delicious before. But Onee-chan only cooked for me before, but now you cooked for others and it was. . . .â
Aliceâs voice got a little farther. It seems like I may have been able to successfully change subjects.
But in any case, I still canât get out of the bath, and Alice still hasnât withdrew her request for my back.
Maybe it will be fine for her to just wash my back,but she may then want me to wash her back.
And I canât just close my eyes and wash it. My eyes are still closed though.
I donât know what to do. . .
This may be the most difficult situation since I turned into a girl.
âOnee-chan you are taking quite a while.â
Her voice which was just going away started to get closer again.
It seems that me stalling is making Alice suspicious. She thinks I am just really immersed in my bath time.
This might just be my limit.
. . .No I canât give up.
âI think, sometimes Itâs good to just immerse yourself in a bath.â
I replied to Alice. She responded with a âFuuâ and I heard it much closer.
It seems like she is fast approaching.
She is the closest yet.
âWell I think sometimes itâs good to immerse yourself with Onee-chan!â
Those are dangerous words.
*Splash* Suddenly all the hot water rose.( Remember, Amaneâs eyes are still closed. )
And then- â â
â~Onee-chan!â
Then I felt skin pressed on my skin.
It seems like Alice entered the bath, and she is hugging me from the front.
Kuu. Alice definitely has grown since the last time we took a bath when we were kids. Itâs so crowded.
Like I am happy that Alice is healthy and her growth is good, but you are seriously troubling Onii-chan.
âW-well itâs time for me to go. . .â
I muttered as I tried to get out of the bath.
âI need to wash your back first.â
She held me from the front while standing up with me.
Can you please separate from me, I am really troubled by this.
My honest request was ignored. Eventually I just gave up trying to escape.
After that she sat me down on the bath chair and washed my back.
Then- â â
âI want Onee-chan to was my back too. . .â
And as expected, she raised her spoiled child voice and stuck to me.
Fine, okay, if itâs just this time then itâll be okay.
And obviously it will get messy if I refuse, so Iâll just have to carefully wash her back.
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The next day, another dangerous flag was raised.
Although yesterdayâs bath incident was pretty stressful, this one goes beyond that.
âSo itâs fine if we sleepover at Amaneâs house?â
Takanashi-san said with upturned eyes in a sweet voice.
Kuu. So cute. But now isnât a time to think about that.
âYou have to show me how you made those egg rolls Amane. They were so good.â
She said with a giggle and a smile.
Thatâs not fair. . .
But- â â
That incident in the bath came back to mind.
And if Takanashi tries to go in the bath with me. . .
Because we are all girls there is a possibility they may want to do that.
Thatâs awkward. Thatâs really awkward. Yesterday it was just Alice, and that didnât really have an effect on me, because she is my sister. But if itâs Takanashi . . .
If we take a bath together I will definitely get aroused, and that will make me feel extremely guilty.
âIs it. . .too bothersome?. . .â
She looked up to me with her face steadily getting more dejected.
Her smile fading away.
âN-No, itâs fine.â
I accidentally accepted. But how could I say no to that face. . .
âItâs okay!!!â
She suddenly turned away from me and raised a happy call.
Eh? Wait, what?
âSo we can have a sleep over at Amane-chanâs house! Yea! I just bought new pajamas!â
âWeâve been friends for a while, but this is my first time sleeping over at Amaneâs house. Iâm looking forward to it.â
Then those two raised joyful voices.
W-W-Wait a minute? Yanomiya and Kiniwa are coming too?
This is bad, this is very bad. I canât handle any of them, let alone them together. If we take a bath together Iâll will pass out from nosebleeds.
Kiniwa alone would be way too much. I have to make sure not to be with her especially.
Calm down. Calm down Amane. It hasnât even been decided we will take a bath together.
Although it seems like the sleepover has already been decided.
However during that time, I completely forgot about another person. Somebody who was extremely dangerous.
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This was honestly just a teaser chapter. At least we know Amane isnât attracted to Alice(Poor Alice). Well the real action will be in the next chapter.