Wilhelm, who was immediately confused by Anastasiaâs question, paused and looked at her.
Why was she suddenly holding him?
Unknown expectations stuck him in a different reaction than usual.
âPrince Louis⊠Youâre not going to see him?â
It wasnât long before he realized that it wasnât the reason he thought it was, so he felt a little empty.
It was a fact that he didnât even notice.
If he had noticed, he would be horrified once again that it wasnât like him.
ââŠnext time.â
Fortunately or unfortunately. Louisâ presence from Anastasiaâs mouth was so powerful that Wilhelm could not afford to care about the unconscious thoughts.
âNot now.â
ââŠâ
âNext time.â
âAlright.â
Anastasia did not force him. It wasnât going to be like that.
Like Louis, Wilhelm also had a strong psychological defense mechanism against Louis.
So in order for their relationship to progress, they had to wait more.
âLouisâŠâ
Then Wilhelm, who hesitated, asked.
âIs he okay?â
âYes, Your Majesty.â
Anastasia nodded with a smile, changing the subject as if she had almost forgotten.
âBy the way, I visited you last nightâŠâ
âOh, you said you had something to say, didnât you?â
âYes, Iâve decided on a nanny for Prince Louis.â
âYes, do as you desire.â
ââŠwhat?â
Anastasia asked with a panicked look.
âYou didnât even ask me who it isâŠâ
âBecause I trust you.â
At that one sentence, Anastasia couldnât move her lips any more and hardened.
Wilhelm went on without noticing.
âI know how much you care about Louis. Donât you know how to pick well?â
ââŠbut.â
âYes, Iâll hear her name. Who is it?â
ââŠItâs Countess Fiagel.â
âOh, I know who she is. Rodri had a good reputation for educating the marquisâ mischievous grandson.â
Wilhelm, who had been searching a response for a moment, soon smiled.
âThatâs exactly what I expected. I didnât have to listen.â
ââŠDonât you trust me too much?â
The man who hated and despised Anastasia, somehow⊠Why did he trust her this much?
In the unexpected situation, Anastasia bit her lips without realizing it.
She liked the situation, being recognized by him, but she felt uncomfortable in a corner of her heart.
It was dangerous for a woman who should continue to be reluctant to delay her vigilance this far. In many ways.
âAt least in regards to the Princeâs business.â
Hearing Wilhelmâs voice at that moment, Anastasia looked at him with her dazed face.
He was still smiling. The face she loved the most⊠⊠Her heart pounded and fell.
âI believe it. I can see your sincerity.â
The gaze and the voice sounded so sweet that Anastasia followed her fast beating heart and tugged at the hem of her dress.
âThis situation⊠⊠I donât think itâs good.â
While thinking like that, on the other hand, she was rationalizing this situation without realizing it.
It has to do with Louis, and sheâs been taking good care of Louis so far, so itâs only natural Wilhelm trusts her.
She was just doing her due diligence.
âSoâŠâ
She wondered if it would be okay to tolerate such kindness.
~~~~
On her return from Wilhelm, Louis sat there waiting for her.
âIâm sorry, Louis. Did you wait a long time?â
Louis shook his head.
âIâll sit down again. If itâs okay, can you continue drawing?â
This time Louis nodded. Anastasia smiled and sat down.
In the quiet room, only the sound of a pencil rang out without a word. Anastasia glanced at Louis.
He seemed to concentrate without thinking about anything else.
âHeâs not asking.â
She thought heâd ask her what she was talking about with his uncle.
Kids usually wonder what was talked about when they werenât around.
It was when Anastasia was disappointed by the unexpected development.
âYour Majesty the Empress.â
âWhat?â
âMay I ask you a question?â
The heart of Anastasia began to beat fast with anticipation.
âIf you donât mind.â
âPlease feel free to ask.â
ââŠâ
But Louis couldnât speak right away.
Anastasia smiled involuntarily, knowing intuitively that he was going to ask Wilhelm-related questions.
âThat isâŠâ
âItâs okay.â
Anastasia encouraged the hesitant Louis.
âTell me, Louis.â
â⊠Itâs nothing.â
Louis replied nervously.
âIâm just curious what you talked about with His Majesty the Emperor.â
âUmmm.â
âWhy was her here? Heâs never been here beforeâŠâ
âHow did you know, Louis?â
When Anastasia asked with a surprised expression, Louis excused himself with a blushing expression of embarrassment.
âI canât help but know. Heâs never been here before.â
For the Empress, she was in a situation where she was found guilty, but Anastasia was strangely pleased with him. It seems that Louis wasnât uninterested in him at all.
âWhat else should I say?â
She hated telling the truth because it seemed like she was putting too much pressure on his adoption, and she was reluctant to tell a lie.
âStill, it would be better to lie.â
Above all, there was no good explaining the situation to Louis.
She didnât want to tell her little child about the political strife already.
âJust to make sure Louis is doing well.â
It wasnât entirely wrong.
Didnât he ask at the end? How was Louis doing?
ââŠreally?â
Louisâ eyes shook finely in Anastasiaâs reply.
Anastasia nodded as if it were true.
âBut why didnât he see me?â
âItâsâŠâ
âAs expected, my uncle must hate me.â
At the conclusion that came before she could explain, the surprised Anastasia could not say anything as if her lips were frozen.
âCertainlyâŠâ
âOh, noâŠâŠ.â
Anastasia belatedly came to her senses and denied the accusation.
âNo, Louis, why would you say that?â
âOlivia said so.â
The moment she heard the name, her whole body seemed to freeze.
Louis continued sullenly, unaware of the fact.
âShe said he wouldnât like me.â
ââŠOlivia.â
How. HowâŠ!
Anastasia squeezed the hem of her dress in a flash of anger.
But⊠âŠit was more important to soothe the hurt child in front of her eyes than her feelings.
Anastasia rose from her seat, approached Louis with his drooping shoulders, and hugged him tightly.
âAhâŠ.â
Was he surprised by the unexpected hug?
Louis trembled in Anastasiaâs arms like a small bird.
âLouis.â
Anastasiaâs friendly voice called the childâs name. The voice relaxed the childâs body.
âThereâs actually something I couldnât say.â
ââŠwhat is it?â
âI love you.â
As she said it, her eyes were burning and her throat choked up. Anastasia repeated her confession in a difficult voice.
âI love Louis.â
After returning, she never thought she could tell anyone she loved them again. So it was a word that she had forgotten for too long.
Because she had ruined everything under the guise of love and returned again, it felt painful to say the words in her mouth as if a thorn was growing in her throat.
âI love you, Louis. I mean it.â
But she really wanted to tell the kid.
âAnd your uncle loves Louis, too.â
ââŠa lie.â
Louis immediately refuted.
âThen why would he go without looking at me?â
âHeâs been hurt a lot, Louis.â
Anastasia patted Louis on the back as if comforting.
âActually, this is a shameful statement in front of Louis, but your uncle has not yet healed. SoâŠ.â
Anastasia concluded after a brief silence.
âI guess he didnât have enough courage to see Louis now.â
âWhat kind of wound?â
âItâsâŠâ
She couldnât say because when he saw you, he remembered your dead father.
Anastasia answered with as much thought as she could.
âThe painful memories of the past scratched your uncle deeply. He needs time for it to heal.â
Anastasia made eye contact with Louis and emphasized the conclusion.
âBut that doesnât mean he doesnât love Louis, ever.â
ââŠâ
âIâm sorry. Itâs too hard for me to sayâŠâ
âThen.â
Louis gently interrupted Anastasia and asked.
âWhen can he come back?â
ââŠâ
âYour Majesty.â
âUhâŠâ
Anastasia asked back in a surprised voice at the unexpected question.
âIf he comes, can you meet him, Louis?â
ââŠâ
Louis replied coyly after a brief silence.
âI donât know.â
âWhat?â
âWhen Iâm with Your Majesty⊠I think we can meet.â
Anastasia was surprised and delighted by the unexpected response.
âDid you change your mind while staying at the Empressâ Palace?ââ
When she asked him to go see Wilhelm last time, he was scared and reluctant.
So Anastasia didnât ask any more questionsâŠ
âThe reason Wilhelm canât meet Louis is because heâs afraid that Louis will hate and resent him.â
So if he knew this, they may make further progress in their relationship.
A hopeful smile flashed along Anastasiaâs mouth.
âOf course, Louis. I will always be by Louisâ side.â