It was a week later that Lyell visited the Imperial Palace after the news that he had woken up.
âGreetings to the sun and moon of the empire. Have you been well?â
He had been in a coma for over half a year, and compared to the last time they saw him, he had lost weight and looked leaner.
However, the eyes were still shining intelligently as usual.
Wilhelm opened his mouth in a concerned voice.
âYou must have needed more time to take care of yourself because you were sleeping for a long time. You came to the palace too early. Is your body okay now?â
âThanks for your concern, I am safe, Your Majesty.â
Then Lyell also spoke to Anastasia.
âAbove all, to Her Majesty⊠⊠I wanted to thank you, so I entered the palace as quickly as possible.â
âTo me?â
âYes. I heard from the priests that you saved me with the kiss of life.â
As a token of appreciation, Lyell knelt down in front of Anastasia and bowed his head.
âThank you for saving my humble life.â
âIâm glad you woke up safely.â
Anastasia responded with a light smile.
âI was worried about what would happen if something unpleasant happened due to the long time I was sleeping, but itâs a relief.â
âThanks to Her Majestyâs concern, I think I was able to wake up not too late.â
Lyell, who politely thanked her, expressed his purpose of coming to the palace in earnest.
âActually, I came to see the Goddessâ memorial service, which will be held this month.â
The Goddessâ memorial service, which was held every odd month, was carried out by Herod, the chief priest, after Lyellâs fall.
âNext week, I am thinking of returning to the role of priest again.â
âIsnât it too early? I think Iâll have too much time next week.â
âThere are things that the Brother Herod have prepared, and Iâve been focusing on recovery for the past week, so itâs okay.â
Lyell replied as if there was nothing wrong.
âMore than anything else, I want to offer a prayer of thanks to the Goddess for waking up like this as soon as possible. That seems to be the duty of one who worships the goddess.â
âThe faithfulness of the High Priest is so touching.â
Wilhelm nodded with a smile.
âThen there is no reason for the imperial family to oppose it. In the first place, the Goddessâ memorial service is entirely the domain of the temple.â
âBut itâs right to visit your majesties and talk about it.â
At that time, Lyell looked back at Anastasia and said, as if he had almost forgotten.
âOh, and I have a special gift for the Empress at this memorial service.â
âGift?â
âYes, it is in return for the grace that saved my life. Iâd like to express my appreciation publicly, but Iâm not sure if youâll mind.â
âI just did what I had to do, and itâs embarrassing to be treated as such.â
âYou donât have to think so at all. Everyone in the temple regards Her Majesty as a benefactor.â
âThen do it.â
Anastasia nodded willingly, and Lyell bowed politely.
âThe memorial service will be held on the upcoming Fire Day. Iâll see you then.â
After saying goodbye, he left, and Anastasia was lost in thought.
âWhatâs wrong?â
Anastasia turned her head in surprise at the sudden voice from the side.
âYou donât look so happy.â
He was staring at her with his brows narrowed slightly.
âSince when have you been watching?â
Trying to ignore the fastening heartbeat without realizing it, Anastasia pretended to be innocent.
âMe?â
âYeah. You didnât look good since the High Priest came in.â
ââŠâ
âIs there anything on your mind?â
⊠sharp. Anastasia flinched, but she soon lied to him with a casual smile.
âHow can that be? Iâm glad he woke up safely.â
It was true. Now the time to really see the end was coming. butâŠ
âNow I must prepare to part with you.â
She should have finished it right away, but it was a problem she had been ignoring for too long because she was in a rush to solve the situation before her eyes.
âNow that thereâs not much left, letâs keep him in our eyes as much as we can.â
Anastasia, who looked at Wilhelm with that thought, tried to pretend nothing was wrong, and she forced a smile.
ââŠâ
But Wilhelm did not respond with an equal smile to Anastasiaâs smile.
Instead, he narrowed his eyebrows slightly and stared at her with his eyes that didnât understand what was inside her.
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A few days later, Anastasia was ready early in the morning to attend the Goddessâ memorial service.
âAre you sure you want this dress?â
Selene stared at Anastasiaâs chosen dress with a sad face.
It was a white dress that covered the shoulders and showed no sign of the Goddess.
âItâs hot now⊠Why donât you wear something cooler.â
âItâs okay. Letâs go with this.â
When Anastasia refused to budge, the maid had no choice but to follow Anastasiaâs will.
âI donât want to show much.â
As was the case with others, especially with the goddess Rosenia. Anastasia sneered.
âYou didnât even choose me anyway, but Iâll continue to hide the signs and live.â
She never hated the goddess Roshenia upon her return. This was because she was grateful enough just to be able to save Wilhelm.
However, as she slowly prepared to part ways with Wilhelm, Anastasia was forced to hate the Goddess no matter how hard she tried.
âWhy did you put down the wrong oracle?â
If Goddess Roshenia had made the oracle properly from the beginning, she would not have been tied up with Wilhelm and she would not have loved Wilhelm.
Then she wouldnât have suffered twice like this.
She wouldnât have to suffer twice as if her heart was being eaten alive by an eagleâs pointed beakâŠ
âYour MajestyâŠâ
Then, Selene called Anastasia in a bewildered voice.
âAre you alrightâŠ?â
âAhâŠâ
It was then that Anastasia realized that she was crying.
âAre you okay? Shall I call the palace doctor?â
âNo, itâs fine.â
Anastasia kept wiping away tears and asked.
âJust, wait, leave me aloneâŠâ
âOh, weâll be out!â
Even after her maids hurried out, Anastasia held her face for a long time, silently weeping her tears.
âI was too arrogant.â
It was a crazy idea. With what kind of courage was she confident that she would be able to leave him and live the rest of her life?
âI donât know anymore. Itâs too hardâŠâ
Her courageous determination at the beginning of her return to save him and to survive herself was absurd now. It was just her arrogance, who shouted at her that the moment would not come.
She was afraid. For the past year, she always followed after him, trying to push him away, but not completely out of her mind.
And how can she live without seeing him forever? Was that possible?
âWhat did I do so wrongâŠâ
She resented the goddess. In the end, the creator would have known that she would collapse like this.
âWhat sins have I committed for you to torment me like this?âŠâ
Anastasia, whose sorrow had filled her throat, began to sob with a sound.
After Oliviaâs execution, her candid feelings, which she had been trying to ignore, were repressed and repressed and finally exploded.
âThis, it hurts so muchâŠâ
Anastasia squeezed her heart and shed tears. Seeing her pathetic appearance, no one would be able to help but to hug her.
Maybe thatâs why.
âAhâŠâ
Anastasia was surprised and tried to raise her head by the warm warmth that suddenly enveloped her.
âItâs alright.â
Anastasiaâs heart began to beat fast with a surprisingly familiar and low voice from above.
How come she didnât notice? This familiar scent must beâŠ
âStay where you are.â
It was Wilhelm. The man she loved more than anyone who made her cry just now.
Anastasia forgot to cry more with a blank expression and hardened in his arms like a stone statue.
When the crying died down, the room became surprisingly quiet. Nevertheless, Wilhelm silently patted Anastasiaâs back without opening his mouth.
âAh.â
The situation was half miserable, half heartbroken.
She wanted to tell the man why she was crying, but she was miserable because she couldnât, and she was sad to think that this warm manâs arms would soon become the exclusive property of another woman.
As expected, the goddess was cruel. To save her descendant Wilhelm, she must be trying to put Anastasia back in the fire pit of hell, who dared to drive him to death.
Anastasia was still in Wilhelmâs arms, exhausted, and Wilhelm only patted Anastasia silently for a long time after that.
It was around that time that Anastasia was so happy that it wouldnât have been bad to just close her eyes in his arms like this.
âAre you okay?â
The question brought Anastasia back to reality.
But still he didnât let her go, and Anastasia didnât bother to escape.