Chapter 211: Invitation and Response
âIt is a big country. Isnât it a major power that is fighting over the first and second place?â (Makoto)
A vague question from Senpai.
Leaving aside that I might have answered differently If she had made a more concrete question, I gave my impressions of Limia.
I have a few bad impressions of the rampant nobles, butâŚif I had to give a good part of it, it would be that, honestly, I donât have much of an impression.
âFufufu, a major power huh. Thatâs true. But you see, in truth, the major power that you and I imagine are quite different. It is also a half-hearted country.â (Hibiki)
âHalf-hearted?â (Makoto)
I donât think a major power can be half-hearted.
It is a major power because many people live there, right?
In that case, it wouldnât be able to function as a country without a superior system supporting it.
âFor example, the population, Makoto-kun, how much do you think is the population of Limia?â (Hibiki)
This is a topic I have not cared at all for since coming to this world.
ââŚThe territory of Limia is wide, so maybe around the ten millions or hundred millions?â (Makoto)
Looking at its territory only, I donât think it would be strange for them to have at least this much.
âThe correct answer is: I donât know.â (Hibiki)
âIn this world, thereâs practically no country âincluding Limiaâ that has a clear grasp of their population. From what I know, the only one that has a grasp on it is Tsige. Moreover, the ones in possession of the information were not government officials of the country, but a single company.â (Hibiki)
âŚI feel like thereâs only one who fits the bill.
I wonder if he has a grasp on the population even in the current sudden increases it is having, Rembrandt-san.
âIt is most likely difficultâŚprobably.â (Makoto)
A grasp on the number of peopleâŚinhabitantâs ballot, no, a census huh.
Wait, it should have existed in Japan since quite a long time ago thoughâŚ
In other words, it shouldnât be difficult?
Unless it is quite the chaotic era.
This world is currently in war, but thinking about the time in which it began in my previous world, it wouldnât be strange for them to be able to do it.
If we are talking about a chaos that made the document burn in fire and had the minds of people agitated to the point of being unable to keep things like that in mind, it would beâŚthe revolution at the Ounin era, maybe?
In the past, even when I investigated in my free time about that era, I couldnât understand it well.
The enemies became allies, and even when the Heads of both powers were affiliated to the same camp, the battle continued, and by the time I noticed, it was already the Sengoku period.
I donât think this world is in the same state.
âThey donât have the will to do so, they donât find any reason to do it; it is just because of that. They just report about an approximate of the harvest, and from that report, they decide the tax. With a system like that, thereâs little point in keeping the population number in check.â (Hibiki)
They decide the tax by the land huh.
It is certainly true that by doing that, they are able to leave the rest to the nobles.
I feel like they are just pushing all the responsibility away though, but if the income is properly coming in, it doesnât seem to be a problem.
âBut if a country is thinking about obtaining power, it is a topic that canât be ignored. And in truth, I would say that Limiaâs population is around 50 million to 70 million, but the tax yields are only around half of that number. So it is like they can avoid tax as much as they want.â (Hibiki)
âHalf⌠The remaining would be embezzlement huh.â (Makoto)
Limia is practically a despotism of nobles after all.
âYeah. I am sorry about asking for a consent after the fact, but we are currently utilizing your help in order to improve this part.â (Hibiki)
âIt was a real help. Thanks.â (Hibiki)
âNo well, I donât have much awareness of this, but if I was of helpâŚthatâs great. Or more like, Senpai, you are even doing things like improvements?â (Makoto)
I feel like this has to do with the very foundations of the country.
âImprovement is a special skill from Japan after all. Thereâs no way I wouldnât use it just because I am in a parallel world, right? I brought out the topic of population as an example, but thereâs a lot of things that can be changed in this world for the better.â (Hibiki)
Isnât that saying too much?
Improvement isnât something only Japan does, it is done in the whole planet Earth.
âWell it is not like it shouldnât be used butâŚit seems like you are putting a lot of zeal into this country.â (Makoto)
ââŚThis is the country I have been summoned in.â (Hibiki)
âI know that.â (Makoto)
âIt is the country where I know the most people, and the country where the most people know of me. It is the country that has placed their expectations on me. Isnât it a matter of course that I think deeply of it?â (Hibiki)
I felt like I was being criticized, so I ended up apologizing.
Well, I also think deeply of Asora, so it should be about the same.
If itâs that, I feel like I can understand.
Different from Asora, Limia is connected by land with other countries and if thereâs enemies, they can get attacked though.
ââŚI want you to like this country as well. Is itâŚdifficult to desire that?â (Hibiki)
The eyes of Senpai were dyed in seriousness.
âMakoto-kun, this world and the Goddess, it is certainly true that it is very different from the common sense of our original world. Thereâs definitely things that you canât just accept and things that are unreasonable.â (Hibiki)
âI know that you donât hold positive feelings towards the Goddess. At this occasion, I wonât tell you to throw those away. Just that, for the sake of finishing this long war⌠canât you please lend us your strength? Of course, I wonât be telling you to learn of war either. It is fine to supply us with goods at a suitable price.â (Hibiki)
So she is telling me to supply the goods of Limia huh.
If itâs to lend strength to Senpai only, it would be a different case, but if I were to cooperate in supplying the goods in order to finish the war, it would mean that I have taken the side of hyumans.
Meaning that, even if itâs indirectly, I am participating in the war.
Thereâs no choice but to refuse.
ââŚHow about it?â (Hibiki)
âSorry, I canât. If itâs just selling things to Senpai personally, I wouldnât mind though.â (Makoto)
âI see. So you wonât be cooperating âfor the sake of putting an end to the warâ huh.â (Hibiki)
Even I could tell that Senpai emphasized the words at the latter half.
So they are already suspecting that I have a connection with the demon race huh.
They donât have any positive proof of it, so they canât ask about this crime though.
âIâm thinking on opening the doors of Kuzunoha Company to all that need it. Please let me cooperate in the sense of neutrality.â (Makoto)
âYou see, Makoto-kunâŚI donât think that all the actions of the Goddess are correct.â (Hibiki)
No wait, isnât that something a hero shouldnât say?!
âShe is not the âGodâ that we think of. She has a personality, and individuality. I have not heard of the existence of other Gods in this world aside from her, so it shouldnât be wrong to say that she is the only God though.â (Hibiki)
Thatâs right. Thereâs no way I would accept something like that as a God.
The God that Senpai is talking about is probably the almighty one.
That kind of God, I have not met one either.
ButâŚI do think that thereâs no way it is okay to leave that Goddess do as she pleases.
âThe existence that manages and watches over this world. The Gods that exist are probably people that do these kind of jobs. Honestly, even now, I still think that she is a woman with problems in her personality.â (Hibiki)
âBut Makoto-kun, no matter the existence she is, she lives in a different place from us, in other words, an existence that has nothing to do with us, you know? Even for us, the day we met that night was the last. Until then, I didnât believe in the existence of God. In other words, isnât she only an existence that we met in a mere instant of our short lives?â (Hibiki)
âWhat will you do by maintaining that feeling of defeat inside of you? It is like having complains about the laws and phenomenons that naturally exist in the world. Isnât it pointless?â (Hibiki)
âWhy did SenpaiâŚ?â (Makoto)
âWhy did Senpai come to this world? Even though you had a life of success secured over there.â (Makoto)
I donât understand at all.
âYou want to know the reason why I came to this world?â (Hibiki)
âYou are interested in the reason of why someone like me, who shouldnât have any relation to this world to begin with, would come to this world?â (Hibiki)
The fact that the two being summoned was the fault of me and my parents.
ââŚBecause I thought it was interesting.â (Hibiki)
âThatâs the main reason?â (Makoto)
âWell, it is not like I donât hold any feelings of wanting to return to my life in Japan. However, at that time, at that instant, I certainly did feel that being in a parallel world was appealing. Thatâs why I am here. In the end, the whole reason I am here is because of the feelings of that instant. From then, I created connections in this world more and more, and I can no longer separate from it so easily.â (Hibiki)
âFeelings of that instant.â (Makoto)
So Senpai currently doesnât have intentions of going back then.
I can sense that from her.
Even though she said she wanted to return a bit, I couldnât feel a single trace of homesickness from Senpaiâs words.
âThe Empireâs Tomoki must be the same. Well, if the Goddess had asked him the previous day or the day after, his answer might have differed. Thereâs plenty possibility that different heroes would be summoned, and he and I would currently be living a peaceful life in Japan.â (Hibiki)
At that day, in just that instant, the two decided to become heroes.
A decision is a decision.
But if we were to call it a thoroughly thought decision, as expected, that wouldnât be the case.
âIt is not like I am blaming Makoto-kun. Donât make that face. Let me advance the topic. In this world, the interference of God is not something definite or anything like that. This world will most likely change more and more. If we can finish the war soon and calm down the quarrel between hyumans and demons, we would be able to use that much time in changing the world.â (Hibiki)
âChangeâŚthe world?â (Makoto)
âThatâs right. It canât be done easily, but I think it is possible to create a society where hyumans and demi-humans donât discriminate each other.â (Hibiki)
Reforming the very thinking of hyumans then?
But as long as the foundation of that thinking lies in the teachings of the goddess, I think it is impossible.
Even in the teachings of the Spirits, they are told that demi-humans are existences below hyumans, you know?
âEven if you are a hero, isnât that way too idealistic? This is a world where a big number of hyumans follow a religion that goes against that very ideal of yours.â (Makoto)
âIsnât Makoto-kun showing that possibility yourself? In Rotsgard and Tsige. It is possible to wake up the hyuman society as a whole with those actions, right? I donât think the Goddess would be able to forcefully amend the people that want to change themselves. I have investigated decades of activities from her, but she herself is docile and simply has a deep affection for beautiful hyumans, and she doesnât punish hyumans that hold a different way of thinking from what she wills. At least in public it is known in that way.â (Hibiki)
So Senpai is trying to change the Goddessâ world from the inside?
But if thatâs the case, her thinking should be close to mine, and yet, why is it that I feel like Senpai is so far away?
âIn that case, Senpai, even if the Goddess doesnât exist anymore in this world, for example; even if a different God were to take her place, you wouldnât mind, right?â (Makoto)
Well, even if I say a different God, I donât have a specific God in mind though.
I am just saying and see how she reacts.
But if Senpai does think that way, I thought that maybe it would be possible to form a cooperative relationship with her.
If she thinks that a society where demi-humans donât face discrimination is better, it would be possible to speak with the demons as well.
ââŚEven if the Goddess is gone?â (Hibiki)
âF-Figuratively speaking.â (Makoto)
In the case that I actually fight her, win, and punish her, I donât know if the Goddess will continue managing this world as always.
In that case, I thought that since a God is gone, there would be a different God coming to fill her place.
âIf it doesnât have any effect on the world at all, I wouldnât mind. Just thatâŚâ (Hibiki)
âJust thatâŚ?â (Makoto)
âIf the Goddess is gone, the Spirits that work as her servants will be gone, and then she -the manager of this world- would be gone. Who knows what kind of effect would bring to the magic power that serves as the nucleus of this world. On top of that, the blessings and divine protection will disappear and the status of the Church will fall. Thereâs also the fear that the very teachings of the Goddess will be thrown away as well.â (Hibiki)
I didnât think that far ahead.
Because I didnât care at all about what would happen to this world after the Goddess lost her power or at worst, died.
It is fine to just bring the people that want refuge into Asora first, and in the first place, it is a world that existed even when the Goddess wasnât there.
It seems like people like Root where there at that time, so I think that it wonât go to the point of being impossible to live in.
Thatâs why I didnât think further than that.
But it seems like Senpai had thought about the things that would happen if the Goddess were to fall.
âEven if, for argumentâs sake, it turns peaceful at that time, the world will instantly fall into great chaos, and thereâs an incredibly high chance that hell will break loose. Especially the hyumans that had received the affection of the Goddess, thereâs the chance that the other races will view them as enemies.â (Hibiki)
âIt is certainly true that thereâs the chance.â (Makoto)
Or more like, it will definitely turn out that way.
The blessing will be gone, so leaving aside the people that have true strength, most of the hyumans will be facing a hard time.
Also, if the common language disappears, it might turn into a mess, like the Tower of Babel.
They wouldnât be able to create a big country like now, so the hegemony of the world will probably be changed to another race.
âIf you are saying you have a method that will not show a single effect like that to the world, I donât mind.â (Hibiki)
âThen if thereâs an effect like what Senpai has stated?â (Makoto)
âEven if it costs me my life, I will go against it.â (Hibiki)
ââŚEven if it costs you your life?â (Makoto)
âIf thereâs someone planning something like that, it would be the same as the demon race; a world-class terrorist. Ruthlessly cornering the people that are living in peace and taking away their lives. It is enough to call it pure evil. The ones facing the most damage would be the hyumans, but the demi-humans will also be involved with no exception.â (Hibiki)
âTerrorist. The demons are a different race, they possess a country, and are opponents that you are fighting in war. Even though you are doing war with them, you call them in that way. Arenât you a bit too prejudiced?â (Makoto)
Terrorist is a word I didnât expect.
To call the war with the demons terrorismâŚ
âYeah. It is like a war brought by the minority that knew that no matter what they tried, they wouldnât be able to reign supreme against the majority. Thatâs probably why the Goddess got impatient and called the heroes.â (Hibiki)
âThe demon race is the minority?â (Makoto)
I imagine the conflicts and invasions of places like Russia and China.
I remember the words of Zef.
If I remember correctly, he said that the demon race population is at most 1 million or 1.5 million.
If Limia has several millions just like Senpai said, the hyuman population is most likely more than 4 times that.
They are called the four major powers, so I was expecting that though.
So if itâs 50 million, then 200 million?
Two hundred million against a few millions.
If the other demi-humans are added to the equation, would it turn into the ten millions?
The demon race units are originally composed by mixed races.
No, even with that, it would still be an incredibly low number compared to hyumans.
Whichever the case, this is not on the level of war.
Just like Senpai said, this is on the level of a small insurrection.
Even if we take into account that this world counts more the quality than the quantity, it is honestly incredible that the demon race is putting up a good fight.
âIf the demon race request of it, it would bring the denial of the Goddess and her retributionâŚWell, it wouldnât go so far, but they should at least be able to seek a better treatment. What they are doing is denying the very social system of this world they have been living in.â (Hibiki)
âThey could have gone into extinction if they hadnât done that.â (Makoto)
âYou really take the side of demons here.â (Hibiki)
âI have seen something that made me realize just how severe the Goddessâ discrimination was, after all. Then, the actions of the demon race were brought by the need of surviving.â (Makoto)
âYeah, their raising of an army in this occasion was probably something unavoidable.â (Hibiki)
âThat means it is already too late. They had to do something before it turned out that way. To better that scorned environment they had even if for a bit, they should have tried to make the hyumans accept them. With a method aside from taking arms, that is.â (Hibiki)
No way, thatâs asking for too much.
Regarding the demon race, it was practically as if the Goddess made the first move telling them to go away and cornered them.
âIsnât that just asking for too much?â (Makoto)
âI have taken a look at the history of demons and hyumans. Of course, this was from the historical records of hyumans, so thereâs most likely bias there though. Just that, there havenât been much events where the demons have acted in a positive way towards hyumans. And within those small number of people, thereâs not a single one that has continued for long.â (Hibiki)
âHistory. The history between hyumans and demons.â (Makoto)
I only know rough details of it.
âFor the demons, hyumans are an overwhelming majority, moreover, it is collected in a single religion, it is also an opponent that has better individual battle power, you know? From the beginning, the choice of fighting was not something sane.â (Hibiki)
Because of the blessing of the Goddess, the demon race was also being overpowered by hyumans in the magic power side as well, so there was no good part in it.
The more I think about it, the more impressed I am by the demons being able to put up a good fight against the hyumans.
Well, it is not like they have been doing war forever. They were mostly enduring the discrimination and oppression.
âBut the demons fought with the hyumans several times, lost, and still, they havenât changed their way of dealing with things.â (Hibiki)
âThey should have had several opportunities to. The chance to enter within hyumans just like the demi-humans.â (Hibiki)
âIf it were me, thatâs what I would do. If itâs a big opponent and I am unable to do anything about it with our power, I would join them and change them from the inside. I would create an opportunity to enter, and then, manage something from there. Isnât that one of the few choices that the minority has in order to survive?â (Hibiki)
âAre you saying that they should live amidst hyumans as slaves?â (Makoto)
ââŚEven if itâs a starting line from a slave position, it is possible to crawl their way up. But they took arms to the very end. I donât have the intention of wiping them all out, but if we donât corner them to that very limit to show an example, no one would be able to accept it. At the very least, we would have to eliminate the people that are managing their country, their army, and the ones cooperating with them; every one of them.â (Hibiki)
âAccept it, you say. Isnât that also because of the warped teachings of the Goddess?â (Makoto)
If only she hadnât tainted this world with her stupid teachings, this wouldnât have turned out this way.
The existence of that Goddess is the main reason for this problem, so they probably have to confront her at some point in time.
In that case, even if it will somewhat trouble the people that are currently living, isnât it a lot better to just eliminate that Goddess that has spread this strange way of thinking?
âThe warped teachings of the Goddess huh. But that is the religion that all the world follows, you know. Isnât that the same as having an overwhelming minority taking arms?â (Hibiki)
âThen you are saying that they should resign to their fate? That the teachings of the Goddess canât be helped, and it also canât be helped that the demon race is rendered impossible to stand back up? That because they didnât conform with those conditions quickly and become slaves for the sake of surviving, it canât be helped that they are receiving a worse treatment than that? Is that what you think, Senpai?â (Makoto)
I am kind of pissed here.
No matter who, if they are being oppressed, they would want to make a complain or two.
To expect those kind of people to calmly look at the situation, think of the future, and find a good way for the race to survive, something like thatâŚwho would be able to blame them for being unable to do that?
To be able to act composedly no matter when, thatâs not something that anyone could do.
Thinking that way, I unconsciously spoke to Senpai in a harsh tone.
âThatâs right.â (Hibiki)
It is not like I thought Senpai would make a troubled expressionâŚbut I thought she would at least show hesitation.
The instant answer of Senpai blocked my words.
âI said this just a few moments ago but, the demon race and the hyumans are already in a situation where it is already too late. Without a closure for this war, neither of the races will be able to advance. Thatâs how much hatred is gathered between both sides. Of course, I who has been fighting alongside Limia, am no exception. The Goddessâ teachings, their dependence to her, the discrimination towards demi-humans; all these problems are problems that can only be dealt with after this war is over. This one point is impossible to move or change anymore. No one is able to.â (Hibiki)
If it is the Kuzunoha Company that has a connection with both, wouldnât it be able to work out somehow?
Before that, wouldnât things change a lot if I just had that Bug reflect?
âNo one. Even for Makoto, thatâs impossible. The hyumans that had their family taken away by demons had their hatred grow inside of themselves, and that hatred becomes the fangs that point towards them. It is the same for the demons that had their family taken away by hyumans. This chain of lossesâŚ.canât be erased.â (Hibiki)
Senpai made a pained expression for an instant.
The current Senpai is as cold as ice, and she is speaking with an indifferent expression, so that one instant remained in my mind.
Memories canât be erased huh.
Rotsgard has become a lot easier to live in, but it is certainly true that it would be hard to erase that memory.
The more there are, the higher the amount of deaths there will be after all.
âHatred and sadness. It is not something that easily disappears. IâŚcan understand that.â (Makoto)
As I thought, I should do something quick about that Goddess.
Senpai seems to be worried about the later, but in the end, if the Goddess remains, the current state of things wonât change.
I will have to revise my attitude towards Bug.
âThe demons who are the minority, are going against the overwhelming majority which are the hyumans, and the Goddess. This revolution that terrorists have raised which the majority of the people in this world didnât wish for, this madness of a war, I will end it as soon as possible. Makoto-kun, I will say it again. Lend us your power, please.â (Hibiki)
Senpai lowers her head deeply.
But my thoughts wonât change.
Actually, I think that Senpai is over-thinking this in a way too realistic of a manner.
In this world that the Goddess does whatever she wants, I donât feel like they would be able to change their sense of worth even if they took their time trying.
ââŚSenpai, I will say it again as well. I refuse.â (Makoto)
âLet me say this frankly, the stance that you Kuzunoha Company are taking can bring advantage to the demon race. The act of providing goods to both sides in a war, is an act of a merchant asking for a death sentence, you know? Is the Kuzunoha Company wishing for war and looking to gain profit from it?â (Hibiki)
âNo. I also think that it would be better if the war didnât exist. Just that, I think that the whole reason for this is that Goddess, and if only we could make her change her way of thinking, there would be as many methods born from it.â (Makoto)
âWhat do you mean? Even if the Goddess is the cause, what does Makoto-kun plan on doing?â (Hibiki)
âIt is not wrong that the policy of the Kuzunoha Company is to welcome anyone that needs it, butâŚI personally think it would be better to drag down that Goddess once.â (Makoto)
âDrag down the GoddessâŚâ (Hibiki)
Senpai makes a short mutter and turned speechless.
âIt is certainly true that the world will fall into a temporal chaos, and it might put a limit to the magic that magicians can use. It might turn into an End of the Century situation between hyumans and demi-humans, but even with that, I think that the best plan is to kick that woman out from the God position she has been lying on.â (Makoto)
âWell, by force.â (Makoto)
âBy force, you say. The opponent is a God you know? Even if, for argumentâs sake, you were to overpower her, would you be able to substitute for her?!â (Hibiki)
âOverpower? I donât know about that, but I donât intend to become the replacement of her.â (Makoto)
âThen you will simply eliminate a God?â (Hibiki)
Senpai held her head and shook it aimlessly.
No no no, I donât plan on eliminating her.
I was thinking that it would be fine to just leave her a bit further from half-dead.
I am still alive after all, and the reason why I met with Tomoe and the others was in part because of that Bug.
âNo well, she is not the only God out there, so as we do our stuff, a substitute will come, probably.â (Makoto)
ââŚYou speak as if you have met other Gods. Well, I have been brought to a strange place with a shady individual though.â (Hibiki)
âHow to say it, I have met with a God-sama that seems to be an acquaintance of that Goddess.â (Makoto)
ââŚThatâs why you are saying that you will be changing that Goddessâ way of thinking by force? Without thinking at all about the repercussions that it can cause.â (Hibiki)
âIf something happens, we can just take refuge until things settle down.â (Makoto)
âYou are really indifferent at the crisis of hyumans. You donât discriminate demi-humans, but you discriminate hyumans huh.â (Hibiki)
I am not discriminating hyumans.
âI am not discriminating demi-humans or hyumans.â (Makoto)
ââŚYou are seriously saying that. Then this is serious.â (Hibiki)
âWhat do you mean?â (Makoto)
âFrom Makoto-kunâs speech and conduct, you are flickering your thoughts that it canât be helped since the hyumans have done whatever they wanted along with the Goddess.â (Hibiki)
âWell, it is true that the hyumans have done whatever they wanted for so long, right?â (Makoto)
Thatâs not discrimination, it is the truth.
âYeah, but to give a cold reception because of that, isnât that considered discrimination?â (Hibiki)
âHyumans are the strong ones that overwhelm this world with their numbers. Why would the word discrimination apply for them?â (Makoto)
Isnât discrimination something done by societyâs strong ones over the weak ones?
âAnd so what?â (Hibiki)
âAre you saying that even if someone were to discriminate rulers, it wouldnât be considered discrimination? The gazes that the hyumans direct towards demi-humans is peculiar, but have you noticed? Makoto-kun, at times, you have directed those kind of gazes towards hyumans. Even here, and at Rotsgard as well.â (Hibiki)
If she brings out gazes, I canât say I am conscious of it.
But if I am asked if it is okay to show discriminating actions towards the strong, I would say it is not.
âHey Makoto-kun, in the structure of this world, you and I are considered outsiders, right? In that case, not taking into account the past history and coming in contact with the hyumans and demi-humans in equal grounds, isnât that how a person that doesnât discriminate would act? If thereâs a person thatâs troubled in front of you, shouldnât you be stretching out your hand no matter the way that person has been living until now and their social standing? For hyumans, they have done whatever they have wanted, so they should suck it up; for demi-humans, they are pitiful, so help them. Isnât that what you would call discrimination towards hyumans?â (Hibiki)
âBut the hyumans have been utilizing the demi-humans as their servants, and they have been living shouldering this. In the first place, thereâs no way I would be able to look at them with eyes like those of a Saint.â (Makoto)
âThatâs why. You end up thinking that way because you are thinking with our common sense. This is not Japan, this is a parallel world. In the common sense of this world, hyumans and demi-humans are this way. In the first place, the demon race has picked a fight against that common sense and have brought about a war, you know?â (Hibiki)
ââŚThatâs a mistaken common sense.â (Makoto)
âAs a Japanese, that is. Your basis for your cold reception towards hyumans is something thatâs natural common sense, and most people would not understand being criticized for it. Even in hyumans, when in situations between other hyumans, where you take out the attitude towards demi-humans and their attachment to beauty, they are people that properly hate discrimination.â (Hibiki)
âEven if you take out things that shouldnât be taken out, it wonât make me accept it.â (Makoto)
âTo change their root cognition, thereâs the need for time, which would have to be after the war is over. But if thereâs Makoto-kun who wants to do that by force against the Goddess, it would all end up crumbling.â (Hibiki)
âNot really. I might lose, and it is okay for Senpai to just continue doing war. I will be moving with my own thoughts. Even if itâs Senpai, I wonât be affirming everything you say and obeying it.â (Makoto)
âIf you were to lose, that would beâŚâ (Hibiki)
Senpai places both arms on the handrail and bends her body.
ââŚThereâs plenty chance for it to happen. Even if she is like that, she is still a God after all.â (Makoto)
Words leaked out from Senpai who had her face hidden, a mutter of expectation for me to lose.
From the conversation until now, I could tell that it would be a pleasant development for her.
I am slightly shocked, but it canât be helped.
Senpai seems to be entirely against the idea of me fighting the Goddess after all.
Even so, I am practically not thinking about the effects that will bring forth to the world like Senpai said.
I refuse managing a world like this, and I donât want to become a God either.
Instead of arranging such pointless things, it is much more important to find a method to return to my original world with Tomoe and the others while being able to go back and forth to Asora.
âI canât imagine you losing.â (Hibiki)
As if resenting me, Senpai turned a sulking face towards me.
âW-Well, thanks.â (Makoto)
âThings like being too far away, the scale being too much, or the numbers being way too many; I know that I canât do anything about those, but this is the first time I have felt that no matter what I do, I wonât be able to surpass an individual. Even if I went at full power in my current self.â (Hibiki)
The full power of the current Senpai huh.
As I thought, maybe she has obtained some power like that of Sakai.
Even if thatâs not the case, thereâs definitely something.
âNo well, Senpai was also strong, you know. It was like âas expected of a heroâ.â (Makoto)
âEven though you were not serious at all. Heh~, then, between me and the Demon Lord, who is stronger?â (Hibiki)
ââŚIf I were to fight the Demon Lord, I would be able to answer you.â (Makoto)
âThen, what about Io, White One?â (Hibiki)
ââŚWith that strong attack power, maybe you can win against Io?â (Makoto)
To fight with that person, it would depend on how well you can surpass that regeneration power of his after all.
But if you were to try and go until he is unable to regenerate, it would turn into an incredible endurance battle.
I think there would be the need to finish the fight in one go.
Senpai has faced painful experiences with him, right?
If I remember correctly, she has close to a terrible affinity against him.
But if itâs the current Senpai, she might be able to defeat him.
Thinking about it that way, she is a dangerous one.
Because that means she is stronger than that scary-looking giant.
âReceiving the input of the White One, I feel my confidence strengthening. That guyâŚis someone I have to win against no matter what, after all.â (Hibiki)
After meeting several times in the battlefield, something like destiny is born, maybe.
I donât have much of those.
Senpai releases the handrail, and stretches her body upright.
Maybe because of her experience in kendo, Senpaiâs posture is good.
âSo that means Kuzunoha Company and Raidou are the allies of everyone in trouble, right? Okay, I got it.â (Hibiki)
That helps me out though.
No matter how much she asks me to cooperate with Limia, I wonât be nodding after all.
âOn top of that, I have learned that you are a troublesome person that is fully antagonistic towards the Goddess. Well, about that, I will keep it a secret for you though.â (Hibiki)
ââŚThanks.â (Makoto)
âThe Goddess probably hasnât heard of it either after all. With the capital having been raided, leaving aside the blessing and divine protection, there has been practically no reaction from her. What she is thinking is a mystery.â (Hibiki)
In other words, she hasnât answered the calls of the Church or the heroes?
The attack to the capitalâŚI see, it is around the time when that Goddess met with those Gods.
Did they make some sort of agreement thatâs making her unable to move?
I have not been told the details of it, soâŚ
âWe have done a strange talk as well, but yeah. Tentatively speaking, I would like to eliminate the influence and distortion of the Goddess, and having you know that is plenty enough for today.â (Hibiki)
âIt sounds like you feel it will be in a pretty far future though.â (Makoto)
A long time after we die, that is.
Maybe thatâs why I felt Senpai so distant.
The objectives that Senpai shoulders are not things that she always tries to resolve herself.
She resolves them bit by bit, and if it isnât possible with her, she places that job to the future generation.
âWe are a race that can transfer their feelings, you know. By doing that, we are able to turn time into our allies as well. Trying to do everything by yourself in your own era can bring about pointless pain and can distort your objective.â (Hibiki)
âWhat you have decided to do yourself should be accomplished by oneself. I think thatâs something splendid. Time can fade memories, and thereâs no assurance that the next generation will hold the same feelings as you after all.â (Makoto)
âSo you wonât think about moving as a wholeâŚyou wonât believe in this worldâs society as you act huh.â (Hibiki)
âJust like how Senpai taught me, in my foundation, thereâs most likely some discriminating feelings towards hyumans. I think thatâs what it means to understand the words, but being unable to accept it. Even if Senpai tells me to believe in their change, I just canât. Sorry.â (Makoto)
ââŚIt isnât something that can be immediately eliminated right after understanding it. It isnât something you need to apologize for either. From now on, I will be counting on you as a customer of yours, Makoto-kun.â (Hibiki)
âYesâŚhere as well.â (Makoto)
We look close, but Senpai and I are distant.
I didnât want to know of it, but I ended up knowing it.
This is different from the disgust I felt towards Tomoki, like a disparity of not wanting something like this to happen.
Senpai accepts the current world of that Goddess.
On top of that, she is trying to tell the world about this sense of discomfort and trying to change it slowly.
She is aware that it will take an enormous amount of time.
Without caring about those kind of things, I am thinking that it is natural for me to want to have the Goddess reflect as soon as possible and have the hyumans and demi-humans enter an equal relationship.
Without caring about how much or how many consequences it might bring.
From this world and this Goddessâ perspectiveâŚI probably do look like a fiendish terroristâŚ
Even so, if I can simply find a method to return to my world in a desirable way, I think I would act.
For the sake of fighting once with the Goddess.
I wonder, if that time comes, will I end up fighting Senpai?
I donât think a fight against that person and me will come to a conclusion, but if possible, I would want to avoid having Senpai point a sword at me.