My hand reflexively stretched out. Im Seoyoungâs round forehead hit my palm instead and bounced off. Then, before I even had time to catch her, she fell onto the floor.
Im Seoyoungâs face was scrunched up as though she was so sad she could die.
I inwardly clicked my tongue as I gave her my hand.
âWhy bully your perfectly fine forehead? Do you want to go to the emergency instead of the studio?â
âNooooo. Eung.â
She faltered as she got up. It seemed she still wanted to be on the show. As though she barely managed to contain her tears, she bit her lips and sniffed her nose.
She waited so much for this opportunity, but it seemed like pessimistic thoughts flooded her mind now that the opportunity was in front of her. Creating an obsession that she had to do well and an uneasiness of what if she didnât. As well as the fear that she might disappoint her colleagues who believed in her.
âStop digging yourself into a hole and think about it calmly. Just because others call you the âgirl breadwinner, girl breadwinner{1}â, do you really think you are one? The chief or the other girls, they wonât be disappointed that you couldnât get more screen time. Instead, theyâll probably freak out if they knew that you were thinking this way.â
I said it as gently as I could since it seemed her mind had turned into mush.
âYou think youâre a genius who sweeps through all the entertainment shows you going on? Just think of it as throwing your hat into the ring of public network entertainment shows. Also, letâs be honest. Do you think the one to cause an incident will be you or me today?â
Im Seoyoung looked up at me with wet eyes and asked,
âOppa, how are you so okay? Youâre not even a celebrity. Arenât you scared about your first recording?â
âDo I look okay?â
âYup. Completely okay.â
âIâm not. Iâll be honest, only half my brainâs been working since yesterday. Iâm regretting that I didnât take a cheongsimhwan{2}.â
After saying this while sighing, Im Seoyoung replied with smiling eyes,
âTo be honest, I secretly took a cheongsimhwan.â
âYou ate one by yourself? If you have good stuff like that, then you should share.â
âI thought you were fine!â
Im Seoyoung lightly tapped my arm.
âWait, I have one more. I brought another just in case.â
Then she really did take out a cheongsimhwan from her bag. I laughed in surprise, but she unwrapped then handed it to me. I didnât reject and swallowed it down.
âThanks. Letâs do this somehow with the help of the medicine.â
âUmm, oppa, just, just in caseâŠâ
âYeah, say it.â
âCould you say that today will go well just once? Hmm? You said it would go well and Songhaâs drama went well and so did the incident with Taehee unniâs song. I easily believe in stuff like that. I want to grab the tail of the lucky snak-â
âOkay, today will go well.â
Although I didnât see the future and because I didnât, I couldnât be certain, but I still said it.
Tears dangling on her eyelashes, Im Seoyoung smiled broadly.
âHey, if you smile after crying-â{3}
I stopped what I was saying. Hmm, it wasnât proper to say that to a fully-grown woman.
âCan you tell I cried?â
âYeah.â
âEuah, what do I do? I canât let them notice. What should I say?â
âLetâs say you hit your head on the door while practicing your talents.â
âWhatâs that?! That makes me seem like a dummy!â
âWhatâs new about that? Youâre the one who said that you were a stupid dummy.â
When I said this while smiling, Im Seoyoung rattled on about something while slapping my arm. Although it wasnât like the pressure had completely disappeared, fortunately, it looked like her tears had gone away.
Really. I didnât think I could ever get used to comforting someone when they were crying.
Just as I thought this, the tips of my fingers touched thin strands of hair. I jolted to my senses. It seemed the habit I had around the quadruplets arose as my hand was on Im Seoyoungâs head.
âAh, sorry. I thought of my brotherâs kids.â
âWhat? What about it? Why are you sorry? Iâm fine?â
âWomen donât like their head being pet.â
âNo, I like it.â
Then she lowered her head slightly. Her eyes had, at some point, curved into crescent moons.
I placed my hand on her head once again.
Maybe it was the effect of the cheongsimhwan or because of animal therapy, but my heart relaxed gently.
As soon as we left the waiting room, we encountered Kim Hyunjo and the other girls. It seemed they had enough of waiting and had come to get us.
Without a trace of having been digging herself into a hole, Im Seoyoung, mixing amidst the girls, lied naturally that she had hit her head on the door and cried because it hurt so much. Though, it didnât seem like anyone believed her.
âWill she be okay?â Kim Hyunjo mouthed to me.
I silently nodded.
Then, not long after, we all stepped onto the studio set.
10:35 a.m. A s.p.a.cious VIP dressing room.
Producer Yoon, who gave a gaunt, rigid impression, and Writer Park, who was experienced in the public network entertainment scene as a main writer for ten years, both of them were flipping through each cue card as they explained the rules.
âAlso, Im Seoyoung of Neptune apparently went on a few entertainment shows. So when you pa.s.s the conversation over to them, itâll be good to pa.s.s it over to her to prevent any troubleâŠâ
âIf they canât receive the conversation properly when I pa.s.s it to them a few times, then Iâm not going to talk to them,â
Said one of the MCs, Park Taepyeong, a comedian who debuted with IBC and was known for his irritable character. Hong Sukwoo, the other MC, who debuted as an anchor and had been leisurely eating an energy bar, replied,
âThey said they are rookies. Hyung, are you going to step and kill them before they can even grow?â
âIâm saying if they canât when I pa.s.s the conversation to them, if! When the cast is so large, are we going to teach those who canât even follow up on a conversation? Is this a school? If they canât even do that, then tell them to go on a cultural program and just read the script!â
âHaa, this is why all our juniors find it hard to approach you.â
âI care about those who do well!â
Writer Park, who had been listening to their conversation, smiled as she cut in,
âOkay, okay. Glossing over the celebrities, please pay attention to the managers. They are just normal people.â
Producer Yoon lowered his head as he requested,
âThatâs right. Although we did pick those who should be good on air, you know it too. If we place normal people in front of a camera, no matter how great of a talker they are, they canât show their full ability. If seniors donât save them, our broadcast will flop.â
âTell doctors to save them. Well, are there any decent people?â
At Park Taepyeongâs reply, Producer Yoon licked his lips.
âLee Hyunjongâs manager has a sense for it since heâs been on air a few times. Jang Noksuâs manager was someone who used to be an aspiring comedian. Also, Neptuneâs manager has a few stories about Lee Songha so weâre keeping an eye on him as well.â
âHaa, we see celebrities on air all the time. If we want to beat out other networkâs Lunar New Yearâs specials, then there needs to be a gem amongst the managers.â
Park Taepyeong clicked his tongue as he flipped through the managersâ profiles.
Hong Sukwoo smiled as he added,
âWeâll look for one. A gem.â
10:55 a.m. 10 minutes before the recording.
The lights poured onto the set like the scorching summer sun.
In the middle were seats for the two MCs, and stands fanned out from either side. On one side were gorgeous celebrities and on the other sat managers with name tags on their chests.
A young, female producer explained in front of the clearly nervous managers,
âSince weâre not a live show, you can speak with ease. As you all have mics on, the audio will pick up everything you say so no going off on tangents. Also, the writers are going to be continuously writing instructions so constantly watch them through the corner of your eye.â
âYes, understood! Iâll do my best!â
Jang Noksuâs manager, Kim Dongho, shouted in a loud voice.
âJust do as you did in the prior interviews, Chief Kim.â
âDonât worry. The beef set will be mine and Noksuâs.â
His expression was different from any other manager. The tenser other managers looked, the more composed his expression became. That was obvious since he was confident he would be stand out the most among them.
As soon as the producer stepped off the set, the managers began to talk with people next to them. Sitting at the end, Kim Dongho was cursing the producer who had guided them as he glanced to the person next to him.
Neptuneâs manager. Jung Sunwoo.
He wasnât the type of person Kim Dongho liked.
First, he was taller than him, and on top of that, he looked quite distinguished because he was from a big company. Also, he looked very much at ease as he sat with his legs crossed and was waving to Neptune on the other side.
Why was this person so carefree? Was he a team leader?
Inwardly complaining, Kim Dongho started a conversation.
âExcuse me, h.e.l.lo. Youâre sitting next to me so I hope you can provide good reactions.â
âAlthough Iâm not going to.â He swallowed this thought.
âAh, yes. Please take care of me.â
Jung Sunwoo greeted him. Kim Dongho frowned subtly. Although he didnât look like he would be disliked by the viewers, he still wasnât likable. However, after listening to his voice, the scales tipped more towards being âlikableâ.
âWhy did you come on the show? If itâs Neptune, ah, is it to help the rookies grow?â
âYes, thatâs right.â
âAh, you must be going through a lot, being a.s.signed to rookies. I was cast before this program was proposed. I used to be an aspiring comedian. Though, Iâm a manager because I wasnât lucky. My dream is still to become a broadcaster.â
âThen you must not be worried about todayâs recording.â
âItâs a program meant for me.â
Trying his best not to sound arrogant, Kim Dongho continued to speak,
âAlso, as someone whoâs worked in this industry for 6 years, what is there to be nervous of? Other people should have also been working for a few years now so I donât know why they are so nervous. Donât you think so?â
âIâm not very experienced. I ate a cheongsimhwan before I came.â
âAh, really? You donât look inexperienced. How long have you been working?â
â4 months.â
Kim Dongho blinked.
âNo, not as Neptuneâs manager, in total.â
âYes. It has been 4 months since Iâve started working.â
â⊠Ah.â
Kim Dongho ridiculed himself for having been wary of him.
He was only for display.
11 a.m. They began.
The studio, which had been bustling with dozens of staff and involved parties, became silent. The faces of the celebrities in front of me and the managers around me changed. I could even feel a p.r.i.c.kling sense of tension.
The two MCs, who would appear whenever you turned on the TV, skillfully progressed with the opening.
Fortunately, Neptune didnât look very nervous. Even Im Seoyoung, although she was still a little stiff in the shoulders, she was much better than before. It seemed the MCs looked at them favorably as Neptuneâs introduction was longer than others.
The problem was this side. The managers.
The phrase âgeneral crisisâ was meant for situations like this. Every time an MC talked to them, there would be silence for a few seconds. Also, over half of them would stutter or say some nonsense. I felt that the producers would have a stomach full of frustration when they went to edit it later.
There was only so many times the MCs could gloss over it with jokes, Park Taepyeong looked like he was about to throw the cue cards at us a few times now. Even the faces of the producers and writers were becoming gloomy.
Although it wasnât nice to say it was thanks to them, seeing the managers messing up made my heart more steadfast. Should I say it was learning from othersâ faults? My parents and relatives would be watching this, maybe my entire family would gather to watch this, so I couldnât show myself acting like them.
I thought my self-introduction went well since Kim Hyunjoâs expression was good when I looked at him from the side.
After the introductions of the cast and a light talk about their private lives ended, the MCs placed a toy-like object on top of each managerâs table. It was semi-circular and was barely big enough to fit on a personâs hand. On top of it were grooves for fingers.
I thought I saw something like this somewhere.
The MCs mischievously said,
âNow, managers, put your hands on top of those devices!â
âThose viewing the broadcast probably know this, but these are portable lie detectors.â
Lie detectors?
âFrom now on, we need only the truth to come from managersâ mouths. But because the relationship between a manager and celebrity could be unhealthy or maybe because they are aware of their company CEO, they might unconsciously lie.â
âThatâs why we prepared this. Since the device will shock you if you lie, you will have no choice, and I emphasize this because itâs important, you will have no choice but to tell the truth!â
Murmurs erupted around me.
I carefully placed my hand on top of the lie detector.
Maybe it was because I had so many things that could be considered secret, but this small device felt like a bomb to me.
The truth, huh?
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What would the MCs ask me? There wasnât anything that could be considered a lie in the lines I prepared beforehand. Also, even if it was a lie detector, it wouldnât be as precise as those that appear in dramas since it seemed like they were doing this as a joke.
Well⊠There wouldnât be any trouble, right?
{1}Â Refers to younger members being the breadwinner of their household (or in this case, Neptune).
{2}Â Pills that relax oneâs heart. Sort of like anxiety pills.
{3}Â âIf you laugh after crying, youâll grow a horn on your b.u.t.t.â