As soon as they arrived home, Ja-kyung was initially concerned about what would happen if Kang Il-hyun dug out the tattoo on his back with a knife, but he was surprisingly friendly. After thoroughly inspecting every part of Ja-kyungâs body, he skillfully treated the wound on his arm and took out the bandage.
âYou know, youâve been losing focus lately?â
Ja-kyung was moved, but he couldnât refute it because he wasnât wrong. He made mistakes in his work, forgot his guns, and deserves to be criticized.
âIâm sorryâŚâ
âI didnât want you to apologize. Iâm saying get a grip and take care of yourself.â
ââŚâ
âIs your mind disturbed because of your brotherâs matter?â
Ja-kyung didnât answer and kept his mouth shut. The hand that bandages his arm was careful. He wondered if it was the same man who gouged out Takeya Junâs eyeballs. When he looked up at Il-hyunâs face, he made eye contact and smiled.
Losing focus, distracted mind, and thinking about something else⌠It was not because of Wang Lun.
Ja-kyung couldnât bear to be honest with him, and he just kept repeating that he wouldnât do it again. When Il-hyun finished bandaging his arm, he took a cigarette and lit it. He took a puff and handed it to Ja-kyung. Ja-kyung took it and put it in his mouth, and soon there was a knock on the door and Park Tae-soo entered.
âAll preparations are complete.â
Il-hyun held out his hand toward Ja-kyung.
âThen shall we go now?â
It was a polite gesture, like an escort before entering a party. Without asking where they were going, a chill ran down Ja-kyungâs spine. No way. Eyy, No wayâŚ
âDonât worry. Tae-soo seems to have had to make sashimi in the past.â
Ja-kyung almost dropped his cigarette on the floor. Wasnât he joking?
âDonât play around.â
âIâm not generous enough to bear that you have the same tattoo on your body as someone else. And you know it.â
Ja-kyung was dumbfounded. This was not only on Takeya Jun, but the group who was with Ja-kyung at the time also thought it was cool and followed it. Then he has to catch and kill them all. Il-hyunâs right mind had already gone, so he wonât listen no matter how much he explains.
âIâm going to strip it clean and replace it with something I like.â
âWhat⌠is it?â
âMeow.â
Itâs even creepier when he meows with a wicked grin. By the look on his face, he wasnât joking. Il-hyun was determined to take him away, so Ja-kyung did everything he could to resist. He was able to avoid the crisis in the end by traveling to Hawaii and barely persuading him to erase it with a laser.
âPromise me. If you donât erase it then, Iâll dig it out with my own hands.â
Ja-kyung reluctantly nodded, and Il-hyun gently stroked his hair.
âMy honey is a good boy. You listen well.â
Ja-kyung slapped off that hand.
âIâm angry. Donât say that Iâm a good boy. Itâs because youâre a psychopath!â
At the word âpsychopathâ, Il-hyun asked if it was obvious with a hurt expression. As the two bickered, Ja-kyung clearly saw Park Tae-soo smiling proudly. When your boss does something crazy, youâre supposed to stand by and stop him. No, even if you donât stop him, itâs not something to look at so proudly, right?
Ja-kyung entered the bedroom to pack his belongings after Park Tae-soo left. Kang Il-hyun leaned his chin in front of him and looked at him as he opened his bag and packed his clothes.
âDo you need help?â
âItâs okay, Iâll just pack the basics and go buy what I need later.â
At that moment, something fell from between the clothes and rolled under Kang Il-hyunâs feet. Il-hyun bent down and picked it up. Embarrassed, Ja-kyung quickly got up and tried to take it away, but was a step too late. He had tucked the wooden elephant doll Il-hyun had been given before inside his clothes, and it happened to beâŚ
âGive it to me.â
When Ja-kyung held out his hand, Il-hyun made a strange expression.
âIâm touched. I didnât know you would cherish it.â
Itâs roughly buried, but it fits together.
âGive it to me, quickly.â
When he tried to take it away, he ducked his hand behind his back and smirked.
âI have a bigger elephant than this one, want to see?â
Judging by the twinkle in his eye, the elephant must have been attached to his body. As expected, his hand untied the belt, so Ja-kyung quickly snatched the doll and stuffed it into his bag, ignoring him.
Il-hyun, who was sitting in a chair, sat down on the floor beside Ja-kyung. Then he started disturbing him by rummaging through his bag. Even if Ja-kyung pushed him away, he wouldnât move and later sighed as he rested his head on Ja-kyungâs shoulder.
âIâm gonna miss you.â
Il-hyun said it so casually as if it were a joke. It sounded more genuine than anything heâd ever said, and it made Ja-kyung feel weird. Ja-kyung, who was packing his belongings, turned his head to the side. Il-hyunâs gaze was intense. His lips curved into a smile as he reached out and tugged on the back of Ja-kyungâs head. Their lips touched softly and then parted. Kang Il-hyun let out a sticky breath between his lips, whether it was a sigh or a moan.
âFuck. I feel sorry for my dick. Itâs going to be hard for a month.â
Good riddance.
Ja-kyung glared at him once before finishing packing his belongings, but Il-hyun teased him by putting his hand inside Ja-kyungâs T-shirt. Pushing him off was bothersome, so Ja-kyung left him be, and the range grew wider and more persistent. In the end, they didnât say much and just hugged and rolled around. They were biting and sucking on each otherâs lips when someone knocked on the door.
Park Tae-sooâs voice came from outside.
âSir, I think you should come out for a while.â
Il-hyun planted a quick kiss on Ja-kyungâs lips, rose from his seat, adjusted his clothes, and headed out. When Ja-kyung tried to follow him, Il-hyun told him to finish packing and then closed the door. In the living room, there was a rattling sound. After a while, Ja-kyung went out, but Kang Il-hyun was nowhere to be found.
***
âThe house will be empty.â
The house chef was feeling sad while preparing breakfast. Ja-kyung was sorry that he couldnât eat the delicious food she had prepared for the time being. Ja-kyung was curious about Kang Il-hyunâs whereabouts and asked her subtly while eating. Instead of responding, she smiled as she looked behind Ja-kyung.
âYou can ask me directly.â
Ja-kyung was taken aback when he looked back. It was because Kang Il-hyun was smiling at him from behind. Dressed for work, he pulled out a chair and sat down next to him. Il-hyun stared blankly at Ja-kyungâs clothes as the house chef served coffee. Heâd seen him in neutral colors every day, but the red Hawaiian shirt looked great on him.
âYour clothes, it looks nice?â
âI like it.â
âYou should wear it more often.â
Ja-kyung wanted to, but he just refrained from being noticed.
âDoes it suit me?â
âYeah. It goes well with your gangster-like eyes.â
Ja-kyung glared at him when he said the word gangster. Ja-kyungâs cheeks bulge as he places the bread in his mouth and chews it.
Il-hyun smiled and poked his cheek with his finger, thinking it was cute.
âWhat about your brothers?â
âHe packed up and went to the hospital first.â
They werenât the only ones going to Hawaii. There were bodyguards and a doctor to treat Wang Lun. The doctor will also be stationed there until Wang Lun is completely healed. Ja-kyung was grateful that Kang Il-hyun was giving him so much consideration without realizing it.
Ja-kyung, who was tearing bread with his hands, asked about the incident from the night before. He was confused as to why Park Tae-soo had suddenly appeared and where he had gone after he went out.
âI went out for a while because something urgent happened at work.â
âI seeâŚâ
âAnother staff member will escort you to the airport. I have a morning meeting, so I have to go to work.â
âAnd Jun?â
âThe Japanese guy?â
Ja-kyung nodded, and Il-hyun smiled as he removed the crumbs from Ja-kyungâs mouth with his hand.
âDonât worry. I killed him and buried him well.â
Could it be that he fed it to the dog again? Jun is not someone to be taken lightly. When Ja-kyung gave him a worried look, Il-hyun stroked his hair to reassure him. Kang Il-hyun is the person who has touched his hair the most since Wang Han.
Il-hyunâs hand came down gradually, touching Ja-kyungâs ear lobe, neck, shoulder, and back in that order, before pulling away. Itâs too bad he canât stay. Before Ja-kyung could even think about wanting to be with him more, he heard the sound of a chair dragging and Il-hyun stood up from his seat.
âBe healthy and have a safe trip. Call me as soon as you arrive.â
Il-hyun kissed him on the cheek from behind and patted his shoulder. The house chef, who was washing the dishes, noticed it and smiled. Ja-kyungâs ear lobe turned red, and he sat motionless. Il-hyun left the house as usual after saying his goodbyes. From behind, Il-hyun appeared carefree, which made Ja-kyung sad that he was suffering from heartache alone.
Ja-kyung wouldnât be able to see him for a month. It doesnât seem to be a big deal. Was he the only one who was concerned and cared? Ja-kyung stared at the cup Il-hyun had left behind. Looking back, he didnât even drink the coffee, instead he just stared at his face and left. Ja-kyung was biting his lower lip when he received a phone call from Wang. When he answered the phone, Wang Han spoke in an urgent voice
[Did you leave?]
âNo, not yet. Why are you so out of breath?â
[Did you know?]
âWhat?â
[Jun. I heard he escaped while being moved to another place last night.]
Ja-kyung almost dropped his phone. His gaze was drawn to the place where Kang Il-hyun had left earlier. He sat up and walked towards it without realizing it. He went out the front door while still talking to Wang Han.
[I also overheard some of CEO Kangâs employees talking about how they were searching for him until dawn.]
Ja-kyung stopped halfway through the yard. Kang Il-hyun exchanged words with Park Tae-soo before returning his gaze. Ja-kyung clenched his fists while looking at Kang Il-hyun.
Why did you lie? You said he was dead. You said not to worry.
Wang Han sighed over the phone.
[Anyway, even if he runs away in that condition, he wonât last long.]
ââŚâ
[Are you listening?]
âYeahâŚâ
[Hurry up. Lun is looking for you.]
Ja-kyung didnât answer and hung up the phone, saying heâd call back later. He then approached Kang Il-hyun, who was standing in the car, and grabbed his arm. Il-hyunâs gaze moved to the arm being held, then up to face Ja-kyung.
âWhat? What is this sudden action?â
âIâm not going.â
One of Il-hyunâs eyebrows rises crookedly. Ja-kyung spoke once with a determined expression.
âI donât want to go to Hawaii. I want to stay here.â
Kang Il-hyunâs eyes narrowed. It was an expression that he was at a loss for words. Ja-kyung opened his mouth. He has no choice but to say it. Il-hyunâs head might burst and heâd die if he left without saying anything. No, he may come to regret it. He was going to say it whether it was embarrassing or humiliating.
âIâll stay and⌠protect you.â
Il-hyun asked in disbelief.
âProtect who?â
Ja-kyung bit his lip. Ah fuck. I donât know either.
âYou, CEO Kang. I will protect you!â
Kang Il-hyunâs bewildered expression gradually changed into a face Ja-kyung had never seen before. Even when they had sex, when they strangled each other, or when he want to cut his dick and gouge his eyes, it was an expression Ja-kyung had never seen before.