Siennaâs face felt hot, and she could sense that she was getting drunk, but she didnât bother to try to calm down because it seemed to give her the courage to do what she was about to do.
Ashiel was nowhere to be seen in the ballroom, but Siennaâs steps did not stop. Directly, she headed towards one particular place. It was the only place she could think of.
It was where she had once calmed Ashiel, who had been cursed by Loreina back then.
âThe third terrace from the left.â
Sienna quickly headed there before anyone could catch her at the end of her dance.
And thereâŚ
ââŚYour Highness the Crown Princess?â
âŚAshiel was there.
Sienna involuntarily took a deep breath.
As much as she had a strong certainty that he was right here, she would be a bit unsettled about where to go if he wasnât here.
âMove away if you wishâŚâ
âNo⌠No.â
Sienna cooled her hot cheeks and caught her breath.
âIâve been looking for you, Ashiel.â
ââŚâŚ.â
Ashielâs expression darkened.
âYour Highness wants me.â
âYes.â
Sienna moistened her dry lips. She recklessly came to Ashiel, but she didnât know what to say even though she borrowed the power of alcohol.
Meanwhile, Ashielâs expression grew darker and darker.
Finally he nodded miserably, as if swallowing something very bitter.
âAll right. If Your Highness issues an order, Iâll leave.â
âŚâŚ.?
What the hell is this all about?
âAshiel, I did not come to order you to leave.â
ââŚâŚ.â
Asielâs eyes flickered briefly. He asked,
âThen⌠What did you come to see me for?â
âUhâŚâ
Sienna thought.
It was not that Ashiel Nacht didnât like her.
Even now, this man was revealing his feelings of going back and forth between heaven and hell at her words. Without filtering.
âHeâs a pitiful man who believes he doesnât deserve it, who isnât sure heâs loved.â
Up to this point tonight, it was a little pathetic that he had such thoughts, but including that point, Sienna likesâŚ
âŚNo, it should be Sienna âlovesâ Ashiel Nacht.
âI donât care.â
It was okay if a letter of courtship didnât come. It was okay if he didnât have the courage.
âI just need to have the courage.â
With that promise, Sienna said,
âI looked for you because I have something to sayâŚâ
âYour Highness, Just a moment.â
Then, Ashiel suddenly stopped Sienna.
âWith all due respect, would Your Highness please give me one chance before you speak?â
ââŚâŚ?â
One chance⌠what?
Sienna nodded at his request. Then, Ashiel slowly approached the puzzled Sienna, and he held her hand.
âSienna Hesaros.â
In front of the hem of Siennaâs dress, he knelt down.
And lifted his head.
At that second, in Ashielâs eyes, Sienna found the same courage as herself.
âAh.â
The moment she realized it, Ashiel spoke.
âIâm shameless, but I⌠I love you.â
Until now, he had many longings, pleas, and tears, but these were words he could not bear to say.
The words fell between the two like gold. Sienna involuntarily covered her mouth with her hand.
âAshielâŚâ
âIf you give me a chance, I dare to greedily say this.â
ââŚâŚ.â
Ashiel slowly let go of Siennaâs hand.
Then, holding the hem of her dress with his empty hand, he kissed it slowly.
The wind blew. The silver pines in the garden swayed and rustled like murmurs. Through the thick curtains, joyful chatters and merry music could be heard from the ballroom.
At this instant, Sienna had a hunch that she would never forget this moment.
âPlease marry me. PleaseâŚâ
The death that gave away the heart to the life that gave it all back, implored.
Ashiel couldnât hide the trembling of his hand that was clutching her skirt. Of course, Sienna was everything to him.
Beginnings, everything that pulsates, the moments of blue sprouting and blooming flowers, a light wind that carries a ray of warmth before one knows it.
His spring, barely in full bloom again with the life he gave.
Ashiel thought again and again. It was unreasonable to be greedy like this. He couldnât hold onto Sienna just because of a few kisses like sighs, or a light stay.
Of course, her time-axis needed him to function normally, but it didnât necessarily have to be accompanied by marriage.
As a man in the shadows, he could have always remained without showing up the noble life of Sienna, who would become the empress.
âBut.â
It seemed that greed was screaming darkly inside him.
However, just as he barely stopped himself from sending a letter of courtship, he was determined not to say anything even here.
Yet, the second she came to him, the petty patience came to an end like this.
Sienna stood blankly, her hand still covering her mouth. After a while, words came out of her mouth, which were neither permission nor rejection.
ââŚWhy didnât you send me a letter of courtship?â
âThatâsâŚâ
It was an unexpected question, but Ashiel answered honestly.
âI⌠I thought I wasnât in a position where I could be greedy.â
âThen what about now?â
âI still think soâŚâ
Ashiel bit his lips nervously.
In spite of digging up his heart and offering it with his own hands, this man acted like someone who couldnât be confident in anything towards her.
Sienna felt sorry for thatâŚ
âHow heartbreakingly lovely.â
Her intoxication and palpitations rose at the same time, making her head dizzy. She couldnât hold back the shudder that came and she said,
âAshiel Nacht.â
âYes.â
As if it should have been like this a long time ago, Ashiel answered using formal speech.
Sienna continued her words as she looked down at the man who was being too nice.
âThank you for the courage to come this far. I will take it from here.â
â?â
Sienna laughed as she looked at the bewildered Ashiel.
âI will marry you.â
â!â
Ashielâs eyes widened. However, Siennaâs words did not end there.
âRight now.â
ââŚYes?â
The eyes of Ashiel went blank, not knowing how to hear something more unexpected than acceptance.
âDid you say âright nowâ?â
âYes.â
Sienna nodded without hesitation and helped Ashiel up.
âIs it true that you said you would marry me right now?â
âYes. Thatâs right.â
âHowâŚ?â
Instead of answering, Sienna opened her garden. And she took Ashielâs hand, dragging him.
Completely stunned, Ashiel was just led by Sienna.
Badump, badump. His heart rang. He didnât know what she was up to, but his heart skipped a beat as he felt as though she was diverting him away from all the crowds at the ballroom that were after her.
âSienna.â
However, Sienna did not have the energy to join Ashielâs emotions.
âWear it.â
Sienna first took a cloak from a closet in her office and threw it to Ashiel. Then she put on a cloak too.
Ashiel fumbled, but did as Sienna told him to. He was confused and it all seemed like a dream, but it wasnât to the point that he couldnât understand her commands.
âWhere are we going?â
Could it be that Sienna got tired of being the crown princess and decided to wipe out everything?
Did getting married meant that she wanted to run away together?
If so, he could participate in this escape, even for the rest of his life. No, he was rather willing. If only a little bit of Sienna would not be taken away by this worldâŚ
After the absurd incident of having the marriage proposal accepted, Ashielâs head was spinning. He was barely sane.
âMarriage is very easy in temples located near the borders with magical beasts.â
âIs that so?â
Ashiel blankly recalled as Sienna said so. He knew it too. Getting a marriage approved there was easy as death was always near.
People living near the borders often knocked on the door of the temple in the middle of the night to hold a wedding ceremony just for the two of them. Of course, there were quite a few cases that returned the next day, saying that they had made a mistake while drinking and that they would divorce.
âI know a temple with a priest who is always drunk.â
ââŚâŚ.â
Ashiel was just insane, but not stupid.
He was floating, but not to the extent that he couldnât grasp the context of Siennaâs words.
âThenâŚâ
âSienna, Sienna Hesaros, is she really going to marry me?â
And also, right now?
âHold it.â
Badump, badump, badump.
Ashiel held Siennaâs hand, unable to hide his beating heart and the blush on his cheek.
He was ecstatic. That alone seemed like an indescribable gift.
âSienna.â
â?â
âAre you really going to marry me?â
Ashiel asked restlessly. Sienna stared at the stupid man who was staring at her both eagerly and anxiously wondering if this was all a dream.
And she answered.
âYes.â
Maybe there was a better way than this.
Like an adult, like the countryâs crown princess. The answer might be to have a grandiose and wonderful wedding.
âBut.â
âToday, which will never come again. If you miss this opportunity, you might never have another chance.â
âHow could we be so sure that there will be tomorrow?â
The lesson that the previous grand duke engraved deeply into her bones. Sienna would probably never forget.
âLetâs get married today. Us.â
Ame: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUR SIENNA!!!!!! Out of all the projects Iâve worked on thus far, Sienna has the biggest character growth.