Sleeping with someone is not something that I think is special. I can even make money from it. I also feel good when doing that. Apart from that, it can also be used to kill time. Also, using this method to convey your feelings to others is much easier than using words. It’s just a tool.
I reached out to touch the mirror. The scars on my skin that were illuminated by the light brought back memories of the past when I was in the battlefield. Of1t U
I was very young when man embraced me for the first time――It happened not long after I joined the mercenary group.
Various mercenary force came to the city in search of new members. At that time, my mother was on the verge of death and my life was very difficult, and because I really needed money, I decided to accept the offer recommended by my acquaintance to join the group.
The group consisted of myself and the child soldiers who were 10 years old, to the old soldiers who were 70 years old. The top of the group were young men with an average age of 46 to 47 years old. The lively old men, who traveled all over the country, had many interesting stories to tell, and they all treated me well when I just joined them.
In addition, there is enough food to fill the stomach, clean clothes, and even a bed. DwXaUN
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It is impossible for a kid to resist more than one adult. It was a terrible first experience. It really hurts, dirty and smelly. But that was enough to make me understand about my position in this group. mXaYWE
Since they can’t bring women to the battlefield, they vent their sexual desires to the weakest people in the group.
“That’s right,” and while thinking so, I washed my body to the point where my skin peeled off. The mercenary group is not a charity group. If you think about the reasons why you give food and bedding to a kid who can’t even use a sword, you will get this answer.
Fortunately, those old men weren’t all bad guys and taught me how to use the sword.
After that, I was even more absorbed in learning swordsmanship. The more I do mercenary work, the fewer people I have to accompany at night, and it’s even to the point where I can beat those who attack me. O0DFqN
That’s why when I decided to become a male prostitute, I didn’t really mind it at all. My salary indeed was less than before, but there weren’t too many dangers to threaten my life. My customers are clean and I don’t have to leave my family. I think all of this is good.
….What kind of expression would he have if he know about my past?
Suddenly, those doubts came to my mind. I shook my head, causing drops of water flying from the tip of my wet hair.
When I wipe the water droplet away from the mirror with my finger, I looks closely at my eyes that were reflected in there. 7VkYZa
“Huh…?”
I feel that the color of my eyes is different from before.
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“Since Ban’s eyes are green, I’m sure your father must be that person.”
I remember my mother laughing when she said that to me… Yes, my eyes were green. But now the man in the mirror’s eyes are almost golden. xGelm8
“Why….”
Then, there was a knock on my door. That’s Yuria’s way of knocking.
“….What’s wrong? Why you haven’t slept――”
As soon as I opened the door, I was hugged. zhvnDL
“Good. You’re still in your room.”
“I thought you were really going to go.”
“....Could it be that you still think about Cecil-san's matter?”
“Why are you still thinking about that?” UNRgzs
When I was speechless, Yuria chuckled.
“Just kidding… I just want to hug you before I go to sleep. Can I?”
While placing one hand on his cheek, I lifted my head to look at him
“Do you still need to ask permission? Am I not your lover?” C Pe4v
The corners of my mouth lifted before I finally brought our lips together.
Noooo Ban-san’s past! But I’m glad he can beat those bad guys in the end! (╥_╥)
I don’t know if you still remember it or not because it was a bit vague but I think Ban-san’s eye color changed because Yuria’s heart is in Ban-san… That’s why the Beast can’t kill Ban-san?? 👀 (Just reread chapter 28 if you want to check about this 👀)
Also I’m sorry for my late update! (╥_╥) MADRCm
I lost track of time because I’m trying to play Genshin Impact 👉👈
Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.
\nI remember my mother laughing when she said that to me… Yes, my eyes were green. But now the man in the mirror’s eyes are almost golden. xGelm8
“Why….”
Then, there was a knock on my door. That’s Yuria’s way of knocking.
“….What’s wrong? Why you haven’t slept――”
As soon as I opened the door, I was hugged. zhvnDL
“Good. You’re still in your room.”
“I thought you were really going to go.”
“....Could it be that you still think about Cecil-san's matter?”
“Why are you still thinking about that?” UNRgzs
When I was speechless, Yuria chuckled.
“Just kidding… I just want to hug you before I go to sleep. Can I?”
While placing one hand on his cheek, I lifted my head to look at him
“Do you still need to ask permission? Am I not your lover?” C Pe4v
The corners of my mouth lifted before I finally brought our lips together.
Noooo Ban-san’s past! But I’m glad he can beat those bad guys in the end! (╥_╥)
I don’t know if you still remember it or not because it was a bit vague but I think Ban-san’s eye color changed because Yuria’s heart is in Ban-san… That’s why the Beast can’t kill Ban-san?? 👀 (Just reread chapter 28 if you want to check about this 👀)
Also I’m sorry for my late update! (╥_╥) MADRCm
I lost track of time because I’m trying to play Genshin Impact 👉👈
Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.
\n“Why are you still thinking about that?” UNRgzs
When I was speechless, Yuria chuckled.
“Just kidding… I just want to hug you before I go to sleep. Can I?”
While placing one hand on his cheek, I lifted my head to look at him
“Do you still need to ask permission? Am I not your lover?” C Pe4v
The corners of my mouth lifted before I finally brought our lips together.
Noooo Ban-san’s past! But I’m glad he can beat those bad guys in the end! (╥_╥)
I don’t know if you still remember it or not because it was a bit vague but I think Ban-san’s eye color changed because Yuria’s heart is in Ban-san… That’s why the Beast can’t kill Ban-san?? 👀 (Just reread chapter 28 if you want to check about this 👀)
Also I’m sorry for my late update! (╥_╥) MADRCm
I lost track of time because I’m trying to play Genshin Impact 👉👈