Chapter 53: I Donât Want to Be Tied Down by You and Our Child
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âSince you believe him, then just continue dating him. Iâve already said, I wonât poke my nose into your business. Itâs all written in the books of fate, youâre destined to be toyed with by him.â
âWritten in fate? I refuse to buy it!â objected Jin Qingyue, adamant about the matter.
âThatâs up to you.â
âYou guys are always so busy, itâs rare that youâre home together. Stay for dinner,â said Mrs. Jin.
âAlright.â
At the dining table, everyone avoided the topic of fortune-telling and instead focused on discussing bearing children.
Grinning from ear to ear, the old Mrs. Jin said, âXiaoning, hurry and bear some children while youâre still young. It doesnât matter if itâs a boy or a girl, we will dote on them very much, as long as theyâre a Jin. Besides, youâre going to have an easier time returning to your prenatal state if you give birth early.â
An Xiaoning nodded with a smile and shot Jin Qingyan a glare. She had not forgotten what he said about detesting children and not wanting them to come between him and her.
âGrandma, weâve only just gotten married, whatâs the rush? Weâre not eager to have children just yet,â said Jin Qingyan in disapproval.
âOf course youâre not eager. But I am. Itâs going to take a few years until your child can speak and call me âGreat-grandma.â You donât have to take care of the child after he or she is born. You two are free to roam wherever youâd like. Isnât that great?â argued the old Mrs. Jin, a frown forming on her face.
An Xiaoning had no choice but to say coaxingly, âWeâll try for it, Grandma.â
Upon hearing An Xiaoningâs words, the old Mrs. Jin beamed with joy, her initial displeasure subsiding. âYes, yes, alright. Iâll be looking forward to good news from you two,â she said merrily.
They managed to have a peaceful meal that day.
An Xiaoning was stopped by Jin Qingyan while she was getting into her car, âYou donât actually plan to have children, do you?â
She found it rather amusing that Jin Qingyan could not tell that she was merely trying to coax the old Mrs. Jin earlier on, despite his intelligence and wit.
âDidnât you see how eager Grandma was?â
âHavenât I mentioned before that I donât like kids?â
âDo you really plan not to have any in the future?â she said as soon as she saw how serious he looked.
âAt least not for now.â
âAlright.â An Xiaoning opened the car door and hopped on without saying another word. She was at a loss for words.
He then stopped her from closing the door and said again, âXiaoning, letâs discuss having kids later in the future.â
âIt was just a casual comment. Canât you tell? Itâs your call whether or not weâll have kids. How can we have children when youâre always so stringent with contraception? Donât make it seem like Iâm so desperate to bear you children. Iâm still so young, I donât actually want to be tied down by you and our child,â groused An Xiaoning, seemingly a little disgruntled.
âI was justâŚâ said Jin Qingyan. The frown on his forehead began to disappear.
Before he could finish his sentence, she pushed him away and slammed the car door shut with all her might before driving off as quick as she could.
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As soon as she arrived at the store, Mei Yangyang seemed to be able to tell from the expression on An Xiaoningâs face that she was in low spirits. Since there was no one else in the store, Mei Yangyang went forward and asked, âSis, whatâs the matter?â
âYangyang, under what circumstance do you think a married man wouldnât want to have kids?â
âIn my opinion, there could be a few reasons. First, he could be financially unprepared, thus, the child may become a burden on his shoulders, and heâs planning to have one only after heâs more financially stable. Secondly, since heâs already married, it could be that he doesnât like children and wants to be a DINK[1: DINK: acronym for âDual Income, No Kids,â which is used to describe someone who does not wish to have children.]. Lastly, perhaps he doesnât love his wife. Think about it, Sis, if he loved his wife dearly, why else would he not want to have children, who are supposed to be a testament and proof of their love? In a nutshell, these should be the main reasons why a man would refuse to have children.â
Mei Yangyang had hit the nail on the head, for Jin Qingyan had indeed mentioned that he didnât like children, though An Xiaoning was convinced that it was instead because he did not want to have children with her.
Leaving Mei Yangyang to tend the store, An Xiaoning left for the shopping mall and returned with bags full of items and furniture she had needed for her house on Dongpo Road.
She laid in bed beneath the covers, with the heater in the room switched on. She had initially planned on listening to some music and take a nap, but she ended up oversleeping.
The sky had turned pitch black by the time she woke up.
She actually had such a long nap.
She checked her phone and realized she had received two missed calls from Jin Qingyan.
Since she was already going to make her way home anyway, she decided not to call him back.
Just as she was driving out of the house, she received a call from Gu Beicheng. âWhere are you?â he said, sounding extremely anxious.
âWhatâs the matter?â
âWherever you are, make your way here now. Grandpa is not going to make it.â
âWhat?! Iâll be there at once,â An Xiaoning answered hurriedly.
She sped along the roads and managed to arrive at the Gu family mansion in 10 minutes, as opposed to the usual 15-minute journey.
She quickly alighted from the car and zoomed towards the mansion.
The butler had intentionally gone outside to wait for her. An Xiaoning picked up her tracks and eventually began running.
All the members of the Gu family had gathered in the old Mr. Guâs bedroom.
Upon the sight of An Xiaoningâs arrival, they began to part like the Red Sea, one after another, and made way for her to enter.
Walking forward, An Xiaoning noticed the paleness of the old Mr. Guâs face and asked for his birth characters.
She then gained a clearer picture and proceeded outside the room to brief Mr. and Mrs. Gu on what they should do.
âGo and prepare a coffin right away. Heâs going to pass away in seven minutes.â
Mr. Gu checked the time on his watch instinctively and ordered for someone to bring a coffin, as instructed by An Xiaoning.
âGrandpa, Iâm Xiaoning,â she said after she returned to the room and sat by his bed.
With glazed eyes, he gave a nod and struggled to speak as he tried to voice his thoughts.
He kept his eyes fixed on An Xiaoning, seemingly having something to request of her.
âGrandpa, what would you like to tell me? Go ahead and say it. No worries, donât rush it, you can tell me slowly,â An Xiaoning said gently.
âThe Gu⌠Gu⌠FamilyâŚâ
An Xiaoning understood right away what he wanted to say. âIâll definitely lend a helping hand should the Gu family face any crisis or difficulty in the future, as long as itâs within my means, for theyâre my maiden home from now on. Rest assured, Grandpa,â An Xiaoning reassured comfortingly.
The old Mr. Gu could finally rest in peace after having her reassurance. A single teardrop streamed down his face as he closed his eyes after thanking her. He had not made another sound since.
An Xiaoning reached out to grasp his dry and coarse hand tightly, remaining silent as time crawled by.
An Xiaoning knew at the instant she felt his once-weak grip loosen completely that he had passed on, there and then.
âDad!â
âDad!â
âGrandpa!â
ââŚâ
A somber mood filled the air, as everyone in the room cried and wailed in agony.
With the exception of An Xiaoning, who remained unperturbed and stood rooted calmly, without saying a single word.
Mr. Gu immediately checked the time again. It was exactly seven minutes later, like she had mentioned.
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After helping the late old Mr. Gu change into a fresh set of clothes, they lowered him into the coffin and set up an altar. Word about his death had also spread quickly to tabloids and news broadcasters.
All the members of the Gu family, apart from those who were still abroad, were present in the living room of their home at that moment.
While they began discussing the burial matters, An Xiaoning was surprised to hear that the old Mr. Guâs death wish was to be buried next to Nun Jingxin.
In the ordinary course of events, members of wealthy families were usually subjected to the customs of being buried together with their spouses.