Of course, I tried to hold back my laughter because I know heâs just going to be in a bad mood.
âI know that being expected to wait without a promise is harsh.â
ââŠâŠ
âStill though, I guess youâll need to find another way to contact the person youâre waiting for.â
That was all Doah could say.
And there was nothing more she could do here.
Even if she wanted to return this earring, Doah was trapped in this castle.
Then, at that moment.
âWait? Iâve been waiting, you sayâŠ
The kid on the other side hesitated as he spoke and eventually trailed off, as if he was trying to trace his memory.
ââŠYeah, Iâve been waiting. Indeed, I wanted to hear someone speak through this.
Compared to the rough way that he said it, his tone was still even and it was a voice with little to no emotion.
âI thought my calls were being ignored⊠But it wasnât even with that person in the first place.
Eight years ago was around the time the war ended.
During the dawn of peace, if thereâs someone you couldnât find, itâs one or the other.
Either dead, or you didnât look hard enough.
Maybe thatâs why the bandit leader managed to steal things from the palace and come out unscathed.
âIf itâs to that point, then I guess itâs not worth looking for me and my mother anymore. No, did he just forget our existence? ThenâŠ
Judging by his reaction, it seemed like the latter was more probable.
âI can guess who the other person is.â
Even though I was just listening to him, it felt like I was getting immersed into a deep, dark swamp.
A grudge that was firmly rooted at the depths.
Stagnant and rotting, the kind of grudge that had already degenerated so severely.
An artifact in the form of earrings like this one meant that the other half was a token of affection.
If it had communication magic etched on it, this token meant something like, âEven though my body is far away, my heart is always with youâ.
But if the person who gave you this token suddenly couldnât be contacted, leaving you behind with a child that was now eight years oldâŠ
Honestly, it was kind of obvious.
âDid the father have an affair?â
Then abandoned his wife and child?
Doah guessed from the context clues in this conversation, but if that really was the case, then this kidâs father was the worst piece of sh*t in the world.
âNever mind. BecauseâŠ
The kid trailed off again.
Although they werenât facing each other, his emotions were so clear and distinct from how suppressed his tone was now, with his wavering voice and with his shaky breaths.
Anger. Hatred. Despair. ResentmentâŠ
âHeâs not worth anything to me now.
Resignation.
What kind of experiences had this child gone through that he was expressing these kinds of feelings?
He could have clung onto Doah and whined while asking to help him.
In fact, if he really was just eight years old, it was natural for him to do something like that.
As if he was neither a child nor an adult, itâs just that he was acting like he never held any hope at all.
Doah couldnât immediately end the conversation.
Her chest was feeling heavy, too.
Itâs like she was looking into a mirror, back when she was still a child herself before she met her grandmother.
Doah clamped her lips together.
She wanted to offer even just words of comfort to this kid.
ButâŠ
âNo, never mind. Iâve got my own problems to deal with.â
Doah tried to push down this sense of camaraderie.
âHeâs different from me. I was an orphan, and he said he has a mother. Thatâs good enough.â
What happened to him was none of her business.
In the first place, she couldnât afford to be concerned for another kid who she didnât even know.
âThen, Iâll hang up now.â
Doah spoke quickly.
It was futile to worry, so she decided not to talk to him again.
But then,
âWait.
The kid stopped her.
He spoke urgently this time, with a voice that blatantly revealed his desperation, so unlike how he had been suppressing his emotions earlier.
ââŠDonât hang up.
At the end of this last sentence, his voice trembled slightly.
âAh.â
Doah noticed belatedly.
âSo you were actually feeling anxious.â
He wanted to whine and cling onto someone, but it seemed like he had never done that before. He didnât know what to do. He was just pretending like this wasnât affecting him.
Thatâs what heâs really feeling.
Of course.
He had been waiting for his entire life, yet he was rewarded with betrayal. He couldnât possibly be alright after that.
âHuu, what do I doâŠâ
She wanted to cut off the conversation.
This kid obviously had some complicated family history.
But Doah had always been like this.
She couldnât just walk past those who were in trouble.
âWhy, whatâs wrong?â
ââŠâŠ
âTell me. Iâm listening.â
The boy couldnât say anything back.
It seemed like he couldnât believe whether Doah would actually listen to him or not.
For the longest period of silence between them, Doah waited silently.
âThe earring⊠Donât throw it away.
Then right after he said that, he cut off the call.
âWhat the.â
Did he really hang up?
She was speechless.
Hey. What the hell.
âAnd I was so concerned about you even.â
That kid just said what he wanted to say and then hung up.
Doah glared ferociously at the earring as if it was the kid.
But in the end, she sighed and just organized the uprooted plants that had gotten mutilated when she dug up the ground.
The artifact she had been banking on turned out to be useless.
The communication magic encrypted in it was like a phone, but with only one number saved on it.
Rather than an asset, it became a burden on Doahâs escape plan.
âShould I just put it back underground and never let it see the light of day again?â
As she was wrestling with the dilemma of whether she should bury it again or not, suddenlyâ