The clattering stopped. Gilbert and Rex seemed to have given up eating. I wanted to put down the tableware too, but I was very hungry today. I kept sneaking scallops and shrimp into my mouth. It was⦠Itās so delicious.
āYou need to educate them well.ā
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Cameron spoke casually, but there was a tremor in his voice. When Grand Duke Estin heard that, he laughed in vain. He didnāt mention the subject directly, but he must have been talking about me. Even if you are the First Prince, I applaud your courage to speak in such a way in front of Grand Duke Estin.
āIāve been busy lately, so Iām not around the castle most of the time.ā
āIāve heard about that.ā
āItās all thanks to your father.ā
Grand Duke Estin took a glass of wine and sipped it. I didnāt even drink wine, but I swallowed my saliva without realizing it.
I knew the emperor had made Grand Duke Estin do this and that. Cameron seemed quite proud of it. Why does he look like that when he isnāt even the one who made Grand Duke Estin do that? Thinking it was Cameron, I poked the scallops and chewed hard.
āBut you shouldnāt be mistaken.ā
He put down his wine glass and wiped his mouth with a napkin. How elegant and tidy the process was, I couldnāt even think of chewing the scallops in my mouth and just looked at him.
Then I felt Grand Duke Estin release his energy. This is something Iāve only heard of. I was fine, I wasnāt affected much, but I could see Cameronās hands shaking. I feel like Iām choking up too,Ā but how much does the Grand Duke of Estin normally hold pressure?
āCameron Arstans.ā
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āā¦ā¦.ā
āYou must be excited to have a marionette.ā
āWhat do you mean?ā
āIām going to ask my kids to cut the fingers holding the thread if I canāt cut it.ā
āā¦ā¦Grand dukeā
āSo, youāll always live on the edge.ā
The voice of Grand Duke Estin was low. It didnāt even seem to contain any emotion. But the anger felt clear. The anger seemed to have been well crafted and polished and threw it at Cameron.
Cameron, who received the outrage, jumped out of his seat. He tried to go out in a hurry, but perhaps because he was exposed to the energy of Grand Duke Estin for quite a long time, his legs seemed to be shaking.
āShall I help you?ā
āThatās enough.ā
Gilbert tried to help Cameron but he pushed Gilbert away with his weakened hands. Gilbert bowed to Grand Duke Estin and supported Cameron out.
āFinish eating.ā
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At the words of Grand Duke Estin, Rex and I picked up the fork again. I put the shrimp in my mouth with a blank expression. Ah, itās deliciousā¦ā¦.
Cameron loosened his necktie and threw it into bed. Then he swallowed a shout that seemed to burst.
Yeah, he knows. It wasnāt the tie that was strangling him, it was Estinās energy. Even if he didnāt want to admit it, he couldnāt help it.
Iām going to ask my kids to cut the fingers holding the thread if I canāt cut it.
Conler is a family with sufficient ability. But he doesnāt. Conler is a family under his feet so he took it for granted. Gilbert was good at magic; he was always studying day and night and took the top spot in academics. Cameron thought no matter how much he runs he will still be a person under him.
But Estin openly said to wake up from that dream.
āPrince, are you okay?ā
Maybe he heard what happened outside, Maxim rushed to the room. Cameron slapped Maxim as hard as he could. Although he was slapped suddenly, Maxim looked completely fine. In fact, he came in with some determination.
āWhere did you go?ā
āIām sorry. I had a word with Lucasā¦ā¦.ā
āYou must be having a lot of fun. Did people in similar situations have a gathering?ā
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Maxim just bowed to Cameronās ridiculous stubbornness. To be honest, he had a conversation with Lucas because they had some things in common. However, no matter how hard he listens to Lucasā hardships, he doesnāt think it was as hard as he does.
āIām sorry.ā
āHow did you think I was treated likeā¦ā¦.ā
Thinking of Gilbertās words, who had supported him all the way to his room, made him even more mad.
Your fingers are pretty.
ā¦ā¦.
Go and rest.
He wanted to go to his father right away and tell everything theyāve said, but he probably canāt do anything about it.
The Imperial Family needs Estin Conler so much. He was told that Estin was doing everything for the imperial family because of the āshackles. His father was afraid that Estin might break the shackles on his own.
He canāt live like thatā¦ā¦.
One way or another, he will live proudly stepping on Conler.
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And he will start with Mary.
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Carol checked if I was asleep and went out of the room. I pretended to be dead asleep and woke up quietly when I saw Carol was leaving. I took off my pajamas and changed to the clothes I hid under the bed. After checking the movements outside, I sneaked out of the room. Only the moderate moonlight welcomed me.
As I walked down the hall, I tied my hair high with a ribbon in my hand. I wondered if I could practice properly because the surroundings are dark, but the moon was especially big and bright today, so I thought it would work out somehow.
There was no one at the training ground. Fortunately, the Knights Templar also took a break or set up a night guard and went out for reconnaissance.
I wish I had an electric light. I wanted to ask Bonita if she had a light, but I couldnāt because Iām afraid I would be caught going somewhere at night. Of course Iāll get in trouble for practicing archery at night.
Maybe itās because the moon is too bright, but there arenāt many stars either.
I picked up an arrow and a bow in the corner of the training ground. I practiced what Hestia taught me in the morning.Ā I tried to focus on the target board as much as possible by relying on the moonlight.Ā I concentrated and set the bow, but unfortunately it missed the side of the target board.
After hearing about Helena from Hestia, I wanted to do well. This was another story from Cameronās bet. No, rather, it was provoking me more strongly than Cameron. Gilbert and Estinās āWhose daughter are you?ā couldnāt get out of my head.
Although I donāt know what my mother looks like, how long her arms are, and how she smells.
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But on a snowy day, that nice person was very happy to know I was daughter. The one who shot the bow with her red hair fluttering in the wind. I thought it was enough to make me love her.
I didnāt want to miss you again.
Missing someone you canāt meet is so terrible and difficult. So, while living as Mary, I tried not to recall the existence of my mother.
In the original I read, Grand Duke Estin and his brothers didnāt love Mary.
āBut she was happy that I was born.ā
I looked at the bow in my hand. The name Helena. The name I hadnāt called or even thought of a few times hit my heart more than I thought. As expected, I canāt help it. How can I love someone I havenāt even met before so much?
āLetās do it again.ā
I made up my mind again and pulled the bow. I am Helenaās daughter. And I was Korean when I was Ha Sohee. Sheās a descendant of Jumong.ā¦.
Now, spread your legs like this, and feel the wind. Focus on the target. Maybe itās the only time I can connect with Helena.
āBut Iām really not in sync.ā
No matter how hard I tried, Seeing the arrow that missed the target was truly upsetting. Arrows, letās do well. Canāt you just go and get it on your own?
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āMaybe itās because I canāt seeā¦ā¦.ā
I was muttering sadly to myself, and suddenly my vision brightened and a large shadow appeared. I turned around in surprise, and whatās behind meā¦ā¦ It was Grand Duke Estin.
I quickly bent down to ninety degrees.
Oh, I really tried to practice secretly without getting caught. Honestly, I thought that even if I was caught, I would be caught by Hestia and other knights at best.
but, I got caught by the boss mob.ā¦.
āYouāre working hard.ā
āā¦ā¦Well, thatāsā¦ā
āBut you canāt do it without the light?ā
Seeing that he brought the lamp like that, it seemed that he intentionally followed me. The lights illuminated by the mana of Grand Duke Estin.
Grand Duke Estin went to the middle of the target board, left the light behind, and walked back towards me.