I had just met Han Chaeli and considered telling him that his ex-girlfriend was worried about him⌠but Joo Woosung, who calls himself the âFemale Terminator,â looked so healthy that I didnât bother.
As soon as I turned off my phone, the system window started talking to me.
[Why did you do that?]
ââŚNo reason.â
The system window suddenly reappeared just as I was about to move on from those thoughts.
[So, how do you feel about it?]
âHuh?â
[The treatment youâre getting now clearly differs from when you were a PD.]
I looked at the fluctuating characters in the blue system window⌠and chuckled.
Itâs really pushing it.
Lately, I felt like I was playing push-and-pull with the system window.
Itâs clear that something has been revealed, with Min Jiheon being the trigger. But it was still unclear what the system window was looking at, what was exposed, or what it was sensitive to.
Now, it wanted to negatively evaluate my âPDâ days and emphasize the undeserved kindness I was receiving now.
Then, should I throw in bait?
Carefully choosing my words, I made a cautious response.
ââŚIn the past, I would have just been cursed at on the internet, and that would be it.â
I swallowed phrases like âIâm always gratefulâ and âI want to stay here and keep experiencing new thingsâ because they would be too obvious.
âItâs kind of refreshing, isnât it?â
[Excuse me.]
Suddenly, the system window popped up with a ding.
[Donât even think about throwing in a bait.]
âAw, come onâŚâ
With a smile, I looked at the flickering blue window. The system window put up the letters in an annoying manner.
[I can clearly see what youâre thinking, so no matter what you say or what bait you throw, I wonât answer from now on.]
âBut you just baited me, too. Thatâs pretty two-faced.â
[âŚI am!]
âYouâre what?â
I scoffed. And a moment later, the system windowâs words and mine overlapped.
[I am differâ]
ââDo you want to say youâre different? Like some cheesy pick-up line?â
[Aaah]
[This is so annoying]
[Go away, thank you]
And then, the system window went off. Indeed, itâs a very touchy one.
Looking at it, I was sure. The system window wasnât lying just now.
I threw the empty can in the trash and walked toward the drama set as I sorted things out.
The chances are high that itâs genuinely looking out for me.
The quests so far proceeded in a direction that was ultimately good for me. Of course, they were cruel and with big penalties. They were also sensitive to other peopleâs evaluations. Sometimes I ignored it because I didnât like its coercive nature, but anyway.
What remained thenâŚ
As soon as I entered the set, Min Jiheon, who was checking the script, suddenly raised his head and called out to me.
âAh, Seo Hoyun.â
âYes. Min Jiheon-sunbae.â
Then identifying false information is important.
There was no need to go far. I just needed to confront the person standing before me since he knew my current situation best.
âItâs our first shooting. Iâve been looking forward to it. Please take care of me.â
âIâm not really.â
âHaha, youâre prickly today, too?â
Min Jiheon closed the script and laughed. I maintained a safe distance and looked at Min Jiheonâs wrist.
Hmm, good. Heâs not wearing the bracelet.
Min Jiheon followed my gaze and smirked.
âHyung, are you scared?â
ââŚâ
I really want to hit you just once!
However, inner thoughts are one thing, and actions are another.
I could keep a poker face against Min Jiheonâs provocations to some extent, as we clashed quite a bit on set. I wanted to ignore him and move on since we had to shoot a scene soon, but I stopped for a moment.
There was nobody around.
ââŚHey.â
Not doing anything and waiting quietly for a reaction wasnât my style.
I turned around and approached Min Jiheon, who was looking at the script again.
âWhat are you scheming?â
In this case, confrontation was the answer.
âHuh?â
âAre you trying to help me or hinder meâŚ? Why are you going around in circles instead of just telling me easily? Why are you so interested in me in the first place?â
ââŚAh~. Ahaha. Is this the start of our honest conversation? Alright, letâs do it.â
Min Jiheon laughed awkwardly and looked towards the set where the staff were busily moving around. He held his chin with one hand and suddenly said something unexpected.
âDo you think people can change, hyung?â
ââŚWhat?â
âI donât think so.â
What am I doing?
Min Jiheon quickly flipped through the script and closed it with a thud.
âI believe people are fundamentally selfish. I also believe that people canât really change.â
âItâs my fault for asking you. Iâm leaving.â
Talking with him always felt like wandering in the fog. I was about to leave my seat, but Min Jiheon turned his head. His eyes were not focused on me. It was another glance directed beyond me.
âŚBeyond?
As I thought about it, I got goosebumps on my arm.
âBut looking at you, hyung⌠someone bet everything on the idea that âpeople can change.â So, at first, I was just curious if it was worth that much.â
ââŚâ
âOf course, now, not only me but many people like you. Iâm still curious, though.â
Min Jiheon lowered and raised his eyelids. The gaze we exchanged was too calm compared to the words he said.
âAre you worth that much, HyungâŚ?â
I stared into his eyes for a moment and then raised my head.
Feeling Min Jiheonâs gaze stubbornly following my action, I slowly said,
âWhat can I do?â
ââŚâ
AhâŚ
Good.
Itâs refreshing to speak out about what Iâve been thinking. I smiled kindly at Min Jiheon, who lost his words and stared blankly at me.
âLetâs go shoot, Min Jiheon sunbae.â
It was a signal to shut up and focus on our main job.
Min Jiheon sighed, put his hand on his forehead as if it was unbelievable, lowered his head, and soon snickered.
âHyung asked, and then⌠when I answered, you do this. Really, you treat me so unfairlyâŚ.â
ââŚâ
âAnd even elementary school kids these days donât use that phrase. Only we do, only weâŚâ
As I mumbled, âWhat can I do?â I moved on.
***
âWow, itâs your first shoot with Min Jiheon.â
In the drama, Min Jiheonâs role, Min Seungtae, is a wealthy third-generation chaebol who deeply loves Yu Jeonghwa.
However, he hated his father for framing Yu Jeonghwaâs father and causing his wrongful death. He tried to reveal the truth behind all the incidents but struggled with the fear of being rejected by Yu Jeonghwa.
On the other hand, Yu Jiaâs role, Yu Jeonghwa, aspired to become a PD who would only create âfair broadcasts,â like her righteous father, so she joined the broadcasting company unaware of these facts. Unexpectedly, she ended up in the variety show department.
âIn this scene, youâll lightly tease each other, but please act carefully.â
âYes.â
The scene where Min Jiheon and I matched our breath for the first time wasnât the first meeting between the main character and PD Lee Jeonghun.
It was a scene in episode 3 where PD Lee Jeonghun became aware of the past linking together the main characters. As a result, he started to watch Min Seungtae.
The director explained while pointing at the script,
âThis scene really shows Lee Jeonghunâs character setting. He notices the clues to the case and subtly mocks Min Seungtae, but heâs not a righteous character who would reveal it himself.â
This was so like me.
Even Min Jiheon admitted it.
âYes, well, thatâs the kind of person he is.â
I admit that I was worn out too.
âHeâs a character who faced societal challenges head-on. Sometimes, heâs so shameless that I want to grab and shake him by the collar!â
ââŚâ
But this was a little upsetting, right?
I went through the script again and entered the area where the camera was set. Min Jiheon, already in position and receiving a last-minute check from the makeup artist, held a worn-out script in his hand. A script no less battered than mine.
Acting with Min Jiheon, huh.
I felt a little nervous.
Itâs obvious Iâll be overshadowed.
Not just Yu Jia, Min Jiheon was especially the type of actor who absorbed the energy of his co-stars when acting together. He had the power to overpower his counterpart and shift the atmosphere in his favor.
âLetâs do our best.â
After taking a deep breath and greeting him, Min Jiheon turned his gaze toward me.
âItâs exciting⌠filming together.â
ââŚMin Jiheon, Iâm also very excited.â
âAhahaha.â
I couldnât openly ridicule him in front of the camera, so I played along. Min Jiheon laughed while checking his script for the last time. We coordinated our movements and waited for the slate to clap⌠Min Jiheon suddenly leaned his head in.
âMr. Seo Hoyun.â
At least he used a proper title in front of the camera. It might have been just me, but considering everyone called him Min Dajung, it seemed like he was somewhat trolling (I decided to call this Min-gro). I looked at him calmly, and Min Jiheon slightly raised the corner of his mouth.
âShall we do something fun?â
âWhat?â
âIâm curious about what Seo Hoyun was originally like, what kind of person he isâŚ.â
âReadyâAction!â
Before I could even ask what he meant, someone shouted, and the clapping of the slate came.
âŚWhat is it now?
No, letâs just focus first. I stood outside the camera angle and looked at Min Jiheon.
Min Seungtae, who finished his call with his father on the rooftop, made an annoyed sound.
Before that, I had first gone up to the rooftop and was fiddling with a pack of cigarettes in the corner. I glanced at Min Seungtae.
The camera zoomed in on us. Min Seungtae noticed me belatedly, so he was startled. But then he changed into a smiling face to greet me.
âHello.â
âYesâŚâ
I deliberately prolonged the end of my reply, resting my chin on my hand. Min Seungtae sized me up with his gaze, furrowed his brow slightly, but quickly returned to his usual, habitual smile.
âYou were here. I think you were here last time, too. You must come here often.â
âYes, well.â
As I nonchalantly replied, Min Seungtaeâs gaze continued to follow me persistently. It was a searching look, wondering whether I had heard his conversation. I stared at him and asked,
âYouâre the son of Seonghu Trading?â
ââŚâ
âWow, what a massive company. Which son are you? The second?â
Min Seungtaeâs smile instantly vanished at my words. His mask crumbled.
Trying to sound indifferent, I added sarcastically as I tapped the rooftop railing with my cigarette pack.
âIt seems your childhood friend still doesnât knowâŚ.â
ââŚâ
âLet me know in advance if thereâs any favoritism to be had. Whatâs good about being a sunbae and hoobae, huh?â
I smirked and put the cigarette pack into my jacket pocket, attempting to walk past Min Seungtae. My part in this scene was over, and all that remained was a close-up of a flustered Min Seungtae.
However, as I was about to pass him, Min Seungtaeâs eyes flashed menacingly.
Whatâs going on?
Min Seungtae blocked my path with his arm. His gaze wavered, anxious about his beloved childhood friend discovering his secret⌠but at the same time, it was tinged with a ruthless smile, intending to eliminate any uncertain factors.
âAre you going to tell her?â
ââŚWhat?â
âJeonghun⌠PD.â
Min Seungtae⌠not only did he block me with his arm but he also took a step forward and snickered. A shadow fell over my face.
His eyes were frightening.
âIâm asking if youâre going to tell my noona.â