I would have ignored it as usual, but brushing it aside wasnât simple this time as it might be true.
I narrowed my eyes and asked,
âDo I⊠do I look like some kind of ghost or something?â
What the hell was he talking about to someone alive and well? Min Jiheon looked me up and down when he heard that. Then, with a serious expression, he tilted his head slightly, making me more nervous.
ââŠHmm. I donât know. You seem fine now. Just a little bit suspicious.â
âMin Jiheon, your words keep changing, but theyâre all useless, you know?â
âDo you know that you can be quite harsh?â
Min Jiheon murmured, âToo harshâŠ,â with a hurt expression.
âSeo Hoyun, come in now. Letâs start filming!â
âYes.â
Leaving Min Jiheonâs annoying words behind, I stepped confidently into the camera frame. I checked my position first, and then Yu Jia entered.
The scene of our charactersâ first encounter.
âUgh! Iâm nervous. What should I do?!â
âIf the director is this nervous, what else can we do? Seo Hoyun, itâs okay. Just act comfortably.â
There wasnât much to say since the staff and the director were all trying to comfort me. I just gave a faint smile when Yu Jia spoke to me.
âHoyun, letâs do our best.â
âPlease take care of me, sunbae.â
Once the preparations were done, Director Yu signaled from behind the camera. The AD came forward to mark the editing point and hit the slate.
âScene 15, Take 1!â
Yu Jeonghwa walked toward the rooftop railing and shouted cheerfully in sync with the timing.
âAh! Letâs do our best today too!!â
I didnât know why there always had to be a scene in dramas where someone yells from the rooftop to make a resolution.
It was a scene where she comforts herself after making several mistakes at her first job and getting scolded by her seniors.
Yu Jeonghwa took a deep breath and shouted again.
âNewcomers are supposed to make mistakes! Letâs do better next time and hang in there! Hang in there! Hanging in there is the key to success! Yu Jeonghwa, fighting!â
I heard that Writer Kim Sukhui had a tough working life, and her mindset seemed reflected in the dialogue by about 80%.
âExcuse me, do you know where the variety show department is?â
It was my turn to turn around when I heard that line.
I nodded my head and replied slowly,
âItâs on the fifth floor below.â
I remembered what the hastily hired acting trainer had told me to do.
Think of the character in three dimensions⊠and so on. I recalled the theories I had crammed into my head and opened my mouth.
âYes, itâs on the fifth floor.â
There was a slight tremble in Yu Jeonghwaâs eyes.
Hmm?
Something caught my attention, but I controlled my emotions as the trainer emphasized and continued delivering my line.
âAre you a new employee?â
âYes, Iâm Yu Jeonghwa, assigned to the variety show department this month.â
âVariety show department.â
âCut!â
When we reached that point, the director slightly tilted his head and called cut.
ââŠ?â
I didnât understand why, and when I turned around, the director was frowning at the monitoring screen.
âWhatâs wrong? Hoyun, were you nervous because itâs your first time, right?â
At his words, a light laughter burst out from the filming set.
âŠHuh?
I wasnât nervous at all.
Yu Jia had now reverted to her real self from the character Yu Jeonghwa. She clapped her hands lightly, trying to change the atmosphere.
âHoyun, shall we try it again?â
âYes, Iâm sorry.â
Since there was an NG, I quickly apologized, and the director, who still had a favorable impression of me, waved his hand. Then, filming resumed right away.
âAre you a new employee?â
âYes, Iâm Yu Jeonghwa, assigned to the variety show department this month.â
âVariety show departmentâŠ.â
âCut!â
The second take failed.
âYes, itâs on the fifth floor.â
âCut!â
The third take failed.
Whatâs going on?
I was doing everything as usual. No, I was even trying harder than before.
Confused and not knowing what to do, Director Yu spoke up.
âUm⊠should we take a break for now?â
Feeling flustered, I hurriedly approached Director Yu after being kicked off the set.
âDirector, Iâm sorry for causing so many NGs. Can you tell me what the problem is?â
âWell, Hoyun. Itâs not a big deal. Youâre doing a good job. Itâs just thatâŠ.â
âYes?â
âItâs not the same as when I saw you at the audition or during the script reading. Back then, I thought, âWow! This is PD Lee Jeonghun~.'â
Director Yu scratched his head.
âRight now, it feels a bit⊠like youâre just acting?â
ââŠâ
âOf course, itâs natural for actors to act.â
Director Yu shrugged, seemingly unsure of his own explanation. But he said there was no other way to explain it.
Not understanding, I rewound the filmed scene to monitor it, and Yu Jia approached me.
âIt seems like the director has high expectations.â
âIâm sorry, sunbae.â
After bowing my head in apology, I went to a corner of the set and quietly looked down at the script. I then recalled what the acting trainer had told me: focus on proper pronunciation and emotions.
StrangeâŠ
At that moment, Min Jiheon, who had been watching from somewhere, suddenly appeared, slurping down his coffee.
âJiheonâs appearance.â
ââŠâ
This was crazy, seriouslyâŠ
For a moment, I thought he and Kang Ichae would make a perfect pair.
After finishing his coffee, Min Jiheon yawned.
âSeo Hoyun, did you get an acting trainer?â
âExcuse me?â
âThat seems to be the problem.â
What kind of nonsense was that?
Just as I thought his words were dragging on, he seemed to realize that not many people were paying attention to us, so he brazenly continued.
âUm⊠I donât know what the trainer told you, but you just need to be yourself on the show. Youâve been PD Lee Jeonghun all along. Why make things complicated?â
ââŠ!â
Wait, thatâs true?
âYou look awkward because youâre trying to act unnaturally. Itâs like putting an unnecessary layer on top, blurring the essence.â
⊠Heâs right?
âThe only thing worth listening to from the trainer might be⊠well, your vocalization. Your diction is already good, but itâs different from the vocalization of most actors.â
Heâs spot on??
ââŠWhy are you staring at me like that?â
âNo, itâs just a bit shockingâŠâ
I thought he was always half-hearted and blunt, but when he talked seriously about acting, I couldnât help but be taken aback.
Min Jiheon must really be passionate about actingâŠ
Only when someone was deeply invested in something could they accurately pinpoint another personâs problem and give advice.
According to Jeong Dajun, his acting skills have recently soared to an almost divine level.
âŠHe might have been possessed.
I looked at him slightly differently, and Min Jiheon smiled awkwardly.
ââŠDid I sound too much like a sunbae?â
ââŠâ
âBut I find it burdensome to be admired too much. Iâm a bit annoyed by that⊠sorry.â
âDonât worry, thereâs absolutely no need to worry about that.â
ââŠAlright.â
Taking a deep breath, I calmed my nerves and stepped back onto the set.
***
Yu Jia touched up her makeup and went back for the fourth take. Seo Hoyun had been talking with Min Jiheon and came back with a slightly sour expression.
Are they not on good terms?
But the moment his eyes met Yu Jiaâs, his expression returned to normal. Yu Jia chuckled.
Heâs pretty good at hiding it, but he has so many enemies everywhere. Yet he doesnât seem to care much about itâŠ
Yu Jia didnât think much of it. Since her childhood, she had been rolling around in the rough entertainment industry, so she could tell if someone was going to make it or not.
Seo Hoyun clearly belonged to the former group.
After all, heâs the one who sets the stage, so thereâs no way heâll fail.
Still, Yu Jia always felt a strange feeling when looking at him.
He was desperate, but he wasnât the type who was desperate for the thrill of the stage. But⊠could such a person really dive headfirst into becoming an idol?
âSunbae, please take care of me once again.â
âMe too.â
InterestingâŠ
For better or worse, Yu Jia liked Seo Hoyun quite a bit. He was clean, didnât cross the line, and took care of his own business without being interested in others. Such juniors were always the best.
âAlright, cue again!â
As the slate came down, she transformed into Yu Jeonghwa again. She got up with determination and grabbed the passing PD Lee Jeonghun.
âExcuse me, do you know where the variety show department is?â
PD Lee Jeonghun glanced at her, and she couldnât help but be surprised.
Underneath the slightly tired eyes, there was indifference. He really looked like a zombie office worker wandering around Yeouido.
âYes, itâs on the fifth floor.â
As Yu Jeonghwa nodded her head in confusion, Seo Hoyunâno, Lee Jeonghun looked at her ID card and asked lightly,
ââŠAre you a new employee?â
Oh, whatâs this?
âYes, Iâm Yu Jeonghwa, assigned to the variety show department this month.â
ââŠAh.â
After hearing that, a trace of disappointment crossed his tired eyes.
âVariety show departmentâŠâ
Wow.
Yu Jia was impressed.
Iâm kind of jealous.
It didnât feel like acting. Seo Hoyun was PD Lee Jeonghun. Even without any special lines, he was able to convey annoyance with just the phrase âvariety show department,â as if he had already experienced that departmentâs hardships.
It was only natural.
For Seo Hoyun, who barely slept when he was in the variety show department and always had a pillow ready to use in his office, it was a real-life role.
As he looked at the flustered Yu Jeonghwa, Lee Jeonghun hummed and made a short sound.
âThen I wonder which show youâll be assigned to⊠It better not be mine, though.â
âShow?â
ââŠAh, yes. Sorry for the late introduction. Iâm PD Lee Jeonghun.â
âReally?! Youâre THAT PD Lee Jeonghun?!â
âDo⊠you know me?â
The person, who had a pretty friendly appearance, was the one rumored to be the difficult and often controversial âLee Jeonghun.â Caught off guard, Yu Jeonghwaâs response was a stuttered, open-mouthed surprise. Seeing her reaction, Lee Jeonghun narrowed his eyes.
ââThat PD,â huh.â
ââŠâ
âIâm curious how a new employee who just joined heard about meâŠ.â
Shit!
Yu Jeonghwa tried to be clever.
âPD?â
ââŠYes?â
âAre you not a celebrity?â
Yu Jeonghwa threw a Hail Mary, and after looking at her, Lee Jeonghun opened his eyes wide for a moment before bursting into laughter. His lips curled up, and his eyes twinkled beautifully as they turned into crescents.
âYour social skills are amazing.â
ââŠâ
âCongratulations. Youâll do well wherever you go, Ms. Yu Jeonghwa.â
He seemed genuinely surprised at her ability to flatter.
Unable to respond to Lee Jeonghunâs sudden pronouncement, Jeonghwa stuttered and looked at his radiant face.
Lee Jeonghun bid her farewell and left the camera frame without waiting for a reply.
âHe does seem quite rudeâŠâ
As she was left alone, she mussed up her hair and muttered blankly,
ââŠShould I bury my bones at this job?â
Jeonghwa had a crush on him.
She just hadnât realized that she was destined to be grilled by the evil PD in the futureâŠ
âCut!â
The director gave a thumbs-up with a gleaming look in his eyes.
A thumbs-up.
It was an expression that only came out when the director was extremely satisfied.
***
âThis is exactly the picture I wanted! Seo Hoyun and Yu Jia are perfect! The newcomers these days are really scary. Theyâre like sponges, able to take instructions so easily~.â
âHahaha, thank you.â
âThereâs no acting hole! Min Jiheon, of course, and Yu Jia and Seo Hoyun, too! It feels rewarding to hold the megaphone~!â
After the first shoot, the director praised them until his mouth went dry. Min Jiheon, uninterested in such things, was just eating snacks in the shooting area.
He ate about ten servings during the last mealâŠ
I really understand why he said they took him to every hospital.
I think I would have traveled all over the country to make sure my younger brother wasnât sick if he ate that much.
âHow can you act so well? I heard it hadnât been long since youâve taken acting lessons at DaepaseongâŠâ
âHaha, no. Iâm just worried about causing trouble.â
âHmmmâŠ.â
Yu Jia, already good at acting and ambitious about her work, wanted to hear his know-how on how to improve further.
However, âŠ
Thereâs nothing like that.
I didnât need to try to understand Lee Jeonghun. I just had to remember all the terrible experiences I had during my time as an evil PD.
Every time I smiled innocently during the script reading, I was thinking about our department head when I was still a PD. But Director Yu and Writer Kim Sukhui misunderstood as they burst into a chilling scream, saying, âItâs really scary.â
âAnyway, good job on the first shoot today! Iâd love to have a dinner party if I could, but we have a shoot at dawn tomorrow.â
âHaha. Weâll have a party when the first episode airs, right?â
âThatâs true, hahaha!â
The director repeatedly laughed at the successful shoot and disappeared. I greeted all the staff and actors and returned to the van. My manager wasnât there, as he was talking to some people.
Ding!
[Youâre practically a free pass, a free pass! You act so naturally.]
Itâs been a while since I saw the system message. I bit into some candy while looking at it.
âDid you enjoy the strike?â
[âŠIt wasnât a strike, okay?]
âReally? Then did you enjoy your vacation? Did you go to Hawaii or something?â
[Yes, it was great, I went surfing ^^]
Surfing my assâŠ
After accepting the acting offer, the system message seemed to hold a grudge against me as it gritted its teeth in response. I could feel it very clearly, even through the text.