Annoyed, I quickly sent the minors and the non-smokers outside and opened the window wide. Strong sunlight poured in, but Lim Hyeonsu didnât seem to care, continuing to sit in her chair with her legs propped up on the desk.
She had a similar temperament to Kang Ichae from the beginning, but their actions were becoming more and more alike. They must have absorbed each otherâs bad habits after they became close.
âItâs so smoky in here, and yet the fire alarm isnât going off.â
âI purposely chose a room with a broken alarm⊠to smoke indoorsâŠâ
âAre you crazy?â
âItâs my building, so itâs fine. Besides, weâre on the first floor, so we can just jump out the window if thereâs a fire.â
âFix it soon.â
Why is she like this?
Lim Hyeonsu wasnât in a good state. I always thought she was a fool, but today, she was even stranger than usual.
It was bearable after opening the window and letting out some smoke, but it was still too early to bring the members back in, so I just stood with my arms crossed and watched Lim Hyeonsu.
Instead of laughing mockingly as usual, Lim Hyeonsu took her legs off the desk and averted my eyes.
âŠWhatâs going on?
I looked at the ashtray next to her and sighed. Cigarette butts were piled up like a mountain, and several empty cigarette packs were scattered around.
âEven if you own the building, is it okay to do this indoors?â
âIs it your place to talk? You smoked here, too.â
âShush, you have a good memory.â
âIs this a hearing?â
I did smoke her when I threatened her before. Lim Hyeonsu, who used to complain that people who quit smoking got too cocky, sighed deeply, and fiddled with a cigarette pack.
âI donât know⊠I want to smoke a pack or two a day and die early. I want to live a stylish life like an artist and die quickly.â
âWhat?â
âPeople in this industry tend to highly evaluate the talent of those who die young. Iâm going to shine all the way to the end and then just die. What do you think? Isnât it cool?â
PatheticâŠ
Has her style completely died?
I sat down on the small chair next to Lim Hyeonsu and grabbed the armrest of the spinning chair she was sitting on.
I didnât know what was going on, butâ
Maybe I should try cheering her up.
âDonât die. Please.â
ââŠ!â
âI want to use your composing skillsâŠâ
Lim Hyeonsu, who had been forcibly spinning around until then, suddenly looked at me with a touched expression.
âUntil the very, very, very end.â
âYou fuckingâŠâ
I gently smiled and said I wanted to exploit her for as long as possible, and Lim Hyeonsu slapped my hand away and distanced herself.
With that, I figured the joke went far enough. The atmosphere lightened, and I called back the members who had been waiting outside.
âDoes it smell?â
âItâs okay!â
It didnât smell at all.
Half-melted like jelly, the members, including Jeong Dajun, who was kind but couldnât lie, greeted Lim Hyeonsu with a nod and carefully sat on the sofa.
âSo, why did you come?â
âPlease check our fan song.â
âHaahâŠâ
Lim Hyeonsu sighed and leaned back on the chair, completely drained. Normally, she would have cursed profusely but still got excited as she listened to Kang Ichaeâs song⊠This time, however, she seemed oddly listless.
Even the quick-witted Kang Ichae seemed to notice, hesitating as he took out his laptop.
A moment later, Lim Hyeonsu rubbed the corner of her eyes and abruptly straightened her upper body.
âAlright, play it.â
ââŠYes.â
As always, Kang Ichae obeyed Lim Hyeonsuâs words. The song he produced in a very short time sounded beautiful even to my tone-deaf ears.
The song, reminiscent of a 1980s American high school setting, had a powerful upbeat and refreshing melody.
Kang Ichae is quite a guy.
After that⊠incident, Kang Ichae seemed a bit depressed, but then he suddenly holed up in his room and obsessively dug into classic movies. Afterward, he and Jeong Dajun conquered 1980s American movies and produced that beat while yelling, âIâm an American high teen,â âIâm Kang Ichae-buster,â and âIâll go back to the past in a burning car,â all of which were incomprehensible.
Honestly, as long as he produced amazing songs, I was willing to tolerate any nonsense he spewed.
Kang Ichae, with the focused members beside him, glanced at Lim Hyeonsu with slight tension. Lim Hyeonsu remained silent for a while after the song ended.
ââŠ?â
Just as we started exchanging glances and gestures, her hand reached for the cigarette pack, then stopped. She blinked her eyelashes once and spoke.
ââŠItâs not bad.â
âWow!â
âWhoa!â
The members who didnât know much about Lim Hyeonsu just cheered at the fact that they were praised by a famous composer, but I momentarily lost my words as I looked at Hyeonsu. It seemed that Kang Ichae was also in the same situation, but he soon lowered his gaze and laughed.
âWe learned everything from our genius composer~.â
âOf course, where else would you learn?â
Lim Hyeonsu responded lightly with a joke and gave feedback while pointing at the program. As Kang Ichae listened to Hyeonsuâs voice intently, not missing a single word, the song became richer and more splendid whenever she touched the computer.
I turned my eyes away as I leaned on the sofa and watched them.
Min JiheonâŠ.
I had tried to contact him afterward, of course, but there was no reply. I couldnât see him at the company at all. Whether the news of him going to China was true or not, I tried contacting him through a manager or the company, but it was obvious that I wouldnât be able to properly talk that way.
Biting my lip, I untangled my still-tangled thoughts one by one.
Min Jiheon definitely knew something.
Letâs start from the beginning.
He told me that I âlooked urgentâ when we encountered each other on Jeju Island and at the company.
He then withdrew that statement, saying he must have seen it wrongâŠ.
What exactly is urgent?
Although itâs true that I was caught in this goddamn game and working my bones off for something that wasnât even in the plan, there was definitely no time limit to clear this scenario. There was only a vague directive to become a first-tier idol.
There were time limits occasionally placed on quests, but I never doubted the reason for that because I thought those quests were reasonable in those situations.
âŠWait.
Did I miss something?
What if the quest rewards, failures, and unbalanced patches werenât random but actually served a purpose?
What if there was some information the system window didnât tell me about, but Min Jiheon noticed⊠and then told me to hurry?
What if there was a limit for him too?
ââŠEh.â
Even if thatâs the case, there were still many unsolved mysteries. How did Min Jiheon show me my traffic accident when he obviously knew nothing? Why did the system window have an error? Andâ
Someone tapped my shoulder just as I was about to get lost in my chain of thoughts.
âHey, Seo Hoyun.â
ââŠAh.â
It was Lim Hyeonsu, who stood with her hands in her pockets, leaning slightly forward. Excluding me, who was spacing out, the members were already standing up and greeting Hyeonsu.
âWhy didnât you hear me talking when you were thinking so hard?â
âI was cursing the composer.â
âYou little shit, reallyâŠ.â
As she shrugged her shoulders, trying to leave, Hyeonsu grabbed me.
âWait a minute. I have something to talk about.â
âYes? Um, yes.â
âComposer Cheongbeom! Thank you again for today~!â
âThank you!â
âYeah, go on in.â
The other members quickly greeted her and left, leaving me there awkwardly. Watching them go, I wished she had at least given me some snacks to recharge while I waited.
Sitting quietly on the sofa, Hyeonsu seemed to be waiting for the members to leave. She then sat down heavily in a chair and took out a cigarette again.
âReally, arenât you a little too impatient? Couldnât you hold it in for a moment?â
âFuck, give me a breakâŠ.Life is so annoying, and I need to smoke.â
ââŠâ
I stared at her blankly. Hyeonsu put down the lighter, exhaled the smoke, and looked up at the ceiling.
âKang Ichae, Iâm reallyâŠ.â
ââŠâ
âReally, really, really envious.â
It was almost like talking to herself. It seemed like she was trying to hold it in, but the words came out forced.
As I was about to frown slightly, Hyeonsu flicked the ash off and turned her gaze to me.
âAnyway, thatâs not what I wanted to talk about. I just wanted to chat.â
âWhy?â
ââŠYou look a little sensitive.â
âMeâŠ?â
No, I was now⊠in a somewhat recovered state. I raised my eyebrows. Hyeonsu looked at me as she slowly narrowed her eyes.
âYou looked sensitive since the beginning, but today, even more so.â
ââŠâ
âWhatâs the matter?â
So perceptive.
I sighed and slid down on the sofa as if lying down. What should I say here?
I have a slightly crazy sunbae at the same company, and they showed me my trauma?
âŠInstead of saying that, I looked up and down at Hyeonsu. Hyeonsu seemed startled.
âIâŠâ
ââŠâ
âI quit smoking, remember?â
âAh, shit. I totally get it. Okay.â
Hyeonsu, a heavy smoker, nodded her head crazily. Seeing Hyeonsu stubbornly puff on a cigarette even in front of someone who found quitting hard, I couldnât help but burst into laughter. Covering my mouth and squinting my eyes, Hyeonsu clicked her tongue and shook her head.
âDonât laugh like that; I might fall for you.â
âI guess you already have.â
âNo, seriously, could you quit? Iâm over it.â
Why? I wanted to see it for a long time.
Hyeonsu took another puff, put out her cigarette, and was about to grab another from the pack when her phone rang with a vibration.
âHuh?â
Thinking it was time for me to leave and escape this raccoonâs den, Hyeonsu murmured as she looked at the caller ID.
âItâs Heeyeon.â
ââŠ???â
âHeeyeon? Whatâs up with her?â
âAnd sheâs texting too.â
What kind of nonsense was this?
Without even looking at me, Hyeonsu had already taken out a new cigarette, put it in her mouth, and was typing a reply with an awkward nod.
â⊠PD Kim Heeyeon?â
âYup. Weâve been getting close lately. We met at a drinking party last time. Sheâs quite a drinkerâŠâ
As soon as she closed her mouth, Hyeonsu snickered. Noticing the suspicious look in my eyes, she glanced over and made a confused face.
ââŠWhy are you mad?â
âIâm not mad, okay?â
What reason did I have to be mad?
But Hyeonsu continued to scrutinize me with her eyes narrowed, misunderstanding my intentions. She snapped her fingers.
âWhy? Do you want to swear??â
ââŠâ
âDamn, youâre like a ghost. Yeah, youâre right. All we do is talk behind your back when we meet.â
For a moment, I felt dizzy and leaned on my forehead.
I really wanted to stop hearing about that now. Why couldnât I just block their numbers since I was such a loserâŠ
Of course, Hyeonsu didnât know about my situation and rambled.
âSorry, but I canât include you~. Iâve been really close with Heeyeon lately. Have you heard? Best Friend?! B.F.F! Our relationship isnât something a loser like you can easily join⊠Even Joo Woosung looked like he was being threatened by you last time. Iâm thinking of forming a trio with him.â
âShitâŠâ
âIf you know anyone else being threatened by you, let me know. Weâre recruiting new members.â
Hyeonsu chuckled and gestured for me to leave. I was going to go anyway!
I got up abruptly, glared at Hyeonsu, and left. Until I closed the door, Hyeonsu kept giggling at her phone. It was really annoying.
âHyung! Over here, over here!â
âOh, perfect timing. Drink this!â
As soon as I walked out, Dajun waved his hand frantically with snacks tucked under his arm. Next to him, Jiwon handed me a Java Chip Frappuccino.
âJava Chip with caramel drizzle, mocha syrup, and espresso whipped cream. I thought youâd want something sweet today.â
I was glad my members had some sense.
âThanks.â
I took the drink and slurped it down. As the sugar kicked in, my irritation subsided, and I became a little more composed. Jiwon blinked and cautiously asked.
ââŠBut Hoyun.â
âWhat?â
âWhy are you so annoyed?â
âIâm not annoyed, okay??â
***
Seo Hoyun had already messed up (on top of other mistakes) to the point of no return⊠but she still worked hard. Thanks to that, another video was quickly uploaded to The Dawnâs YouTube channel.
[The Dawn? Will you go to prom with me? (Teaser)]
The teaser suddenly appeared without any notice or even dropping a hint on V-Live. As soon as Noeulâs fans clicked on the 20-second video, a series of highlights unfolded.
â?âȘ?âȘâ
The video began with Dajun picking up a letter in front of a cabinet.
Kim Seonghyeon shooting a basketball, Seong Jiwon picking out roses in front of a flower shop, and Kang Ichae leaning on an old motorbike while chewing gum appeared in succession.
The monotonous and refreshing beat changed into upbeat 1980s American-style music at some point while maintaining a trendy, sophisticated rhythm. Ichae indeed possessed a talent that could make Hyeonsu jealous.
Lastly, under the purple lights, Seo Hoyun appeared, grabbing a standing microphone and smiling with a band consisting of drums, bass, guitar, and piano.
âYes, Iâm asking you!â
The purple light shone brilliantly on his delicate, rich hair, and his slightly raised eyes seemed to fold playfully.
He turned towards his youthful love as if slightly embarrassed and a little scared.
âWill You Go to Prom with Me?â
The short highlights played, and the songâs title was stamped on the black screen.