It was clear that they must have been exhausted from being in the practice room early in the morning to prepare for the showcase, but The Dawn membersâ excitement didnât seem to go away. Views on the music video were also part of the view count, so Second Chance had entered the real-time charts of Tinkerbell and Tab among the three representative music sites.
âA-Although itâs out of the charts nowâŠâ
We were ranked 91st, but the fact that we went up there remained.
âI couldnât even sleep because I was refreshing it all nightâŠâ
âHyung, me tooâŠâ
Sung Jiwon murmured to Jung Dajoon as they talked amongst themselves as if their tension had been relieved. But I was nervous.
All that remained was the Mango chart.
âI heard that Mangoâs chart was reorganized yesterday⊠What does that mean?â
Kim Sunghyun tilted his head.
Hmm, the timing was just right too.
âOriginally, itâs supposed to be on the chart only by measuring 24-hour records, but this time it has been changed to a real-time score percentage.â
âOh, really? I didnât know that.â
I sat in the back seat and listened to the conversation. It was similar to what I read in the article yesterday.
When I was a PD⊠So, about a month ago, I heard it from the person in charge.
âI was out of my mind. Why did I ask for 24-hour records?â
How could a rookie do that in one day? It was honestly no different from following the stars in the sky.
Ring!
[âŠFor some reason, you were so confident, and you stretched out your feet while looking for a place to lie down [1] to the president.]
Of course.
âI donât gamble.â
I couldnât hear it, but I roughly answered and tapped my cell phone. It was true that it was reorganized, but the chart-in was delayed because 24-hour streaming results were mixed and real-time results were not reflected at late night.
âHmm⊠I donât want to file for bankruptcy.â
âWhat?â
âNo.â
Not only was this performance important, but Second Chance had to enter the chart for the sake of my bet with the president.
It was true that the music video came out better than I thought, and I was proud of it, but I couldnât feel anything because I hadnât seen the external reaction yet.
Kim Sunghyun was also talking to Kang Yichae with his face flushed red and tapped me.
âLook at this.â
âWhat?â
âOur music video interpretation is already out.â
âThat quick?â
The firepower seemed to be stronger than I thought.
Come to think of it, I hadnât checked the community and SNS yet. I checked the post after accepting the cell phone that Kim Sunghyun gave me.
[Title: The Dawn Music Video Interpretation
Our kidsâ music video is finally out after a long hiatus!!!!
Our children are wearing uniforms because they are handsome. Seo Hoyoon is holding the gun and flipping the cards because heâs handsome. Kim Sunghyun is suddenly running because he is super handsomeâŠ]
ââŠKim Sunghyun.â
âW-What is it?â
âDid you want to hear them interpreting that youâre super handsome?â
âItâs not like that!â
A little shy, Kim Sunghyun quickly scrolled down. A proper interpretation was showing up.
âLook more.â
[âŠAs you can feel from âGodâCheongbeomhaeng-nimâs money-wrapped beat, the music video is an apocalypse sci-fi.
Seo Hoyoon/Sung Jiwon are government forces who oppress the revolutionary army. With Kim Sunghyun as the leader, Kang Yichae as the assault force, and Jung Dajoon as the key, the revolutionary army is in conflict with the government forces, looking for an opportunity to spy around.
However, there is one peculiarity here. Sung Jiwon committed suicide without killing the enemy, Kim Sunghyun, and returned. In âIn other words, Iâm backâ and âI canât miss this opportunityâ, we know that Sung Jiwon is a regressor.
Meanwhile, Seo Hoyoon appears in the same uniform as Sung Jiwon. (He had a stage name Houhou, but I guess they changed it, it doesnât appear anymoreâŠ)
Seo Hoyoon picked up five cards on the table and spread them out. Joker means Jung Dajoon, who has the âkeyâ. Jung Dajoon is important to the government army and the revolutionary army. Up to this point, Seo Hoyoon moved past it as expected, but he smiled meaningfully when he saw the last card.
Sung Jiwon said, âYou donât have to worry,â and didnât kill Kim Sunghyun. Instead, he saw Jung Dajoon, who was badly injured, and realized that the situation was wrong, so he aimed the trigger at his own head.
âSung Jiwon pointing the trigger.gifâ
He was trying to commit suicide and return. This was the first scene we saw.
In fact, Sung Jiwon was on the side of the Revolutionary Army. But there is a twist here again, Kang Yichae, who was thought to be a revolutionary soldier, shot Sung Jiwon and prevented his return.
âKang Yichae holding a sniper gun.gifâ
The first gunshot we heard was not Sung Jiwonâs gunshot, but Kang Yichaeâs gunshotâŠ!!!!
So, it let us know that he had failed to return in the first scene.
âI ainât gonna miss this timeâ, Kang Yichae was a spy for the government army and called someone on the radio.
It was Seo Hoyoon who appeared in this collapsed catastrophe. It started with his appearance.
But the song went on. âNo, there is no need to get lost, Iâll find a wayâ.
Thatâs right. Seo Hoyoon had set up a plan. Sung Jiwonâs return failed, and the Revolutionary Army fell into Seo Hoyoonâs hand, and he even took the âJokerâ Jung Dajoon, who became the âkeyâ. Seo Hoyoon knew it from the beginning.
âSeo Hoyoon turning over a card to check it.gifâ
The card that came out is the King of Hearts, Charles the Great. Do you know what this card is also called, guys?
The suicide kingâŠ
Seo Hoyoon knew from the beginning that not only Jung Dajoon was the Joker, but also that Sung Jiwon, whom he thought was on his side, was actually committing suicide and regressing to stop him and save the Revolutionary ArmyâŠ
I think it will continue after this, but I donât know what will happenâŠ
Everyone⊠Do I look like Iâm crying over this music videoâs god-tier story?
Instead of wiping away tears, I streamed it.
Because itâs The Dawn that lit a fire in my K-Pop heart after a long timeâŠ]
âWowâŠâ
âYou wrote a really good interpretationâŠâ
I nodded my head while reading. At the same time, I felt that something was strange and asked Kim Sunghyun.
âWho wrote this with all their heart and soul?â
âIt must be⊠Our fan.â
Kim Sunghyun lowered his voice as he spoke. With that level of skill, it would be natural to have fans now, but it wasnât the case for me.
At the same time, it was also strange. It was true that someone was talking about me like this⊠It was awkward and strange.
âI have a fan?â
That feeling stayed until we arrived at the showcase site. We were lucky enough to reach the showcaseâs Mecca Live Hall, and our pictures were hung big. At the door, I could see people waiting in line even though there were still at least a few hours left until the start of the showcase.
âOver there, peopleâŠâ
âHuh, is there another performance here?â
The members didnât think much about it. We werenât popular, so there shouldnât be any fans waiting for us already. Everyone thought so and got off the van.
âJiwon-ah! Sung Jiwon!â
âYichae-ya, Sunghyun-ah, look here!â
âŠIt was a mistake.
As soon as the members got out of the car, we could hear them shouting our names. We looked back in surprise.
There werenât many of them yet, but they were waving their tickets or taking pictures of us with cameras.
Sung Jiwon stammered.
âW-What?â
âSay hi, quickly.â
As everyone was confused, I heard them calling again. When I bowed down in embarrassment, a shout erupted.
âDajoon is so cute!â
âAre⊠Are they our fans?â
Jung Dajoon murmured, bewildered. No matter how much of a second-hand rookie he was, he would be able to get used to it in a yearâŠ
I also bowed in greeting next to Jung Dajoon.
âHoyoon! Aaargh!â
ââŠ!â
When I raised my head in surprise, a fan with a slogan shouted at me.
âHoyoon-ah, fighting today!â
âYouâre so handsome!â
âŠMe?
I murmured stupidly at the reaction I had never had before. As I pointed my finger at myself and asked, they nodded.
âHoyoon, when you smile, I like it, too!â
I couldnât accept the reality and blinked. As I was standing there, Kim Sunghyun pressed the back of my neck and said in a laughing tone.
âWhat are you doing? You have to say hi.â
âOh⊠Uh.â
Not knowing what to do, I bowed my head. There were sounds of clicking among the fans.
What is this really⊠When I entered the live hall in confusion, Kang Yichae teased me.
âHyung, Iâve never seen you flustered before.â
âI know. Heâs always been so calm no matter what⊠The fanâs shouts broke him down at once.â
ââŠâ
The members around me passed me by, adding a word. They were flustered too, but I guessed my reaction was the most unexpected.
I still couldnât believe I had a fan.
âIs this real?â
I was only beaten with eggs for being a bad PD. The endless stream of goodwill was unfamiliar.
In my head, I could accept the fact that I had some fans with this kind of popularity, but I still couldnât understand it realistically.
So when I was taken to the waiting room to get my makeup done and change my clothes, I still couldnât come to my senses.
âYou look good today, Hoyoon-ah.â
The stylist gave me a series of compliments while tidying up my clothes.
I could see myself standing in front of the mirror wearing an in-ear microphone. Since it was my first time, I agreed with the stylist to wear techwear with this momentum, so I put on stage makeup and looked at myself awkwardly.
ââŠI feel strange.â
The cell phone vibrated. There were texts from Lim Hyunsoo and Joo Woosung. And Seo Hojin.
[Seo Hojin: Hyung]
[Seo Hojin: Tear the stage apart]
[Seo Hojin: If you canât, Iâll change the front door password so that hyung canât enter the house]
I laughed.
Yeah, letâs think about why Iâm here.
When I took a deep breath and turned around, I could see the members except Sung Jiwon gathered together and trying to hide their anxiety. Jung Dajoon spoke with a nervous face.
âHyung, weâre going up soon. Get ready.â
âWhat about Sung Jiwon?â
âHe said heâs going to the bathroom. Heâs a little late.â
âIâll bring him.â
I think I know what it is.
I left the waiting room and headed for the bathroom. I thought it would be just the right time to take Sung Jiwon to the stage.
I bowed my head habitually at the staff passing by, but when no one was in sight, I hid myself next to the vending machine in the hallway and whispered softly.
âItem shop.â
[Open the item shop.]
Various products appeared in front of my eyes, as if asking me to buy them. As I moved my gaze along the products, the moment I found the one I had my eye on last time, I chose it without hesitation.
âBuy Cheongsimhwan.â
[Cheongsimhwan is purchased.]
[Consumes 300 points.]
At the same time, I slightly clenched my hand and opened it, then I found a small cheongsimhwan piled up on a gold leaf in my hand.
Wow, it was amazing.
After taking a look around, I pulled out a bottle of water from the vending machine and went to Sung Jiwon.
âAs expected.â
I found him. On the stairs right next to the bathroom, I found Sung Jiwon whose complexion was pale.
ââŠUh.â
After sighing heavily, Sung Jiwon smiled awkwardly when our eyes met.
âHoyoon, youâre here?â
âWhat are you doing? Are you not coming?â
âAh⊠Iâm just a little nervous.â
I donât think youâre just a little nervous.
With his face bleached so white, youâd think it was Sung Jiwon who went to the emergency room, not me.
âSorry⊠Iâll make sure thereâs no damage to the team.â
I sat down beside him without a word. There was still some time left. Seeing Sung Jiwon muttering helplessly, I thought the showcase would be ruined if we didnât resolve this.
Even his breathing was a little short of breath. His breathing was unstable, as if he would collapse at any moment. I looked at him calmly.
Ring!
[Comfort Sung Jiwon and finish the showcase safely!
Sung Jiwon is tired from being a trainee for a long time.
Heâs very nervous about his sudden luck.
Comfort Sung Jiwon 0/1
Finishing the showcase safely 0/1
If successful: Charm 30, Dance 10, Vocal 10
If you fail: Charm -50, Dance -30, Vocal -30]
âFix the failure balance, you bastard.â
âHey.â
I handed out the cheongsimhwan and water to Sung Jiwon. Sung Jiwon frowned slightly.
âEat it. Itâs cheongshimhwan.â
ââŠHow did you know I was nervous?â
âOf course I knew, youâve been making it so obvious.â
He was like that during the recording. A guy who did well during practice was suddenly struggling when it came to the actual match, as if he had trauma.
âI donât need it.â
âJust eat.â
âNo, I am fineâcough!â
It was expensive.
I threw it into Sung Jiwonâs mouth as he was talking. It went in properly. I had experience because I nursed sick Seo Hojin when he was young.
When Sung Jiwon couldnât close his mouth because he was so dumbfounded, I quickly handed him the water.
He couldnât spit out what came into his mouth, so Sung Jiwon glared at me with a slightly unfair expression as I forced him to swallow the water I handed to him.
ââŠYou feed me in a very strange way.â
âI have a dongsaeng. If I throw things like this as if feeding a dog, he will eat it.â
âYou mean Iâm a dog?â
I looked at Sung Jiwon as I talked about such a trivial story.
[Sung Jiwonâs nervousness is gone!]
It seemed to be working. His breathing seemed to have returned to normal. Sung Jiwon blinked.
âThis is good. Whatâs this? Is it the placebo effect?â
âThatâs great.â
Objectively, Sung Jiwon was the best among us. We have to keep him together somehow so that our showcase could end safely. Sung Jiwon showed a weak smile that looked as though it would crumble.
âYou really donât get nervous.â
âI am nervous, too.â
âWhat? No way.â
I brushed the nape of my neck.
âReally, Iâm trying not to make it obvious.â
âHaha, but itâs good that you really donât look nervous.â
âWhy are you so nervous?â
Sung Jiwon had everything. As much as he had a long trainee life, Sung Jiwon was the most popular and well-balanced member of our team.
Sung Jiwon hesitated whether he should speak or not, then he let out a deep sigh.
âThis is a first for us⊠Itâs a showcase that can be the last.â
âHn.â
âIâm afraid Iâll fail. Itâs not something you want to hear at times like this, butâŠâ
I didnât think so. I just listened to Sung Jiwon without saying a word.
âIâve been a trainee for a long time. I have had many opportunities like that⊠Everything ended badly. Iâm scared that this luck will disappear soon.â
I knew what this was about. Sung Jiwon had only learned failures over and over again rather than success. Every time he wanted to take a step forward, he was pushed back a hundred steps, and even if he tried to open the door to success, that door was forcibly closed.
Thatâs why Sung Jiwon was afraid to take that step. He was afraid this last chance would be closed again.
I knew that feeling. A little too well.
ââŠ.â
â⊠Sorry, um, I said useless things. Somehow I donât think youâve ever failed, so I just told you.â
âIt wasnât always smooth for me either.â
âWhat?â
âDo you want to see it?â
Before Sung Jiwon could respond, I raised my arm. Sung Jiwon looked at me in bewilderment.
âW-What are you doing?â
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1. Stretched out your feet while looking for a place to lie down = thinking of the results in advance when doing something.