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I wanted to ask Sieg, but I couldnât ask him right now.\n\nJust as I was wondering if itâs finally over now and refraining from sighing, this time Lady Kideaâs eyes turned to me.\n\nâMiss Silla Epheria.â\n\nâ⊠Yes?â\n\nWhy is she calling me out? I have a bad feeling about this. I secretly glanced at Sieg to ask for his help, but he ignored me. Hey, you said you would take care of it. You told me to shut my mouth. Are you abandoning me like this? Lady Kidea smiled brightly and stuck to me as if we were close.\n\nâCan we talk privately for a moment?â\n\nâAh, yesâŠâŠâ\n\nWhat power do I have to turn down the Ladyâs request? Hey, Sieg! I need your help! Why are you pretending to be oblivious! As I was caught by the Lady, I kept glancing at him furtively many times, but that jerk Sieg pretended not to see me and blended in with the crowd that was full of curious people. You are no different from a traitor!\n\n\n\nThe place where Lady Kidea dragged me into was a lounge she had prepared. There were a soft sofa, a table, a long couch without a backrest where you could take a nap for a while, and also a small stool that could be placed inside the skirt to prevent the dress from getting wrinkled. The back of my dress was already wrinkled from the moment I had flopped down onto the seat inside the carriage.\n\nâWould you like to drink something?â\n\nThe Lady asked me in a friendly voice and offered me a seat. I just want to go home, but I canât. As I nodded and sat on the sofa, the Lady personally poured the wine into the glass and gave it to me, then she sat across from me. HmmâŠ\n\nâIâm sorry, but I donât drink alcohol.â\n\nThe clergy must abstain from drinking. I have retired from the clergy now, but I donât really want to drink much.\n\nâDonât worry, itâs like a fruit juice since itâs low in alcohol.â\n\nâ⊠Is that so?â\n\nâYes.â\n\nShe offered it again, so I couldnât refuse and I took just a sip of it. Itâs definitely not much different from regular fruit drinks.\n\nâMiss Silla Epheria.â\n\nâYes, Your Ladyship.â\n\nâPersonally⊠I was really surprised when I heard the news.â\n\nLady Kidea spoke with such a girlish look on her face to the point that I would never think she was the same person who persecuted Roanne. That look was exactly the same as Sofia when she kept going on and on about the prince. It was similar.\n\nâI have never thought or even dreamed that my older brother would have a woman he loves.â\n\nââŠâŠ Pardon me?â\n\nWait a minute. Naturally, the older brother sheâs talking about is Sieg, but who on earth is the woman heâs in love with?\n\nâUh⊠I also didnât know that Butlâ, no, His Highness has a lady he loves.â\n\nâOh my, why are you pretending you donât know?â\n\nNo, donât be like that. I donât know. Sieg, this jerk, what the hell did he say to his younger sister? Lady Kidea looked at me warmly with an innocent smile.\n\nâOf course Iâm talking about you, Miss Silla.â\n\nâI have a fiancĂ©.â\n\nâIsnât it more unusual for a noble lady of Missâ age to have no fiancĂ©?â\n\nâI love my fiancĂ©, Sir Jullius Rizar.â\n\nIf this situation continues, itâll only make me brainwash myself into believing that I love Captain. Despite claiming that âI love my fiancĂ©!â, Lady Kidea still had a twinkle in her eyes. No, I mean, why did Sofia, Lady Kidea, and even Roanne earlier fuss like that even when I said I canât be with another man since I already have a perfectly normal fiancĂ©? I have a fiancĂ©! Iâm getting married!\n\nâEven so, I understand.â\n\nNo, you donât need to understand. Why do you need to understand that? Are you planning to root for me as well as encourage your older brother to have an affair?\n\nâOf course, my older brother also said that he would wait until Miss Sillaâs heart accepts him.â\n\n⊠My head is throbbing with pain at this completely ridiculous nonsense. Oh Goddess⊠Canât you please extricate me from here? It canât be that you retaliate in this way just because I retired from the clergy to get married, right? High Priest! Please take Sieg with you at once! Why did you let him retire from the clergy and make me take him in!\n\nâThat⊠erm, you are kind of getting it wrongâŠ..â\n
âI clearly heard it with my own ears. Ah, perhaps did my older brother hide his feelings from Miss Silla? Did you not receive a confession from him?â\n\n⊠I didnât get a confession, but I got bullied a lot you know. I nodded heavily.\n\nâI swear to the Goddess that Iâve never heard him saying such words.â\n\nâOh my goodness! Geez, Older brother, too.â\n\n(T/N: basically sheâs like at a loss for words so the sentence ends like that. If I have to elaborate more, sheâs like wanting to say âgeez, youâre at fault too, broâ)\n\nWhat do you mean by âgeezâ? I donât know what the hell this damn prince is thinking by doing this to me. No matter what mistake I made, though actually⊠thereâs a lot, this is still too much! What am I supposed to do?! Get me out of here!\n\nâSo, I think⊠thereâs no way His Highness Sieg⊠loves me or whatsoever.â\n\nâBut my older brother clearly told me that he loved Miss Epheria and he asked me to help him in this matter.â\n\nâThat⊠I think he lied to you.â\n\nLady Kidea tilted her head with an innocent face.\n\nâWhy would my older brother tell such a lie?â\n\nâ⊠Perhaps, so that the Lady would help me in my matter?â\n\nâI would have helped you even if he didnât lie.â\n\nâThen⊠maybe he has another scheme or something elseâŠ?â\n\nâWhat good would there be in revealing that he has an unrequited love for a low-ranking woman who also has a fiancĂ©?â\n\nâIs, is that soâŠ?â\n\nâOf course.â\n\nMy head was in a mess at the Ladyâs confident answer. What is this? No, no matter what, thereâs no way heâs like that. He must have a different plot in mind. So, why the hell is this happening! I felt like rushing to the banquet hall right now and grabbing Sieg by his collar and questionig him closely about what the hell heâs scheming. However, if I had done this, I would get myself into big trouble in many ways⊠Damn it, what the hell? No, it canât be. Somebody please tell me that itâs not true.\n\nâWhere did you two meet?â\n\nThe Lady, who had already determined that Sieg had an unrequited love for me, asked with an interested look on her face. Even if you ask me whereâŠ\n\nâIt should be⊠at the ChurchâŠâ\n\nâAh, do you happen to know where my older brother stays?â\n\nâYes⊠thatâs right.â\n\nSince he explained to her that⊠I was his crush, it wouldnât be strange if I knew. At my answer, the Ladyâs eyes were filled with regret.\n\nâHe must have told you about his situation.â\n\nâI heard of it recently.â\n\nâI guess my older brother must have really trusted Miss Silla a lot.â\n\nNo, I was told to keep my mouth shut today because he doesnât trust me. The Lady, who completely didnât know the actual relationship between Sieg and me, sighed softly.\n\nâOriginally, he wasnât someone who was supposed to be in such place.â\n\nâThatâs true.â\n\nI also donât want to be here, Iâd like to go somewhere else. Even though he nagged a lot when he was in the Church, he was a reliable adjutant; but now that he has left the Church, I feel like he becomes very picky like a boss, so much so that it would put any picky mother-in-law to shame. No, heâs worse than a boss. I have to answer yes and only yes and just follow his words without question. Of course, what I have been doing is a secret, at least for now. Please explain to me what kind of a puppet I have become.
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