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āRoāā\n\nIt looked like he wanted to say something, but as soon as he parted his lips, I deepened the kiss and pushed my tongue into his mouth through the gap. He was at a loss as to what to do that he froze, and when my tongue lightly nudged Captain Julliusā tongue, heās so surprise and tried to avoid getting into contact with my tongue. But even if you tried to avoid it, itās all for naught since itās inside your mouth, where did you think you could go? Deep down, I enjoyed chasing his tongue when he moved his tongue clumsily every now and then as a mean to avoid getting our tongue intertwined. Then āswooshā⦠I swept across his palateā¦\n\nāā!!!ā\n\nI licked him as if I scratched him. Captain Jullius couldnāt stand it anymore as his hand grasped my shoulder, but he couldnāt push me away so he just frowned. By any chance, could this be his first time? Well, I mean, even the young ladies have had their first kiss before they were twenty. Itās such a shame to stop now that Iāve seen his eyes which were full of embarrassment, glistened and turned hazy, but I decided to pull out my tongue. Captain Jullius who was gasping for breath with his head raised, lightly bit his lip then he looked down.\n\nāIs this your first time?ā\n\nInstead of answering, Captain covered his mouth with the hand that was holding my shoulder. Somehow, I was pleased seeing the area around his eyes until his nape turned red. I feel a bit sorry if itās his first kiss though. Since Iām on āthe more experiencedā side. But because itās the first time I did it with a man, itās considered as my first kiss too. I learned how to kiss by having older sisters as my partner, no, theyāre noble ladies. Later on, I was discovered and severely scolded by adjutant Sieg and the High Priest. They were angry and said that I shouldnāt fooling around with such nasty jokes. For half a year, whenever I met the High Priest, he would repeteadly say ākissing is something you do with your loverā like a parrot. You see, Iāve already known that clergies canāt have any romantic relationships.\n\nāItās all right. Because weāre engaged after all.ā\n\nItās not based on love, but first of all weāre engaged and even though itās just a formality, nonetheless we can still be considered as a couple, so itās okay if I kiss him, right? Weāre engaged and moreover morning kiss is just a morning greeting. Captain Jullius, who remained silent for a while, was still covering his mouth then said with a low hoarse voice.\n\nā⦠Roel.ā\n\nāYes?ā\n\nāIt would be best if you could leave.ā\n\nā⦠what? Why?ā\n\nā⦠donāt ask me the reason, please move aside from your position.ā\n\nWhat, whatās this. Could it be that heās mad? Was he offended because I kissed him without saying anything? After nodding my head in a daze, I got out of the bedroom. A long sigh could be faintly heard beyond the closed door. Uh, ermm⦠did I happen to do anything wrongā¦.?\n\n\n\nAfter I was driven out of the Captain Julliusā bedroom, Iāve been thinking hard and worried about it throughout my way to the main house, but I still couldnāt figure it out. But in the book, when the female lead gave the male lead a morning kiss, he smiled and they proceeded to kiss each other. Thatās weird.\n\nāā¦. I think I should buy a menās book and give it to Captain.ā\n\nMaybe he reacted like that because heās inexperienced. When I was returning to my bedroom, I decided to change my direction and headed to adjutant Siegās study which also served as his office. He should have waken up by now. Iāll ask him to get me a book. As soon as I reached the study, I knocked on the door and got a response from inside that told me to come in. When I opened the door, I saw adjutant Sieg sorting out some documents that I didnāt know of. The scene itself was familiar, but I found it to be unpleasant to the eyes when I saw him dressed in plain clothes instead of the Holy Knight Squadās uniform. Did you become a butler for real? Itās burdensome. Moreover, his reason to do it was simply because he thought itās fun. If only he was interested in something else other than me, how nice it would be.\n
āAdjutant Sieg.ā\n\nAfter I called him, his purple eyes then looked at me. I heard Lady Kidea has platinum blonde hair and purple eyes. His hair color is different, but the color of their eyes are exactly the same. It hasnāt been that long since the Lady came to the Empire so I havenāt met her properly yet. I didnāt even receive any invitation card to the banquet hosted by her⦠By any chance, did adjutant Sieg intercept in the middle? Thereāre no banquets hosted by ladies to which I wasnāt invited to.\n\nāMiss.ā\n\nHe continued to speak with a smile.\n\nāNow Iām not an adjutant anymore, but a butler.ā\n\nā⦠are you for real?ā\n\nāIāve repeatedly told you so.ā\n\n⦠Goddess, please send the prince in front of me back to where he belongs. Thereās nowhere in the world where a prince works as a butler in a Countās residence. Talking about being a clergy, one needs to bury and leave oneās worldly status in the past, -thatās how things work-, and itās not like it has no influence on him but anyway though ostensibly he abide by the rules, this isnāt right.\n\nāI feel burdened though.ā\n\nāDonāt mind it.ā\n\nāBut it bothers me.ā\n\nāThen keep worrying about it.ā\n\nAs expected, I canāt defeat him in an argument. Of course, itās not like thereās no other way. Towards the self-proclaimed butler adjutant Sieg, Iāve advantages over him due to my position as his master⦠Damn it, in the past, it was an indisputable fact that I was superior in terms of appearance, combat skills, and rank, but now I have nothing. I sat dejectedly on the sofa.\n\nāPlease sit more demurely.ā\n\nāWeāre at home, you know.ā\n\nāMiss, even if youāre at home, you still need to mind your manners.ā\n\nAh, I wish to run away from home.\n\nāIf you annoy me too much, Iāll leave the house.ā\n\nāThen I will hold Sofia and Sir Rizar responsible.ā\n\nāThose two have nothing to do with this! Adjutant Sieg is the one who is in the wrong!ā\n\nāThatās because I think that might be the most effective way.ā\n\n(T/N: heās implying on the most effective way to blackmail MC)\n\nāDamn it.ā\n\nāPlease be careful of the way you speak too.ā\n\n⦠If I want to run away, then I guess Iāll have to take both of them away with me. I sighed deeply and changed the subject.\n\nāI heard that thereās a romance book for men.\n\nā⦠what?ā\n\nAdjutant Sieg looked at me with a buffled look on his face as if heās questioning what kind of bullshit I was talking about. Huh? You donāt know about it?\n\nāSofia said so though? Yesterday, when she lent me some romance novels for women, she said thereās also romance book thatās particularly made for men.ā\n\nā⦠You mean like a love story?ā\n\nāMhm. I tried doing something from the bookĀ to Captain Jullius, but he didnāt seem to like it very much. To be precise, he was so embarrassed that he kicked me out. I did it exactly as shown in the book butā anyway, it seems like Captain has no experience of doing things like that so Iām going to get him a copy.ā\n\nHe must be embarrassed because he doesnāt know well about doing affectionate things. Adjutant Sieg, who was quietly listening to me, opened his mouth with a face that looked like heās so done with something.\n\nā⦠What did you do?ā\n\nāMorning kiss.ā\n\nāWhere did you kiss him?ā\n\nāNaturally on the lips.ā\n\nā⦠Did you put your tongue in?ā\n\nāOf course.ā\n\nItās a kiss after all. I was told that only kids would do something like giving a light kiss on the lips. Adjutant Sieg once again was deeply engrossed in his thoughts that he fell into a brief silence and then he firmly said.\n\nāThis time youāre at fault, Miss.ā\n\nā⦠How come?ā\n\nāIn the first place, a morning kiss is usually just giving a light kiss on the cheek or forehead.ā\n\nāIs that so?ā\n\nāYes.ā\n\nāI did kiss him butā¦ā\n\nāAs long as your lips touch anything, itās called a kiss.ā\n\nāBut an adultās kissāā\n\nāHavenāt I clearly told you before to forget about those ladiesā mischiefs?ā\n\nYou indeed said so, but still. I scratched my cheek and ruminated over the contents of the book I read last night. Itās definitely a morning kiss but thereās no description of putting oneās tongue in.\n
āStill, a kiss where you put your tongue in isnāt that wrong either. He didnāt have to kick you out like that because isnāt that just too much?ā\n\nEven though I was wrong about the morning kiss, weāre already engaged so even if I kissed him with my tongue going inside his mouth, I thought itās fine. As expected, it looked like Captain overreacted because he didnāt know much.\n\nāIt must have been inevitable.ā\n\nāWhat do you mean by inevitable?ā\n\nWhat the hell did you mean by that? No matter how much I think about it, I canāt make heads or tails out of it.\n\nāSir Rizar is also a man after all.ā\n\nāI also know that.ā\n\nāThatās it.ā\n\nWhat are you talking about?\n\nāPlease explain it in detail.ā\n\nāJust know that itās like that.ā\n\nYou didnāt even tell me anything so what did you mean by ājust know that itās like thatā? Should I ask Captain Jullius?\n\nāDonāt even think about asking Sir Rizar.ā\n\nāā¦ā¦ why?ā\n\nāIf you ask him, heāll be embarrassed for sure. He might run away from you. And he even might not be able to make eye contact with you, Miss.ā\n\nHmm, that would be difficult. I feel sorry for Captain Jullius so I think Iāll have to ask Ortzen for help. Even if that man tries to run away from me, he still canāt get out of Special Task Squadās headquarters.\n\nāI thought that itās only women who are complicated, but turns out men are also quite complicated.ā\n\nāWell, itās a different type of complexity. If you understand it, itās rather simple though.ā\n\nIf by knowing about it makes it simpler, then you should teach me a little. Youāre being cheap there.\n\nāForget it, just get me a romance novel for men.ā\n\nIn the future if I get kicked out after I kissed him, thatāll be difficult.\n\n(T/N: this ādifficultā word have the nuance of being in an awkward and embarrasing situation)\n\nIn response to my request, adjutant Sieg answered me shortly.\n\nāThereās none.ā\n\nāI was told there is.ā\n\nāThere is no such thing.ā\n\nāBut Sofiaāā\n\nāAnd itās all fiction anyway so donāt rely on it and just read it in moderation.ā\n\nāI also know itās all fiction.ā\n\nāYou already know that but you still put it into action?ā\n\nā⦠but donāt people actually do the morning kiss?ā\n\nāWell, they do though.ā\n\nāThen itās alright for me to do it!ā\n\nāHaving such an easy-going mindset, you could have done something weird to Sir Rizar.ā\n\nTh, that would be problematic. In the future, Iāll ask Sofia or adjutant Sieg before doing anything. Anyway, I have to apologize to Captain Jullius.\n\nThinking like that, I went to the seperate building, but I couldnāt find Captain Jullius anywhere. On the empty bed, the pink canopyās curtains were fluttering in the wind which came in through the window.\n\nāHas he already left?ā\n\nThatās fast. Then, should I also go to the Special Task Squadās headquarters?