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āI told you itās not like that. Besides, my fiance is Captain Jullius.ā\n\nā⦠well, thatās true, butā¦ā\n\nShe answered disgruntledly. This rascal, whatās wrong with my fiance anyway? The prince title might be just the right thing to entice women, but not for me, okay? Frankly speaking, in terms of personality, isnāt Captain Jullius much better? I used to be the most handsome person in the past, but Captainās ability is slightly better than mine and thatās how we complemented each other. On the contrary adjutant Sieg told me either this one or that one are unsuitable for one another. And I know heās much clever than the two of us, but itās actually his minus point! I would hate it if I had such a nag, picky person and the like as my fiance!\n\nAs expected, my Jullius⦠is the best. Hmph hmph.\n\nāLetās go down now.ā\n\nSaid Ortzen, as he received a luggage from Sofia.\n\nāDonāt you still have to tell Sir Siegfred about the fact that Miss Epheria and Captain Jullius will be living together?ā\n\nāLi, living together?!ā\n\nSofia looked at Ortzen in surprise, and soon after turned her eyes towards me.\n\nāMiss! What do you mean by living together? Itās too early for that!ā\n\nāWhy?ā\n\nāThatāsāā\n\nāWeāre engaged so thereās nothing that canāt be done.ā\n\nOrtzen put on a straight face and stepped in.\n\nāTheyāve already slept together, so itās nothing new.ā\n\nāThat, Iāve heard that all they did was nothing but slept!ā\n\nāIsnāt that still sleeping together anyway?ā\n\n(TN: fyi Ortzen used the term of sleep as in āsharing a bedā, while Sofia said āsleepā as in its literal meaning. People would still just take it as they had s*x even tho the word she used was normal sleep. Thatās why Ortzen basically said itās all the same lmao.)\n\nāB,butā¦.ā\n\nThese guys⦠especially Sofia, whatās wrong with her? It was just giving out a room but sheās overreacting. Perhaps, she disliked Captain Jullius a lot more than I thought she wasā¦.\n\nāSofia.ā\n\nā⦠yes, Miss.ā\n\nāCaptain Jullius is a good person. Donāt be so mean.ā\n\nāā¦. yes.ā\n\nSofia answered sullenly. Uhm, I knew Captain Jullius didnāt leave a good impression on ordinary women, but if possible, I wish theyād get along well. I guess itās going to be difficult.\n\nOnce we stepped out of the building, there was a big stylish carriage pulled by four horses. Adjutant Sieg, -who stood next to the carriage-, against all expectations, easily gave his consent for Captain Jullius to live together with me. Not long after, Captain Jullius came down with his luggage and the carriage set off for the new home.\n\nāBecause itās hard to find trustworthy people in short time, we ended up getting a mansion that is smaller than expected.ā\n\nSaid adjutant Sieg who was sitting across of me. Captain Jullius was riding on Blackie, while I had Sofia to sit at the coach-box. Because she might listen to some conversations that she shouldnāt have heard if she stayed with me. ā¦I would have to tell Sofia about the truth someday. I should look for an opportunity, maybe in one of these days.\n\nāThe more people there are, the more likely that words will leak out. Even so, more than half of the buildings are empty.ā\n\nāSo youāre saying that we should only talk about crucial things inside the Special Task Squadās headquarters? And not even going to have a confidential meeting in the mansion?ā\n\nāNot exactly so, but thereās a possibility someone might accidentally spill the beans. Iām referring to you in particular, Miss. Sir Rizar is a man of few words, so heās better than you.ā\n\nā⦠But no one has ever found out the fact that Iām Roel as well as a sacrifice throughout my stay in the Countās residence though?ā\n\nāThatās because you lived in a secluded pavilion with only one maid.ā\n\nāI also hid it well even when I stayed inside the Special Task Squadās headquarters! Thereās also Ortzen who didnāt know about it.ā\n\nāThatās truly unexpectedā, no, alright, youāve done a good job.ā\n
āHowever, there is a big difference in pressure between having someone to share a secret with and not having one. If you start having a thought where you think that thereāre many people in the know, itās very likely your mouth becomes lighter.ā\n\n(T/N: ģ ģ“ ź°ė³ė¤ is a Korean idiom (lit. meaning: light mouth) thatās used to call someone who tells othersā secrets easily/canāt keep a secret)\n\nāThus, by telling someone āIāll only tell this to youā or something along the lines, the rumors then begin to spread.ā\n\nSo itās like that. Then again, there were times when many ladies whispered similar contents in my ears while also saying, āI only tell Lord Roelā.\n\nāFirst of all, Iāll try to bring in as many heavy-mouthed people as I can, but please watch your mouth too. We should set a rule where the employees shouldnāt look for Miss if not neccessary. Other than that, one Sofia should be enough to serve you on basic needs.ā\n\n(T/N: as you can already guess, heavy mouth is the opposite Korean idiom for light mouth)\n\nāIām also more comfortable to have only a few people serving me. Please give Sofia a generous salary.ā\n\nWe havenāt talk much, but soon the carriage stopped for a moment before passing through the main gate and entered the mansion. He did said heās going to prepare a mansion close to the Imperial Palace area, but it turned out to be really close.\n\nAs I alighted from the carriage, the elegant grey-blueish brick main building of the mansion came into sight and I could sense a trace of time from it. Most of the residences around the Imperial Palace were old buildings. The nobles, -other than thinking about the risk of collapse-, were proud of the buildings that had long existed along with the history of the Empire, so they preserved them by doing some minor repairs and kept them untouched as much as possible.\n\nāWasnāt there anyone living here?ā\n\nAdjutant Sieg answered my question nonchalantly.\n\nāTheyāve moved out.ā\n\nāWhere to?ā\n\nāI think they moved to somewhere near the outskirts, but the place isnāt that far from here.ā\n\nUmm, he kicked them out peacefully, didnāt he? Anyway, the mansion has a splendid building which exuded a beautiful antique vibe. I also quite like how the walls were covered with ivy. At that moment, two maids and a servant came out of the building and approached us at a fast pace. They bowed politely to us, or to be exact, to adjutant Sieg. No matter how it looks, it looks like the master of the house is adjutant Sieg, not me.\n\nāMove the luggage.ā\n\nāYes.ā\n\nThe employees carried out adjutant Siegās order and proceeded to unload the carriage. Captain Jullius handed Blackieās reins over to the groom then he came up to me. I held his hand and looked at adjutant Sieg.\n\nāCan I look around the mansion?ā\n\nāPlease do. On that note, Missā bedroom is in the middle of the third floor.ā\n\nāLetās go, Captain.ā\n\nI brought Captain Jullius with me and returned to the side of the main building. As long as thereās an empty space to do exercise, that would be great.\n\nāOk.ā\n\nWe walked for quite a while and reached the rear of the mansion where there was a fairly large pond. In the middle of it, we could see an artificial island thatās enclosed by low white stone walls and a willow tree with its drooping branches there. Judging from the size of the tree, it looks like the pond was build quite a long time ago. Thereās also a pretty white swing under the willow tree. I guess there must have been a little girl among the former residents.\n\n(T/N: i donāt think by digging up a small piece of land to make a pond and left a portion of land in the middle of it, means that you just made an artificial island. But anyway, the author used the term āartificial islandā so Iāll just stick with that. Just so you know, itās not a mistranslation.)\n\nāCaptainā, no, Jullius. Do you like the pond?ā\n\nHe nodded briefly in response to my question.\n\nāI like water.ā\n
āI also quite like it. Iām not good at swimming though. Even so, I used to catch quite a lot of snakeheads in the past, and it was fun.ā\n\nItās boring to just cast a fishing rod and sat still absent-mindedly, but itās fun to run around with a harpoon. But we canāt do such a thing in this pond.\n\nāLetās take a look over there.ā\n\nI let go of Captain Julliusā hand and leaped across the stepping-stones to the artificial island. A white stone bridge was also build on the other side of the stepping-stones. Beyond that, a refined seperate building could be seen. I donāt think adjutant Sieg will let Captain stay in the main building, but I can give him that separate building. Above all, itās the closest to the main building.\n\nāThere are quite a few fishes.ā\n\nBelow the clear stagnant water surface, I could see a few fairly large carp. In addition, thereāre also some little fish which name I didnāt know of and a pair of turtles as big as a personās palm. After looking into the pond for a while, I plopped down on the swing under the shade tree. Captain Jullius also came to the artificial island and sat next to me. The swing chair was slightly squeaking and the willow leaves fluttering in the wind. Perhaps because of the water, itās pretty cool here.\n\nāIāll be in your care from now on. So, I mean, until we both have someone we love.ā\n\nIf one of us is dating someone else, weāre going to annul the engagement and stop living together. I think Iāll be very sad when the time comes, hmm. Captain Jullius, who just sat there without giving any response, finally opened his mouth after a good while.\n\nāIāā\n\nThere he goes, hesitating again and again. I was about to rush him to just say it out loud, but I decided to wait for him calmly. Ortzen told me to tame him by giving him a lot of affection, so I should refrain myself from using harsh tone as much as possible.\n\nāI, if I were to end up loving someone, soā¦..ā\n\nHe paused again for a moment then continued.\n\nāI wish the person I love would be Roel.ā\n\nā⦠what?ā\n\nUh⦠me? The slightly frightened pale grey eyes were staring at me.\n\nā⦠canāt I?ā\n\nāYou can do that! Thereās nothing that canāt be done.ā\n\nāThen Iād like for that to happen.ā\n\nāUh, um, yes. Actually, itās the same for me too.ā\n\nI said hurriedly as if I were being chased by something.\n\nāIf I were to love someone, I wish that person would be Captain Jullius!ā\n\nā⦠without āCaptainā.ā\n\nāOops, yes, Jullius.ā\n\nIf I were to fall in love, I prefer Captain Jullius who is many times better than any other weird men. Honestly, thatās because Iām sure most noblemen will get on my nerves. Moreover, I canāt easily reveal my identity to others. So for now, Captain Jullius is the best candidate to go out with. Then again, falling in love is something that happens unexpectedly butā¦\n\nā⦠Iām glad you said so.ā\n\nāSo am I.ā\n\nāWhat should I do to love you, Roel?ā\n\nāI donāt knowā¦.ā\n\nHmm, There were a lot of people who said they loved me butā¦\n\nāFirst of all, isnāt it started from being attracted to my appearance?ā\n\nāAppearance?ā\n\nāYes. Most of the ladies who sent me love letters, took a liking to my appearance. The same goes for the High Priest.ā\n\nEspecially when it comes to love at first sight, itās almost because of oneās appearance.\n\nāBut frankly speaking, weāre both a bit inferior compared to my previous self and the High Priest.ā\n\nWhile Silla Epheria is also quite a beauty, Captain Jullius also falls under handsome category, but compared to me and the High Priest, theyāre still not up to par. So it would be unreasonable to fall in love just by looking at oneās face.\n\nāI think youāre pretty though.ā\n\nāEii, but still, Iām not half as good as the High Priest. Anyway, it doesnāt matter even if youāre not completely beautiful or handsome, because thatās how love is. There will be other factors.ā\n\nāLike what?ā\n\nāUmm, soā¦.ā\n\nWhat else are there?