I didnât plan to be that detailed at first, but as I kept drawing her, I ended up paying attention to every detail, which took a long time.
Thatâs why I continued to draw her today as well.
The girl never gets tired of posing.
Iâm good since Iâm working with my hands, but Iâm worried that sheâll just sit there and get bored. But she never complained, even though she didnât get anything at all.
Eventually, about an hour after eating lunchăŒthe regular jelly-yogurt-supplement mealăŒthe drawing was finished.
âFinally!â
I put down my pen and stretched out my arms.
ââŠâ
On all fours, she reaches me.
I averted my sight after catching a peek of her cleavage through the gap in her shirt.
âHow is it? I tried to draw you like you saidâŠâ
I half-turned the LCD tab and turned it in her face.
I drew it since it was something I had to do.
But the fact that I had been staring at a high school girl for over half a day made me feel embarrassed, so I blamed her.
(If she gave me a poor evaluation, I wouldnât be able to look at her.)
I was anxious.
I donât believe I did a poor job, but I wasnât sure how others would react to it.
She fixed her gaze on the LCD tab.
It was so short on time that I couldnât even make a cup of noodles.
A few vexing minutes passed.
Eventually, she looked at me and opened her mouth, and her first words wereâŠ
âTake off your clothes.â
That was it.
(Why?)
The unexpected words surprised me.
Is it possible that I offended her?
Was the drawing not good enough?
I knew that my work would never reach anyoneâs heart.
But, even if I did, what would I do once I am naked?
âItâs not going to be simple for me to take off my clothing if you want me to. Iâm trapped on a chain, as you know.â
I pushed aside my internal conflict and voiced such an obvious concern.
âI see. Okay, thenâŠâ
The girl places the knife in her left hand and pulls the key from her blazerâs breast pocket with her right.
She reached for the collar with her other hand while holding the knife out to me.
âăŒăŒNow you can take it off, right?â
I easily removed the chains from me.
âO-okay.â
I removed the shirt I was wearing.
On second thought, I had been wearing the same clothes for several days.
The temperature was just ideal this time of year, halfway between spring and summer, so I shouldnât be sweating so much. But I have to add that itâs a dirty dress to be wearing in front of a high school girl.
âThe lower also.â
She demanded mercilessly.
âThe lower?!â
I obediently obeyed.
First the jeans, and then the underwear.
Nonetheless, in a desperate last-ditch attempt, I covered my crotch with my hands and defended it to the death.
âCome here.â
The girl turned to face me and began walking backwards.
When I left the room, she got behind me.
She pushed me into the bathroom.
(What? Are you planning to murder and dismember me in the bathroom?)
Such a dreadful sight flashed across my head.
âGo in.â
âUh, in the bathtub? Are you sure?â
ââŠâ
The girl nodded.
I was apparently overthinking things.
I entered the bathroom and shut the door obediently.
In the room, there was shampoo and body soap.
My body was sticky, and my head was itching.
But, I was honestly grateful to be able to take a bath.
I turn on the shower.
I heard the sound of clothes rustling from the changing room at the same time.
(Eh? This isăŒăŒ)
The bathroom door squeaked open before I could gather my thoughts.
The girlâs image reflected in the bathroom mirror.
Needless to say, unlike me, she wasnât entirely naked; she was dressed in a school swimsuit.
Obviously, sheâs wearing a mask and holding a knife in her right hand.
Itâs not the typical one-piece school swimsuit seen in mangas, but rather a separate type with a separate top and bottom. If you changed the gym uniform to a swimsuit material and chopped the sleeves off at the shoulders, it would be easy to understand.
Somehow, I thought it was the time.
(Thatâs an ant.)
School swimsuits in the past were probably more provocative, but the current style, with its wildness, is also nice since it underlines teenagersâ simplicity.
âFrom the head? From the body?â
Maybe sheâs asking about the order of washing?
âUmm, I can wash it myself.â
âItâs okay.â
Iâm not sure what to make of that, but sheâs dead set on washing me.
âUmm, then, from the head.â
I answered slowly.
I didnât want to get stabbed, and I didnât want to offend her and forfeit my right to bath.
âI see. Then, close your eyes.â
I did as told and closed my eyes.
I heard a thud, like something being put down.
Maybe itâs the knife.
The girlâs fingers rubbed my scalp.
Her hands seemed pretty awkward.
Of course, the fact that she isnât as good as the professional barbers I attend to every day doesnât help.
Especially still, she appears to be clumsy, even given the circumstances.
Sometimes she puts too much pressure on it, which hurts, but Iâm not complaining.
(Could this be a reward for my drawing?).
I think about that.
If thatâs the case, then my drawing convinced her.
If so, Iâm honestly happy.
The pleasant sensation of a hot shower, together with the shampoo, cleans the dirt from my head.
I open my eyes again.
âNext is the body.â
âUm, okay, so just the top half. Iâll do the bottom myself.â
I insist in a firm voice.
Even as a prisoner of war, there is a line that I wanted to protect.
â⊠I see.â
She mumbled, a little dissatisfied for some reason.
She eventually went out of the bathroom after I finished washing myself and soaking in the bathtub.
I hear a huge motor noise coming from the changing room a little time later.
Whirr, whirr, whirr.
(Is she washing my clothes? But, was there a washing machine? I tossed away the last one I had, so did she buy it? If thatâs the case, whereâs the money coming from?)
I thought and thought, but no answer came.
(I mean, come to think of it, this is the first time a girl outside of my family has seen me naked. That is a really unusual caseâŠ)
I can feel my cheeks turn red.
I wondered if it was because I was sitting in the tub, if I was sick again, orăŒăŒ
I repeatedly splashed the hot water on my face with both hands, as if to shake off the myriad imaginations that come and go.
I got out of the bathtub when my body was warm enough.
I opened the door after softly sweeping away the water.
âăŒăŒAhh! Youâre still here?â
The girl was standing silently, and I hurriedly covered my crotch with my hands.
âQuickly change your clothes.â
The girl tosses me the clothing that was in her arms.
âOh, thank god⊠Wait, what the hell is thisâŠâ
When I received them and unfolded them, I was in awe.
Bath towels, shirts, pants, and underwear, all with characters from my work printed on them.
âThatâs why, change into a bath towel.â
âThatâs not what I meantâŠâ
A manga artist who uses a skin-colored bath towel of his own heroine to clean his body, wears mascot-patterned pants, and uses a T-shirt printed with the hero and pants of a rival character as sleepwear.
I really hate it.
Itâs very narcissistic.
â? It should be the right size.â
The girl tilts her head.
âWhat about the other clothes? Iâll take anything that doesnât have my character printed on it.â
âThereâs no such thing here.â
The girl answered immediately.
âI seeâŠâ
She bit her back teeth and wiped herself with a bath towel.
I was prepared for any physical abuse, but I didnât expect such a psychological humiliation.
It was quite embarrassing, but it didnât matter because I had no other clothes.
(Yeah, damn it. It may be annoying, but it doesnât make much a difference to the function of the clothing.)
Thatâs what I told myself as I hastily put on my clothes.