I am thirsty so I call out to her but she doesnât respond.
âIs she taking a nap?â
I look out through the door.
Indeed, she is there with her eyes firmly open.
She is sitting in a chair, facing a book spread out on a piece of cardboard that serves as a desk.
Next to it is also a notebook and a mechanical pencil.
âIt doesnât look like a recipe. Itâs a reference book.â
I canât see the details, but I can see that there are a lot of difficult mathematical formulas in the book.
It appears to be a maths reference book.
Is she so concentrated on solving the problems that she didnât notice my voice?
If she wants to study so much, why doesnât she go to school?
More questions keep popping.
Perhaps there are circumstances that prevent her from going even if she wanted to.
Is there something troubling her?
âWhy am I worrying about the person who is locking me up?â
I scold myself for naturally caring for her.
Can this be Stockholm Syndrome?
âBut if she goes to school, she might give up the confinementâŠ..â
I justify my feelings with such thoughts.
âEven if so, what should I say to her? Out of the blue, ăWhatâs bothering you?ă? What an unnatural thing to ask.â
I hold my head in my hands.
Sheâs not a big talker either, but thatâs the same for me.
Iâm not a good talker, that is why I choose to express myself through the medium of manga.
âIn the end, all I can do is work hard on my manga.â
From what sheâs said and done so far, itâs clear that she wants me to draw manga.
âLetâs get a bit enthusiastic and try to come up with a serious new name.â
I used to draw a random manga and play around with it, but when I see her working hard on her studies, I really feel ashamed of myself.
I quietly move away from the door so as not to disturb her.
Facing the liquid tab, I open the page that I havenât opened for a long time now â a story book â a page that serves as a memo.
Of course, I canât deny that most of them are rejected ideas.
Still, believing that there are treasures hidden amongst the junk, I start rummaging through it once more.
âLunch.â
I turn around.
The girl is there with a tray.
âAh, itâs already twelve oâclock. Oh, Somen noodles. Itâs almost time for it to taste good, isnât it?â
I take one look at the coolly placed food in a glass bowl and mutter.
The only condiments are simply spring onions.
The girl puts down the tray and leaves.
âI shall eat.â
[TL: Itadakimasu]
I eat my somen noodles quickly.
I put the tray on the floor and go back to work.
Gacha..
I hear the door open behind my back.
The girl must have come to collect the tray.
ââŠâŠ.â
But her presence does not disappear.
ââ â Umm, what can I do for you?â
I feel a persistent gaze on me and I turn around.
âHere.â
The girl suddenly take out a pair of scissors.
âWait! What is it? Iâm not skipping the manga! Iâm just fishing around for ideas.â
I shake my head and hug the liquid tab.
âNo, hair.â
The girl says, poking my head with her chin.
âHair? Come to think of it, my fringes might be getting a bit long.â
I brush my fringes up with my hand.
I havenât been able to get a haircut or anything for a while, so it is long enough to cover my eyes.
ââŠâŠ.â
The girl nods.
ââPerhaps, youâll give me a haircut?â
âCall out to me when you take a break.â
I nod again and sayâAah, did you wait so you wouldnât disturb me? Then give me the scissors. Iâll cut my hair quickly.â
Just a quick cut in the front of the head.
It wonât take more than a few minutes.
âNo.â
The girl shakes her head.
Itâs a no.
Well, if she gives me the scissors, I may fight back.
âOkay. Then cut them yourself. Itâs not disturbing my work, donât worry about it. Iâm just looking at past notes at the moment and not worrying about the task at hand. So take your time, take your time.â
I said, facing the liquid tab and with my back to the girl.
I know for a fact that the girl is clumsy.
I donât care if the result is lousy, I want her to finish my haircut without giving fresh scars.
âI see.â
Her footsteps approach me.
I brace myself so my upper body doesnât shake.
The girlâs fingers stroke my hair.
It must have been hand combed or something.
It is a nostalgic, motherly touch.
She is younger than me, which is strange.
Jaki, jaki, jakijaki.
The shears move slowly at first, then more boldly.
My black hair starts to fall on the floor.
I tried to read the notes on the liquid tab, but I am too anxious to concentrate.
âŠâŠă
âŠâŠă
âFinish.â
A few minutes later, she mutters quietly.
âThank you. I feel refreshed.â
Shaking my head, I brush away the hair that hasnât fallen out.
Thank goodness.
To be honest, it hurt sometimes, but at least I didnât turn into an earless Hoichi.
[Type Of Ghost]
âCleaning.â
The girl starts to collect remnants of my hair with her hands.
Thatâs fine.
Thatâs fine butâŠ..
âUm, what are you doing?â
The girl silently puts my hair, which she has collected, into a clear plastic bag.
I can understand if itâs a rubbish bag but I donât understand why I need to put it in a thick one with a zip.
â?â
The girl tilts her head.
âNo, Iâm talking about why you need to store my hair in a sturdy plastic bag.â
âSDGs.â
Having collected every strand of my hair, the girl leaves the room with only a cryptic reply.
I still donât understand what the Sustainable Development Goals have to do with my hair.