Leaving Chisa in the room, Ryuichi took Shizuna outside.
ââŠIâm jealous.â
âOf her staying over?â
âYes. I want to stay with you, tooâŠbut we have school tomorrow.â
Apparently, Shizuna was envious of Chisa who was staying over. Of course, she held back on account of the fact that they still had school tomorrow. As for Chisa, she had her university tomorrow too, but she had more time to work with since her lectures started later in the day than Ryuichi and Shizunaâs.
âOh, yeah. What were you guys talking about while I was in the bath?â
âAh, wellâŠâ
Shizuna told him what she and Chisa had talked about. She said that Chisaâd told her she should attack Ryuichi with different versions of herself every once in a while to excite him, so she suggested that she try her hand at some gyaru-like fashion. Shizuna nodded her head eagerly, seemingly hoping that Ryuichi would be thrilled.
âDonât.â
âHuh?â
âYouâre fine just the way you are.â
Just as heâd said previously, Ryuichi now preferred a more quiet and docile look rather than a flashy and flamboyant one. While he considered the flamboyant Shizuna seen in the manga attractive in its own way, he still thought that her current pure and innocent appearance suited her better.
âIâve already been dyed.â
âThe Shizuna you knew no longer exists, Sohei-kun.â
âFufu, my heart and body have been stolen by him.â
Even now he could still recall the lewd and obscene ShizunaâŠand it wasnât bad at all. But that wasnât Shizuna. Well, it was Shizuna, but a Shizuna that was tainted with pleasure and the very embodiment of Ryuichiâs desires.
âYou prefer me the way I am now, Ryuichi-kun?â
âYeah. Donât change into anything weird. Youâre totally likable as you are now.â
ââŠI-I see âȘ.â
She smiled happily when he told her that he liked Shizuna just the way she was. She leaned toward Ryuichi and hugged his big, thick arms in her chest.
âBut if youâre only planning on temporarily becoming a gyaru for fun and not for reals, then Iâm fine with it. Sounds like itâd be pretty interesting to see you different from usual.â
âAh, I seeâŠâ
Ryuichi nodded his head, thinking âWell, if itâs just a temporary change, itâs fine.â However, no matter what kind of change of mind she had, he didnât want her to change from the Shizuna she was now. Thatâs why he vowed to watch her closely to make sure that nothing would change.
âŠUgh, who the hell do I think I am? Watching her closely from now on? I sound as if Iâm her boyfriend or something, Ryuichi quietly laughed to himself. Heâd accepted Shizunaâs liking for him, but unfortunately he hadnât developed romantic feelings for her yet. He knew that their current relationship was wrong in the eyes of society, but since Shizuna herself was the one who wanted it, Ryuichi couldnât be faulted for simply following her wishes.
âBy the way, Shizuna; do you know what gyarus are like?â
ââŠTotally~.â
There were a fair number of gyarus, or showy girls if you will, in their class. So it seemed Shizuna was trying to become one of them, but apparently Shizunaâs idea of gyarus was a bit dated.
âTotallyâŠâ
âTotally?â
âTotally rad!â
ââŠâŠâ
âD-Donât just stare at me!â
Ryuichi was taken aback when he heard her use a phrase that had been trendy twenty years ago. Seeing Shizunaâs face turn red before his eyes, his shoulders trembled as he let out a laugh.
âThatâs definitely way too outdated, donât you think?â
âT-Thatâs because hearing the term gyaru just didnât click in my mind. Ya get my drift?â
ââŠPfft.â
âGeez!â
Shizunaâs cheeks puffed out as Ryuichi continued to laugh. She angrily growled, Grrrr, and went straight to bonking Ryuichiâs chest over and over. It was a display of Shizunaâs shame and anger, but it was just too cute a gesture.
âWell, just remember this. All I want to say is that youâre fine just the way you are.â
ââŠOkay.â
Ryuichiâs words seemed to have convinced her. They then started walking together through the dark streets. They were a bit too dark for a young girl like her to travel through safely, but Shizuna wasnât scared at all, partly because Ryuichi was by her side. In fact, she was looking up at Ryuichiâs face, seemingly wholly unconcerned about the possibility of even encountering a criminal.
ââŠHey, Ryuichi.â
âYeah?â
âThereâs a park here nearby. Could we stop by for a second?â
âSure, I donât mind.â
He nodded at Shizunaâs words as he had no particular reason to refuse. He would be a little late in getting home, but he was sure Chisa wouldnât mind. Still, just in case, Ryuichi sent a message to Chisa informing her on his phone.
âHere we are.â
The place Shizuna took him to was a relatively small place for a park. It only had swings and playground equipment in it, but of course there was no sign of anyone, so it was a very quiet place. Shizuna took Ryuichi by the hand and led them to the swings, where they both sat down together.
âSo? Why are we here?â
He wondered if she just wanted to stay a little longer with him, but it seemed there was something else in addition to that. She seemed somewhat reluctant to open her mouth, which immediately clued Ryuichi in on the fact that it mustâve been something difficult to ask him.
âYou can ask me anything. Iâll answer your questions to a certain extent.â
If Ryuichi was with any other woman, he wouldnât have gone this far. He said this because he was with Shizuna, and because they had become close enough to skip many steps in their relationship and jump straight into sex. Shizuna looked down for a moment, but then immediately locked eyes with Ryuichi.
ââŠI heard from Chisa-sanâŠabout your relationship with your familyâŠso, ummâŠâ
âAh, so itâs about that.â
It seemed Shizuna wanted to know about Ryuichiâs relationship with his family. Heâd already told her that his parents had died, but not how theyâd spent their lives together. For Ryuichi, it was something he didnât particularly want to be reminded of, but there was no point in fussing over it now since somebody else already knew about it, anyway.
âWell, mineâs a bit more shitty than your average Joe. Still wanna hear it?â
ââŠI want to know more about you, Ryuichi-kun. No matter what it may be. Of course, if you donât want to talk about it, itâs okay.â
âThat should be my line. Iâm asking if you really want to hear a story thatâs not really nice or enjoyable to hear.â
When he asked her that, Shizuna mumbled that she was okay. Ryuichi nodded and began to talk. He told her of his childhood when his father and mother did not love him, and after their deaths, his fatherâs parents took him in but kept him away from them as if he were a tumor, which was why he lived alone now.
ââŠâŠâ
Just as Ryuichi had said, it was by no means an enjoyable story. Shizuna didnât seem to have regretted having heard it, but he could tell she was biting down on her lip, and quite painfully at that.
âHey, hey, whyâre you doing that⊠Well, I guess this is just another form of your kindness, huh. Donât make that kind of face for this bastardâs sob stories.â
âYouâre not a bastard, Ryuichi-kun⊠Youâre definitely not a bastard!â
Shizunaâs voice was loud as she denied him, shouting that he wasnât a good-for-nothing bastard. Her voice echoed loudly in the quietness of the park. Shizunaâs eyes were serious as she looked at Ryuichi, whose eyes were wide in shock, which made it clear that she was serious about him.
ââŠYou really are light itself. It feels like youâd be able to illuminate anything, no matter how dark it is. Youâre one hell of a girl, Shizuna.â
âI just⊠I just want to be able to illuminate you, Ryuichi-kun. Thatâs all that matters.â
âYouâve illuminated me plenty enough. At least more than that dirty little street lamp over there that looks like itâs going to break at any moment.â
Ryuichiâs gaze fell on a street lamp that was flickering, seemingly about to go out. Shizuna laughed at the simile, but quickly leaned in toward Ryuichi again.
âIâll say this again and again, Ryuichi-kun. Iâll stay by your side for as long as I can. I want to be there for you, and I wonât change my mind no matter what anyone says, because Iâve made that decision of my own volition.â
ââŠI see.â
âYes! âȘâ
Almost unconsciously, Ryuichi hugged Shizunaâs body. Under the slightly chilly sky, the warmth of her body was comforting. This makes yet another thing sheâs found out about me, Ryuichi thought as he looked up at the starry sky.
ââŠBut this isnât enough.â
âHmm?â
âI want to know more and more about you, Ryuichi-kun. SoâŠ!â
She backed away from Ryuichi and grinned and smiled as if she was scheming something. It was such a beautiful smile, but since he knew she was up to something, Ryuichi unfortunately couldnât admire it in full.
âIâll be getting involved with you much more from now on!â
âS-SureâŠâ
âPrepare yourselfâŠokay?â
Her eyes seemed to show great determination and unbridled feelings for Ryuichi. Shizunaâs vigor had initially caused Ryuichi to look dumbfounded as he replied, but then, grinning like Shizuna did earlier, Ryuichi uttered a suggestion.
âShizuna, got any plans for the weekend?â
âNo, whyâŠ?â
âWanna go out somewhere?â
âAbsolutely.â
Her decision had come quickly, almost too quickly, but still they smiled at each other. Thus their plans for the weekend were set.
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