When I reunited with Priest Sarah again after roughly a month, her face was extremely pale, showing great fatigue and unease.
Even though she smiled at me the moment she saw me, that appearance of hers can only be described as pitiful. I could have guessed from the childrenâs faces already, but Iriaâs condition is probably really bad.
Priest Sarah explained the situation to me with a sorrowful look.
ăMedicines and magic both worked in the beginning. However, the symptoms came back before longâŠand that wasnât all. The medicines and magic that we used previously would work less and less before they eventually stopped working completelyă
It sounded as if the illness is evolving inside the sick personâs body.
When I visited this village before, I didnât leave them with only the ăUnionăâs antidotes, I left them with some jiraiaooks fruit too. According to Priest Sarah, even those have no effect on Iria now.
Itâs looking like a hydraâs poison more and more. With that thought in my mind, I was about to tell her the events of the last couple of daysââbut I hesitated.
I donât have the courage to tell a mother that the poison in her daughter canât be cured.
Itâs like Iâm the physician whoâs going to tell the sick personâs family that their daughterâs illness canât be cured. But the problem here is I donât have the professional knowledge or the qualifications of a physician, and even the crucial âcanât be curedâ part is just a speculation of mine.
In other words, Iâm a quack physician.
When someone like that goes âitâs possible that this poison is incurableâ, just who is going to believe them? If anything, they would be yelled at to stop saying irresponsible things.
If I was in Priest Sarahâs position, I wouldnât just yell, I would probably throw some hard fists too.
Therefore, I was thinking maybe this is where I just keep quiet and bring out the improved antidote that Miroslav finished with her dedication.
However, that would be a problem as well.
Miroslav said that my blood is similar to a powerful drug. I canât just give Iria medicine that is mixed with such a dangerous substance without any explanation. In the worst scenario, it could end up dealing fatal damage to her body that is in a weakened state.
That being said, if I were to give her a detailed explanation on why Iâm giving such medicine to her, I would have to tell her about the possibility of the poison being incurable. There will be a need to reveal my secrets to some degree as well.
Both of those things wouldnât make much sense to Priest Sarah.
To spew such ridiculous nonsense at a time of emergencyââWhen I Imagine Priest Sarah giving me a look of disgust with thoughts like that in her mind, the pain is so much to bear even if itâs only in my head.
ăâŠâŠ? Sora, is something wrong?ă
ăUeeeh?! W-why do you think thatâŠâŠ?ă
ăYou looked like you are having a hard time âŠâŠOh, speaking of which, I still havenât heard about the reason you came to visit this time. If you have something to discuss with me, please donât hesitateă
After she said that, perhaps she thought about the situation sheâs in right now; the priest put a hand over her gaunt cheek bashfully.
ăAhâŠâŠUm, you might be thinking I donât look very reliable right now. But, I was a warrior priest in the past just like Iria. Iâm tougher than I look!ă
With that, Priest Sarah flexed her arm at me.
ââI almost instinctively kneeled down on the spot.
Itâs so that I can repent to this lovely, great priest who would still worry about me even when her daughter is in such a big crisis.
For me to withhold crucial information because I donât want to be scolded and looked at with disdain, Iâm definitely an existence that is even lower than a goblin right now.
What we have to do right now is treat Iria. I know that already, so why do I need to hesitate?
Itâs true that the hydra stuff is just my proofless speculation, but itâs not a malicious lie by any means. Thereâs no way that the priest in front of me wouldnât see something like that.
ăTo be honestââă
I gathered my resolve and told Priest Sarah everything that happened up to this point in detail.
In response, she listened to me with a serious expression throughout the whole thing.
âââ
After that, I was invited to a sickroom and I came face to face with Iria alone.
She wanted to speak to me directly after she heard the story from her mother. Priest Sarah had left the room as well.
Iria was sitting up on the bed.
Her eyes were not looking at me but out the window. From my point of view, I can only see the left half of her face. As she remained in that same position, she spoke in a cold tone.
ăSo, what are you trying to do?ă
ăI donât know how to answer you from just thată
I responded to Iria with a shrug.
As a matter of fact, a huge load was lifted off my shoulders.
Until I got in this room, my mind was filled with images of Iriaâs face looking like the face of that sick person I saw from that village. But once I came into contact with her like this, both her attitude and her voice were the same old Iria I know. The first words that came out of her brought me comfort since they had successfully gotten rid of the illusion that was stuck in my mind.
Iria, who has no way of knowing what Iâm thinking inside, continued to talk in a seemingly bad mood,
ăYou know what I meant. Iâm asking you why you are helping me when you hate me. You might not be celebrating if I die, but I know you definitely wouldnât be sadă
ăThatâs a cruel assessment of me. Well, I wonât deny it thoughă
ăHmph. So then?ă
ăItâs true that I have mixed emotions when it comes to you, but Priest Sarah and the kids will be sad if you die. I donât want to see them sadă
ăâŠâŠHmphă
With her gaze continued to be locked on to what was outside the window, Iria sneered at my reasoning as if she didnât buy it at all.
When she opened her mouth again, the topic moved to something else.
ăI got the gist of what happened from Larz. So Miro has also joined your clan now, huh?ă
ăYeahh, she didă
ăSo she did, huh. Even though you saved her on Mount Skim, she didnât even think twice and parted with Larz to join you. The one who instigated Larz to fight you. The one who was pampering Larz to keep him away from me.ă
ăâŠâŠWhat are you trying to say?ă
ăIâve thought about it many times since I left Ishka. If I just look at the end result, what Miro did ended up making things pretty convenient for you. Both her and Luna were out, and Larz also became calm. The ăFalcon Swordăwas practically destroyed. If I say all of that was what somebody was aiming for all alongââwould I be reading too much into things?ă
ăWell, I donât have the answer for you even if you ask me thată
While I responded as calmly as possible, I was tensed up inside. Iria seems to have noticed the connection between me and Miroslav.
Of course, she probably noticed that she was a target of mine as well.
In fact, that was what she said next.
ăI wonder if a certain someone is responsible for this poisonă
I frowned after I heard that.
Yeah, it canât be helped that I would be suspected in these circumstances. I tricked Larz and took Lunamaria and Miroslav from him, pretty much disbanding their party. Then Iria, the only person left in his party, was infected with this new type of poison, and it just so happens that I show up with a new antidoteââYeah, Iâm as fishy as I can possibly be. If I was in her shoes, I would suspect that I have something to do with it too.
However, thatâs just not true. I denied it all with a strong tone.
ăIâm not. I meant it when I said that I donât want the kids or the great priest to be sadă
I thought she was going to sneer at me again, but contrary to my expectations, Iria simply nodded.
ăI figuredă
ăâŠâŠWait what?ă
I was stunned at how she just straight up acknowledged it.
Iria then shrugged in a tired manner.
ăI already knew that. A poison that my mother canât handle isnât something that can be easily produced. Besides, to have a Kelpie attack the children to lure me out would have too many unpredictable elements. If you wanted to lure me out, you would have taken a more efficient approachă
Thatâs why she knows that the incident this time is not related to me, she reiterated.
So the reason she said she suspected me even though she knows that isââ
ăIâm just harassing you a little. YouââNo, you guys, messed with me quite badly. Nothing wrong with a little payback, right?ă
ăI would like to not comment on thată
ăItâs not like I was expecting an answer from youă
With that, Iria let out a small sigh.
I started to have doubts about her attitude. I thought she should be angrier after she found out about the truth and she would be condemning me intensely.
Even though sheâs not feeling well due to the poison right now, she could have done all kinds of things before the poison started to affect her. Especially something like telling Larz and Priest Sarah about my schemes; she could do that even with the poison affecting her. I know this because she still has the strength to talk to me right now.
When I confronted her about all that, she spoke to me bluntly.
ăWhat good would telling them those things do?ă
ăâŠSo you can fight back?ă
ăItâs not possible. I donât have any proof. I could say bad things about you, but it wonât mean much with no proof. I could have used our partyâs influence and the circumstantial evidence to corner you in the past, but right now even that wouldnât be possible. More importantly, if I mess up, youâre going to kill us for real. I was scared of thată
Those words of hers reminded me of how things went down with Lunamaria.
Lunamaria accepted to be my slave even though she realized my connection to Miroslav. If she refused me carelessly then it would have left me no choice. Rather than going down that road, she agreed and became mine.
Right now, Iria might feel the same as Lunamaria did at that time. Since Iria doesnât know about Soul Eater, she shouldnât feel as threatened as Lunamaria was, but she still knows what I was like in the past. From that, she knows more than other people about how abnormal the current me is.
It might be because of that fear that she stopped thinking about retaliating, I thought.
While I was thinking about such things, Iria started coughing all of a sudden.
It began with just a couple of light coughs at first. However, more coughs started to soon follow, and there were no signs of it stopping.
Seeing her bending her back in pain, I immediately stepped forward, but then I quickly abandoned that thought. She probably doesnât want me touching her back either.
I decided that it would be best to call for Priest Sarah here, and so I started to exit the room.
However, an exceptionally intense sound of coughing came from behind me right away. When I took a look, a dark red liquid was on Iriaâs hand and mouth.
That wasnât all; I saw her upper body twist as she fell over on the bed, so I knew I couldnât leave right now and ran back to her.
Then, she probably noticed that I was coming closer, and she looked at me with a frightened expression.
ââAt that moment, I was stunned.
She had been facing the window looking out the whole time. From our positions, I was only ever able to see the left side of her face. Since she was looking at me now, this was my first time seeing the right half of her face.
How should I describe her appearance? I couldnât find the words at the moment.
The right half of her face isâŠYeah, it was severely pruney.
The left side of her face is the same Iria I know. Sharp and tight features, a dignified and beautiful face.
But the right half of her face is like a different personâs. The skin around her cheek is drooping, the skin around her eye and eyebrow is puffed up. The graceful-looking face that was normally there was destroyed by ugliness.
She was showing the exact same symptoms as the sick people I saw from that village.