Yang Guo said, âIâve lived with my Gu Gu for many years in the ancient tomb; all I need is the faintest light and Iâll be able to see things.â When he mentioned living in the tomb with his Gu Gu, he couldnât stop himself from letting out a sigh. Suddenly an excruciating pain broke out in his body. It was extremely difficult to endure, and he hollered and shouted and at the same time, he kicked the dead crocodile back into the pool.
Two crocodiles were climbing up onto the rock face just at that time; when they heard his inhuman calls, they were so frightened that they slipped back into the water.
Gongsun Lu E quickly held his arm and with her other hand, brushed across his forehead gently, hoping that she would be able to lessen his pain.
Yang Guo knew that even if he hadnât fallen into this dangerous situation, he would not live for more than a couple of days because of the poison; he had heard the Valley Master say that the pain would keep on increasing over the next thirty-six days before he finally died. The pain was so unbearable that even if he endured it a few more times, heâd eventually give in to the pain and kill himself. But when he dies, Gongsun Lu E will have no one to protect her; that would be terrible for her and he thought, âThe reason sheâs in this danger is because of me. No matter what pain Iâm in I must endure it; hopefully the Valley Master will still have some love for his daughter and will come to save her.â As he thought about this, his thoughts of Xiao Longnu disappeared for the time being and the pain lessened; he said, âMiss Gongsun, donât be afraid, I think that your father will come for you. He hates me only and has always loved you; he must be feeling very regretful right now.â
Gongsun Lu E cried, âWhen my mother was alive, father really did love me. But after mother died, he became cold towards me. However, I know that⌠I know that in his heart he doesnât hate me.â She stopped for a while and thought of many strange and hard-to-explain things; she said, âBrother Yang, Iâve suddenly thought of something; my father has always been afraid of me.â
Yang Guo said surprised, âHeâs afraid of you? Thatâs strange.â
Lu E said, âI just feel that whenever my father sees me he doesnât seem to be at ease; itâs like heâs got something hidden in his heart and is afraid that I will find out about it. Over the past few years, heâs been avoiding me and doesnât want to see me.â
She had noticed that her fatherâs expression had been strange; though she wondered about this, she reached the same conclusion every time; the reason heâs changed is because he was deeply hurt by her motherâs passing away. But this time, falling into the crocodile pit was definitely her fatherâs plan. He had moved the pill cauldrons in the pill room to activate the collapsing floor. If her father hated Yang Guo and wanted to kill him, all he had to do was keep the antidote for the Passion Flower poison away from him and he would have little chance of living. Now that Yang Guo had fallen into the crocodile pit, the chance of him escaping death was next to none; so why did her father push her into the crocodile pit as well? What fatherly love was there in that push? This wasnât a slip due to anger, he had planned this. The more she thought about it, the sadder she became because it was becoming clearer and clearer to her. There were many words and actions of her father that she did not understand and just used the reason âeccentric behaviorâ to explain it all. Right now, as she thought, it appeared that the word âfearâ was more apt. Her father fearing her was something that she could never have conceived.
The crocodile pool broke out in a thrashing roar as all the crocodiles fought over the dead crocodile; theyâd stopped climbing up onto the rock face for the time being.
Yang Guo saw that she was deep in thought and asked, âMaybe your father has some kind of hidden secret and youâve somehow stumbled upon it by accident?â
Lu E shook her head and said, âNo. My fatherâs actions are honorable; he is very fair, and everyone in the valley had great respect for him. His treatment of you really is wrong; but he has never done such uncharacteristic things like this before.â
Yang Guo did not know about the past affairs of the Passionless Valley and so it was hard for him to help her guess what the reasons were behind all this.
The crocodile pool was deep underground and was cold like an ice cave; the two were wet and felt the effects even more. Yang Guo had trained on the Chilled Jade Bed and took no notice of such insignificant coldness; but Gongsun Lu E kept on shivering and searching for warmth in Yang Guoâs arms. Yang Guo knew that this girl would be feeling frightened and sad right now; as he watched the struggle in the crocodile pool he wanted to make her laugh. The crocodiles were opening their mouths and showing vicious teeth, looking extremely terrifying, so he laughed, âMiss Gongsun, weâre going to die together today; when you reincarnate in the next life, what do you want to reincarnate as? Whatever happens, I donât want to change into one of these unsightly crocodiles.â
Gongsun Lu E smiled a little and said, âThen you should change into a narcissus flower; itâs beautiful and fragrant, and itâs something that everyone loves.â
Yang Guo laughed, âThe only types of people who are worthy of changing into those kind of flowers are people like you. If itâs me, Iâll get changed into some ugly daisy or chrysanthemum.â
Lu E laughed, âIf the Yan Luo Wang (ruler of hell) tells you to change into a Passion Flower, would you?â
Yang Guo was silent and did not reply. He was feeling great resentment and thought, âWith Gu Guâs and my âPure Heart of the Jade Maiden Swordâ, that scoundrel is not our match. At the time he was on his back foot he was about to lose. But things had to happen this way. Gu Gu had been pierced by the Passion Flower in the sword room. When we were about to use swordplay which requires the users to be as one and to be filled with love to make use of its power, the poison prevented it. This is fate; I canât do anything about it. I wonder how Gu Gu is right now?â As soon as he thought about Xiao Longnu again, his body broke out in pain all over.
When Gongsun Lu E heard him stay silent, she knew that she shouldnât have mentioned the Passion Flower; she quickly changed the subject and said, âBrother Yang, youâre able to see the crocodiles while all I see in front of me is darkness.â
Yang Guo laughed, âThe crocodiles are extremely ugly, itâs better not to see them.â He patted her on the back gently to console her; but as soon as he touched her, he felt something cold, smooth and soft. Then he remembered how she undressed herself in front of her father in the pill room. She only had on her underwear; her shoulders and neck were uncovered. Yang Guo was slightly alarmed and quickly pulled back his hand.
Lu E thought about how he could see things in the dark; her semi clothed self would be seen clearly by him and she couldnât stop herself from calling out âOh no!â She automatically moved away a little.