From that day on I got serious about my rehabilitation. I moved my body desperately until I could move my body, my fingertips, my arms âŚâŚ what I mean is, move my brushes as I wanted them to. I moved my body as hard as I probably ever have in my life.
âHey, hey, hey, donât push yourself too hard, okay? You were bedridden for 10 days, alright?â (Fay)
âYes.â (Tougo)
â Donât push yourself too hard. I know you want to go back to the forest as soon as possible, butâŚâ (Fay)
âYeah. Because I want to draw as soon as possible.â (Tougo)
ââŚOh, youâre that kind.â (Fay)
I want to draw quickly. I want to draw him but I donât know if I cure him, but I still want to draw a Redgarde who is not injured and in a healthy state. If there is something I can do by drawing, I want to draw.
âŚWhile I was thinking that, I was moving my body.
âI see⌠you really like to draw, huh?â (Fay)
Redgarde let out a sigh while looking impressed.
âŚReally.
Yes. I really like drawing.
The picture materializes, the picture is reflected in the entity, the creature that shouldnât be there is created, and even if you remove all of that⌠yeah. I like it.
I like it. I like to draw. Thatâs right. I remember now.
ââŚof course.â (Tougo)
When I nodded and answered, RedgardeâŚ
âHey, Tougo you laughed!â (Fay)
He looked somewhat happy as he said that.
âYou always have that look on your face. Now, you have that kind of face, not the usual sulky one.â (Fay)
Do I sulk? I might be oblivious. But⌠yeah, well, if Iâm allowed to continue to paint as much as I want, Iâll probably end up making âthat kind of faceâ all the time. Iâm sure.
Soon my body was back in shape, and I was ready to paint.
So, I decided to go back to the forest with Redgarde to get my painting materials.
âOkay. You get on this one.â (Fay)
âŚand Iâm in trouble right away.
âUm⌠what is this?â (Tougo)
âHmm? Itâs my summoned beast.â (Fay)
In front of me is a wolf made of fire.
The wolf is bigger than me. And Redgarde is riding on the other one⌠He is riding a wolf.
âOh, itâs all right, man. They can run normally even if I ride them. Tougo is lighter than me, so donât worry about him. They are fire spirits, after all.â (Fay)
I gently touched the back of the flaming wolf while wondering if it was hot.
âŚFluff, I felt something lighter than fur. Then itâs warm.
âIâve told them about you Tougo so itâs okay.â (Fay)
ââŚI see.â (Tougo)
I took a chance and let myself climb on top of the flaming wolf.
Still, I was able to ride much more comfortably than I thought. âŚÂ The fire spirit seems to be changing the shape of the wolf to fit me. No wonder it fits just right.
âGood! Well, we canât go too fast, but letâs take it easy. Take it easy, okay.â (Fay)
And as soon as I got on the flaming wolf, Redgarde said that⌠and the two wolves started running at a great speed.
It took about two hours to reach the forest.
âŚIt was probably a âcanât go too fastâ speed, but it was too fast for me. Yeah, Iâm a little, a little tiredâŚ
âHi! Itâs been a while since Iâve seen you guys!â (Tougo)
And when I got to the forest house, there were a lot of horses there. Unicorns and pegasi, all came up to me.
âSee, just as I promised! I brought Tougo back safely!â (Fay)
Redgarde said, and a Pegasus patted him with a feather. I think it was a âgood jobâ kind of thing.
âIâm back.â (Tougo)
I greeted the horses, too, and they came closer and closer to me⌠It was a little painful to be pushed so tightly. I was also tickled by their feathers and tails, which made me quite ticklish.
âOh, youâre very popular, Tougo.â (Fay)
âHmm⌠move back a bit. I need to get some art supplies.â (Tougo)
I managed to get the horses to back off for now, and I headed back toward the house. When I came back with my bag of art supplies⌠I was surrounded by horses again.
âUm, just a minute.â (Tougo)
I screamed in protest, but the horses didnât back away. They didnât back away even an inch. Moreover, more and more horses came from deeper into the forest and surrounded us.
What should I do? I canât move with this.
ââŚdoes this mean we canât not go inside the house?â (Fay)
âYesâŚâ (Tougo)
âŚIt seems that Redgarde and I are not allowed to go back to Redgardeâs house.
I had no choice but to paint a picture of Redgarde here.
I felt sorry for Redgarde, but he also laughed and forgave them. âIf I bring Tougo back, Pegasus and the unicorns will get angry,â he said with amusement. yes. Certainly, they will feel angryâŚ
Redgarde sits comfortably on the sofa, and I set up my easel and a wooden board with watercolor paper stretched over it so that I am facing him. Then I decided to draw him.
This is the first time I will paint a figure like this. Itâs also the first time Iâve used such a large canvas⌠so Iâm a little, nervous.
But I have sketched Redgarde many times. I know enough about his face to be able to draw it to some extent without looking at him.
Even if he has a bandage covering half of his face or one arm wrapped in a bandage, I remember enough to be able to draw him without it.
âOkay! Make the drawing cool!â (Fay)
âYes.â (Tougo)
And best of all, his scarlet eyes are looking at me, shining powerfully.
âŚItâs okay. I can draw him properly.
The first day ended with a rough sketch. The first reason is that I didnât have the stamina to do it, and the second is that Redgarde didnât have the stamina to do it.
âŚItâs hard work being a model. It is absolutely hard to sit motionless for hours on end.
âOh, my body is stiffening!â (Fay)
âSorry.â (Tougo)
âHmm? Thatâs fine! As long as you draw me super cool!â (Fay)
Redgarde stood up from the sofa and came toward me, stretching out his arms.
âWhoa, let me see a little bit⌠Oh.â (Fay)
He peered into the draft⌠and his eyes blinked.
Naturally, what is on the drawing paper is the figure of Redgarde without any injuries.
Seeing that, he probably guessed what I was trying to do.
âNo way you⌠you are planning to cure me?â (Fay)
ââŚâŚyes.â (Tougo)
When I nodded while feeling a little nervous⌠Redgarde eyes blinked.
âWell, thatâsâŚâŚ Awesome!â (Fay)
He stared at the drawing paper for a good few seconds⌠and then, like a dam, he asked me,
âHow long will it take you to finish this? Oh, itâs fine, as long as you can handle it!â (Fay)
âEh, um⌠maybe about 3 daysâŚ?â (Tougo)
Iâll do the undercoat, add layers of color, and then add the details, maybe in three days. I really want to do it faster, but it may not be possible with my skills. So, the fastest I can is three days.
âŚIf I were to paint Redgarde, I felt that a heavy oil painting would be better than a light watercolor. But I wanted to do it fast anyway, so I chose watercolor, which dries much faster. Of course, itâs also because I was not used to oil paintings.
âI see! Iâm going to be cured in about three days! Thatâs great, Tougo! Youâre really amazing!â (Fay)
âWell, I am still not sure if youâll be cured.â (Tougo)
âYeah! Iâll be cured! Iâm going to be cured! Oh, Iâd better ask him to stop arranging the medicine. It will be wasted. Can I have this piece of paper?â (Fay)
âOh, here you go. Not⌠but, huh, what?â (Tougo)
Redgarde then took a piece of notepaper that was lying around, wrote something on it with a pencil⌠and suddenly produced a bird made of flame.
âŚThis is also his summoned beast, I guess. The bird made of flame came out of Redgardeâs earring, took the piece of paper from Redgarde, and flew out the window. Probably that bird is going back to Redgardeâs house.
âAll right! Iâve stopped arranging the medicine! And I told him Iâm staying here for about four more days, so it is all good!â (Fay)
âHuhâŚâŚ?â (Tougo)
Is that a good thing? Stopping the arrangement of medicine, isnât that a big deal?
Slowly, I get nervous, and my thoughts frozeâŚ
âŚBut, Redgarde patted my back and laughed.
âYou should be confident. You brought the Red Dragon back to life, right? Then surely, you can handle my injuries!â (Fay)
When he says that, I canât help but thinkâŚ
âŚYes. I will do my best, and make sure I succeed.
That day, I slept surrounded by horses. In a hammock outside.
âŚMy body was sluggish, and I feel like I should have slept on the bed, but the horses wanted to stay with me⌠Yeah, as expected, I gave in.
I went to sleep while in such a situation I didnât understand, with the horses packed under and next to the hammock. I was restless, but perhaps because I was tired or weak, I was able to fall asleep rather quickly.
By the next morning, I was feeling somewhat better.
I had been in the same condition before⌠but maybe it was horse therapy?
âPerhaps you were receiving magical energy from the Pegasi and Unicorns?â (Fay)
âHuh?â (Tougo)
That day, while I was painting Redgarde again, he gave me his opinion about horse therapy.
I understood it, but I didnât know if he was right or notâŚ
âI heard that they sometimes share their magic power with those they are close to.â (Fay)
âŚCertainly, the horses are surrounding me while taking turns.
However, even if I remember such things, I donât know what really is happening.
âIsnât that why they want to sleep with you? When youâre weak due to lack of mana, they want to share their mana with you, arenât these brave guys like that?â (Fay)
In response to Redgarde asking that question, I feel a little sorry⌠I will listen.
ââŚwhat is magic?â (Tougo)
âHuh? Oh, I see, you donât even understand that kind of thing! Ah, I see!â (Fay)
And I immediately feel a cross-cultural barrier. Iâm sure Redgarde is feeling it too. Yeah, Iâm sorry.
âWell, you see, magic is power. Magic is what makes things happen, and living creatures live by magic. Itâs in the body, and to some extent, it flows outside the body. Umm⌠like blood, you know what I mean?â (Fay)
âI seeâŚâ (Tougo)
Somehow, I think, âThatâs how it is,â when decided to ask. I just answered, âI see,â but I donât really understand it.
âSo, look, because I have so little magic power since I was young, I can only have a contract with summoned beasts that really like me. However, I canât summon them for very long. Iâm not sure how the Red Dragon became my summoned beast⌠Why did they like me that much? Iâm not sure how it happened. Itâs obvious that I donât have enough magic powerâŚâ (Fay)
ââŚMaybe itâs because I drew them with your blood. I drew the eyes with your blood. Maybe thatâs why he thinks youâre their parent.â (Tougo)
âI-Is that so? Hmm⌠I donât think they consider me as their parent, but itâs true that if it was drawn using my blood, it would be strange if they were made with my magic. Well then, Iâm convinced that weâre compatible.â (Fay)
What? You said earlier that âmagic power is like blood,â but is blood really like magic power? Iâm not sure anymore.
ââŚWell, itâs fine. Iâm not sure if Iâm going to bring it back or not, but itâs a delicate point. Magic is also a matter of affinity. It depends on the person, the magical beast, and the magic power⌠there are many things that donât match. For example, my magic is compatible with fire magic, but not with other magic.â (Fay)
I see. So⌠if materializing my paintings is using magic, does that mean that my magical powers match the magic of the paintings?
âThat means youâre compatible with Unicorns and Pegasus.â (Fay)
âYeah⌠maybe.â (Tougo)
Itâs nice to be able to get along with horses. yes. I donât know what it means, but it is good.
âWell then⌠letâs get back to the topic this time. Okay? Tougo. âHumans may die when their magical power runs out.â Remember this properly.â (Fay)
âWhat?â (Tougo)
I wondered if my paintings are magic, and I was taken aback. In other wordsâŚ
âWhen you materialize a picture, you are probably consuming magic power. So, when youâre drawing too much, you faint, in essence, you fainted from lack of magic power.â (Fay)
âŚWhen I think about it, somehow, there are scenarios that come to mind.
When I healed a Pegasusâ wings and fainted, I felt something slipping out of my body. Huh, I wonder if it means that the magical power is gone.
Then, here comesâŚâHumans may die when their magical power runs out.ââŚ
ââŚIn other words, the reason I didnât wake up for 10 days this timeâŚâ (Tougo)
When I timidly asked, Redgarde nodded slowly and gravely and saidâŚ
âIf something went wrong, it could become more dangerous.â (Tougo)
Even if I could die, I will never stop drawing.
Even if I die, Iâm going to paint. Iâm going to die if I canât paint anymore.
But⌠yeah. I want to draw for as long as possibleâŚ