While they were getting acquainted with each other, the airship had already arrived at the Cheng family home.
Cheng Lin greeted them warmly and reached out to pick up the small hamster, pushing her son aside.Yan âYan is finally back. I missed you so much. â Cheng Lin chatted as she brought over a small snack and handed it to the little hamster.
An Yan squeaked twice and happily nibbled on the snack.
Cheng Yi sat across the table and took the initiative to say, âMother, I have something to tell you.â
Cheng Lin didnât even look at him and said carelessly, âWhat is it?â
Cheng Yi was talking to his mother, but his eyes were on the little one.
Cheng Yi stared at the little hamster as he said, âI have confessed my love to An Yan.â
The little hamster dropped the treats in its paws.
What? What? What are you talking about? Do you know whom youâre talking to right now!
And I was the one who confessed my love to you, so why did you say the opposite?
Cheng Lin was also startled. She finally turned and looked her in the eye and asked excitedly, âYouâve already confessed to An Yan? Tell us how he rejected you.â
Cheng Yi: ââŠâŠâ This reaction was indeed expected from mother.
An Yan was also confused by Cheng Linâs attitude. Why didnât she sound surprised at all?
Cheng Yi replied, with a bit of complacent, âYan Yan did not reject me.â
âHe didnât reject you?â Cheng Lin raised her eyebrows slightly, and then said with understanding, âThen he must have been concerned about your pride, so he didnât reject you to your face.â
Cheng Yi: ââŠâŠâ Mother, can you look at my expression before you speak?
An Yan: ââŠ" Why did it sound wrong the more I listen?
Cheng Yang, on the other hand, had seen enough of the hilarity and smiled, âMother, you misunderstood what big brother meant. Yan Yan actually likes big brother too. â
Cheng Linâs face immediately showed obvious surprise and disbelief: âHow is that possible? An Yan is such a good kid. How could she possibly like your big brother? â
Cheng Yang scratched his head, âI also think itâs quite strange. Maybe Yan Yanâs aesthetic is not the same as normal people. â
Cheng Yi, who had received two heavy blows in quick succession, couldnât help rubbing his forehead. Was this really his family?
An Yan picked up the snacks again and looked at Cheng Yi sympathetically as he continued to nibble happily.
Although surprised by the Cheng familyâs attitude towards this matter, he had to say that this family were really good people.
Cheng Yi, who felt the little oneâs sympathetic gaze: ââŠâ It hurts even more.
But ridicule aside, Cheng Lin quickly asked another key question, âSo did you tell An Yan about your issues?â
Cheng Yiâs gaze flickered slightly: â⊠not yet.â
In fact, he wanted to tell An Yan about his issues the day he took the initiative to contact him. However, things developed in a completely different way from what he expected, and he did not have the chance to confess to the little one.
Cheng Lin said disapprovingly, âAh Yi, itâs not right for you to do this. You should take the initiative to confess your problem since you have decided to confess your feelings to An Yan.â
Cheng Yi felt guilty and said, âI will tell An Yan as soon as possible.â
An Yan nibbled on the snack while giving Cheng Yi an inquisitive look. What exactly were they talking about?
Cheng Yi felt An Yanâs gaze and hesitated for a moment before standing up and saying, âIâll take Yan Yan to rest.â
Cheng Lin hurriedly protected the little hamster in her arms, âItâs not even ten oâclock yet. When did you start going to bed so early?â
âI want to confess to Yan Yan.â Mentioning the confession made Cheng Yi feel nervous.
Cheng Lin hurriedly waved her hand and urged, âThen go and confess to An Yan. I will take care of Yan Yan for you.â
Cheng Yi said frankly, âI donât have the courage to confess without Yan Yan with me.â
Cheng Lin raised her eyebrows and said, âDonât fool me with this kind of talk. Yan Yan canât confess for you, so whatâs the use of having him with you?â
Cheng Yi insisted, âHeâs useful.â
Without waiting for Cheng Lin to continue her rebuttal, Cheng Yi asked the little one first, âIs Yan Yan willing to go with me?â
An Yan was curious about what they were talking about, and he couldnât be bothered to continue nibbling on the snacks. He nodded, âSqueak squeak!â I do, I do!
He dropped the snack and stretched out two little paws, begging to be held.
Cheng Yi smiled faintly and carried the little one from his depressed motherâs arms. âThen weâll go to the bedroom first.â
Cheng Linâs helpless voice came from behind, âIâm going to take Yan Yan out to play tomorrow. So get up early! â
âGot it.â Cheng Yi said l.
They returned to his room, and Cheng Yi laid the little one on his bed. He half knelt down beside the bed and looked at An Yan solemnly. âYan Yan, I have something to confess to you.â
An Yan felt nervous for some reason. He was about to change back into his human form, but Cheng Yi gently pressed the top of his head, âJust listen to me like this, Yan Yan.â
Cheng Yi was already feeling slightly nervous infront of the hamster form. He would definitely get more nervous if the little one changed back to human form.
Cheng Yi was speaking so seriously and An Yan Yan could only nod obediently, âSqueak.â Go ahead then.
Cheng Yi inhaled deeply and began to confess quietly, âDoes Yan know the exact animal traits Iâm carrying on my body?
âYan shook his head. He only knew Cheng Yi carried animal traits of the white tiger, but he didnât know exactly where they manifested nor had he ever seen them before.
âActually,â Cheng Yiâs voice gave a slight pause before he continued in a softer voice, âthe animal features on my body areâŠâ
The last few words were so difficult to say that Cheng Yiâs voice was almost inaudible.
An Yan didnât hear it and asked curiously, âSqueak?â Where did you just say it was?
A suspicious thin blush rose on Cheng Yiâs face, and even the tips of his ears flushed. He happened to glance at the little oneâs innocent beady eyes, and his heart inexplicably calmed down again.
At the same time, he felt like laughing and crying. Given the little guyâs innocence, he wouldnât think much of it, even if he took it out and showed it to him. What was he so shy about?
Having figured this out, Cheng Yi did not shy away from telling the truth. Cheng Yi could not help but express his gratitude, âPerhaps I would have ended up alone if I had not met you.â
An Yan didnât think much of it, and he didnât look at Cheng Yi with much sympathy either. Instead, he cocked his head a little suspiciously.
He knew that some humans carried animal features that would indeed affect their lives. For example, some humansâ hands had animal claws, making it inconvenient for them to do many things.
But how could this impact Cheng Yiâs life so much as he says?
From Cheng Yiâs words, it seemed like a very serious issue, otherwise he wouldnât have said heâd end up alone.
An Yan couldnât understand it for a while, and could only put it down to insufficient knowledge of human life.
Cheng Yi watched An Yanâs expression. Although he didnât say anything, the expression on his face expressed all his thoughts. The little one was too innocent and still knew nothing about some things.
So the question was, since the little one didnât understand, shouldnât he, as the little oneâs lover, do his duty to help him understand?
This thought made Cheng Yiâs eyes darken and his body get a little hotter, but he quickly forced the thought down. Some things should, of course, be taught, but they shouldnât be now.
Cheng Yi took a deep breath and said, âThis is what I wanted to confess to Yan Yan. Can Yan Yan accept this?â
An Yan did not hesitate to nod his head. Of course, he could accept it.
Cheng Yi asked, âIf one day, for some reason, I go back to the way I was, would Yan Yan not mind?â
An Yan continued to nod his head. Of course he wouldnât mind.
Cheng Yi smiled and rubbed the little oneâs head, âThank you, Yan Yan.â
An Yan held Cheng Yiâs finger with his little paw and gently rubbed it against his palm, âSqueak, squeak.â Whatâs the point of thanking me? Itâs nothing in the first place.
The two of them interacted intimately for a while, and Cheng Yi suddenly sighed helplessly, âDid Yan Yan see that just now? My family thinks Iâm not good enough for you.â
An Yan paused slightly, then hurriedly changed back to human form and said soothingly, âI think Auntie and Yang Yang said that because they donât know me well enough, and they donât know you well enough either. If they knew how good you were, they definitely wouldnât say that. â
An Yan was half-kneeling on the bed, comforting Cheng Yi with a concerned face. Cheng Yiâs Adams apple rolled uncontrollably and his voice was a little hoarse: âIs that so?â
An Yan nodded, âItâs definitely true, so you mustnât be sad, senior.â
âActually,â the corner of Cheng Yiâs mouth curved into a bitter smile, âI feel the same way. Iâm not as good as you think I am, and youâre also a lot better than you think you are.â
âThatâs not true!â An Yan sternly retorted, âI think the truth is the other way around. Itâs you who doesnât realize how good you really are!â
âIâm happy that Yan Yan thinks that,â Cheng Yi rubbed An Yanâs head, but there was still some bitterness to his voice, âbut I still feel that I donât deserve you.â
âSenior, you mustnât think like that, youâre really good!â An Yan said a little anxiously, âI really like you! And havenât we confessed our love for each other and gotten together already?â