Episode 123: To Crush a Broken Heart (I)
Heinrich realized the moment he saw a child who resembled his biological father.
The newborn baby in a warm blanket.
A child who slept soundly as he peered in through the window, shivering from the cold.
A child who was carefully born into a perfect family.
He was different from him from the start.
The boy seemed to be around 12-years-old, and when Heinrich looked into his bright eyes, he was enveloped in strange feelings.
And the feeling of that time came back to him.
Looking at the white and small infant, Heinrich at the time seemed to have felt a little affection.
âIt must be my brother⊠prettyâŠâ
âThatâs what he said.
And the feeling sharper than that faint affectionâŠ
âŠWas envy of the child.
But even the feeling of envy seemed to be a crime against his mother, so young Heinrich hid his emotions tightly and swallowed them.
The emotions of that time covered Heinrich in an instant.
Overall, it was an unpleasant feeling.
The child looked at Heinrichâs face, and then quickly removed his hand in surprise.
âSorry! I thought it was someone I knew. You look so alike.â
The child didnât seem to know Heinrich.
The nine great wizard families who live in the Magic Tower occupied only the 99th floor, so they didnât show up often in the social world.
Besides, a child this young wouldnât even be able to participate in the wizardâs meeting held in the tower.
âIâm Eric! The eldest son of Grand Duke Valentino!â
âAre you a distant relative of our family?!â
Eric asked with a face that had never been hurt in his life. The child didnât even look bound by aristocratic formality.
The emotions such as âdiscipline, responsibility, and oppressionâ that noble children had as a side effect of high status were not visible on his face.
As if he had grown up very nicely.
People who have gone through a difficult childhood often feel intimidated by the aura that radiated such brightness and preciousness, but Heinrich thought to himself.
âWhat is this bastard?â
He made the mistake of grabbing the waist of the person he saw for the first time and started talking in a bright way. Not knowing who he was talking to, being rude.
It was a situation that an average person would think, âAm I being too harsh on a child?!â
However, Heinrich, being honest with his feelings, just frowned.
It was then that the childâs eyes trembled.
At that moment, a woman rushed over and grabbed Ericâs hand.
As if to protect him from Heinrich.
âH-Hello. Your Excellency, Grand Duke Hyacinth.â
She seemed to know Heinrich.
âOur Grand Prince did not recognize you and committed disrespect. My name is Mislyn Blanchet, the maid working in the Grand Duchy of Valentino.â
Blanchet was of a marquis family.
She was a middle-aged woman with no sense of incompatibility even if she had a child as old as Heinrich.
Heinrich looked at her expressionlessly.
âThe master is waiting for you. I will take you to him.â
Eric left with the other attendants with a gloomy face, and Heinrich followed Mislynâs guidance.
After passing through the public space on the 99th floor, a corridor that extended into nine branches came out.
She opened her mouth and said while guiding him into the first hallway.
âIâm sorry to say this, but Iâve always been watching you, Grand Duke Hyacinth.â
âAll the servants know.â
Usually, people only thought that Heinrich merely resembled Grand Duke Valentinoâs characteristics (eye and hair color).
Sshhhâ They would whisper, asking if Heinrich was actually a close relative, but became an orphan for some reason.
Even so, the Grand Duke Valentino mercilessly refused to take in the relative and pretended not to know that he was adopted elsewhere.
But at least, the servants knew the truth.
That a courtesan had his child.
And that he coldly abandoned her.
Heinrichâs eyes hardened and he raised the corners of his lips.
It was a terribly cold smile.
âOh, I almost crossed the line.â
A woman named Mislyn, startled by his bleak eyes, immediately bowed her head. Her body trembled in fear.
At that moment, a servant who doubles as a gatekeeper appeared, and she nodded her head politely.
âPlease wait a moment, Iâll go through the procedure, Grand Duke Hyacinth.â
The Archmageâs residence on the 99th floor of the Magic Tower has always had an entrance procedure woven by complicated magic.
âMadam Mislyn, your master is looking for you.â
Mislyn, terrified, swallowed her saliva and left, as if her life was miraculously saved.
Heinrich only frowned unpleasantly, but did not catch her and make a fuss.
âAnyway, he was right in front of his biological fatherâs residence.
A muttering conversation could be heard from the corner of the tower.
âI think the master is trying to apologize today. His Excellency the Grand Duke will soon be the full-fledged master of the tower, and he will see him often in the future.â
âMy father, he wants to apologize to me?â
âI agree with you. As people get older, they tend to dwell on past mistakes⊠Itâs late, but I canât imagine how much he wouldâve thought of a son who he didnât treat well?â
âIâm glad he realized right now.â
âItâs understandable that heâs sorry. Such a genius son would have been the light of the family.â
Heinrich could hear soft conversations from afar thanks to his highly developed magical powers, and the servants did not even know he was eavesdropping.
They just disappeared after turning the corner.
After the procedure was over, and Heinrich could finally enter the drawing room, he was confused by the feelings that were tangling up.
âWhat are these feelings?â
He felt his chest tighten.
âI canât believe heâs going to apologize.â
Only one thing seemed to be clear.
âââââ±ââ°ââââ
Duncan opened his mouth. About the whole story.
âHe was anxious from the beginning.â
âFrom the first day we arrived on the island.â
âTo the extent that he would rather say that the past 10 years of being crazy have been more comfortable.
Heinrich, who found Annette in Bayonaire, was always nervous and unsure.
âWhy donât you go to bed?â
Heinrich replied, standing and staring at the little log house on the hill.
âIf I fall asleep, I think Sister will leave forever in the meantime.â
âShe used to try to sneak away when I was asleep.â
âDidnât Miss Annette promise not to leave?â
Heinrichâs lips rose bitterly.
âShe did it when she left me.â
Even at the time when she locked him up and left him coldly forever. He actually wanted to ask, âHow can you leave me and go away?â
âI canât live a single day without you, youâre all I have.â
But in their reunion, Annette was so precious and sweet that Heinrich dared not even blame her.
Swallowing anxiety aloneâŠ
The little piece of affection she gave him was like poison and he couldnât help but put it in his mouth.
âDuncan, I found a way. How to make Sister unable to leave.â
Heinrich said that if Gerard found her, she would have no choice but to marry him.
âIf she doesnât want to be registered with Gerard, marriage is the easiest way for now.â
âIâm not sure if Iâm the man most attractive to her.â
Heinrich was completely convinced.
âBut Iâm probably the most comfortable person to marry. Iâm going to seduce her through a âcontract marriageâ.â
After listening, Duncan asked,
âDo you want to take Miss Annette to El Dorado, where you live?â
âWhat are you talking about? It doesnât matter where I live. If Sister likes it, I can make bread for the rest of my life on a small island. HoweverâŠâ
âIf I donât do this, Sister will leave me. Or go to Sislin.â
Saying that, Heinrich had an anxious look like an 11-year-old boy.
He wanted to do something bad because he was afraid that the affection of the girl he loved would be taken away.
Just like when he secretly told the location of the hideout to incite the model student.
Heinrichâs heart had not grown at all since Annette left and remained the same.
âIf Miss Annette finds out laterââ
âSister shouldnât know that I did something bad.â
The narrowed purple eyes felt arrogant as usual, but his eyes gleamed with an anxiety that he could not hide.
Anyway, Gerard was bound to come soon.
Sislin and Heinrich could not stay on Bayonaire Island indefinitely.
The two were already rumored to be looking for Annette, therefore, Gerard would be suspicious if both were away from the capital for a long time.
In turn, Gerard had no choice but to notice at any time.
If Annette found out about this, she would leave Bayonaire and run away again.
Heinrich looked out of the window and muttered expressionlessly.
âI know. Iâm not normal.â
âBut thatâs all. How else can I be with Annette?â
âSister, Iâm sorry.â
Like someone said, itâs like a Vivantum with a broken part somewhere in his brain.
But he didnât know any other way.
âHow can I catch youâŠâ
âHow can I not be left alone?â
âHow can I make you love me even as much as a single piece of my heart that loves you madly?â
It was killing him more and more.
âAnnette, save me. No, kill me.â
âLet me know how you can drive this dark and terrible anxiety away.â