âEven though Aaron-nim looks young, his behavior is the same as the grandfather next door!â
Throughout the conversation, the things he does is to make me eat this and that, he feeds me so much.
Even though it is dinner time, I am not hungry.
As he tenderly saw myself being very angry, I could sense a relief in Dillianâs voice.
âSo it was to respect the old man. You were just chatting with your grandfather, so I misunderstood.â
âRespect the old manâŚ.â
I touched my forehead.
How does he let his thoughts flow like that?
I looked around belatedly. Fortunately, there was no one to hear.
Itâs a good thing that this is a garden that people donât often visit, I almost became a woman playing with Dillian.
âAs expected, I canât. Next time I will go with you.â
âDonât say stupid things. It hurts for you just by touching the divine power, where will you go? Sir Dillian, donât you know how painful it was when you were in the Great Temple?â
As I slapped him in the back, Dillian laughed happily.
âHow can I not know? Itâs a place that is opposite to me, isnât it?â
âYou know, and you want to go there again? Donât shout at me. Never go!â
âSeeing you like this makes me want to go. Then miss Ria will take more care of me, right?â
Huh, duh. It makes me very concerned, how can you like it so much?
âDonât laugh. None of that is nice.â
I lifted my index fingers and pressed both ends of his lips together.
Neither smiling nor crying, Dillian, with a strange face, opened his mouth and bit my finger.
âUgh? What, what did you do?â
âDidnât you put it in my mouth to ask for it? I thought you said to bite it.â
Is he a dog? Why are you biting a handâŚ.
Haha, Dillian burst into a laugh, on my face that was confused.
âLetâs go together. If miss Ria is by my side, it wonât hurt at all.â
I felt frustrated at the familiar words, and I was angry at his casual and blunt attitude.
Like a fool. Donât get used to the pain.
As I was wheezing and swallowing my anger alone, unable to speak, Dillianâs thumb brushed under my eyes.
âThatâs the kind of eyes you had again.â
âWhat kind?â
âYou have eyes that say youâre going to die because youâre worried about me.â
â⌠Me?â
You said itâs the eyes that say I was going to die because of worry? Not the eyes that say I was going to die from anger?
âI think my seduction is working.â
Suddenly, Dillian leaned in and kissed my cheek.
The accident was stopped by the ringing sound and the warm heat.
âI wish I could eat this too.â
âAh! Seriously, do not approach today! No skinship!â
âWhat did you say? I canât hear you.â
âAre you really going to do this?!â
âDo you want to do it one more time?â
âArgh! Just go away!â
I told him to go away, but I was the first to push him and run away. I covered my red face and ran as hard as I could.
Behind my back, a roar of laughter rang out for a long time.
Chapter 11. Mission Given To Her (2)
I managed to escape from Dillian and ran to the room, then I dug into the blanket.
It was time to go to bed, but strangely, I couldnât sleep.
It was because of the oracle I heard from Aaron.
âAm I really the child of destiny?â
I rolled over and looked for Nathan.
It is said that the divine creature existed even before the empire was founded. Maybe Nathan knew about the oracle.
âNathan, sleeping?â
âHmmmâŚ.â
âYou sleptâŚ.â
I gently stroked Nathanâs head as he was tossing and turning with a mumbling sound.
âI really wanted to ask if the oracle is true.â
After looking at him for a while, I quietly stood up.
I lit a lamp small enough not to disturb Nathanâs sleep, and opened the desk drawer.
âIf I look at this, maybe I will get something.â
I opened the book that Aaron had given me.
The beginning was as Aaron said.
From the first Saintess picked up and raised a small and insignificant lump, those are all things I already know.
[â â chased after me like a duckling that woke up from an egg.]
âI canât see the name.â
I flipped through the back page and tried to find the erased name, but everything else was likewise obscured.
[He followed everything I did and wanted to be loved by me.]
Thinking back on it, I was confused. How can I read ancient languages? It was a new language which was also written in difficult words.
Is it because Iâm the child of destiny?
It felt as if you were being nailed down that you could never get out of there.
[He was a bright and clever child. If I taught one, he knew ten, so I gave the child the knowledge I had.]
Perhaps the Saintess was very fond of the Darkness, and affection could be felt through the letter.
[The child who acquired the language and learned about society, throws off his beast-like appearance, and begins to gradually transform into a human being. Not only the thoughts, but also the appearance.]
At the corner of the book was a picture of a round ball turning into a little boy.
[Then one day, the child began to change.]
As the story became more and more interesting, I took my eyes off the picture and turned the page.
But there was no backstory. I narrowed my eyes at the blank paper.
âWhy isnât it here?â
I quickly turned the pages. The story did not continue until the sixth page.
When I turned the tenth page, then the story started again.
âWhat the? So why did he change?â
The evil deedsâ story of the Darkness was just hanging, and it didnât tell why he had changed.
Returning to the blank page, I picked up the book and lit it with a candle.
âIn a mystery novel, when you shine the light like this, hidden letters will become visible, but this is not the case here.â
I frowned at the pain I felt at my fingertips as I put down the book in a sullen mood.
âAh.â
Getting cut by the end of the paper, blood began to form on the index finger.
âGetting cut by the paper hurts a bitâŚ.â
After reflexively releasing the divine power, I opened my eyes to the blurry letters on the paper.
âNo way, is it because of divine power?â
Just in case, I put my hand on the book and released divine power, and the letters began to be engraved on the blank pages with a soft light.
I read along as the letters became clearer and clearer.
âAfter that person appearedâŚ? That person?â
Who was that person and why did the Darkness change?
I was frantically immersed in the story.
[With Fatherâs will, I walked towards that person. However, the injury was so severe that he could not leave immediately.]
[Is this cohabitation�]
[I thought he was a cold person, but surprisingly, he was a person with a lot of laughter.]
[I think itâs a little cute.]
[He told me to leave with him. I canât do that, I have to protect this place. Even though I know itâs definitely not possible, my heart keeps pounding.]
Reading so far, I blinked blankly.
â⌠What is it, it feels like Iâm peeking into someoneâs love story.â
So, this was the love diary of the first Saintess.
âIs that why you deliberately hid it?â
Indeed, even me would want to hide this kind of tickling love story.
Itâs too embarrassing to show this to the future generations.
[The first thing that noticed this feeling in my heart was neither him nor me⌠It was Koma.]
âKomaâŚ?â
The Darkness must have had a proper name then.
Surprised by the name of the Darkness that appeared for the first time, I pressed my face close as if I was going into the book.
[Maybe wondering that my affection for him might be stolen, Koma hated him as the days went on. It was just enough to convey his dark feelings to me.
I tried to soothe him, who started to grow up to be crooked, but he had already left my hand.]
The content behind this was as read in the temple.
[Koma devoured everything, and gradually grew in size. His negative emotions soon became a curse.]
The Darkness that gained power devoured the Saintessâs surroundings one by one, and at the end tried to swallow the world.
[At that moment, the oracle came down. I heard His voice telling me to get rid of KomaâŚ. Can I kill that child?]
Traces of erasing and writing were found in several places. It was a sign that the Saintess was worried.
She looked heartbroken at the fact that she had to kill the Darkness she had grown with her own hands.
But soon after, the Saintessâs anger exploded.
[Koma touched that person. I tried to stop it, but it was too late. Itâs impossible on my own power. The evil energy of the curse was so strong that it weighed on my power.]
[I will erase the childâs name from the world. That child doesnât deserve a name.]
The diary did not last long. And ten days have passed.
[⌠With that personâs sacrifice, I sealed it. After completing my mission, I also want to follow him.]
âIt was sealed at the end of Roheim, in the oak tree. No one can find it, no one can break the seal, in the deepest and most sacred placeâŚ.â
Oak tree? Just by looking at this, I had no idea where the hell it was.
But how did Lexter find it?
[Someday, the day this diary is found will come. I leave this record for that day.]
[Remember, this is the last chance he gave me, and this is a test.]
[I must not fail. I must succeed for that person who gave everything for me.]
âTest?â
Reading along the message she left, I took a deep breath at the name engraved on the last page.
[Donât forget, Ria. Everything is to protect that person.]
***
I thought I could get something from the diary, but it only accumulated more frustration.
After staring blankly at the front for a while, I lay down on the bed as if collapsed. And I fell into a sleep I thought would never come.
âRia.â
I woke up to the voice calling me.
When I opened my eyes, the face I had once seen in my dream was looking at me.
I instinctively woke up to that familiar yet unfamiliar face.
âOh, this is a dream.â
It felt like reality, but it was definitely a dream.
First, it was my dream, but it wasnât mine.
Then it was my body, but it wasnât mine either.
I reached out in ambiguity whether it was a dream or reality.
The hand moving towards the man trembled. It felt like my heart would be ripped apart by the burning eyes looking at me.
âWhy, why did you do that?â
A voice mingled with weeping tremble uncontrollably.
With tears in my eyes, I cling to the man.
âWhy did you do that, why the hell did you do that!â