There was no resentment towards me in my fatherâs voice.
It was beyond my comprehension. Why donât you blame me when we suffered damage because of me?
âDuke.â
âYour Highness, thank you for coming at such a late hour.â
The father also did not forget to greet Caesar.
His voice was so calm that I wondered if he had heard the news.
âIâm ashamed. Itâs all my fault.â
Caesar bowed his head in agony. Instead of scolding Caesar for that, my father patted him on the shoulder as he did to me.
âNo, itâs fine. Nothing has happened yet, Your Highness.â
Has nothing happened?
Leonard was currently under arrest by the White Knights.
They wouldnât make things hard for a high-ranking aristocrat, but it was impossible to predict how much impact this would have.
âCome on, letâs sit down. Letâs sit down and talk.â
At Fatherâs suggestion, the three of us sat down again with guilty feelings.
In the indignation that hadnât subsided, I ground my teeth.
The empressâs expression was still in front of me, and Yulika stood by her with a stupid look.
âHow cowardly.â
The anger didnât go away.
âAre you sure Sir Horio has joined hands with the empress?â
It was Hamilton who answered Fatherâs question.
âThat is our question as well. There was no sign of that.â
âItâs not that theyâre on the same side. It might be that their weakness has been caught.â
Caesar mumbled that with a sad expression on his face.
âMost of the nobles in the gray zone leaned toward us. It doesnât make sense to use such a mean move and stick with the empress.â
Caesarâs words were valid.
They attacked Peresca by framing Leonard.
In other words, if Leonardâs innocence were revealed, the damage Horioâs family would receive would be more significant.
âThe empress wouldnât have made such a big move if there was nothing to gain from it.â
If there is no benefit, it must be because there is harm.
What is the harm?
âAs expected, Iâm sorry. I should have doubted Sir Horioâs invitation.â
I covered my face and sighed.
âItâs not Helenaâs fault. The fact that Horio was attached to the empressâs side was information we didnât even know.â
âYes, Princess. You canât doubt everyone, can you? Do not blame yourself.â
Caesar and Hamilton comforted me, but it was no use.
My father groaned low and agonized for a while, then he spoke again in a serious voice.
âI doubt itâs the Peresca that the empress is after.â
âI think so.â
Caesar agreed.
And I, too, think so.
âThe Red Knights stole the documents because they were wary of the White Knights⊠thatâs a small thing that can be covered up to an extent. Thatâs not going to hurt Peresca or Caesar.â
Although it could damage Leonardâs reputation, the case was weak enough to attack Peresca as a whole.
âWhat was the biggest blow to the empress?â
Father asked.
It must have been a question that my father himself already knew the answer to.
I replied blankly as if muttering to myself.
âThe monsters subjugationâŠâ
Thatâs right. Itâs me.
The crown princess candidate who appeared like a comet. An influential person who overcame the monsters. Favored by the emperor and became the main character of the party hosted by the imperial family.
âBut if she was targeting the princess, she could have pretended that the princess had stolen her papers. The princess was also in the room.â
Hamilton objected.
But Caesar shook his head.
âHelena has no reason to pursue the White Knightsâ documents. On the flip side, it wouldâve been more plausible if it was the young duke.â
âIf this is true, theyâll be asking for a deal soon.â
Father took Caesarâs words and concluded.
âHelena.â
âYes, Father.â
âDonât respond.â
â⊠What?!â
Caesar, Hamilton, and I were all surprised. I thought my father had made a slip of the tongue.
But Fatherâs expression was firm.
âOnce you respond to the cowardly means, the other side will continue to attack you like this.â
âBut then, Brotherâ!â
âItâs embarrassing, but itâs not a big deal. There will be plenty of opportunities to restore our honor and to reveal our innocence.â
My father was calmer than I thought.
No, heâs not.
When he came running through this heavy rain, there must have been that much anxiety and impatience. Why wouldnât there be?
âIt must have been one of the servants who put the papers in the young dukeâs cloak. We will find someone who will confess if we go through them.â
Caesar said sarcastically. His voice was low and hoarse, but everyone could feel his suppressed anger.
âThank you for coming out, Your Highness.â
âIt happened because of me. Of course I have to step up.â
âIt will be fine. Leonard is not that weak,â said Father.
It must have been a word to soften the atmosphere, but now even such words fell to the bottom like a lead.
I touched my forehead. I felt a throbbing sensation in my head.
***
âHelena.â
After the guests left, Father called me up when I was about to return to my room.
âYou look lost.â
âIâm sorry.â
I bowed my head again.
My father hugged my shoulder and said affectionately.
âDonât worry about anything. You donât have to do anything. Stay safe until the job is done.â
â⊠What?â
I lifted my head again at the unexpected words and looked at my father. I felt a strain on my forehead.
âI just want to tell you thatâŠâ
My father smiled bitterly at the look on my face.
âYou are not that kind of child. Am I right?â
âFatherâŠâ
âHow long are you going to be silent? How long are you going to keep thinking about your fault?â
My father said in a reproachful voice.
And the way he spoke was more relaxed than when he gently embraced me.
âSince we had decided to stand on His Highnessâ side, we should have been prepared for this. I told you this path isnât romantic. Did you forget?â
âNo, I remember.â
âGood. My children are by no means weak, right?â
âYes, Father.â
âTell me what youâre going to do.â
My throbbing head cleared.
My nervousness calmed down.
âIâm going to kill all the guys who dared to bully my brother.â
My father did not get angry at the crude, vulgar remarks. He just laughed out loud.
âYes, thatâs my daughter.â
He just laughed out loud.
***
There was only one thing the empress couldâve asked of me to bring back the atmosphere inclined toward Caesar, back toward them.
Conceive the position of the crown princess to Yulika Brande.
I was reminded of that fact after receiving the empressâ invitation early in the morning.
âMy lady. Can you not go?â
Bessie, who came to my room, said to me with an anxious look and voice.
âThe young master isnât here, and Iâm so worried that something might also go wrong with the lady.â
âItâs okay. Iâm going to pick my brother up. Nothing could go wrong.â
âHow could this happen to our good young masterâŠâ
Bessie muttered with a face that looked like she was about to burst into tears at any moment.
âBessie, come here. Hug me.â
âMy ladyâŠ!â
Bessie came over to me and hugged me. I patted Bessie, who was sobbing.
âNothing will happen. No one dares to touch Peresca.â
Yeah, no one touches my people.
Because I will protect them.
Soon, with a knock, the butler Kegor entered. He remained steadfast in this situation, resembling Father.
âMy lady, the carriage is ready.â
âThank you. Iâll go down.â
After comforting Bessie, I went down to the first floor. Agoth, waiting at the entrance, greeted me with determined eyes.
As I got into the carriage, I said to Agoth.
âWhen we arrive, do not enter the imperial palace and wait in the carriage. You have to be careful what you say and what you hear.â
âYes, my lady.â
âDonât move recklessly if someone approaches you to help you or if they show strange signs. We canât trust anyone right now.â
âIâll keep that in mind.â
Agoth nodded solemnly. That solemnity was too much, and I burst into laughter.
âBessie was crying.â
âReally?â
âAre you okay, Agoth?â
âItâs not that Iâm okayâŠâ
Agoth frowned and looked into the air. She seemed to be thinking. Should I cry, too?
âI, um⊠When the master returns to the mansion, I will cry.â
Agothâs tears were a foreshadowing.
Somehow, I felt like the remaining tension was a little relieved.
âWhen I went to slay the dragon, it was more enjoyable than this.â
At that time, I felt like If I die, Iâll die.
I think I know now. Itâs actually not that scary for me to die or if something goes wrong with me. It wasnât even courage.
âItâs scarier⊠if something goes wrong with my people.â
The carriage arrived at the imperial palace faster than usual.
I found the empressâ residence without any hesitation. At the entrance to the residence, servants were waiting for me to come.
I was immediately led to the room where the empress was. This was the room I had visited several years ago.
âWelcome, Princess. Iâve been waiting.â
Just like that day, today, Yulika Brande was sitting at the right hand of the empress.
At that time, Yulika Brande and I had been young. But she was not young now, and she should not be. I was the same.
âHelena of Peresca sees Your Ladyship the Empress.â
âYou donât have to be so formal. Itâs not our first time seeing each other, right? Now, make room for the princess.â
The attendants provided me a seat under the empressâ order.
âDo you have any idea why I called you, Princess?â
âIs it because of yesterday?â
âYeah. Indeed, youâre smart.â
The empress smiled brightly. It was a very kind smile. How could that woman be able to smile like that in this situation?
âI heard about the documentâs contents, but it wasnât that important because it was only the White Knightsâ training schedule.â
âIt will be up to Sir Horio to decide whether it is a major issue. For your information, I think itâs a very major problem.â
âYou mean theft?â
I asked. The empress squinted.
âIs this theft?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âThe truth is, he tried to steal major military intelligence for rebellionâŠâ
How far are you going to go, woman?
What does the training schedule that will be revealed to the entire Knights Order in a few days have anything to do with the rebellion?
I frowned automatically.
âYouâre going too far, your Ladyship.â
âReally?â
âYouâre making such a fuss. People will laugh at you.â
âWell, yes. If it was this alone.â
What do you mean by âthis aloneâ?
Is there something⊠more?
The empress shifted her gaze from me to Yulika.
âCome on, Young Lady. Bring it here.â
What on earth?
After hesitating, Yulika finally got up from her seat and approached the empress.
Then she pulled a double-folded piece of paper from her sleeve and handed it to the empress.
â⊠No way.â
A double-folded piece of paper.
I felt chills down my spine.
âNow, Princess. Do you remember what this is?â
The empress opened the paper and held it so I could see it clearly.
It was the paper I had entrusted to Yulika.
A sentence written in a forgotten language read, âWelcome to the king who will come again.â