In the 10 years since I was born again, thatâs the word Iâve heard most often.
Compared to my peers, I am calm, smart, and do not cause problems. I could read and ride well, and solve difficult problems even when never taught.
This is truly the pride of the family.
⌠It should continue.
âLife is not fun.â
I am 10 years old.
Iâve already become lethargic like a person whoâs done his or her life.
âNo matter what I do, itâs not fun. Itâs all just boring. I have no desire to do it. Life is just like that: boring.â
At the news like a bolt from the blue, the expression on my parentsâ faces suddenly darkened.
âWhy is a little girl already thinking like that?!â
âBut it really is.â
I canât help it.
In my previous life, I worked so hard that more than that was impossible. Having to live a life once again, itâs natural to feel lethargic.
âSurely⌠Surely something interesting will happen. If you look a little moreâŚâ
âFather is right, Helena. Think carefully. If there is something you are interested in, we will actively support you.â
âNo, you donât have to care that muchâŚâ
To me, who has never received affection from my parents in my previous life, the interest and affection of the two of them is completely unfamiliar to me.
I want to tell them that they donât have to mind me because I can figure it out on my own. But if I do that, these two will surely be greatly disappointed.
âItâs too early to give up. Helena has many days to live in the future.â
âThere is an order for coming, but there is no order for going.â
In fact, in my previous life, I died when I was only 33 years old.
At my words, the faces of the two of them changed into bitterness. Ummm, the words I just said may not have suited the lines of a 10-year-old child.
âUh, but⌠Both of you have a point, so I will try to be motivated in the future.â
I quickly turned around to rectify the situation. This may not be enough to ease their worries, but at least it will end this uncomfortable conversation.
âWill you tell Mum if you have any difficulties?â
âYes, Mother.â
I will never tell you.
âIf you find something youâre interested in, tell me, Helena.â
âYes, Father.â
It will be hard to find such a thing.
But first, like a good daughter, I affirmed everything they said. Because I want to let these two go quickly and roll over on the bed to sleep.
Sigh. I have no idea.
Why am I born again?
***
âSo, are you looking for something fun right now?â
The next day, afternoon.
Leonard, my older brother who is 3 years older than me, with silver hair and blue eyes just like me, laughed when he heard my story.
âIâm pretending to be looking.â
âYouâre not motivated to find it?â
âWell, thatâs right.â
âOh dear. This wonât do. Now I have no choice but to take responsibility until Helena becomes a grandmother.â
âWow, then I will really depend on you.â
How can a thirteen-year-old be so cute? I looked at Leonard in a pleased mood and laughed.
It seems that the biggest strength of this family is not wealth or power, but Leonardâs cuteness. No matter how much I think about it, my older brother is the cutest in the world.
âBy the way, Brother. What sword is that?â
I asked, blinking at the wooden sword that was standing at an angle next to the sofa.
âOh, I have a swordsmanship class a little later.â
âSwordsmanship class?â
Well, come to think of it, he said he would start swordsmanship about a month ago.
I recalled the topic on the dinner table. The teacher who was hired on the recommendation of an acquaintance is from some famous school in the capital city, or something like that.
âIs the swordsmanship class fun?â
âI donât know yet. But itâs difficult.â
âIs it?â
My brow furrowed involuntarily.
After a month, one must be still in the beginner stage, isnât it time to have fun doing anything theyâre motivated to do?
âWhat is difficult about it?â
âUm, I still donât quite understand what to do.â
Why?
Leonard is not the type of person who is poor at learning. He was also a great hard worker, and he was a person who studied until he knew what he didnât know.
But you still donât understand?
âIs the progress too fast? How far have you learned so far?â
âItâs hard to say how farâŚâ
âWhat do you mean?â
âThe teacher said I had to learn it myself, so we just keep fighting.â
âWhat? You donât even know the basics. How can one have a fight with a beginner?â
âWell, I heard that everyone in the capital learns this way.â
No matter how much the times have changed, there is no way such a ruthless education method has ever existed.
âBrother. Is it okay if I watch the class today?â
Iâll have to check it out myself for sure.
When I inquired gently, Leonard welcomed the idea and agreed.
âReally?! Of course you can come! Are you interested in swords?â
Oh dear. He completely misunderstood.
Iâm afraid one of the least interesting things for me is to hold the sword again. Iâm sick and tired of black.
âIâm just curious.â
âThatâs amazing. Itâs rare for you to be curious about something, right?â
Um, was I that bad?
In the meantime, Iâve been showing off that my life is boring.
âThen, weâll go together.â
âOkay!â
Anyway, now the verification of the suspicious swordsmanship teacher comes first.
Donât even try to be a swindler. Because Iâm going to give you an earful for playing with my cute older brother.
***
In the afternoon when the sun was setting, Leonardâs swordsmanship class began in the hall on the second floor of the dukeâs residence.
The swordsmanship teacher appeared in a bizarre form in a fluttering costume with his tail. It is questionable whether he came to wield a sword or dance at a party.
âYouâre with a cute girl today.â
âThis is Helena, my younger sister, sir. She said he wanted to watch us today.â
âMy name is Helena Peresca. I look forward to your kind cooperation.â
I bowed my knees slightly and said my greetings. The swordsmanship teacher gave me a bitter smile in reply.
âAre you interested in swords? Then Iâd like to stop you. A sword is a very dangerous object.â
âI know. It is a dangerous weapon for everyone.â
I looked directly at the teacher and retorted. At my answer, the teacher shrugged one eyebrow as if it was unexpected.
âIt may sound cruel, but a sword doesnât suit women.â
âI had no idea that the secret that Emperor Dante Renatus was a man would be known in this way.â
âShe is a special case, and there must be some bluffing.â
âBluffing?â
âTo honor the achievements of the emperor, people exaggerate and praise even the smallest things. Well, wonât this be hard to say to a young lady such as yourself?â
Oh, look at this.
Heâs saying that my hard work was all just bluff.
âYou sound like you actually met the very person 500 years agoâ.
âItâs obvious without having to look in person. Swordsmanship is the area of men. Donât pay too much attention, miss.â
The teacher waved his hand and said.
It was an attitude as if it wasnât even worth arguing with a 10-year-old child.
At that time, Leonard took a step between me and the teacher.
âWhatever Helena is interested in, itâs none of your business.â
âThe young lord is full of confidence today. Is it because youâre in front of your sister?â
âIâŚâ
âIf you want to refute me, try defeating me at least once.â
Leonardâs face turned red at the teacherâs sarcasm.
This is ridiculous. Is this what you say to a beginner who has only been learning for a month?
Moreover, to embarrass Leonard and not anyone else. This is absolutely unforgivable.
âLetâs wrap this up and start the classâ.
The teacher smiled and said. Leonard had to start a confrontation with the teacher without recovering his broken pride.
The so-called sparring was obviouslyâŚ
Just the teacher playing with Leonard, the beginner, on the palm of his hand.
âAre you trying to teach him, or are you just showing off to a beginner?â
If one doesnât watch carefully, it may seem like an excellent teacher teaching passionately.
But it canât fool my eyes. Not only was the teacher lousy as an educator, but also poor as a prosecutor.
He seems to have learned swordsmanship somewhere, but he added strange postures or skills on his own, making it an indecent swordsmanship.
It was the result of a combination of arrogant personality and poor skills that were not worth being arrogant. If he goes to the war zone, heâs going to run around and die alone.
âIt is confirmed. This person is not capable.â
A short break time.
I beckoned to Leonard.
âBrother. Do you believe me?â
âHuh? Yeah, of course I trust you.â
âGreat. Then listen carefully. In the next round⌠pay attention to that teacherâs feet.â
âHis feet?â
âYes. There will be times when his left foot falls out like this. Then you just aim for this way no matter what.â
I explained by poking Leonard in the right flank. Leonard looked puzzled, but nodded without objection.
Soon, the break time ended, and the baseless battle began again. The teacher scoffed at Leonardâs determined expression.
âHaha, looking at your expression, you must have heard words of encouragement from your sister. I hope it works.â
The effect will be huge, you swindler.
In the beginning, Leonard struggled without a doubt. The teacher became more arrogant and ran wild, as if to break Leonardâs spirits.
âThe more arrogant you are, the more often gaps occur.â
And finally, the opportunity came.
âNow!â
The teacherâs left foot fell sharply outward to step on the floor.
Even before I shouted, Leonard had already boldly dug into the teacher.
âW-What?!â
A look of embarrassment crossed the teacherâs face. He tries to block it by changing his posture, but itâs too late to stop Leonard from digging in without hesitation.
In the end, Leonardâs sword struck the teacherâs side with all his might.
âUwaakh!â
The teacher collapsed sideways with an obscene scream.
Nice. I clenched my fist as hard as I could. It serves you right.
Watching Leonard do well as I taught him, my whole body is thrilled. The pleasure is no joke.
âOh. D-Did I do it right?â
Leonard, who succeeded in attacking, held the sword with a puzzled look and stopped.
I approached Leonard, who was completely out of his mind.
âCongratulations. Brother won.â
âOhh⌠So it is real.â
âD-Donât be ridiculous! Thatâs cheating! What did you do?â
The teacher squeaked with a reddened face.
âThis is invalid! Such cowardly means are unacceptable!â
âI donât know swordsmanship, and my brother is still a beginner, so what kind of technique would he have used?ââ
âGet out of the way, my lady! Donât meddle in menâs affairs!â
Sigh. This guy is hopeless.
âBrother, lend me your sword.â
After receiving the sword from Leonard, I pointed the sword at the teacher.
âBring it on.â
â⌠What?â
âIâll tell you why you lost to my brother, so come at me.â
âHa! Donât blame me if you get hurt.â
A mean smile appeared on the teacherâs lips.
He would have thought it was easy to beat a 10-year-old girl. Perhaps heâd want to show off his skills and crush me hard.
Of course, I am pushed back by his power. But that doesnât mean I want to be attacked head-on.
I looked for a chance by moderately letting go of the excited teacherâs attack.
The opportunity came quickly.
âHaaa!â
âGasp!â
The teacher made the same mistake. Bad habits are not easily fixed even if you are conscious of them.
I hit the teacherâs side faster and stronger than Leonard.
And the perfect finish of kicking the fallen teacherâs chest with my foot.
âUwaakh!â
The teacher fell backwards.
I approached such a teacher, pointed a sword at the tip of his nose, and spoke in a sarcastic tone.
âItâs so easy that Iâm yawning.â
âW-What the hell is thisâŚ!â
âIt may sound cruel, but a sword doesnât suit you. Why donât you stop doing such a dangerous job and learn to embroider?â
The teacherâs face turned red at my ridicule.
âEven if you are a princess, you have to respect your teacher! This is something I must tell the duke!â
âTeacher?â
Smirk. I raised one corner of my lips and smiled. At the look on my face, the teacher gasped.
âYou are no longer a teacher.â
âWhat⌠I beg your pardon?â
âWho would use someone like you? You donât have the qualifications to be an educator, and your personality is even ruined, being so arrogant.â
I held the sword handle with only my thumb and index finger. The heavy blade of the sword headed downward as if it were falling.
When the blade was pointed in front of his nose, the teacher froze. In that state, I dropped the sword right next to the teacher.
âYou are fired.â
Rattle. The wooden sword fell on the marble floor and made a sound.
At the same time, the manâs, who used to be a teacher, face turned white as if his heart had dropped.
Whether itâs the past or the present, anyone who touches my person is doomed.
And I finally found what I wanted to do.
âDonât worry, Brother. I will take care of your swordsmanship lesson from now on.â
I declared to Leonard, who was still standing there with a puzzled face.
Thatâs right.
In this life, I have decided to teach swordsmanship.
Wook's notes:
I promise you this novel is *chefs kiss* MC is hilarious and the ML is not the typical annoying yandere or no-brainer, and Leonard is aaAAhGhh my angel