From the day after the party was over, I had free time for about three days.
At morning tea time, Leonard asked me with a slightly more excited face than usual.
âWhat do you want to do for three days, Helena?â
âIâll sleep at home.â
âI see. I expected it.â
âWhat about Brother? Tour social gatherings like Father and Mother?â
At the party last night, Leonard became popular with many young girls. He probably got a bunch of invitations to social gatherings.
But Leonard shook his head.
âNo. Actually, there are things I really want to do when I come to the capital.â
âReally? What is it?â
âA tour of the Order of the Imperial Knights.â
Oh, my. Iâve never seen such a model student.
âMany young children will cry.â
I drank tea, remembering all the young girls whose hearts were bursting out of their eyes.
Iâm sorry, little ones. My cute older brother doesnât know women well yet.
âMy parents are busy, and when Leonard leaves, the mansion will be empty.â
Awesome.
Iâm going to sleep as much as I can without being disturbed.
***
Shortly after Leonard left the mansion following our parents.
âMy lady, you have a visitor.â
âA visitor? Who?â
âThey said they want to meet in person and greetâŠâ
I was thinking about sleeping, this timing is very bad.
âTell them both parents are out.â
âNo, they came to see you.â
âMe?â
Umm, who could it be?
âIs it Young Lady Brande? Is she going to play the second game after yesterday?â
The only person I had a relationship with was that young lady.
âTake them to the drawing room. I will be there soon.â
âYes, my lady.â
After re-dressing, I headed to the drawing room.
If the guest really is Yulika Brande and sheâs here to argue with me, this time Iâm going to throw a cake in her face.
However, the guest was more unexpected than Yulika.
âCaesar?â
Caesar was sitting elegantly with his legs crossed on the sofa in the parlor, drinking tea.
No, why is the kid who should be so busy for the coronation ceremony here?
âHello, Master. Iâm here to play.â
Caesar smiled slyly. His red eyes thinned and he looked like a villain somehow.
âYou came to play, why are you so free?â
âWhat do you mean Iâm free? How rude. Iâm so busy that I canât even sleep these past few days.â
âThen go to sleep!â
âShould I? Then let me sleep in your room.â
âGet out.â
âAhaha. Itâs a joke, a joke.â
When I was serious, Caesar burst into laughter.
Iâm not in the mood to laugh. This kid is only big physically!
âActually, I heard from Hamilton that Leonard went on a tour of the Order of the Knights today.â
âTherefore?â
âThen I thought Helena would be alone.â
âSo you came here to disturb me?â
âMaybe?â
Caesar tilted his head.
âObviously you must be thinking âAh, how annoying, Iâll just go to sleepâ and I know youâre going to be lazy, so Iâm going to take you out.â
âYou know me well. For that reason, I will decline your offer. Bye, Caesar.â
After saying goodbye quickly, I turned around on the spot.
Then Caesar sprinted towards me and hugged me from behind to prevent me from running away.
âAre you running away?â
âOf course!â
Itâs just exhausting to look around. Whatever weâre going to do, itâs just boring and lame.
But my determined heart was shaken by Caesarâs next words.
âCanât we play together as a substitute for my birthday present?â
âUghâŠâ
Thatâs right.
I was invited to Caesarâs party, but I didnât give him a present.
Of course, there was a gift from the Peresca family.
âWhat do you want? Canât I just give you something? Materially?â
âIf itâs material, then⊠Build me a villa in a seaside city.â
Do you think itâs possible?!
âSo what do you want to do? Will you go out with me or build a villa for me?â
ââŠYou meanie!â
I screamed out of resentment.
***
A few servants offered to follow, but Caesar cut them off.
Caesar, too, has been visiting the main street without service since he came to the dukeâs residence, so it was only the two of us walking around the downtown area.
By the way, is it okay for the soon-to-be crowned prince to travel alone? Iâm worried about him being so carefree.
âHelena, what do you want to see or eat⊠Ah, you must have none.â
âYup, I donât.â
âYou never let me down.â
âDonât ask if you already know.â
âThen Iâll do whatever I want.â
âYes, yes. Do whatever you want.â
Itâs in lieu of a birthday present, so do whatever you want today.
As soon as I thought of that, Caesar took my hand.
âWell then, letâs start with that store.â
âWait a moment. Why are you holding my hand?â
âBecause itâs difficult if Helena runs away because she becomes lazy in the middle.â
âDo not worry. How could I come all the way here and run away?â
âI canât believe you. Back in the day, when we went to a festival, you disappeared by yourself and surprised people.â
âUmmmâŠâ
I have nothing to say.
In the end, I found no excuse to let Caesarâs hand go.
âItâs strange. Itâs fine if I hold hands with Leonard, but why do I care so much if itâs Caesar?â
Ah, I donât know.
âLetâs leave it alone because he looks happy. Itâs a birthday present after all.â
When I saw Caesarâs face as excited as a child, I resigned.
Caesar took me to many stores. It seemed that he had even researched a famous store in advance.
Moreover, Ihelways bought something at every store we went toâŠ
â⊠Wait, Caesar.â
âWhat is it?â
âSomehow, it seems that all the items you bought are only mine?â
My hat. My hairpin. My perfume. My bookmarks. My pen. The waffles he bought for me to taste. Lemon pie. Roasted chestnutsâŠ
âItâs not my birthday.â
But Caesar had a look on his face as if asking me what the problem was.
âBecause itâs more fun to buy things for Helena.â
âBut we came out as your birthday present, right? Buy more of your stuff!â
âI donât need anything because I only use what craftsmen make.â
âWhoa, must be fortunateâŠ!â
When I frowned and cursed, Caesar laughed out loud.
Somehow this guy seems to enjoy being insulted by me the most.
âIs there anything you really want to buy? Something that is not a villa.â
âHmm, youâre right. I want to buy Helena. If only I could.â
Caesar smiled and said jokingly.
Since when did this guy become so sly? In the old days, he was a guy who quickly got angry at my teasing words.
âIs the imperial capital a bad place?â
The bigger he gets, the smoother he becomes, the more his personality seems to get worse.
âAnyway, letâs stop for now. Itâs hard because we kept walking aroundâ Achoo!â
I sneezed because of the cold.
Caesar was startled, and quickly took off his cloak and wrapped it around me.
âItâs okay. I do not need it.â
âDonât talk and wear it. If you catch a cold, I will be hated by Leonard.â
Saying that, Caesar meticulously smoothed out the cloak.
It feels weird. Obviously, Caesar is my student, but this makes it seem like Iâm the one being cared for.
âLetâs go somewhere and drink something hot.â
I nodded my head in agreement.
âCaesarâs cloak⊠is too big.â
My reflection on the window of the store was ridiculous, as if I was wearing a large bag of sacks.
âIs Caesarâs body this big?â
After all, boys grow up so fast.
With that in mind, I walked across the street, led by Caesarâs hand.
***
When we entered the tea house, it was around the time the faint darkness spread on the street.
I ordered hot lemon tea and Caesar ordered black tea. The tart that came with it was also very sweet and delicious.
âHelena, how was the party yesterday?â
âI donât know. I rested in the room all the time except for a brief moment in the beginning.â
âWow, thatâs tough. You havenât dated anyone?â
âUmm, no?â
âYou didnât flirt with any of the young masters?â
âNot really.â
Well, when he asked the last question, I must have been mistaken that Caesarâs eyes had a strangely lively look.
âOh, come to think of it, I may have become close with Young Lady BrandeâŠâ
â⊠You mean Marquis Brandeâs family?â
âYes. Should I say weâve become friends? âŠWell, the friendship of women.â
I said to myself.
To be honest, I had never experienced jealousy and affection between women, so it was quite refreshing.
Yulika, who was shaking, looked so insignificant that I thought it was cute.
âUgh, Brande.â
Caesar held his chin and murmured, sending his gaze over the window. The atmosphere was strangely dark.
Thatâs natural, since Brande is from the family of the empress.â
I think I brought up something useless without even realizing it.
I came out to play in the stead of a birthday present, and this shouldnât happen.
I need a material to evoke the atmosphere.
âOh right. I will give you this.â
I rummaged through my bag, pulled out a gift bag, and placed it on the table.
Caesar looked at it for a long time with round eyes, as if he did not understand what I was saying.
âWhat is this?â
âI was actually going to give it to you at the party, but I couldnât take it out because it was too small. Iâll give it to you now.â
ââŠIs it mine?â
âWho else do you think it belongs to?â
Why is he so surprised?
Did he really think I was such a small person who didnât even give presents?
âCan I open it?â
âItâs really small, so donât look forward to it.â
Caesar opened the package. I watched him nervously. He checked the contents, and his hand stopped as if he was speechless for a moment.
The present was a scarf I knitted myself. I didnât have enough time to prepare a gift, so I brought the scarf that came out while teaching Agoth to knit.
ââŠDo you not like it?â
Caesar did not respond for a long time, so I asked timidly, as I lost my confidence.
Caesar looked up, and he answered with a serious expression.
âHelena, youâre really bad at knitting.â
âYou puâ Give it to me.â
âAhahaha.â
As I stretched out his hand to snatch it, Caesar quickly wrapped the scarf around his neck.
âThis is the best gift I have ever received.â
âLies. You must have received all kinds of gold and silver treasures at the party.â
âThe gold and silver is not a gift for me. Itâs a gift for the imperial family.â
Caesar said with a happy smile.
âHelenaâs gift is only for me. This is much better.â
I know because Iâve known him for a long time.
That expression is sincere.
âThis is the best gift, Helena. Thank you so much.â
Is it that good? His taste is unique.
âI had no idea Caesar liked knitted scarves so much.â
âPuh!â
Caesar burst out laughing as if it was ridiculous.
âHaha, yes, thatâs right. I like it. I really like it. I love it enough to risk my life.â
With that said, Caesarâs eyes looking at me were very kind and sweet.
âAnyway, donât risk your life just for a knitted scarf.â
When I said that because I was genuinely concerned, Caesar burst out laughing like crazy.
Seriously, the older he gets, the more difficult he is to understand.
***
We decided to go back to the mansion by carriage.
I watched the endless night view passing through the carriage window. Unlike the country duchy, the night of the capital certainly resembled a nightlife.
âItâs beautiful.â
500 years ago, I spent countless nights in this city.
But why does this night look particularly dazzling and beautiful?
âOh, I can see the mansion. Caesar, weâll be there soon⊠Caesar? Are you asleep?â
I thought it was quiet, apparently, Caesar was asleep.
Seriously, there was no way he wasnât busy with the party and preparations for the coronation ceremony. At yesterdayâs party, it seemed that there was no time to rest because he was surrounded by many people.
âHow tired he must have been.â
It would have been better for him to rest instead of coming to see me.
âCaesar. Caesar, wake up. Weâre almost at the mansion.â
I sat down next to Caesar and gently shook him to wake him up.
âUmmmâŠâ
âUwaah!â
Caesarâs body faltered by the shaking of the carriage and collapsed toward me. I quickly held Caesar in my arms so that he wouldnât collapse.
âCaesar, are you awake?â
âUmm⊠Whatâ Ho!â
Caesar, who was resting his forehead on my shoulder as if he was half asleep, suddenly raised his head as he figured out the situation.
And that moment.
With amazing timing, the carriage caught on a stone beak and stumbled heavily.
âUwaah!â
âKyaa!â
Kung!
Caesar and I fell on the chair at the same time. Well, this kind of accident can happen. Itâs okay.
The problem is that our lips collided as we fell.
It is not a romantic situation where our lips âbarely touchâ.
Our front teeth bumped into each other with the force.
âOuch, it hurtsâŠ!â
âDuhâŠ!â
I grabbed my lips with both hands and crouched down.
Caesar covered his lips with the back of his hand and was completely crushed in the corner of the carriage.
âNonsense!â
Caesar screamed with a wounded face.
âThis is invalid!â
What is invalid?
âInvalid!â
Caesarâs scream filled with resentment spread outside the carriage.
***
I got a cut on my lower lip.
That evening, Leonard looked at the wound with hawkâs eyes.
âWhy are your lips like that? Why is it so swollen?â
âHuh? Ah, the carriage was shaking and we bumped into each other⊠I bit it.â
I was embarrassed by myself after answering.
What? Am I lying right now? Why the hell?
âIâm tired. Iâm going to sleep.â
Without even asking about Leonardâs tour of the Order of the Knights, I got up and headed for the bedroom.
For some reason, when I remembered the situation in the carriage, my face became hot and I couldnât stand it.
âI must be crazy. This is an accident, an accident.â
But why does my heart pound when I think of that time?
[This is invalid!]
âWhat invalid. Asshole. Do you feel that bad about bumping your lips with me?â
Wiping my lips with the back of my hand, I strode down the hallway.
For some reason, it was a moment when I had a strong feeling that I wouldnât be able to sleep tonight.