While Benelucia claimed to love Senelia, heâd showered her abundantly with precious gifts.
Mermaidâs Tears.
Sun Crystals.
Fairy FlowersâŚ
The list was endless.
When bought at the auction, each could sell for the value rivaling that of a small kingdomâs national treasure.
Of course, Senelia would graciously accept any present given by Benelucia, but it ended at acceptance.
Besides the first time, Senelia would never again wear the gift, no matter how many times Benelucia requested her to. Heâd never had the chance to see them decorating her after the first time.
At first, heâd wondered to himself, did she not like his gifts?
It made sense, Benelucia was aware that his previous lovers had picky tastes, and so he concluded that Senelia was cut of the same cloth.
[T/N: The same as his past lovers.]
Is there a law against gifting the same, just because itâs Senelia?
He never found out the reason until the day sheâd said goodbye.
All of the gifts, the precious gifts given by Benelucia, were stored securely and individually in jewel cases. Safe from even random specks of dust, they sat patiently until they could be returned, in perfect condition, to their rightful owner.
No matter how well a person took care of their jewelry, even if they didnât bear to wear it outside, it wouldnât have been able to keep itself scratch free.
[T/N: Meaning it can get scratched when cleaning it, or tarnished when wearing it when she is alone, etc.]
However, the gifts returned by Senelia maintained its original brilliance, it had never been taken out of its casing.
Senelia would never imagine the shock that brought Benelucia to a standstill when he had first discovered the condition of his gifts.
From the moment sheâd received my gifts, sheâd been ready to return them.
It proved that she had never considered them her own in the first place.
âNo, I donât think Iâll be noticed if I go with my familyâs gown, but if itâs Madame Rampadourâs dressâŚâ
The memory of his reaction when giving her gifts made Senelia revise her initial plan.
I felt that I had to force myself to enjoy only the best of things to the point where I would no longer be told that I was over deserved or that I was overflowing my means. I had to like them because of their value, not because they were something I desired.
And if a person gets used to receiving only the best of the best, of course only those things will catch their eye.
With that thought in mind, Benelucia felt that his way of gifting was correct.
When you get used to the best things, anything less becomes insignificant.
And he was the only one who could bring those things to Senelia.
If I could tie her tighter to me in this way, why wouldnât I?
âI like the accessories from Lucerne.â
Thus Benelucia mentioned the designer Lucerne by name.
Lucerne, like Madame Rampadour, was a craftsman who crafted and supplied only to the Imperial Family.
ââŚYour Highness!â
Senelia felt unable to form a proper reply.
Benelucia had been giving Senelia gifts whenever he felt the desire, but she didnât care much about what she wore or felt the need to dress up for no reason.
He was originally a man who was generous to his lover, whether that lover loved him or not.
So Senelia was under the impression that Benelucia might have forgotten about it altogether after giving her the gift.
[T/N: Once the gift was given, he wouldnât need to remember what he had given.]
So, no matter how much he loved her now, she couldnât handle the fact that he tried to court her and win her over using the same means as before. He still chose to win her over using status and expensive trinkets.
It is true that Benelucia deliberately forced her to obey and bend to his will, but this was far beyond Seneliaâs expectations.
âSally, youâll need a stylist to do your hair and make-up.â
Whether Senelia agreed, Benelucia seemed unwilling to accept her refusal.
âIt would be good for Baroness Schweiken to be in charge of your dressing.â
Baroness Schweiken was a maid in charge of Beneluciaâs mother, the former empress.
She had already retired a long time ago, but she still nurtured the younger children so that her skill set would not dwindle away.
That meant that Baroness Schweiken was very busy and proud.
ââŚYour Highness, please calm down, letâs talk and discussâŚâ
Senelia grabbed Beneluciaâs arm with trembling fingers.
The only coherent thought Senelia possessed at that moment was to stop him and without realizing it, she came up with the coldest words lurking deep within her heart to freeze him in his wake.
âAre you going to introduce me as the Grand Duchess at the banquet of the Marquis of Elihan? Lady Elihan is there, and above all, did I not already tell you that I would completely end things with you, Grand Duke?â
Madame Rampadour, Lucerne, and Baroness Schweiken. There were many who wanted them to attend them. It was an honor to be served by a person reserved for the Imperial Family.
But Seneliaâs reason for rejecting them was simple.
She didnât want to deserve it.
Of course, she wouldnât admit that secretly, one of her reasons was that she wanted to put an end to Beneluciaâs plans to completely entangle her while she was powerless.
But really, she never really wanted that qualification, to be his Grand Duchess.
Marrying him was a necessary condition for living freely.
If it came to losing her freedom of life, those qualifications didnât matter.
So Seneliaâs words sounded perfectly true.
As a result, Beneluciaâs excited thoughts, which wanted to bind her to him by feeding her greed, were extinguished before the seeds could take root.
ââŚYes, you rejected me. Againâ
Benelucia remarked in a calm voice.
His silver eyes darkened.
While he was contemplating how to hold Senelia to him, she never forgot the fact that she had decided to leave.
At that thought, Benelucia gnashed his teeth involuntarily.
âBut so what?â
Benelucia spat through gritted teeth.
If I could, I would reveal every method sheâs planned to leave me. I would hinder every plan she comes up with.
âI can propose as much as I want until you accept me.â
He was rejected by Senelia, something he had never experienced before in his life.
However, Beneluciaâs rationality prioritized keeping her by his side rather than being swayed by his own wounded pride.
There were many things to fill his pride in his future life.
However, there is only one Senelia, and if I miss her, it will be the end.
âBecause now and forever, I will be your only man.â
So Benelucia willingly knelt down in front of Senelia and lowered himself in order to win her affections again.
âDo you want to introduce yourself as the Grand Duchess at the banquet?â
Beneluciaâs lips landed on the fourth finger of Seneliaâs left hand.
He and she werenât engaged, so her finger remained bare.
In fact, Benelucia deliberately bought and carried gifts with him that could easily be substituted as wedding bands, but Senelia had never worn them.
Of course, at the time he didnât even know why he acted in such a manner.
âIf so, will you accept my marriage proposal? Will you? Sally?â
Beneluciaâs voice suddenly softened upon her name.
Like the snake that whispered to Eve, urging her to taste the forbidden fruit, Benelucia had a beautiful face paired with an infinitely kind smile, as if he were going to bewitch Senelia.
Unknowingly, she followed that smile and her gaze fell on Beneluciaâs exquisite features.
His face, the most handsome one their world had seen, was smiling only for Senelia.
So how could she easily deny the enormous ripple effect of Beneluciaâs actions on her heart?
âSally.â
When Senelia didnât say a word of refusal, Beneluciaâs smile deepened.
âYou have to answer me, come on, Sally?â
Benelucia urged Senelia for an answer once again.
He was a man accustomed to others loving him due to his appearance.
Her reactionâŚ
In it, Benelucia was convinced that Senelia would accept him.
âI amââ
But at that moment, Senelia suddenly came back to her senses as if she had been freed from magic.
Beneluciaâs confident faceâŚ!
She knew that face.
The face that had never failed in love, and thus never yearned for love.
He has that face again!
Even though he waited for Lucalina for a long time, he had no doubt that she would love him in the end. He never doubted that time would fade away Lucalinaâs feelings for him.
If it was any other man, time would have distanced them, but not for Benelucia. Not for the male lead.
ââŚNo, I will not marry His Highness.â
So Senelia had to say no.
While watching Beneluciaâs bright smile drop, Senelia felt her heart ache and throbbed in pain.
I felt like I had done something I shouldnât do.
But she didnât take her words back.
Rather than being Beneluciaâs second love, she had to be first. She needed his very soul to thirst for her.
âIf you need me as a shield because of Lady Elihanâs and your love, tell me. I will follow your orders⌠Alwaysâ
Senelia drew the uncrossable line again.
It was a hint that she would never marry Benelucia of her own accord.
âSally!â
Benelucia couldnât stand Seneliaâs hidden whisper and cut her off.
His voice sharpened to a point.
As she flinched, Benelucia bit his lip and apologized.
âIâm⌠Iâm sorry for yelling at you. However, IâŚâ
Benelucia was speechless.
I love you. Sally, I love you.
So thereâs absolutely no need to use you as a shield.
Even if he said this, Senelia would not give a positive answer or take his word for it.
And, arguably, it was him who made her like this.
The two swallowed back words left unsaid. Senelia sighed.
âDo not say that⌠and no matter how shameless I am, I will not force you to marry me just to be used as a shield.â
In the end, that was all Benelucia could say.
Something hot was placed in his chest, burning his insides.
Still, he couldnât spit it out.
ââŚIf you feel burdened, letâs go to another boutique.â
And in the end, haggling with Seneliawas not worth it. Beneluciaâs will to overpower her with authority was discarded.
Yes, I couldnât force anything on Senelia any more.
However, he soon regretted his choice.
Just as Benelucia had planned, he changed his mind and took Senelia to the boutique of Madame Longerute, a famous designer in the capital, where he knew there was a dress that Senelia would like.
It was then that he felt regret.
Entering the boutique, Benelucia and Senelia came face to face with the female lead.