Zhu Yun watched a bit of TV, but went upstairs after getting bored. Her mother reminded her that they had to stay up to usher in the new year.
âUsher in the new year?â As if Zhu Yun was in the mood to do that. She made an excuse, âIâm kind of tired.â
âNonsense.â Her mother glanced at her. âWhat time is it, and youâre already tired? You usually study through the night.â Zhu Yun sat on the sofa uncomfortably.
At 11pm, her mother had already become drowsy. Her father nudged her mother and told her to go on to sleep. She yawned and headed up the stairs, but not before urging Zhu Yun, âMake sure to usher in the year. At 12, go to the prayer room and make your wishes.â
Zhu Yun really sat on the sofa until 12am. When the TV host started counting down the last few seconds until the new year, Zhu Yun got up. Their prayer room was on the third floor, converted from a storage room. Her grandmother believed in Buddha, and her mother⌠occasionally believed.
When she walked into the dark room, she was overcome with the scent of sandalwood. (t/n: Itâs used to make incense)
Zhu Yun sat down on some padding and checked the time. 12am, perfect. In accordance with her motherâs request, Zhu Yun kowtowed thrice, in preparation to ask for her blessings.
Just then, the cross necklace she wore fell out from her collar
Zhu Yun stared ahead blankly. Sheâd nearly forgotten⌠In truth, she often forgot about it, that she wore this necklace. It was an old necklace, one sheâd had for many years. The design was nothing special, and it was made with the cheapest metal. In fact, the metal had already dulled.
Zhu Yun had already forgotten what the owner of the necklace looked like. Whenever she recalled that time, her mind simply conjured up a blurred figure. That girl had been arrogant, like a peacock.
She tucked the necklace back inside her shirt. Then she remembered that she seemed to have forgotten to make her wish.
Oh well.
Midnight was peak time for firecrackers. Zhu Yun walked out of the prayer room and cleared her throat towards downstairs. Her fatherâs voice came from his bedrom, âWeâre heading to sleep. You should get to sleep soon too!â
Zhu Yun replied loudly, âOkay!â
Night had finally come.
Zhu Yun returned to her room and locked the door. Outside, the sounds of firecrackers echoed, and fireworks filled the sky. After sitting in a daze on her bed awhile, she went to the bathroom to shower. By the time she dried her hair and tidied things up, it was already 1am.
She tossed her towel to the ground and walked over to her closet. After going through her clothes, she pulled out her new white dress. Zhu Yun changed her clothes and then stood in front of the mirror. She applied a light layer of foundation and added a touch of lip gloss. She blinked a few times at the mirror, and then she sat down on her bed, quietly waiting.
When you were waiting for something, patience became difficult.
The sounds outside were clearly thundering, and yet she still seemed able to hear her heart beating. She clasped her hands together, lightly, sweatily.
How irritating⌠She pressed her lips together. Seriously fucking irritating.
Time ticked by, one minute, one second at a time. The sounds outside started to calm, with only occasional echos from afar, reminding everyone that this unordinary night had yet to end.
2 oâclock. Zhu Yun stood up and grabbed her bag, carefully leaving her room. Her steps were light as a spirit walking. The house was quiet. Her parents were both pretty heavy sleepers; they hadnât even been effected by the firecrackers. She walked down the stairs and pulled out a pair of high heels from the shoe cabinet, but she didnât wear them immediately.
She tiptoed to the door and slipped out. The chill of the stone steps made every pore on her body close up tight. She didnât dare let out a breath.
After standing still for two minutes, ensuring that her parents hadnât woken up, Zhu Yun finally put on her heels. She turned and looked at the snowfall against the moon. Then she took a deep breath, jumped off the steps, and headed out.
The streets had already emptied out, with only firecracker remnants left behind. They were soft, and walking on them felt like walking on snow.
Zhu Yunâs dress did leave her a bit cold in midwinter, but though she had an extra jacket in her backpack, she didnât want to put it on.
She recalled the day she and Li Xun had visited the art institute. And then her steps quickened. Faster and faster, until she was sprinting. Her hair and dress fluttered wantonly around her, seeming to echo her heartâs beat.
The midnight bell had already been rung, and hers was the only ship still sailing this night.
There were only two streets between Zhu Yunâs house and Lihua Street. There were various small hotels and restaurants there, many of them open 24 hours a day. She knew precisely where Lihua Hotel was, so she ran over. There, saw a group of guys playing cards in the hall.
She immediately spotted that shining, golden head. Now that their project was on a break, he finally didnât look like he was suffering. He knew how to smile.
A certain golden haired guy was about reveal his winning hand, when his smooth move was interrupted by a shoutââLi Xun!â
He paused for a few seconds, and then turned around. His victory expression turned into a dumbstruck one. Li Xun stared at her blankly, and then let out a stunned, âShitâŚâ
The image of Li Xunâs turned head, a cigarette dangling from his mouth, a hand ready to reveal his card⌠It was really amusing. Zhu Yun couldnât help laughing. And he laughed too.
âWhat are you throwing out? Are you still playing or not?â the next player rushed.
Li Xun tossed aside the card in his hand and said, âSorry, I canât keep playing.â
âWhy not?â
Li Xun shrugged and replied helplessly, âI have a visitor.â He placed his winnings in the middle of the table and said, âItâs not much, but buy yourselves a box of cigarettes.â Heâd won the most games at the table, so when he redistributed the money, the other guys happily wished him a happy new year.
While re-shuffling the cards, the guys looked past Li Xun, a mischeivous look in their eyes. One of them narrowed his eyes at Li Xun and said, âQuit dillydallying and get back to your room.â
Li Xun got up from the table, amidst the other guysâ laughter, and complacently walked over to Zhu Yun. A wicked gleam crossed her eyes, and as they walked, she asked quietly, âIf I turn around and leave right now, would that make you look bad?â
âYes.â He lowered his head, a smile on his face, and said, âPrincess, are you leaving?â
Zhu Yun pursed her lips and said, âDepends on your performance.â
âIâll be sure to make you satisfied.â
Zhu Yun raised a brow.
Li Xun asked, âAre you still leaving?â
ââŚâŚâ Quietly, she said, âI guess I wonât leave yet.â
Li Xun bent down and whispered into her ear irreverently, âYour Highness.â Zhu Yun stopped herself from laughing, and the two headed upstairs.
Halfway up the stairs, she heard laughter ringing from below. Her face felt a bit hot.
New Yearâs celebrations were really nice.
Lihua Hotel was small, so the corridors were narrow and all the rooms were all singles. Li Xun pulled out his key to open the door, and Zhu Yun waited quietly behind him. She looked at him, in the narrow space, under the dim lighting. He was nearly as tall as the door frame.
After opening the door, Li Xun turned to the side and said, âPrincess, please enter.â
Zhu Yun walked inside and took a look around the room. âItâs messy.â
He laughed and tossed the key onto the desk. âLet me wash my face.â Li Xun was looking particularly magnanimous that day.
Zhu Yun looked around for a spot to sit down. The room was indeed messy. Hadnât he just arrived today? How could someone turn their room into such a mess in just one day? He didnât have a suitcase with him, just a black sports duffel. It was partly unzipped, Li Xunâs clothes piled inside.
Li Xun walked out from the bathroom and said, âWhy are you standing? Have a seat.â
âWhere am I supposed to sit?â
Li Xun rubbed his hands as he looked around. Finally, he motioned to a spot with his chin. âOver there.â
The bed. The single bed. Against the wall.
Forget it. Zhu Yun walked over to the chair covered in clothes and cleared it off. Li Xun took the bed.
The chair was tall. Zhu Yun very much enjoyed the overlooking view she had. âItâs too messy in here,â she said.
âMmh.â
âLike a pigsty.â
âMmh.â
Sheâd attacked ruthlessly, only to have him lazily agree. That didnât seem quite right. His seriousness was too out of the ordinary. Whether or not he truly agreed with Zhu Yunâs words, Li Xun didnât make any retorts, and simply listened to her speak.
Maybe he hadnât even really been listening?
He yawned and then reached for a cigarette. While Zhu Yunâs thoughts were battling with each other, Li Xun tapped the back of his hand with the cigarette and raised his eyes.
âStand up.â
âHm?â
âStand up and let me see.â
Zhu Yun knew more or less what he was thinking. She got up slowly. This seemed to be the first time sheâd ever looked down on him like this.
He lit his cigarette and used the dim light to inspect her. Zhu Yun didnât dare look him in the eyes, so she stared out the window, on the street that sheâd come from. As she looked on at the bare tree branches, her thoughts ran wild.
Did he like the dress? Of course he did. Otherwise, why would he tell her to stand up? She thanked her mother for having such elegant taste. Hallelujah.
âYou donât have to work so hard to suck in your stomach. Thereâs not much meat there anyway.â
ââŚâŚâ Could he ruin the moment any more?
She knew that there was no way he could have been so serious, letting her gain the upper hand. Disheartened, Zhu Yun couldnât help rolling her eyes. Just then, she saw Li Xun lower his head. He tried to hide a laugh, but he couldnât. That touch of gentleness in his lips, in the foggy air, made it impossible for oneâs heart to not be shaken.
Zhu Yunâs heart pounded in her chest. She looked left and right, hoping to change the topic. After spotting a plastic bowl beside his laptop, she stared and asked, âYou had that for dinner?â
âMmh.â
âYou had malatang (hot, spicy soup) for New Yearâs?â
âI canât do that?â
âYouââ Before she could finish speaking, her cellphone vibrated, giving her quite the fright. She pulled it out; it was the alarm sheâd set when she left. Because she was afraid that it might get too late, she set her phone to remind her every half hour. That was already the second vibration.
âWhen are you heading home?â Li Xun asked.
Zhu Yun looked up. ââŚBefore 4:30 should be fine.â It was already past 3, which meant there wasnât much time left. This night was truly passing quickly.
While she was caught up in her thoughts, a paper object flew at her. She subconsciously grabbed it in her arms. âWhatâs this?â
Li Xun took off his shoes and moved further onto the bed, his back to the wall. He yawned. âA tribute.â
Ah, payment?
âItâs very thin.â Zhu Yun pinched the envelope. Without holding back her disdain, she said, âDidnât you say you were going to make sure I was satisfied?â Li Xun raised a brow but didnât speak.
Zhu Yun opened the red envelope and poured its contents out. A card. Oh.
âThis is your pay card.â
Li Xun stretched his arm over, and Zhu Yun pushed the ashtray towards him. When he was done, he said, âIâve already deposited the money from the Languan project.â
Zhu Yun asked, âWhatâs the PIN?â
âSix 8s.â How unoriginalâŚÂ (t/n: 8 is considered a lucky number)
Zhu Yun put away the card and then pulled her chair over to Li Xun. She said, âTell me about what happened with Languan. What did you tell them? Did they like what we made?â
Li Xun gave a cold look. âHow old are you that you still need bedtime stories?â
She kicked the bed. With a helpless expression, Li Xun said, âTalking about those kinds of things in this kind of situation really isnât my style.â
Zhu Yun looked at him, silent. Three seconds later, Li Xun said, âFineâŚâ
He started going over the past few daysâ events, and Zhu Yun realized that she really liked listening to Li Xun talk. It wasnât only that his voice sounded nice, but it also revealed a light, yet indestructable directional sense.
Zhu Yun asked, âWere you scared when you went to the company?â
Li Xun replied, âWhy would I be scared?â
âYou were by yourselfâŚâ
Li Xun scratched his cheek. âLet me seeâŚâ
?
âThe first time I saw a programming book at someoneâs house was nearly ten years ago.â Li Xun spoke in his easy, carefree manner. âI buried myself in studies for ten years, so how could I be scared off by a small program for a food company?â He looked at Zhu Yun a bit teasingly. âGenerally, people feel scared because they feel guilty, for example, a certain princess taking an exam.â
Zhu Yun, ââŚâŚâ
Can we not mention that.
Zhu Yun asked Li Xun for more details. Hearing him mocking the grand Languan Company, Zhu Yun couldnât help laughing. He paused for a few seconds and Zhu Yun smiled at him. âWhat is it?â
âNothing.â
Li Xun lowered his eyes and slightly leaned to his side, against the pillows. Without much attention, he said, âI broke up with Cui Xiangjun.â
âWho?â
âCui Xiangjun.â
The name didnât spark anything in Zhu Yunâs memory. âWho?â
Li Xunâs face had darknened. In no good mood, he shouted, âJuliet!â
ââŚâŚâ
So her name was Cui Xiangjun. Your girlfriendâs name even sounds like a Qinhuai prostitute. (t/n: Briefly, see in the history section, Li Xiangjun of Beauties of the Qinhuai River)
Zhu Yun nodded.
Li Xun asked, âDo you have anything to say?â
Zhu Yun replied, âSince you donât seem too distraught over it, I wonât bother comforting you.â
Li Xun snorted. He licked his lips and the sleep in his eyes became more apparent. Zhu Yun looked away.
But looking away didnât matter. Her face was still burning. Quietly, she said, âIâm going to go to the bathroom.â
Inside the bathroom, she looked at herself in the mirror. She pushed aside the stray strands of hair that were in her face. After wetting her hands in cold water, she shook them off and pat her face to cool down.
The night was intoxicating.
Zhu Yun didnât know how long sheâd been rubbing her face in the bathroom. But when she walked out, she discovered that Li Xun had already fallen asleep. She tiptoed over to check if he might be faking it, but he wasnât. Heâd tried. Heâd washed his face and smoked, but he was unable to keep away the exhaustion.
Zhu Yun crouched down and looked at him without reserve. His face was thin, and he had double eyelids. When he was awake, the sharp lines made him look arrogant, but when he was sleeping, he looked like a good little boy.
Li Xunâs hands rested on the bed, long and pretty. Zhu Yun extended a finger, wanting to touch between his thumb and forefinger. She tried a few times to get the right angle, but then Li Xun stirred and Zhu Yun immediately pulled her hand back.
Her phone vibrated againâŚ
Zhu Yun smiled at the dreaming Li Xun. Forget it. The future ahead was long.