I hurriedly turned my head and made another request. I didnât mean for it to reach Siegfriedâs ears.
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⌠⌠By the way, my voice was so small, but my ears were bright.
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âWhat did you just say?â
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I just rolled my eyes and looked at Siegfriedâs eyes. There was a crack in his expressionless face.
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Oh, what should I do? Should I explain that it wasnât a bad word? But I said it in a bad way. How do you explain it?
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I couldnât do this or that and hesitated. Meanwhile, Siegfried strides towards me.
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He stared at me, red-faced.
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As a result of living 20 years of my life, even if itâs short, it was best to apologize quickly. I got up and bowed my back.
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âIâm, Iâm terribly sorry. Itâs my mistake for using wrong words.â
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ââŚ..â
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Siegfried sighed annoyingly. Then he beckoned to get up.
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I was excited and straightened my waist.
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I saw his swollen wrist peeking out through his sleeves as he swung his sword.
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Looking at his wrist intently, I felt a dizzyu g pain so I asked him.
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âIs your wrist alright? I heard you were hurt. I can call a doctor now⌠⌠. â
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âWhy are you so interested in me? â
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Siegfried asked without listening to me until the end.
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Thatâs⌠⌠thatâs because youâre the male lead.
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I answered silently.
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I knew that Siegfried in the novel had a very cool personality.
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However, I couldnât understand why heâs being feisty today when itâs only our second time meeting each other.
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Itâs not because of the reason that I knew I will be the crown princeâs fiancĂŠe.
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When I see hostility from his eyes, I mustâve done something.
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âYour Highness the Prince, have I done anything wrong? â
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I asked carefully.
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Iâve stared at him several times, Iâm confident that I havenât did anything.
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â No.â
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Siegfriedâs short and concise answer made me very embarrassed.
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What the hell is this? I didnât do anything wrong, but why are you being like this?
âThen why on earth⌠⌠. â
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âBecause I donât like you.â
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Siegfried cut off my words once more. No, I already know that. My question is why. Just why on earth?
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Iâm vexed right now, so I organized my questions one by one on my head to get the details.
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âAnd your reason is.â
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Then Siegfried opened his mouth and I looked up at him blankly.
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âIt is because as soon as I saw you in the mansion, I suddenly felt bad.â
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All the questions I had organized in my head flew away.
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Thatâs⌠thatâs a good reason to be convinced.
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â⌠In what way?â
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Siegfried was just too dazzling facing the sun, so I put my hands on my forehead to block the light and ask him.
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âShould I even tell you that?â
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Siegfried messed up his hair in annoyance. As I waited without answering, he said.
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âItâs been like that since I entered the mansion. I didnât know because I couldnât see you well from outside. But as soon as I saw your face, I felt stuffy and nauseous. It was very unpleasant. Iâve never felt this feeling before.â
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Ah, thatâs what it was.
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It was completely incomprehensible to say that.
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Isnât it just that your physical condition worsened at that time? Will the answer come out right now, at this situation?
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But why do you turn that arrow on me? Is this the male leadâs bowl?
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âYour Highness the Prince, do you still feel that way? â
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I asked with anxiety in my heart. Siegfried stared at me.
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Even if the location was different now, the situation was the same when I first encountered him. I was a little nervous and fiddled with the hem of my skirt.
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What should I do if you still feel that way now? Should I pack up as soon as possible, and get out of Siegfriedâs neighborhood?
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But this is my house, why do I have to go out? Should I just kick out Siegfried?
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No, if I kicked out the male lead now for no reason, he might get really angry with me later.
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Even though I was restless, I completely captured Siegfriedâs gaze.
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Before long, Siegfried tilted his head and turned away his eyes first. Wrinkles appeared on his fine forehead.
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âNo, it turns out thatâs not particularly the case now. My eyes donât hurt so suddenly like then.â
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âThen you donât hate me. â
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Siegfried didnât try to deny the words my words that came out rushed.
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Ah, what is it? I thought there was another great reason.
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I sighed and let go of my crumpled hem.
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With this, all the worries I had throughout the week disappeared like a bubble. I was worried about nothing.
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It hurts when I get hated by such a pretty boy.
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I even have a disturbing thought that if this male lead left me, I am destined to die.
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I relieved my hardened expression.
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I released the braath I had holding unknowingly.
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âSorry.â
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âPardon?â
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My eyes opened wide as I was surprised. Did Siegfried just say sorry to me?
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ââŚIâm sorry, I clashed with you before.â
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He thought that I didnât understand so he apologized again.
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I awkwardly smiled and nodded.
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âWell, you⌠did made a mistake. I heard that you were hurt by the entrance?â
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âI wasnât in very good shape.â
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Again, Siegfried did not deny it.
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It seems that Abbysion recently came up with a similar word for Siegfried, whether it is medical treatment or vacation.
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Was Siegfried a sick little boy in his childhood?
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â⌠Why do you look at me as if Iâm pitiful? I was only addicted to poison for a while. Normally Iâm fine. â
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Siegfried threw his sword and slumped next to me. He raised his elbow above one knee.
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Was he addicted to poison?
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This was the first time I heard it. Iâve read the novel roughly.
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I already knew that I didnât know anything, but I didnât think it was this much.
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I glanced at his swollen red wrist in admiration.
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Then Siegfried, who had folded his sleeves, also began to glance at me.
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âReally. You are right. I donât feel bad at all when I see you now. â
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âThatâs fortunate, but what about the poison? â
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âMy brother, Eisa tried to poison me. I already noticed it the moment I put it in my mouth, but I was already in this area.â
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He said casually that the Crown Prince tried to poison him. Iâm surprised when he said that so I looked around if anyone had heard it.
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Fortunately, there were only the two of us around.
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I looked down.
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I see many white scars on the back of Siegfriedâs hands.
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It didnât come from learning swordsmanship. These are wounds deliberately caused by someone.
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It was only Eisa that could make the Prince Siegfried like that.
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âYouâve improved a lot, though. Seeing that youâre out there.â
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I asked, comparing Siegfried a week ago with him now.
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Using his thumb, Siegfried swept his chin and shook his head.
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âI thought so, too, but when I loosened my body, I sprained my wrist. It looks like itâs not completely healed yet.â
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Siegfried kicked his tongue. If thatâs the case, wouldnât it be better to tie your wrists together as first aid?
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I leaned toward him with both hands on the floor.
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âHow about wrapping a handkerchief so that it wonât be forced? Even if you go back and show it to the doctor.â
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âNot that serious. ⌠Uh.â
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It was strangely annoying that he refused immediately. I pressed Siegfriedâs wrist.
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As I pressed hard on my fingertips, he frowned with a grievous sound.
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ââŚ.⌠What are you doing? â
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Siegfried clenched his teeth and asked.
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âJust a moment.â
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I held handkerchief in my mouth and quickly folded Siegfriedâs sleeves up.
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He flinched his shoulders in embarrassment, but he didnât push me away.
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âPut your hands up, just a little. Yes, just like that.â
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A handkerchief embroidered with cherry blossoms was wrapped around his wrist.
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Suddenly Siegfried looked down at me quietly without any restraint. He opened his mouth to tie the knot.
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âYou look familiar.â
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âOh, of course. Shouldnât I be able to do this much with the name of Elifritz in me?â
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Both my brothers, Abbysion and Miliard, were knights.
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To be precise, Miliard is not yet an official knight. Thatâs why they oftsn got hurt.
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On some days that I canât call a doctor, I treat them myself.
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So naturally, I have no choice but to know how to do first aid for minor injuries.
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âItâs done.â
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I said satisfactorily, turning his wrist. As I stepped back a little, Siegfried moved his wrist back and forth.
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On his expressionless face, he had a surprised look.
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âIt doesnât hurt.â
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âAbsolutely. You still have to let a doctor see it.â
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ââŚ.Thank you.â
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Siegfried tilted his head slightly and clapped. It seemed like heâs feeling the best of it.
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My heart quickly melted away at the blunt thank-you greetings from this black haired boy.
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I laughed and said with full pride.
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âYouâre welcome. You can see me anytime.â
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â⌠⌠Usually I donât get hurt like this.â
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âAh yes. I see.â
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He swung his sword to his neck with confidence coming. I glanced up at the sky, thinking of his answer.
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Until a while ago, the sun was so hot that it was dazzling, but the sunset was coming soon. This was why I canât even open thebook I brought earlier.
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âWill Your Higness the Prince stay here? â
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âI donât know.â
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Siegfried looked up at the sky like me and muttered.
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I decided to get up first because I had a plan separately afterwards.
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âThen Iâll go first. â
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â..⌠Ah.â
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I stood up lifting my skirt and removing the leaves on it.
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âWait a moment.â
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âAck! F*ck, you surprised me!â
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I was stunned at the pure white face that came out of nowhere.