Li Sui didnât sleep well that night; he kept dreaming of people harming Lu Shang. Li Sui was powerless. Not only was he unable to protect Lu Shang, he dreamt that he cost Lu Shang his life. When he woke from his dreams, it was already bright outside and long past breakfast time. Li Sui immediately rolled up from the bed.
âWhy didnât you wake me?â Li Sui went down the stairs in a rush. Lu Shang was wearing a black suit, he was sitting in front of the dining table, and there was a bouquet of cornflowers in his hands.
âDonât run. The floor is wet.â Lu Shang stared at his slippers, âWe are not going to study today. Get changed, we are visiting the graveyard.â
Li Sui paused for a bit, then he saw Uncle Yuen wearing all black as well. He immediately nodded.
Their destination was a public graveyard in the countryside. Lu Shang didnât say a word on the way, and affected by the atmosphere, Li Sui was silent as well. They got out of the car, and there was a flight of bluestone stairs in front of them. It looked endless. Climbing the stairs was hard for even normal, healthy people. Worrying that Lu Shangâs body couldnât hold up, Li Sui guarded close behind Lu Shang the entire time.
The upper parts of the stairs were even steeper than before. Li Sui decided to directly hold Lu Shangâs hand, worried that he would fall off the staircase. As they reached higher, there were less tombs and the view became broader. When Lu Shang stopped ascending, there was only a handful of graves around them.
The grave had been cleaned recently, and in front of the gravestone, there was a bouquet of cornflowersâmuch like the ones in Lu Shangâs hands. It was obvious that someone was here before them. A monochromatic photograph of a man was on the gravestone; he looked a lot like Lu Shang. That must be Lu Shangâs father.
After Uncle Yuen put up incense, he moved aside, giving room to Lu Shang and Li Sui.
Lu Shang was not wearing a sad expression; his demeanor was still as calm as ever. Bowing down, he placed the flowers on the step of the gravestone, âIâve come to visit you again. As you see, Iâm still alive this year.â His tone sounded as though he had not expected that.
On the side, Li Sui trembled ever so slightly.
Lu Shang turned his head to Li Sui, âThis is my fatherâs grave. Come and put up an incense.â
Li Sui walked over accordingly, lighting an incense and bowing in front of the grave.
In the meantime, Lu Shang didnât say a word, he just stared silently at the gravestone. Li Sui had the feeling that Lu Shang must be talking to his father in his heart.
âYou asked if Iâm of mixed raced before.â Lu Shang pulled Li Sui up after he had placed the incense in, âI canât answer that, because Iâm a test tube baby.â
Li Sui was shocked, but Lu Shang continued, âMy father was a soldier. He hid his coronary disease history to join the army, he had participated in a lot of top-secret missions. After the war ended, he returned to the city with his injuries and sickness, then he opened a company with a few of his comrades. He began his career in business, and that was the beginning of Tong Yan.â
âI inherited two things from himâone is my heart disease, another is my sexuality. Hm, my father was one too.â Lu Shang smiled slightly. âAt that time, the techniques of in vitro fertilization were still not fully developed. That was also why my father felt indebted to me; he wanted me to be healthy. In truth, for the beginning years of my life, I was really healthy, but when I was around four to five years old, I showed signs of having coronary illnesses. Destiny is a funny thing. You just canât run away from it.â
Lu Shang paused briefly, then continued, âWe werenât that close; after I went abroad to get medical treatments, we havenât seen each other much.â Lu Shang extended his hand to dust off the photo, âHe had a longstanding wish. He always wanted to find a cure, a cure that could rid me of my suffering from heart illnesses forever. He wanted me to live on healthily.â
He took a deep breath. âWhen I wasnât in the country, he had many trials, some might even have been quite inhumane. Perhaps because his methods were wrong, his wish didnât come true and he died with regrets.â After speaking, Lu Shang turned to him, asking, âLi Sui. Could you comprehend his actions?â
Li Sui wasnât clear why Lu Shang decided to tell him this now, but he fell into silence for a while. Eventually, he answered, âIf I were him, I would have done the same.â
Lu Shang stared back at the grave; a slight smile with an unknown meaning appeared on his face.
The trip down the stairs was easier than the way up, but even so, Lu Shang was feeling a bit uncomfortable. His chest hurt and his fingers were numb. Uncle Yuen was already waiting down at the car. He just got off the phone, and now he was looking at Lu Shang as if he had something to say. He did have something to say, but because Li Sui was there, he couldnât.
âItâs fine, what is it?â Lu Shang opened the vehicle door and got on.
âThe person in jail, we have the connections now. They say his sentence could be shortened but will require some money.â
Lu Shang rubbed his forehead and ordered, âDo as they say.â
Li Sui couldnât win over his own curiosity, so he asked, âWho are you talking about?â
Their eyes met; Lu Shang stared at Li Sui with a complicated gaze. In the end, he didnât answer, he just asked Uncle Yuen to drive them home.
If Lu Shang didnât want to answer, there was no point in Li Sui asking further, so he just stayed silent. Maybe because it was Lu Shangâs fatherâs death anniversary, Li Sui could sense that Lu Shang was a bit unusual today.
When they returned home in the afternoon, Lu Shang went directly to bed without having lunch. At first, Li Sui thought he must be in a bad mood, but after seeing his pale complexion, he realized Lu Shang was feeling unwell. Hence, Li Sui called Leung ZiRui immediately.
âItâs fine. Insufficient blood supply, same old problem.â After Leung ZiRui examined him, he said, âThere is a red medicine bottle in his drawer, give him two of those pills. Let him breathe in some oxygen, remember to keep his limbs warm. He should be fine with a good nightâs rest.â
Lu Shang was half conscious, and he wasnât cooperating with taking the medicine; the pills fell to the floor a few times. Li Sui didnât know what to do, who would have thought that the Lu Lao Ban, who could kill people with just his eyes, was hopelessly afraid of bitter medicine? Li Sui put in a lot of effort to finally get Lu Shang to take the pills, he then turned the lights off and warmed Lu Shangâs legs under the blanket.
Around midnight, Lu Shang finally began to warm up. Li Sui was soaked in his own sweat. Li Suiâs legs had been nuzzling up to Lu Shangâs for half-a-day already, his member had reacted long ago with the continued contact. Li Sui sat at the side of the bed for a while; he couldnât hold back and quietly kissed Lu Shang on the lips before he finally went to the shower room to clean himself up.
The next day when Lu Shang woke up, he was, as expected, feeling a lot better. Li Sui was still insecure, so no matter what, he was going to follow Lu Shang, not letting him leave the house alone. Originally, Lu Shang wasnât going to bring Li Sui, but after some thought, he decided that it was for the best, so he lugged Li Sui along when he left the house.
âWhere are we going?â
âThe shooting range.â
The location was very remote; they basically drove all the way to the outskirts of the city. They got out of the car in front of a golf course, an employee led them around, and finally they entered a glass room. There was a middle-aged man inside; he just took a shot at the target, but noticing them, he took his earmuffs off.
âDirector Yue, itâs a pleasure meeting you.â Lu Shang raised his hand for a handshake with the man.
âSo, you are the one Xiao Ke (i) wants to introduce me to?â The middle-aged man laughed, then his gaze turned to Li Sui.
T/N: (i) Xiao Ke is Yan Ke; remember after going on the cruise ship, Yan Ke had dinner with Lu Shang, Li Sui, and SiMa JingRong. Lu Shang asked him for a meeting with Yue PengFei, SiMa JingRongâs father.
âThis is Li Sui,â Lu Shang replied. He only told him Li Suiâs name but didnât explain who he was.
Li Sui only found this man familiar, but there was nothing else. Li Sui nodded his head and greeted, âDirector Yue.â
Yue PengFeiâs eyes shifted across the two, and there was something unknown hidden in his gaze. He turned his head around to an employee, asking for a revolver. Turning back to Lu Shang, he arched his eyebrows and said, âI heard that you are quite skilled with a gun? Letâs compete.â
Lu Shang accepted with a smile, âIt would be my pleasure.â
Each had ten rounds, the bullets were all sparkling clean. Li Sui was shocked to find that the bullets were all genuine ones. Yue PengFei was used to shooting, it was obvious that he had been warming up for a while already as well. He loaded the gun proficiently, then he took a stern stance.
Lu Shang used a warm towel to rub his wrist, then he loaded his gun at a steady pace, neither hurried nor slow. Lu Shangâs waist was slim, and his legs were long; when he raised his arm, a beautiful curve formed along his shoulder blades and waist. Lu Shangâs head tilted slightly to the side; his aura wasnât menacing, he was a little detached even, but standing beside Yue PengFei, his stance was not at all inferior.
Li Suiâs eyes were glued to him, he stared at Lu Shangâs fine waist. In his mind, he began imagining what it would feel like to wrap his arms around him.
The two of them stood facing the target. It was just a simple shooting action, but they looked like two swordsmen preparing for battle.
Everything around them was silent, two loud âbangsâ rang across the room. The bullets left the barrels of the gun separately, but holes bloomed on the targets afar almost at the same time.
Lu Shang took his earmuffs off, âDirector Yue is as good as the rumors are.â
Yue PengFei smiled as he shook his head, âYou are quite good yourself.â
The electronic scoreboard displayed their individual scores. Li Sui looked at the board, Yue PengFei got a â9â while Lu Shang got an â8â.
Then it was the next round, this time Li Sui was more focused on their marksmanship. Lu Shangâs fingers were fine and long, his hand was steady, and his grasp was firm. His eyes were completely focused on the target, not having a speck of hesitation.
The two of them were evenly matched, their scores were always neck-to-neck. For the first few rounds, Lu Shang held the gun with one hand, but starting from the fifth round, he used his other hand to lightly support the gun. Li Sui had never touched a gun in his life, but he knew that guns would recoil after each shot. Though the barrel of Lu Shangâs gun wasnât big, it would still shake and possibly harm his wrist.
After they had finished their rounds, Lu Shang handed the gun back to the employee. He rubbed his sore wrist while saying, âDirector Yueâs marksmanship is admirable, I will have to admit my defeat.â
To Yue PengFei, the match was a satisfying one; he seldom met opponents near his level. Even if there were skilled competitors, some would rather lose to him on purpose because of his status. Lu Shang had lost with two points behind him, but the thrill of a real competition made Yue PengFei quite joyous.
âYou are exaggerating. I have been warming-up for over half-an-hour before you arrived.â Yue PengFei smiled; obviously he wasnât fed up with shooting yet. His eyes were on the sniper rifle on the wall; he called for an employee to get it down for him.
A female assistant-like person walked in, she entered after knocking, âThe young master is here.â
Yue PengFei just said an âAh,â and put the rifle down, looking a little disappointed. He patted Lu Shangâs shoulder and said, âI am going out a bit. You guys have fun.â
Li Sui took the chance, walking up to Lu Shang, he wrapped his wrist in a warm towel, massaging it lightly, âDoes it hurt?â
Lu Shang shook his head, smiling, âDo you want to try?â
âI donât know how.â
âHere. Hold it. Iâll teach you.â
The gun was heavier than Li Sui had imagined it to be. He loaded the gun according to Lu Shangâs directions and tried imitating Lu Shangâs stance as he held the gun up.
âPut this finger here. Raise your arm up.â Lu Shang stood beside Li Sui, one of his hands placed on Li Suiâs waist, the other holding Li Suiâs wrist. They were standing so close they could almost hear each otherâs heartbeats.
âRelax. Focus. Donât move your body.â Lu Shangâs mouth was right beside Li Suiâs ear; it sounded like he was smiling. âHold tight.â After saying that, he put the earmuffs on Li Sui and stepped back. Li Sui stared at the target, then he pulled the trigger.
The target shook, and a â1â turned up on the scoreboard. Li Sui made a shocked expression.
âNot bad for your first shot.â Lu Shang said behind him, âDonât just stare at the target. You have to look at the direction of the barrel. Now, try again.â
Perhaps every man had an inborn passion for guns and weapons. After Li Sui took the first shot, he felt his blood boiling. Before Lu Shang finished talking, he had already loaded the gun again and raised it to aim.
After his first try, he shifted his body a little. Separating his legs, one at the front and one at the back, he tried imaging Lu Shangâs posture in his mind, his eyes sharpened. He held his breath as he aimed; when his whole body was sturdy and calm, he pulled the trigger decisively.
Bang!
The scoreboard indicated a â6â.
The sound of clapping came from behind him; Li Sui took his earmuffs off and saw Lu Shang smiling. âNot bad. You have talents.â
Being praised by Lu Shang, letâs not even begin with how happy Li Sui was, he could almost feel a huge tail growing out of his back and wagging crazily. Outside the glass window, someone knocked lightly. Lu Shang saw that it was Yue PengFei and knew he had something to talk about, so he said, âKeep practicing here.â
The glass walls had great sound-proof properties. Li Sui saw the two going out to the corridors to chat, trying to listen in from inside the room, he realized he could hear absolutely nothing, so he gave up and focused on practicing.
âTong Yan is a good company, but your companyâs inner workings are too complicated. I donât want to have anything to do with that,â Yue PengFei said quite directly.
Lu Shang expressed that he understood his worries, then said, âWhat if a proxy holds the shares instead?â
âA proxy?â
âNot in my capacity, nor in Tong Yanâs capacity, but the funds I will invest in Mu Sheng will be the same.â
Yue PengFei wavered, he asked, âAnd I wonder whom Lu Lao Ban might have in mind to be the proxy?â
Lu Shang looked at the person inside the glass room, âThat child.â
Yue PengFei was shocked, âFrom what I know, he has no legal relationship with you. Arenât you afraid that he would take the money and flee? 80 million yuan is not a small amount. Lu Lao Ban, I think you should consider this more carefully.â
âOn this point, you can rest easy. Director Yue,â Lu Shang said, âIâve been in this business for 10 years and I never agree to unprofitable deals.â
Yue PengFei didnât push further, âIf you say so, thenâŠâ
âBut I have a condition.â Lu Shang said, âHe will only be holding your companyâs shares, he will not be a legal representative of your company, and he will not be a part of your board meetings, either. Any possible legal mishaps of your company will have nothing to do with him.â
Yue PengFeiâs expression shifted, âSo you donât trust me.â
Lu Shang laughed, âThatâs too much. As a parent, I must think with my childâs best interests in mind, I hope you could understand that.â
Yue PengFei considered in silent for a while, then he looked at Li Sui inside the room, âWell. Iâm fine with that, but I have a condition as well.â
The scoreboard showed a â0â.
Li Sui took his earmuff off; his gaze went to the two outside uncontrollably. Outside the glass room, Lu Shang was chatting with another person, smiling and laughing, that made Li Sui anxious.
âSir, do you want more bullets?â an employee asked.
âNo, thanks.â Li Sui handed the gun to the employee, then he pushed open the door and went out.
âAre you tired?â Lu Shang asked while smiling as he saw Li Sui come out.
âHm.â Li Sui rubbed his wrists pretending to be tired. âWhat were you guys talking about?â
Lu Shang glanced at Yue PengFei, he said, âYour Uncle Yue just mentioned a training camp, he wanted to put his sons, big and small SiMa in the camp. He wants to train them, but heâs afraid that they would fight at the campsite and do stupid things. So, he wants to find someone to tag along. After some thought, I think you can go with them. You guys are around the same age, so you should be able to communicate with them better. What do you think?â
Li Sui asked, âTraining camp?â
âThis is one of Mu Shengâs projects; itâs still in the trial period. It is basically a taste of being in the military camps, it will be held for a month.â Yue PengFei continued to explain, âMy two sons are pampered too much, they couldnât stand any hardships. Those two lack manlinessâespecially the big one, he only knows how to throw tantrums.â
When he talked about his sons, a slight expression of anger surfaced on his face. Quickly, he realised his ill-manner, so he coughed a bit and changed the subject, âIf Xiao Li were to go as well, then I would be a lot more assured. I heard from JingRong that you saved him in Hai Nan before, I will have to thank you for that.â
Li Sui finally remembered; this director Yue was Yue PengFei. Also, the person whom SiMa JingRong claimed to be his father, the father who wanted to take the inheritance his son got from his mother. Li Sui immediately replied, âYouâre exaggerating. I⊠didnât do much.â Just scolded him a bit, also with pretty harsh words.
Lu Shang looked at the two, he smiled and said, âWell then, itâs decided. Iâll bring him over for the camp.â
Just like that, it was confirmed.
On the way back, Li Sui didnât look very happy. He just sat in the backseat, seeming down, not saying a word.
Lu Shang poked his hand a few times, asking, âAre you mad?â
Li Sui turned his head to Lu Shang, asking a little listlessly, âAre you fed up with me already?â
Lu Shang held his hand, comforting him, âYou are just going to get some training, thereâs nothing wrong with that. There will be a trainer in the camp, he will teach you some simple fighting techniques.â
âBut I will have to leave home for a month. Also, it would interfere with my studies.â Li Sui fought back. There was one more sentence he left unsaid in his heartââ I wonât be able to see you for an entire month.
âItâs fine. You can bring a few books.â Lu Shang refuted.
Training was not the real focus of the camp, Yue PengFei only wanted to examine Li Suiâs personality and abilities. Yue PengFei established Mu Sheng up from the ground with his own two hands, he will hand the company down to big and small SiMa in the future. So, the investors of the company now will become his sonâs future business partner. As a father, it was understandable for him to think ahead for his sons.
âIf you can complete the training camp, then you will have a seat in Mu Sheng as a shareholder.â
When Yue PengFei first mentioned the training camp, Lu Shang had already decided to let Li Sui attend; it happened to be just the thing Lu Shang was looking for. A while back, Lu Shang watched a live broadcast, he heard a lot of other parentsâ experiences. In the beginning, he just thought Li Sui was more mature than other children his age, but when Lu Shang compared Li Sui to the cases on the broadcast, he noticed Li Sui was too attached to him. Li Sui would follow Lu Shang anywhere, his eyes were always alert of anything that got near Lu Shang, he showed extreme possessiveness. Lu Shang did not find that annoying, but he was a homosexual, so even if he had very few desires, Li Suiâs relentless assaults were still too much.
Li Sui didnât say anything, but his expression read âI will miss you a lotâ.
Lu Shang smiled lightly, âYou should go. We need someone who could fight in the family.â