It was severe, but the area around the eyes, where the darkened blood vessels only stretched out, has significantly improved compared to the past. Perhaps because it was a place where the effect was weak, it gradually began to improve before other areas.
Even now, Tae-Woo is looking down at the document with an expressionless face, was quite different from the image of Tae-Woo stored in So-Wonâs memory. His expression, which had always felt scary, also seemed softer.
So-Wonâs gaze looked down. The long-sleeved black clothes stuck tightly to Tae-Wooâs body and showed him his body as it was. Broad shoulders, thick arms, and a hard chest. It wasnât just his imagination that his body seemed better than usual.
Itâs easy to see when you look at it. The muscles were getting a little thicker, and they were getting stronger. Recently, there have been fewer cases of breaking things, and Tae-Woo can control his strength well.
So-Wonâs eyes turned to the black ring around his neck.
The characteristics of âMonster Kang Tae-Wooâ that people know are connected to the grim impression, the disgusting blood vessels that fill the whole body, and the thickness that fills the neck
It was that thing that caught the most attention.
âWithout that, I think Tae-Woo can walk around normally like everyone else.â
Although he had been Tae-Wooâs guide for eight years, So-Won needed to learn the ringâs identity hanging around his neck. Is it something that can control an esperâs ability?
He might use it to cover the dark veins on his neck. Perhaps because he was staring for a long time, but for So-Won, the black ring is now almost a part of So-Won.
So-Won didnât see Tae-Woo remove it even when he was sleeping or guiding. So-Won finally couldnât resist his curiosity and asked.
âTae-Woo, Iâve been curious about that for a long time. Whatâs that on your neck?â
Tae-Woo, who was checking the documents, paused. Tae-Woo stiffened for a while, put down the paper in his hand and slowly rubbed his neck. The smooth metal was touched.
ââŚItâs a bomb.â
He sounded like someone who wanted to hide and was reluctant to say it.
âBomb?â
So-Wonâs eyes widened as if they were going to pop out. He thought it was equipment that could support his abilities; it was a bomb.
He wanted Tae-Woo to deny it but silently avoided looking at So-Won. He didnât say anything. It seemed like a bomb. So-Won was silent and appalled. So he had been living with bombs? No, thatâs not it. Did he carry a bomb around him all his life?
âBombs, whyâŚ.â
âItâs designed to blow up when I started to rampage. Donât worry. It wonât explode unless the waves rise to a certain level..â
So-Won was even more speechless after hearing Tae-Wooâs explanation. To be safe when the wavelength is below a certain number, it is safe. It also meant a bomb would explode even if the wavelength reached more than needed.
Tae-Wooâs condition was unstable. It was like that before he met So-Won, and it was even worse eight years later.
So-Won saw him go out of control three times since he regressed. The first time was in a private room, the second was the meeting between him and Si-Hyuk, and the most recent was after he returned from the gate. Tae-Woo has already passed the point of dying three times.
So-Won didnât know he could die at any time, not eight years later. But So-Won knew nothing about the object that was next to him.
When Tae-woo entered, the gate meant something other than his duty as an Esper. He was risking his life every time he entered the gate. Eight years later, he died. Even after barely surviving, he didnât get guidance. His condition kept getting worse every time Tae-Woo used his ability. It would have been like a limited-time life that you donât know when youâll die.
So-Won didnât dare to look at his face, so he bowed his head deeply. He grabbed his hand so hard that his nails stuck in his flesh. So-Won was angry and disappointed with himself. At the same time, the guilt toward Tae-Woo intensified.
âIâm sorry I havenât told you so far.â
Tae-Woo apologized for what he thought was his mistake when he saw So-Wonâs shocked face. However, it was So-Won, not Tae-Woo, who should apologize.
He was delighted, thinking they were getting closer and his condition was improving, without knowing that it was a bomb hanging around Tae-Wooâs neck. He was living in a dangerous tug-of-war every day.
When So-Won couldnât speak, Tae-Woo opened his mouth again.
âIf Lee So-won is uncomfortable, I wonât take guidance from now on.â
âWhat? Oh, no! No!â
So-Won shook his head hurriedly and looked at Tae-Woo. However, Tae-woo was still rubbing his neck with his eyes lowered. The bomb was completely hidden with his large hand. So-Won felt like Tae-Woo was covering it, thinking he would be scared. So-Wonâs heart throbbed greatly at the sight.
The moment he was with him, it wasnât scary to guide him.
âYou canât take it offâŚ?â
âI heard that if you force it off your body, it will explode.â
âThen how can we remove it?â
âWe decided to release it when my condition stabilizes.â
Then it was strange that he still had the bomb. Tae-Wooâs condition was getting better day by day. Not long ago, he was told by the doctor in charge, who briefly checked the figures, that Tae-Wooâs condition was stabilizing a lot, and as it showed, the veins around his eyes were gradually lightening.
âThen shouldnât it be removed now? Why not yetâŚ.â
âI thought it would be better to do it for peopleâs safety.â
It was a very Tae-woo-like answer. He probably didnât even ask for release. If the association did not come to him first to release it, Tae-Woo would have lived with a bomb around his neck even after his condition was completely improved.
Suddenly a question arose. Since Tae-woo is an S-class body-reinforcing Esper, such a small bomb would not have caused an accident. So-Won knew he would survive in the middle of a nuclear explosion.
âBut⌠This doesnât have any effect on Tae-WooâŚâ
âThe surface is made of materials that weaken Esperâs ability. If it explodes⌠I donât know what will happen.â
After listening to Tae-Woo, So-Won remembered what he heard in the guide training. A metal is occasionally found at the gate, and he heard that itâs so deadly that even a brief touch on Esper can significantly reduce his ability.
ââŚSince when have you been wearing it?â
When he first heard about Tae-Woo, he was already wearing a black ring around his neck amid scary rumors. It was a memory of So-Won when he was very young, even when he didnât even go to elementary school. By then, Tae-Woo was still a minor.
âI donât remember.â
ââŚâŚâ
He didnât know it was a bomb hanging around Tae-Wooâs neck, but even the government couldnât announce it. No matter how scary Tae-Woo is, the association would have inevitably been criticized internationally if it was revealed that they had asked him to carry a bomb since he was young.
âItâs not uncomfortable?â
âIâm used to it now.â
Tae-Woo had a calm attitude. If it was a So-Won, it was clear that he wouldnât have been able to sleep or eat anything after shaking with anxiety every day. So-Won realized once again that he had been living without being treated like a human.
The bomb on Tae-Wooâs neck did not explode until eight years after Tae-Woo died. And for eight years as a guide to Tae-Woo, So-Won was closer to him than anyone else and did not realize that what was on his neck was a bomb. Of course, he would have been more afraid of him if he had known.
So-Won jumped out of his seat as if he had decided something.
âAs expected, I donât think this is right.â
Tae-Wooâs face turned dark. He was afraid of the words that would soon follow. Tae-Woo is sure So-Won will say heâs quitting as a guide.
His heart felt heavy. Tae-Woo thought it was fine even if he refused to guide him as long as he stayed by his side.
Tae-Woo knew it. An excellent and precious guide like a So-Won is too much for him. He can only make people around him unhappy. Now it was time to be punished for being greedy. Tae-Woo quietly waited for the words to come out of So-Wonâs mouth.
âTae-Woo, wait. Iâll let you take it off.â
So-Won suddenly stood up, packed his smartphone and cleaned his messy clothes after lying down. Tae-Woo showed a rare expression of being surprised.
âWhere are you going?â
âIâm going to see the doctor first. I need data that Tae-Wooâs condition has improved a lot, and I will also ask where I can submit it.
So-Won said while looking back on what he had planned for a short time. So-Won knew nothing about Tae-Wooâs bomb or the organization chart of the Esper Association. It was heavy to ask the person who was already carrying the bomb. Instead, if So-Won go to the doctor in charge and asks him, he can tell him in detail how to remove the bomb from Tae-Wooâs neck.