When I returned from the attack on the Lithomanmari Trade Association, I immediately went to speak with Kanako-chan, who is also a woman of marriageable age in a sense.
âI had prepared myself but this was beyond my expectationsâŠ.. Sorry Tatsuya-kun, itâs going to take a while for me to sort out my feelings so can we discuss this graduallyâ
She made a strained smile.
Suddenly being told that your former husband was a kitsune or that I came from another worldâŠ.. I can appreciate how that can be difficult to follow.
âI understand, Iâm free to talk whenever you wantâ
So I responded at the time.
Since then, Kanako-chan has asked me questions from time to time but itâs difficult talking about the cause of her former husbands death and often I found myself at a loss for words.
It seemed like this would take a while butâŠ..
Two days ago, Kanako-chan wandered around in front of my bedroom in her pajamas while holding a pillow.
I thought I would have to prepare myself to speak with her but it seems that she lacked the determination and eventually returned to her room.
Thinking of the past few days I lay on the futon in the room I was borrowing when one of the pawns I had left outside detected Kanako-chan near the door.
It was too early for dinner so I opened the door curiously,
âEh, ah, Tatatatatsuya-kun, are you free right now?â
Kanako-chan in her work clothes, a jacket over her sweater, is holding a pillow for some reason and looks at me with a surprised face.
âI donât mind, I was just thinking some things overâ
Hearing my answer, she enters the room meekly.
Kanako-chan sits down near the futon and I sit next to her,
âItâs difficult to make up my mind but this isnât something you can drag onâŠ.. besidesâ
She puts the pillow she was holding next to mine,
âI havenât properly responded for the ring you gave meâ
Embarrassed, she taps the pillow.
Looking at the pillow, I see a large [YES] embroidered on the cover in pink string.
Could this be the legendary [YES/NO pillow] used by newly weds?
âBefore I listen to your story I wanted to convey my feelings. Um, it may seem unfair but Iâd like for you to help with my fear and uncertaintyâ
Just in case, I flipped over the pillowâŠ..
On the other side a large [OH YES!] is embroidered in red string.
Yeah, thatâs good. This isnât the legendary [YES/NO pillow] it seems.
I let out a sigh of relief,
âEh, that side all of a sudden? Itâs been, you know, more than ten years since I did that sort of thing, Iâd like it if youâre gentle at firstâŠ.. but if thatâs what you want, Tatsuya-kun, then Iâll do my bestâ
Kanako-chan takes off her jacket causing her goods within the sweater to bounce as she wraps her arms around my neck.
Something inside Kanako-chan seems to be going haywireâŠ..
My consciousness too is starting to go haywire and doesnât show signs of stopping.
Her beautiful, slightly slant large eyes sway before me.
Her large chest changes shape as it presses against me and a sweet smell enters my nose. Her soft breaths cause my heart to flutter.
I take a deep breath and embrace her selfish body, gazing back into her saint like eyes.
âŠ..Then I become aware of a certain existence.
I hear Queen tell me [thatâs not fair].
Probably referring to the knowledge of the curse placed on those eyes and the affection residing within my heart by the vengeful spirit known as Ashiya.
Master also often spoke to me about happiness and the natural way of things.
Perhaps she knew that the breaks for my perverted heart lay within those eyes.
âKanako-chan, sorry for not talking about this beforeâ
âWhat?â
While whispering the words I wanted to tell Kanako-chan into her ear, I use magic to grab at the last dregs of the [curse] within her eyes.
Thatâs right, for Queenâs sake and for Kanako-chanâs, this isnât fair. Besides my pride as a great sage wonât allow me to use someones curse to do something like this that goes against the natural way of things that my Master spoke of.
Continuing like this wonât bring me closer to the [precious happiness] I wish for.
The remaining dregs of Ashiyaâs curse is complexly intertwined with Kanako-chanâs memories and requires delicate work to remove.
Iâm a little worried about the process of removing itâŠ..
I extract the memories related to the kitsune and the other world and the memory of my feelings that I just conveyed to her.
I had decided that was the best way in order to not damage her soul.
She shuts her eyes slowly and I lay Kanako-chan, who has lost her strength, on the futon to rest before grabbing the pawn that had been sounding an alarm since recently.
âStop peeking and show yourselvesâ
Mixed with a sigh, I call out to them and the door slowly opens revealing Maya-chan, Queen, and Haruka.
âSorryâ
Maya-chan apologises earnestly,
âDarling really doesnât understand the hearts of womenâ
For some reason, Queen gives a relieved smile.
âUmm, I have a messageâ
Then with a wry smile, Haruka spoke about the progress of the plan.
âThe final preparations have been completed on this end and the pawns have indicated that that the guests have arrived. Haruka, letâs goâ
My reply causes a different reaction in all three of them but,
âUnderstood! Then I will immediately go on standbyâ
Haruka runs off,
âThen as promised, Iâll stick with Mayaâ
Queen transforms from a young girl in gothic lolita clothing to a red ribbon.
Maya-chan takes that ribbon and attaches it to her hair,
âHey, are you not intending to return? Removing momâs recent memories like thatâ
Tears well in her Kanako-chan like eyes as she hugs me.
âDonât worry. Thereâs still so much I have left to do, my goal is to obtain a modest happiness and live a quiet life after allâ
I pat Maya-chan on the head as I reply,
âA quiet life? really nowâ
She releases her arms with an expression mixed with tears and laughter.
âIâm working towards itâ
I give Maya-chan a smile as I contact Yuikuu with the improved magic smartphone,
âSup, you got the message from miss cat? I found a store with fairly tasty looking sweets, would you like to come along with your friendsâ
With that he cuts the call and messages me a map.
âThen, Iâll be out for a bitâ
Leaving Maya-chan those words, I intentionally leave a slight trail to follow andâŠ..