THE GYARU SITTING BEHIND ME LIKED ME. MIGHT BE NO HOPE FOR ME ANYMORE V1: SEPTEMBER 12âOCTOBER 5 THE RELATIONSHIP PROGRESSED, HUH? â PARTÂ 2
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It was dusk when Sandai was released from the never-ending conversation with Nakaoka.
Having grown tired of Sandai continuously taking indecisive attitude, Nakaoka folded up, with a sigh said, âWell, just think about it,â and ended it. The organizing of the school history reference room was brought to a finish as well.
Completely mentally exhausted, Sandai returned to his home, unsteadily entered his own room, and plopped down on the bed immediately after.
âI just wanna go straight to sleepâŚâ
He was being urged by such an impulse. Though, he would have to do something before that; in the morning, heâd promised to contact Shino later.
Sandai slowly got up and booted up the messaging app on his phone. Firstly he added Shinoâs ID, and then tried to send a message to her⌠and his hands stopped.
The various things Nakaoka had told him flickered in his mind. Somehow he felt like his current self was facing an important crossroad, making his fingers stop moving.
Time passed by just like that in the time Sandai remained frozen, and it was already nine when he realized it.
ââŚI mustnât think about unnecessary things. I should completely forget Senseiâs words. Trying to send a message will be harder and harder the more I think about it.â Sandai forcibly emptied his head. And then, albeit slowly, his fingers began to move. âAnd like⌠this.â
Sandai decided to send the message with only his name on it, as letting her know that the sender was him would be fine for the time being.
Sandai hit send, and a strange sense of accomplishment and fatigue hit him at the same time.
Sandai tried to get some drink to take a breatherâonly to get startled by his phone ringing.
He nervously checked it, and it was from Shino.
>Iâve been waiting~.
âIt hasnât even been one minute since I sent the message, thoughâŚâ Not expecting such a speedy reply, Sandai gulped down his saliva while sweat oozed out of his forehead. ââŚIâve gotta respond to Yuizakiâs reply, donât I?â
Sandai frettingly began to think what to reply, but before he could even send any text, follow-up messages from Shino came one after another.
>Thanks for keeping the promise.
>I was so nervous, wondering when I would hear from you.
>By the way, itâs funny itâs just your name. You sure have humor.
In the face of super speed follow-ups with no thought of his pace, Sandai thought that it just might be easier to pretend he hadnât seen it and later send a âMy bad, I didnât see itâ message as an excuse, but a feature of the messaging app put that to a stop.
This app would show âRead,â telling the other side that it was seen. Leaving no reply would be equal to ignoring it. He couldnât use the excuse that he hadnât seen it.
âWhat do I do⌠Thatâs right⌠I guess Iâll start by telling her Iâm not used to an app like this.â
Thinking result: Sandai decided to be honest and tell her his current situation for the time being. Honesty would be best at a time like this. Probably.
âErrr⌠âMy bad, Iâve been a loner so this is the first time for me to contact someone. I think my reply is going to be slow, or there could be some confusion, but please do excuse me.â âŚThere.â
>Realsies? Kay!
ââRealsies?â and âKayâ? Whatâs this? I donât get it. I beg you, please use proper language.â
Sandai would like to ignore the words he got no idea at all what it meant, but remaining clueless would make understanding one another difficult, so he inevitably asked the meaning.
And thenâ
>Realsies? is the slang for for real?, and kay is short for okay~.
âAh, I see. So itâs slang and short for it.â
Such exchange of messages with Shino continued for pretty long.
Shino was beginning to slow down her pace, allowing Sandai a bit of breathing room, and the conversation started to roll fairly nicely.
In the middle of such a casual chat, Shino suddenly mentioned sheâd like to go to Sandaiâs home next Sunday.
>Can I come to your place next Sunday? So I make confections at work, and I want to practice that. Letâs make it together.
Sandai questioned whether his no-experience-at-making-confectionaries self could be of any help in the practice. He checked with Shino just in case, and she replied, âItâs okay.â
If the one proposing it said so, then it surely would be okay. As for letting her into his home, Sandai didnât feel any reluctance since he had already had her in twice.
With the time starting to get late, the chat ended with sending,âGood night,â to one another.
ââŚWhatâs the time now? Already time for anime, huh.â He looked at the clock, and saw it was five minutes before late-night anime.
Sandai was sleepy, but not watching wasnât an option, so he slept after watching late-night anime.
3
In the time leading to the following Sunday, they spent their days feigning indifference to each other at school, but exchanging silly messages at home at night.
Attention from other students began to decrease significantly. Even Nakaoka who had tattled on and on; perhaps taking a wait-and-see approach, she didnât try to meddle even if she were to give a suspecting gaze.
In the meantime, Sunday came. Sandai changed into his outside clothes, headed to the station, and sat on the bench on the platform, waiting for Shino to arrive.
Shino got off the train that came shortly after.
Sandai waved his hand. Shino noticed it and went to rush to him in a small jog.
âDid you wait?â
âI just got here.â
âThank god~.â
Shino was naturally wearing plain clothing as it was a day off, putting on a casual getup of short-ish cropped pants, a white shirt with polka dots, and then flower-patterned sandals. She was also holding a big-ish wicker basket with the inside unknown to him.
Although it was now entering the last third of September, there were still many days with high temperatures. And today was one such day, so Shino seemed to be dressed in summer clothing
As Sandai had only ever seen Shino in school uniform, the plain clothing gave off some fresh feeling.
ââŚShall we go?â Sandai asked and got up from the bench.
âWait a minute,â and then Shino put the brakes on. âUmm⌠Itâs gonna be so sudden and Iâm sorry, butâŚâ Shino was scratching her cheek with an apologetic look, and then a small girl suddenly and timidly came out from behind her.
Sandai tilted his head at the appearance of the mysterious girl.
âUmm⌠When I left home, she suddenly said sheâd come along with me.â
âEh⌠Came along with you when you left home? Donât tell me, Yuizaki⌠have you been a⌠mother of one?â
âY-You are wrong!â Shino waved her hands and denied it in panic. âWho even has a kid this big at my age!? I mean Iâm a virgin, how could I even have aân-no, forget what I just said.â
Apparently it wasnât her daughter, but when given some thought, Shino was still a high school student and moreover not good with men; there was no way she was having a child.
Iâve made a misunderstanding that can be easily figured out if I think about it calmly, Sandai reflected as he scratched his cheek.
âErr, I think Iâve mentioned it before, but I have a little sister. And itâs this girl. I knew I shouldâve let you know when I was on the train, but⌠itâs just hard to bring up, you see.â
Shino had indeed said she got a little sister before. Sandai remembered that as well.
âCome on, say hello to Onii-chan.â
ââŚNice to meet you. Iâm Miki.â
Shinoâs little sisterâMiki looked a lot like Shino, as one would expect from sisters.
The only difference that could be discerned at first glance, apart from the color of Shinoâs dyed hair, would perhaps be around the eyes.
In contrast to Shinoâs distinct double eyelid, Miki also got a pretty double eyelid but hers were droopy eyes.
âNice to meet you, Miki-chan.â
âO-OhayâŚâ Miki shut her eyes tight and looked down; not scared, but seemed embarrassed.
âIâm really sorry, FujiwaraâŚâ
âYou donât have to apologize.â
âIt wouldnât be good if I troubled you, so I did tell her to be a good girl and play with Mom and Dad at home, though.â
âI donât think itâs any trouble at all so itâs fine, really⌠Itâs just maybe, but Miki-chan, could it be that you love your Onee-chan so thatâs why you wanted to be with her?â
Sandai crouched down and smiled, only for Miki to smile pleasantly and give a small nod.
âYup. Miki loves Onee-chan.â
An innocent girl befitting her apparent age; that was how it seemed to Sandai. Though, Shino was making an indescribable expression as she was watching the whole thing from the side.
âWhatâs wrong, Yuizaki? Whatâs with that face?â
ââŚIâll let you know ahead of time, but Miki is a girl who instantly turns into a rascal once she gets along with someone. Sheâs good at playing innocent, so try to not get fooled,â said Shino, only for Miki to avert her eyes away.
And she said, âOnee-chan, still mad about yesterdayâŚ?â
âNn? Well of course.â
âDonât be so mad like that⌠Itâs âcause Miki thought a small melon might fit in your bra, Onee-chan⌠and then it fitâŚâ
âEven so you donât go swing it around and play with it like that! Both the strap and hook got broken, you know!?â
âYour boobsâ unexpected bigness is at fault, you knowâŚâ
âNo, itâs not.â
âWhat a selfish bodyâŚâ
ââŚWhere did you even learn those words?â
âIt was on TV.â
âYou lose nothing in not watching that kinda thing.â
They were talking about something terrific, like playing with a bra or something. Miki appeared to be a well-behaved girl, but it was actually like Shino had said; she seemed to just be playing innocent, and her true character was quite free and wild.
Sandai knew it was not something he should listen to so attentively, so he blocked his ears with his hands for now.
âNn? Huh, that Onii-chan blocked his ears. Oh well, itâs just right. Heh hey, Onee-chan, got a minute?â
âWhat.â
âYou were talking about going to a friendâs home, but itâs not a girlâs home, huh?â
ââŚIâve never said anything that itâs a female friendâs home, you know?â
âIs it better to not tell Dad and Mom? You were hiding it from Miki, too, so that means you also havenât told them, right?â
âI-Iâm thinking of telling them one of these days, but we donât have that kind of relationship yet, too⌠umm⌠I hope you donât tell them if you can.â
âThat kind of relationship? Yet? Hmm⌠fufu⌠Miki doesnât really get it, but if you want to, then Miki will stay silent. But instead, go smoochie smooch with that Onii-chan in front of Miki, okay?â
âEh?â
âMiki saw a smoochie in a drama, and then, Miki got curious how it will be like in real life and wants to see it. Thatâs why, Miki will stay silent if you smoochie smooch. Itâs not like you hate that Onii-chan, right? Itâs the first time Miki saw you interacting with a man other than Dad, Onee-chan. If anything, you like him, right?â
âNow that you said it⌠I like him⌠I guess?â
âYou guess? Whatâs that now? Miki will tell Dad and Mom, okay?â
ââŚI like him, I think.â
âYou think?â
âI-I like him. I like him! Is this okay now?â
âSo you do like him. Miki hears momentum is important in something like this, so come on and make the decision today.â
ââŚâ
Their quarrel seemed to have stopped, so Sandai dropped the hands covering his ears.
He didnât know what they had been talking about, but Miki was grinning, while Shino was fiddling around with her bangs with her face red up to her ears.
Why is Yuizaki blushingâAh, I see. The anger about the bra thing has calmed down, but the embarrassment is still there, isnât it? Sandai made such a guess, itâs probably that. And then he vowed that would try not to say a word that would be associated with that if possible.
It would be a different story if Sandai had a hobby of making people get into an uncomfortable mood, but he got no such warped fetish.
Now, having grasped what to look out for in a conversation, Sandai headed for his apartment with them as they couldnât just stand around forever.
It wasnât that far from the station, so they reached there after a few minutesâ walk