âWhose letter is giving my Charlize such a happy look on her face?â
âYou mean, Ellen?â
âHuh, whoâs Ellen? I thought it was Sienna again.â
Damianâs mood dropped a tad.
I opened my eyes slowly.
He has nothing to be jealous of, really.
Noticing how I felt, Damian sat down next to me with an awkward expression.
âSo, what was the letter about?â
âUm, nothing special. It seems that there are not enough books for the children to read, so I will send some later.â
âGood idea. I also heard you decided to visit Her Majesty today?â
Damian quietly put his hand on mine and declared, âIâll be going with you.â
âShould you really go, Damian? I donât think Her Majesty, the Empress, will like it that much.â
At my cheeky question, Damian narrowed his brows.
âI know.â
âBut youâre still following me?â
âYeah, what can I do when I like you so much?â
Haaa, I got goosebumps instantlyâŠ
When I looked at Damian, he narrowed his eyes and chimed in.
âIâll put up with anything because I like you more.â
âAh, yesâŠâ
It took a lot of mental effort to conceal my trembling eyes.
And after the night at the harvest festivalâŠ
âDamianâs expressions of affection are getting more and more forward!â
Of course, I donât despise it, to be precise, Iâm enraptured by it!
Still, canât it be said that itâs a bit embarrassing?
But if I talk about that specifically, itâll delight that mischievous self in Damian and make him fawn over me even more.
And besidesâŠ
ââŠ.itâs honestly kind of cute too.â
I glanced sideways at Damian, then let out a deep sigh.
Iâm going to be in big trouble.
Is it just me, or do these situations happen more often?
Damian casually took my hand and stood up.
âLetâs go.â
âAll right.â
I looked down at our clasped hands and nodded my head with a smile.
So we headed to the Empressâs palace side by side.
***
The Empress, whom I hadnât seen in a long time, was sitting in front of her desk, deep in thought.
âYour Majesty, weâre here.â
âOh, my God, Charlize.â
The Empress raised her head and smiled broadly at me.
She proceeded to squint her eyes as she saw me and Damian, but to be more precise, she saw our interlocked hands.
A sullen voice rang out.
Her sunny demeanor suddenly became moody.
âYou used to say that you cared about how other people perceived you, now youâre this bold?â
Huh?
Come to think of itâŠ
I slowly lowered my gaze.
Damian and I were still affectionately holding hands.
âOh, my God!â
In the spur of the moment, I tried breaking my hand away from Damianâs.
However, instead of emulating me, Damian held onto my hand tightly.
âWeâre engaged, arenât we? Canât we hold hands at least?â
With his back straightened, he really just said what I thought he said with a victorâs expression, didnât he?
Wow! Heâs really forward?!
Damianâs not ashamed one bit!
My face inevitably turned red.
âD-Damian!â
Confused, I tried to dissuade him.
Meanwhile, at that shameless answer, the Empress raised her eyebrows and grinned.
âUh-huh, a lot must have happened at the festival. Did you two get along very well?â
Ah, really.
I canât right nowâŠ
I blinked repeatedly, managed to quickly fix my expression, and then approached the Empress.
âI-Itâs not like that!â
I was about to make an excuse, but I stopped dead in my tracks.
The sight of all sorts of notes covering the Empressâs desk stopped me.
Her memo had clear traces of writing and erasing.
It appeared she was hard at work about something.
âOh, you look busy. Should I visit you another time?â
âNo, no. Come and sit down.â The Empress offered me a seat.
I sat down and carefully asked a question.
âWhatâs all this?â
At my question, the Empress gave a cool smile.
âI believe I can no longer remain withdrawn.â
âWhat? What do you mean?â
âAs Charlize knows, plenty of things happened at this harvest festival.â
The Empress leaned back in her chair and continued.
âUntil now, I feared that unnecessary trouble would arise between me and His Majesty, so I kept to myselfâŠâ
Her dark green eyes, which usually glowed warmly, were now ice-cold.
âI feel thereâs a need to show my presence as an empress would but gradually.â
Ah.
I seemed to know what she meant.
I nodded slightly.
It was because the Emperor was conspicuously ignoring the Empress at the harvest festival.
Now was the time for the Empress and the Rochester House to split with the Emperor and go their separate ways.
âŠshe must have already come to that decision.
And I, on the other hand, always intend to be on the Empressâs side, no matter what the situation.
âIs there anything I can do to help?â
At my sincere question, the Empress, widened her eyes, smiling radiantly.
âItâd be great if you could help. After all, you are the person with the highest national popularity as of late, arenât you, Charlize?â
âReally, Your Majesty!â
âŠ.even at times like this, I happen to find myself the target of the Empress, who wonât miss an opportunity to tease me.
I was in tears.
Itâs really too much!
I tried to change the topic while fanning my red face.
âGreat. Is there something you have in mind?â
âWell, thatâs the problem, I havenât quite come up with an idea.â
The Empressâ eyes sank deeply.
Damian, who had been standing quietly by my side, opened his mouth.
âHave you consulted the Duke of Rochester?â
âOf course. But he didnât really do anything differentâŠâ
The time when the two of them were talking like that.
As the two exchanged thoughts, an idea flashed across my head for a moment.
I widened my eyes.
âAh, Ellen!â
In an instant, Damian and the Empress redirected their gazes toward me.
âEllen, what now?â
Um, this is a bit embarrassing.
After clearing my throat a couple of times, I opened my mouth.
âIâm actually exchanging letters with a child named Ellen.â
âLetters?â
âYes.The children you invited to the spring party the other day. She was one of the children who had the back of her hand injured because of Lady Bennet.â
âOh, I know who the girl is.â
I continued speaking as the Empress nodded.
âEllen wrote that the orphanage had a shortage of books.
âWell, that can happen. Books are, in a way, a luxury item.â
The Empress narrowed her eyes.
âEven more so, if the childrenâs books were to contain illustrationsâŠâ
And even if they didnât, they were still expensive. Prices soared when paired with illustrations.
The Empressâ expression darkened slightly.
âIt wouldnât be simple to afford books when the orphanage has a tight budget, unfortunately.â
âSo, how about donating books to orphanages nationwide?â
I suggested cautiously.
The Empress listened intently to what I said, her eyes sparkling.
âHmm, good idea. I hadnât considered that.â
Encouraged by the Empressâs compliment, I followed it up with another suggestion.
âI also think it would be nice to create a central library that children can generally use.â
âIf itâs the central libraryâŠâ
âChildren can then borrow books and reborrow them.â
I followed the explanation step by step.
âCurrently, thereâs only the Imperial Palace Library because only nobles can borrow books from the Imperial Palace Library.â
âSo gradually expanding the reading privileges to all classes?â
âYes, thatâs it. And if thereâs good feedback, I think it would be productive to expand it to the general public. ButâŠ.â
I spoke calmly.
âIt would be better to open it in the Rochester familyâs name, not the Imperial familyâs.â
The Empress looked at me, her face overwhelmed with emotion.
Ooh, this is unexpected.
To be honest, I didnât make a groundbreaking proposalâŠ
Whatâs happening? Those eyes are the eyes of someone whoâs incredibly proud, arenât they?â
At the same time, the Empress stretched out both her arms and hugged me all at once.
âI canât believe I have to yield my smart Charlize to the Crown Prince.â
She then glared at Damian with an antagonizing gaze.
Damian was stunned as his eyes narrowed.
âWhy am I on the receiving end?â
âCharlizeâs supposed to be mine; weâre meant to live together for the rest of our lives.â
âSheâs not yours, Your Majesty; canât you see sheâs with me?â
âAnd what kind of ridiculous argument do you have to back up your claim?â