âYou donât have to blame yourself for everything.â
At the unexpected words, the child took a deep breath.
âThe only person whoâll treat you best is yourself.â
âNo matter what others say, you have to take care of yourself and love yourself.â
Feeling a bit emotional, the child buried her head in Charlizeâs arms.
Charlize, as she patted the child tenderly on the back, asked the child a question.
âWhatâs your name?â
Charlize added firmly after repeating the childâs name.
âYou have to be strong in the future. Understand me? If youâre going through a rough time next time, write a letter.â
At those words, the startled child raised her head.
âWait, I can write a letter to you? Really?â
The childâs cheeks were stained rosy red.
The spring tea party came to an end.
The townhouse, after everyone had left, had a leisurely atmosphere.
âUgh, todayâŠhas been a really long day.â
If it werenât for Lady Bennet, I would have been saved from half the hassle.
Just what happened back there?
I feel sorry for the kids and what they had to go through.
While grumbling inwardly, I stretched a well-earned stretch.
As I did, Sienna came up to me.
I smiled brightly at Sienna.
âViscountess Antes! You worked really hard today.â
âLady Charlize did great too. Thank you so much for today.â
âIâm glad to have hosted this spring tea party with you,â I said.
That was no lie, it was completely honest.
Perhaps realizing my sincerity, Sienna widened her eyes.
âHmm, I think weâve already said everything we wanted to say to each other.â
I glanced at Sienna sideways.
Since she was the host of this tea party, I figured Sienna had a lot on her plate right now.
Thatâs what I thought, but she didnât leave in a hurry and kept hesitating about whether to leave my side or not.
She probably had something to talk about.
âIf you have something to say, feel free to do so.â
After hesitating for a while, Sienna carefully chose her words.
âThereâs something Iâve been meaning to askâŠâ
âWell, weâve been through plenty of things together, right? Like what happened today and how you helped me at the memorial serviceâŠâ
âŠwhy is she starting off with such a long introduction?
I blankly blinked my eyes.
Siennaâs words continued endlessly.
âTo be honest, I didnât get along well with my people in the north, they found me odd as I always spent my time hunting beasts.â
âYes. Iâm a bit shy and wary of strangers because of thatâŠso, um, I.â
Sienna, paused for a moment, closed her eyes, and then asked me firmly.
âSo, can I consider you a friend from now onward?â
Unlike her usual confident voice, this time Sienna spoke diffidently.
My eyes became the size of dinner plates.
Joy and guilt flooded in at the same time.
I was very happy that Sienna thought of me so intimately.
âFrankly, the reason Iâve been nice to Sienna wasnât purely out of goodwill.â
More so, it was âIf I could be held in high regard by the female lead in the original novel, wouldnât that be helpful to me later?â
But Sienna was sincere with me.
âŠand because of that, Iâll be too. Iâll treat Sienna wholeheartedly because itâs the right thing to do.
I smiled brilliantly at Siennaâs tense face.
âYou know what? I havenât had any friends my age until now.â
âWait, seriously?â Sienna asked.
âItâs how things were. Iâve lived as a maid at the Empressâs palace since I was young.â
âThis makes you the first friend my age.â
âI see. Your first friendâŠâ
Sienna mulled over my words briefly before smiling broadly.
Sienna and I were enjoying the warm moment when-
From far away, I heard Damianâs holler as he searched for me.
Siennaâs expression immediately turned pouty, and she made a remark.
âHis Highness, the Crown Prince, isnât a child anymore, he just doesnât seem to notice when Lady Charlize is with someone else.â
I couldnât help but laugh an embarrassing laugh as I agreed with what she said.
On the other hand, I was a little puzzled.
Damian told me that he had asked for an engagement because âmarriage with a commonerâ would be beneficial politically.
âFound you. You were here this whole time, Charlize?â
Damian smiled brightly upon finding me, quickly standing next to me.
SometimesâŠoccasionallyâŠ
Occasionally I feel like Damian sees me as a âwoman.â
Or is it just me being too self-conscious?
Am I over-interpreting Damianâs behavior because I want him to?
My mind went all over the place.
I narrowed my eyebrows without realizing it.
Evening came as the sun set.
Damian and I were finally able to return to the Crown Princeâs palace.
As soon as Damian set foot in the palace, he sat down next to me and voiced his displeasure.
âReally, it hasnât been long since I returned.â
He leaned his head on my shoulder and pouted his lips like a grumpy child.
âCharlize was so busy, I think I might have even forgotten her face.â
âYour Highness, you and I are together every day, are we not?â
This is coming from the person who learned puppetry just to attend the spring tea party?
Damian locked eyes with me and quietly asked a question.
âCome to think of it, Charlize.â
âDid you enjoy being with Sienna today?â
Upon hearing my stern reply, Damian had a somewhat glum expression.
He then asked another question.
ââŠYour Highness, you know youâre acting very childish right now, right?â
I scolded him for a bit before switching topics.
Still content after the spring tea party, I told Damian what happened earlier.
âYou know, Viscountess Antes asked me if we were friends.â
âYeah. I have never had any friends until now.â
Thereâs probably a broad smile etched across my face right now.
To be honest, I was really happy.
Unlike me who acted in self-interest when interacting with Sienna, Sienna treated me with sincerity.
âBecause Sienna said thatâŠâŠ.I was delighted.â
After that, I let out a short yawn.
Maybe because I was out all day long, I felt drowsy.
I fell asleep without saying anything but a few words.
Damian stared down at his financeâs sleeping countenance.
As Charlize pursed her lips and smiled in her slumber, Damian wondered what kind of dream she was having.
The rosy color on both her cheeks was very lovely.
âHow are you pretty even now?â
For some reason, he felt a bit mischievous and unconsciously twisted Charlizeâs nose.
Hearing Charlizeâs whimpers, Damian narrowed his eyes.
ââŠI really, really like you, so Iâll endure it for now.â
Itâs true that Charlize looked happy with Sienna.
Her eyes would sparkle as she participated enthusiastically in each conversation. I saw it today for the first time.
Maybe thatâs the power of friendship between women.
Damian couldnât help but pout.
Just then, Charlize muttered a little in her sleep.
As if listening to the sweetest music, Damian listened intently to Charlizeâs sleep.
Damian burst out laughing.
âThatâs hilarious.â
âBecause youâre so prettyâŠI keep on bothering you.â
Contrary to what he said, the way his hand wrapped around Charlizeâs shoulder and caressed it was very soft.
Ellen, who had just finished washing up, dried herself with a tower after ending up in tears.
It was because the bandage Charlize wrapped around her hand was soaking wet.
âThe gauze, I need to change itâŠâ
Itâs been some time since Sister Charlize treated me.
Ellen removed the bandage with a saddened face.
A teacher nearby asked Ellen a question.
âWhatâs the matter, Ellen?â
âOh? No, itâs justâŠâ
Ellen rubbed her eyes and looked down at the back of her hand once more.
It appeared to be the case, there was no sign of the scratch Lady Bennet gave her. It had completely vanished.
âThe injury on the back of my hand is gone.â
The teacher responded nonchalantly due to being occupied taking care of the other children.
Ellen puffed up both cheeks sullenly.
âOkay, okay. You should still go to bed earlier, all right?â
The orphanage teacher gave Ellen a light pat on the back.
Ellen cupped the back of her hand and climbed onto the bed.
âWow, how could the scratch heal so perfectly?â
Looking down at the clean back of her hands, Ellenâs eyes twinkled.
âSister Charlize is amazing.â
Didnât she also stop the frightening lady from scolding her and then treat my injury?
âI have to write a letter to my sister later. As soon as my sister treated me, the scratch healed..â
Ellen crawled into the duvet with her cheeks flushed.
A soft smile appeared on the lips of the child who slept soundly that day.