Of course, I was indeed an insignificant figure amidst this vast palace, but still, I couldnât stand the mistreatment.
âIâm sure those maids also started from the bottom.â
That meant even a pebble like me might turn into a diamond one day.
âSo⌠I better cheer up.â
I slapped both of my cheeks.
âLetâs get a hold of yourself, Charlize.â
âDonât be discouraged!â
I silently slid the door open with a firm heart.
I didnât have to get up this early. The maids were supposed to wake up at 6 a.m.
Around this time, I would only encounter the maids who went in and out of the palace.
But those maids were my target.
âI have to impress them.â
Determination was set within my eyes.
Help them with their works or help them clean up.
It would be alright for the maids to make me do any chores if it meant that I could change their perception of myself.
âThis time, I will work hard,â I clenched my fists with resolution.
The maids were good people. I was sure theyâd listen if I offered my help.
But I know thereâs a limit to their kindness.
BesidesâŚ
âI donât want to disturb Her Majestyâs by causing trouble.â
To be exact, I have no desire to encounter the Empress since I hadnât decided what to do if I met her.
As I was walking down the central stairs with complicated thoughts, my eyes glistened with eagerness.
Near the stairâs leg, a maid caught my eye. She was in the middle of cleaning the lower part of the stair.
âHello! Iâve come to help.â
The maid raised her head when she heard my voice.
âWho is she? I donât think sheâs one of the maids I saw yesterday,â my eyebrows scrunched up in confusion.
The maids who worked at the Empress Palace could be counted with one hand.
I knew this because I had memorized all the faces and names of the maids. It was one of my attempts to give a good impression.
Although⌠without the maid Webberâs help, I wouldâve never been able to memorize them.
Just as I was sighing deeply inside.
âGood morning, Lady Charlize.â
The maid bowed deeply as she gave me a polite greeting.
What?
Her respectful greeting perplexed me.
Well, itâs true that the maids should call me âLady Charlize.â
âBut where did their crassness go? Besides, whoâs this maid?â
The maid asked me, who was blanking out, âWhy did you get up so early?â
âWell, Iâm going to help the other maids.â
âItâs okay, itâs our job. You donât need to help us.â
The unfamiliar maid told me warmly.
Uh, huh�
âExcuse me, but you arenât part of the maids I saw yesterday. Am I right?â
âThatâs right. As of yesterday, all the maids in the Empress Palace have been replaced.â
âŚshe said all the maids in the Empress Palace have been replaced? Why?!
Surprised by the news, I immediately asked her.
âWhat?! Why?!â
âOh, Her Majesty gave a special order,â the maid replied casually.
âWhat do you mean itâs the Empressâ special order?â
I was stunned into silence.
âWhat the hell is going on here?â
All the maids who were against me yesterday, they were fired?
* * *
From the maid, I found out the rough outline of what happened.
The Empress suddenly replaced all the maids, saying, âI donât need people who canât follow my order.â
ââŚis the Empress finally turning into the villain like what she was in the original novel?
No, she wouldnât do thatâŚ
I could feel the fluttering feeling in my stomach.
ThisâŚ
âYou didnât do it because of me, did you?â
âOr is it just me being self-conscious?â
Eventually, out of curiosity, I asked senior maid Webber.
âI⌠senior maid, why did Her Majesty change the maids out of the blue?â
âWell, I wonder why?â
Webberâs senior maid just smiled, instead of giving a clear explanation.
My heart felt heavier when I heard her ambiguous response.
âHa⌠what am I supposed to do?â
Fortunately, apart from the little incident, I adapted very well to Her Majestyâs daily life.
To be honest, Iâve never felt as comfortable as I was right now in my five years of life.
Well, I was a bit upset because of the maids on the first day.
But now, the new maids were very kind to me.
Sometimes I wonder if they were angels.
ââŚif this life is a dream, I wish I would never wake up.â
I squatted down as I wiped the door frame with a wet cloth.
Maybe itâs because I ate well and slept well recently, but my skinny body has gained additional flesh.
Under the other maidsâ watchful gaze at the education center, I could only eat their leftover foods.
Now, I didnât have to do that anymore.
Was this how it felt like to see the sun after countless cloudy days?
I didnât know this day would come!
âAlthough Iâm afraid if I keep gaining weight, I wonât fit into my maidâs attire.â
Jubilant yet anxious feelings enveloped within my heart when I measured my hands.
Albeit being very well managed, there was dust in several corners where adultsâ line of sight wonât reach.
For example, the dust near these door frames.
Unless you lower your head, you wouldnât be able to see this dust. This was where my height came in handy.
âHuff, Iâm done.â
Satisfaction filled me when I looked at the shiny door frame.
But then.
âOh my goodness, Charlize!â
Lady Hayden has come to me with an appalled expression.
She let out a sigh in exasperation and spoke, âCharlize, youâre still young. You donât have to do this job.â
âWhat? ButâŚâ
I was puzzled.
When I was a probationary maid, I did more than this.
The Head Maid narrowed her eyes.
âFirst of all, you need to get up.â
She reached out her hand to me.
I unconsciously reached out but retracted my outstretched hand right away when I saw its state.
Uh, my hands were dirty.
But the head maid did not mind. She took my hand and lifted me.
âOuch, my legs are numb.â
I stumbled a little as I tried to steady myself.
Iâve been squatting on the floor for a long time, and my legs have been sore.
The maid entreated me.
âOh, my God, are your legs alright?â
âDonât worry. My legs are alright!â I answered with the most gallant voice possible.
I couldnât show my weak side because of this!
When she scanned my appearance, she reached out and shook off my skirt.
âOh, my God, thereâs dust all over your clothes.â
âHead maid, donât touch it. Itâs dirty!â
I was startled and instinctively tried to avoid her hands.
Then Head Maid Hayden looked towards me with sad eyes.
âItâs okay, itâs dust, isnât it? What if thereâs a little bit of dust?â
ââŚbut Iâm very dirtyâŚ.â
âItâs all right. I can wash my hands late. Charlize is more important.â
ââŚâ
I bit my lips as an attempt to suppress the fluttering feeling in my heart.
âIâm just a commoner maid. Why is everyone so nice to me?â
The people of the Imperial Palace were so kind. Their kindness even buried the nightmare I faced in the education hall.
If I get used to their kindnessâŚ.
ââŚthat canât happen.â
I took a deep breath.
âI shouldnât be presumptuous.â
Then, the head maid asked me a question.
âBy the way, did Charlize say that you are five-year-old this year?â
âYes, itâs true!â
I set my worries aside and answered with a flattering smile.
The head maidâs eyes darkened as she complained, âHow can a five-year-old be so meticulous in cleaning every nook and cranny?â
How should I interpret the head maidâs words-
I honestly didnât know how.
All I knew was I needed to prove my worth.
I opened my mouth with my fists clenched.
âI can do it! I did a great job before in the education hall!â
âReally? What did you do?â
âI can clean the fireplace, do the laundry, and wipe the floor until it sparkles!â
At the answer, the Head Maid Hayden revealed an astonished look.
She held me by the shoulder and questioned urgently.
âCharlize⌠Did you clean the fireplace yourself?â
âYes, I didâŚâ
âHuh? Whatâs wrong with Head Maid Hayden? Did I do something wrong?â I groaned in my head.
The head maid continued in a stunned voice, âThe fireplace is too hot and itâs full of soot! If you made a mistake, you couldâve gotten hurt!â
Of course, it was hard to clean the fireplace. There were so much soot and dust in the fireplace. When I scraped the burnt firewood, the dust would choke my airways and caused me into a coughing fit.
Besides, there was a time when other maids rushed me into the wall stove, which had not cooled down.
Although, that time, I ran away.
âHoweverâŚâ
I wriggled in my place, as I sneaked a glance at the maidâs expression.
What I was doing at the training center was replacing what everyone hated.
âA child like you as a substituteâŚ!â
Head Maid Hayden couldnât continue her words to the end, and pulled her lips to ask.
I was at my witâs end so I could only cast my eyes down.