Itâs the first snowfall that Radis was seeing ever since she came here to the south.
The snowflakes coming down from the dark sky were like stardust.
As she watched the snow falling outside the window, Radis decided to leave the mansion. She climbed the hill that was overlooking Dvirath and Loire.
She was faced with a full night view of two busiest cities of the empire, and they were beautiful.
It was on that high hill that Radis stood, glancing down at the snow-covered cities.
It felt as if her heart was soaring.
âMy life is my own.â
In the process of hurriedly extracting herself from House Tilrod, this was something that she had forgotten.
But she thought, as if you were vomiting blood just to hold on to this conviction, didnât you already make up your mind at the end of your previous life?
That, if she was given one more chance, she would live for herself.
âWhat do I want to do?â
Radis raised her hands and conjured mana.
She watched as her palms started glowing red.
And it had no form.
She was the one whoâd decide what shape it would take.
Her first dream was to live a good and peaceful life while taking care of a small farm at the borders.
On the other hand, as Yves mentioned before, it wouldnât be a bad idea for her to become a knight.
It would be different from how it was in her past life, when she was using Davidâs name while going out to subjugate monsters.
At that time, she had always been worried that she would get caught. But now, it doesnât have to be like that anymore.
She would be able to stand in front of others with dignity.
Sheâd be able to pursue anything she wanted in earnest, whatever she might choose.
Because sheâs free.
Radis clapped her hands with force.
And right then, the irregular mana burst through her fingers, fluttering out like flower petals.
For the first time ever, she was looking forward to the future that had yet to come.
For the first time ever, her heart felt so full.
She didnât know how long she stayed there.
The eastern sky began to glow into a brighter shade.
The first sunrise of the year started to make itself known over the horizon, atop the mountains of the east side.
Although it was dazzling, Radis continued to watch the sun.
The overwhelming, majestic light was deeply engraved into her heart.
* * *
To celebrate the start of the new year, the New Yearâs Ball was one of the biggest annual events of the imperial family.
And the ones whoâd be announcing the start of the New Yearâs Ball was the first official ceremony of the year for the White Dragon Knights, the imperial guard.
At noon, there would be a blessing ceremony that only the direct members of the imperial family would attend, and it would be held at the grand temple. Then later in the afternoon, the grand ball would be held.
âThe official ceremony, I mean, I was hoping to see that, tooâŚâ
As they were inside the moving carriage, on the way to the imperial palace, Radis couldnât hide her disappointment.
âSorry, I couldnât even remember it.â
Yves, dressed in black garments yet again, had been sporting a gaunt face ever since they had stepped foot into the capital.
âIâve become utterly tired of watching the same ceremony several times. And the official ceremony is held at the Imperial Palaceâs courtyard to boot. That place is so empty that youâd just freeze to death right then and there. Itâs already so cold in this place because weâre up north, but thereâd be nothing to stop the wind at that place. I always fall ill after watching the ceremony.â
âGood grief.â
Radis sighed regretfully, but she didnât bring up the official ceremony again.
Because itâs true that Yves looked so exhausted.
Radis hadnât seen him get any proper rest at Loire for almost a month, but once they came up north, he walked straight into another mountainous pile of work.
Even though his eyes were covered with his bangs, she could see the dark circles that nearly came down until his cheeks.
If Radis were to force Yves to stand in the cold when heâs in that condition, she was absolutely certain that heâd really get sick afterwards.
âAfter the New Yearâs Ball, Iâm going to rest the whole time until we return to the south.â
Yves said this with conviction.
âReally, I mean it. Iâm not even going to get out of my bed.â
âI see.â
âHaa. Iâm excited already just thinking about it.â
Energized just by the thought of resting, Yves crossed his legs and straightened his posture.
âSo Iâm going to work hard today. You too, Radis!â
âWhat do I have toâŚâ
As Yves was sitting across Radis inside the carriage, he leaned over and drew closer to her.
âYou donât know what itâll be, but you seem awfully enthusiastic, donât you, Radis?â
ââŚâŚâ
Radisâ cheeks turned bright red.
The ballgown she was wearing right now had been commissioned from the Saffron boutique.
It was a beautiful purple dress made from velvet, and it was reminiscent of a certain someoneâs eyes. Depending on the angle that you looked at it, the dress also had a subtle reddish tint, and it matched well with Radisâ hair.
Decorating her chest area and her bell-shaped sleeves was intricately woven white lace, and it was also studded with small, shining gems that glimmered every time light hit them.
It was, overall, a classic design, but the designerâs wit shone through the outline of the well-trained hard physique of the woman who was wearing the garment.
The skirt of the dress had an elegant and lovely silhouette, and it had pleats going down from the base of her thin waist.
Yves leaned against the window of the carriage and smiled as he looked at her.
âRadis, youâre so pretty.â
Her ears prickled with heat.
She couldnât tell whether it was because of the way his low voice rang in the narrow carriage, or whether it was because she had been called pretty.
âThe Third Prince will be pleasantly surprised to see you, too.â
ââŚâŚâ
Vulnerable to compliments, Radis couldnât say anything back. All she could do was pout her lips, making them look like a duckâs beak.
But inwardly, she was thinking that⌠maybe she really was.
Because the dress was actually really pretty.
It seemed like it was worthwhile having to go through all those excruciating fittings.
Then, the coachman announced their arrival at the imperial palace.