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ā.. This sucks.ā\n
I was thrown out in front of Yomi-sanās mansion, looking up at the sky as the rain began to fall before I knew it.\n
What the hell am I doing here?\n
I had assumed that she would lend me a helping hand just because we had known each other for a long time.\n
This was the result of my naivety.\n
Iām not even going to laugh at the fact that this is the result of me telling Nekoto-chan to get her hopes up like that.\n
I really donāt know what Iām doing, ā¦ā¦.\n
I was just so angry at myself for being so worthless.\n
The rain had cooled my body, but it had not cooled my inner feelings.\n
In the end, I had no choice but to stand there.\n
āI wondered how long it had been since then.\n
After a few hours, my head finally cooled down and I slowly opened my eyes.\n
āI canāt help but be angry about my failure and my inadequacy. ā¦ā¦ For now, I need to figure out what to do about Nekoto-chan. ā¦ā¦ā\n
I remind myself by putting into words what I need to do now.\n
I was able to organize my feelings in this way.\n
āLetās see if I can find someone else to help firstāthatās a no huhā\n
āItās not a bad idea.\n
My dad has a lot of contacts, so asking him is one way, or even asking Yomi-sanās father is another.\n
However, with other people, everything would be left up to them.\n
It would be very difficult to get them to be flexible even if something inconvenient happens to Nekoto-chan.\n
In this regard, Yomi-san had the advantage of listening to my opinions as well.\n
Above all, I had the assurance that she would never treat Nekoto-chan and the others unkindly and would take good care of them.\n
Thatās why I donāt want to leave this role to anyone other than her.\n
āAnd itās not like my hopes have been dashed yet.\n
Just as the other side knows so much about me, I know so much about her.\n
If Yomi-san didnāt want to talk to me anymore, she would have deported me to my house.\n
But the fact that she took the trouble to just throw me out in front of the mansion means that there is still a chance.\n
Perhaps she wanted me to give her the answer she wanted within this time.\n
The hint for the answer must have already been given in the previous exchange.\n
So what I need to do now is to find out the answer that Yomi-san wants.\n
ā¦.. On the other hand, if I canāt get an answer before Yomi-san shows up next time, I wonāt have a second chance.\n
I closed my eyes again and slowly recalled my interaction with Yomi-san today.\n
I wondered if there was anything that might give me a clue ā what was it that Yomi-san was so concerned about?\n
She took the trouble to make this time for me, so Iām sure she would have given me an easy-to-understand hint.\n
Thatās what I was thinking as I recalled todayās exchange. ā¦ā¦ I couldnāt find anything that could have been a clue.\n
Iām not sure how many times Iāve thought about it, but thereās no indication that Yomi-san was asking for anything from me.\n
Could it be that Iām imagining things this time? ā¦ā¦?\n
Maybe the reason why I am thinking that there is still a chance is,Ā it is my desire for it to be so?\n
I couldnāt find any clues, and I was worried that I might be reading it wrong.\n
I had already made a mistake, and thinking about it made me lose confidence.\n
So I decided I needed to take action, and turned to face Yomi-sanās mansion.\n
āYour stubbornness couldnāt be fixed in about a year, could it?ā\n
ā Before I knew it, a girl with a fantastical atmosphere was standing in front of me by herself.\n
She is staring at me with a dazed ā and nostalgic ā expression on her face.\n
āYomi-sanā¦ā¦ā\n
I canāt say I was expecting her, but I was relieved when she showed up.\n
Apparently, I hadnāt misread her this time.\n
āIs Nekoto so important to you that you would go that far?ā\n
Yomi-san asked me with a slightly dissatisfied look on her face.\n
It was obvious that she didnāt like Nekoto-chan.\n
āOf course sheās important, but ā¦ā¦ more than that, I want to fulfill the promise Iāve madeā\n
Itās an unforgivable act to fail to fulfill a promise that you made yourself.\n
Iām sure the gentle Nekoto-chan will forgive me for not being able to help it, but I couldnāt forgive myself.\n
So I canāt give up so easily.\n
āThen what will you do?ćThe things you prepared beforehand will not be enough to get Yomiās approval. Have you come up with anything else?ā\n
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.ā\n
All I could do was keep quiet as Yomi-san looked at me as if she was testing me.\n
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I still donāt know the answer that Yomi-san is looking for, so I canāt answer her even if I wanted to.\n
Iām not sure what answer sheās looking for, so I canāt give her one.\n
What exactly is this person looking for ā¦ā¦?\n
I kept quiet and watched her closely.\n
Then, I suddenly noticed something strange.\n
Ehā¦ā¦?\n
Yomi-san, why is she alone?\n
Iām sure she always has someone with her to protect her from danger.\n
This is true even if it is on the premises.\n
Thatās why itās impossible for her to come out of the mansion alone, but for some reason, she was alone right now.\n
Itās an unusual act for a highly cautious girl, and if she tried to go out alone, there would definitely be someone in the house to stop her.\n
And yet, the fact that she went out of her way to come out alone, is this some kind of message?\n
I stared at Yomi-san and let my brain work as hard as it could.\n
Then, I was able to draw a conclusion based on our conversation today.\n
Could it be that what Yomi-san is asking for ā no, no, is it possible for it to be thatā¦ā¦?\n
Because, you know, itās that Yomi-san, right?\n
Normally, that wouldnāt be possible. ā¦ā¦\n
However, even with the answer, I had come up with, I wasnāt sure I had the right answer because of the content.\n
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It was an answer that honestly made me wonder if this was egotism.\n
\nHoweverā¦\n\n
<hr class="wp-block-separator is-style-wide">\nTN: ooh, development..Feel like MC is little too desperate and totally at this girlās mercy. where did our cool MC go..\n\n