If at all possible, I really didnāt want Ashley to come into contact with any of the dangerous characters. And, if he succeeded in living without meeting them, then I too was hoping not to have to take that risk.
But of course, things donāt always turn out the way you want them to. Since Ashley has finally made his first friend, I really donāt want to have to separate the two of them! And Ashley certainly wonāt think well of me if I suddenly tell him that Rona is a bad guy, so I doubly donāt want to do it.
Moreover, the reason that Ashley has not managed to make any friends up until now is mostly my fault, because he has always been too busy carrying out his duties as my servant. Well that, and his aloof attitude, but thatās beside the point.
So I donāt know what to do now about there relationship!
āGood morning,ā greets Ashley, breaking my train of thought.
āāMorning, Ashley,ā I reply, walking over to him.
Ashley had once again come all the way to the girlsā dormitory to escort me to school, citing that itās his duty as my servant to do so. Though Iād honestly rather him get the extra sleep, instead of waking up extra early just to wait for me here.
And as the beautiful first year that stands sentry in front of the gate to the girlsā dormitory every day, he has quickly become something of an idol for the rest of the girls.Ā Did you know, Ashley? That not only are your classmates smitten with you, but all of the upperclassman living in this dorm are head over heals for you as well! Their eyes all shine as they stare at you, trying to catch your attention.
āYou donāt appear to have slept well last night. You have dark circles under your eyes,ā he says, bridging the distance between us and grabbing my chin to get a better look at my face.
āYour faceā¦. Itās too closeā¦.!ā
āThat was intentional.ā
Iām going toā¦. not think too deeply about what thatās supposed to mean. I definitely donāt want a repeat of my overreaction to the kiss from two days ago.
āMaybe you should take the day off from classes today?ā
āI canātā¦. I have some things that I need to discuss with the student council presidentā¦.ā
We need to brainstorm possible plans for how to deal with the relationship between Ashley and Rona Randolph. If all goes well, maybe he can even use his position as Ronaās older brother to convince him to put some distance between him and Ashley?
Wait! But if I do that, Ashley will be friendless again! Agh, I donāt know what I should doā¦..
āI must insist that you stay home today.ā
āā¦ā¦Huh?ā
Iām feeling rather worried about this whole thing right now, but did he misunderstand and think that Iām actually feeling sick?
āIāll go get permission to enter the girlsā dorm, so you go in and just relax. Iāll make sure to take good care of you.ā
āBut-ā
āAnd if you have something that you absolutely have to tell the student council president,ā he continues, gently putting his hands on my shoulders to turn me around and start pushing me back towards the dorm. āIāll deliver the message for you as well. Please donāt worry about anything and just go back and get some sleep, Ojousama.ā
He says all this in the low, gravelly tone of voice that heās been using quite often for these past few days. This husky tone somehow carries with it a heavy sort of pressure that makes it hard for me to say no to him.
And since whether I tell Senpai the news today or tomorrow wonāt really change anything, it shouldnāt hurt for me to do as he says. Besides, I have no intention of having him contact Gray-Senpai on my behalfā¦. Information regarding Rona is hardly something that I can discuss with Ashley so Iāll just wait until tomorrow. After many years of spending time with Ashley, I already know that resisting him when heās tense like this will only end badly for me, so I quickly acquiesce.
āIāll go back up to my room then.ā
āIāll let the school know that youāll not be attending classes today. What about your message for the president?ā
āIt wasnāt that important. Donāt worry about it.ā
āI see.ā
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Since I managed to get this golden opportunity to sit bat and think for a bit, letās take stock of the current situation.
Itās not like Iām actually feeling bad, and if I take just one day off from reviewing my lessons, it shouldnāt be too much of a problem, so letās just forget about school for a bit and think things through.
This is a matter of life and death for me and Ashley, so I need to consider everything very carefully. I quickly throw my pajamas back on and get into bed and then resume my previous contemplation.
Rona Randolph.
Now that Iāve actually had the chance to see him, he seems even more suspicious.
That friendly atmosphere he had when talking with Ashley was all an act. And, maybe this is just my personal opinion since he had been glaring at me so forcefully yesterday, but he seemed somehowā¦. malicious.
Furthermore, heās a ikemen.
With just that fact, he is already someone to be extremely wary of, considering if he wasnāt handsome, then thereās no way he would be one of the capture targets. To make matters worse, heĀ isĀ Gray-Senpaiās little brother-in-law which gives him a pretty conspicuous background,Ā andĀ since heās already come into contact with Ashley, itās looking more and more like he might have been an important character for the gameās plot.
āYou look like youāre lost in thought, whatās wrong?ā Ashley asks as he lightly pushes open my door and enters my room. Glancing up I notice that he also had changed his clothes and now he was wearing a plain vest over a white long-sleeve shirt instead of the schoolās uniform.
āThat was fast.ā
āIs that so?ā he asks, feigning ignorance but the light traces of sweat on his forehead give him away. He must have been quite worried about my condition and so he rushed to get back to me as fast as possible. He may have always been a bit blunt and unsociable from a long time ago, but heās also always been very kind to me.Ā Please, Iām begging you, you need to treasure you own life more. Thereās a high likelihood that a crisis is fast approaching us and I need you to stay safe.
āIs there anything that youād like to eat? Iāll make it for you.ā
For a dorm room, Iāve always thought that my room was rather excessive. To even have a kitchen in it seems a bit ridiculous, donāt you think? But I guess thatās the privilege of being the daughter of a highly ranked court official. What I find most odd is that young ladies from decent families typically wonāt have any use for such a commodity. Though I canāt say Iām complaining, seeing as it is quite the useful addition for me.
For the children of lesser officials/the nouveau riche like Sarah, or for servants like Ashley, on the other hand, Iāve heard that they donāt even have a room to themselves but are instead required to share a room in the dorms.
Suddenly a sinking suspicion crosses my mind.
āHey, Ashley? Do you have to share your dorm room with someone?ā
āHuh? Oh. Yes. Since I am in service to the Alldington family, itās natural that I shouldnāt receive the same type of treatment as you do, Ojousama.ā
What an oversight! Since Iāve always had a room to myself, I completely forgot about this possibility.
āHave you been getting along with your roommate?ā
The dorm management office likes to put students of the same year together, so his roommate should also be a first year. And, itās not unheard of for students who have been given a single room to request a roommate. It seems like many students have trouble adjusting to the new environment when they first move here and so they ask for a roommate in hopes of making a friend whom they can commiserate with.
The Randolph family, headed by Duke Randolph, has the highest possible court rank so even though Rona is the second son, and an adopted son at that, he would still be considered to be as a high priority person within the academy. That meansā¦..
Ifā¦.
On the off chance he decided that he also wanted to share a roomā¦. I donāt even want to consider itā¦.
āYes. Heās a rather amiable fellow.ā
Oh gosh, it seems really likely that it is himā¦.
āWhat sort of kid is he? Iād love to meet him next timeā¦.ā
āWhat sortā¦. Oh, speaking of him, you actually met him yesterdayā¦ When we were over in the courtyard. That guy with the curly hair who was bouncing up and down a bit in excitement, heās my roommate. His name is Ronaā¦. Oh yeah, now that I think about it, I think heās the student council presidentās adopted little brother.ā
Noooooo! Why did it have to be literally the worst possible scenario!?
āOh, reallyā¦.?ā I manage to get out, weakly.
I try to ignore the fact that Ashleyās face turned grim when he mentioned the student council president.
Could it be that even after Iāve told him so many times that they arenāt true, that heās still worried over all those rumors about me Gray-Senpai? Then doesnāt that mean that if I try to tell him not to have anything to do with Gray-Senpaiās little brother, that Iāll end up looking extremely hypocritical? Wonāt that make him end up hating me? But, if he keeps sharing a room with him, then heāll surely be accosted by a bunch of death flagsā¦.
āAre you interested in him?ā
āEek!?ā
Since he really had hit the nail on the head with that one, I accidentally yelped in surprise.
In response, Ashley looks at me hard, trying to puzzle out what I am thinking about.
āHe is also a part of the Randolph family after all. Rona probably knows all sorts of things about that student council president that you are oh so close to.ā
Ashley says with a cynical smile, bringing his gaze to rest on mine and looking decidedly down on me. When he looks at me like this, I canāt help but wonder if he just lacks the heart of a servant, or if he has a bit of a cruel streak, but either way, his eyes that bore into mine are ice cold.
āIām really not all that interested in the president though? Reallyā¦. Itās justā¦..ā
āItās just?ā
āā¦.If I say it, you wonāt get mad at me?ā
Even if I insult your friend by saying that Iām worried that Rona might do something to you?
āI had thought you knew this already butā¦.ā
āWhat?ā
āI am rather weak to your requests, Ojousama.ā
āThatās a total lie. You say no to my requests all the time!ā
āThatās only when they are things that Iām incapable of granting you because of my lack of ability or due to my position. Like that time when I caught a cold and you asked me to get better right away. Or when you had to get a shot and you asked me to take it in your stead. Or that time when we were served goat for dinner and you asked me to not only eat with you, but to also eat your portion as well.ā
āI think that last one at least should have been doableā¦.ā
āIt is not suitable for a young lady to be too picky. As your servant, it is my duty not to spoil you too much.ā
Hearing this, I canāt help but pout a bit. My eyebrows naturally scrunch up as well but then Ashley takes a finger and lightly presses on the wrinkles in between my brows, rubbing them away.
āAnyway, if itās not too big a request, then I will usually be able to accept it. Plus, I am your servant. If you tell me not to get mad, then of course I wonāt.ā
āThen, just listen to me and donāt get mad. Please.ā
Gripping the sheets tightly, I take in a deep breath and resolve myself to speak.
āIām just worried that your roommateā¦. will end up taking you(r life).ā
āā¦.. I donāt have that sort of preference.ā
Ashley who had still been trying to lightly rub away the wrinkle between my eyebrows suddenly amped up the pressure of his fingertip as he said this. And, being a boy, he can pushĀ hard. It actually hurts a bit.
āI definitely asked you not to be mad!ā
āThereās nothing I can do about it this time. When you said, that an uncontrollable flood of anger surged within me against my will.ā
After saying that, Ashley says heāll go cut up some fruit for me and then quickly escapes off to the kitchen. From where I lay on my bed, I am still able to see him though, and I guess that probably goes for Ashley as well, if he were to look up. I guess even when heās mad, he still tries to be considerate of me. He probably decided to stand there so that if I needed something, it would be easier for me to call out to him.
āAshley. Are you having fun at school?ā
āWhy are you asking that all of a sudden?ā he asks, and then falls silent again for a while before going back and answering my question.
āIf I compare it to last year, then every day I spend here is quite satisfying. But if I compare it to two years ago, I couldnāt really tell you which year was preferable.ā
āBut school life and life at home are completely different!ā
āFor me, those differences hardly matter. As long as I can stay by your side, Ojousama, that is all I need. Anything else can change aside from that, and I wouldnāt care either way. If I had to distinguish between the two though, I would say that having so many bugs here is rather inconvenient, thus home life is more comfortable.ā
Iām a bit hesitant to point this out to Ashley, but I think that the Alldington estate actually has more bugs than here, considering itās surrounded by nature instead of being in the heart of a big city like our school isā¦
āYour words sound just like a line from a novel. āBeing able to stay by your side and protect you is the only thing that truly matters to me,ā or something like that! I think Iāve actually read that line somewhere beforeā¦. I wonder where it was. Oh yeah! It was in an adventure novel that I read. A knight says it to his lady. Youāre becoming more and more like a proper servant, huh, Ashley?ā
āIāve never thought of myself as someone who seems like a servant.ā
Well, thatās true. My relationship with any of the other servants in our household is truly nothing like my relationship with Ashley. After coming to the academy and seeing how others typically interact with their servants, I started feeling this even more. Normally, servants speak in a much more reserved manner to their masters and their masters in turn treat them as people whom they should order about.
Since Father doesnāt have one designated servant who attends to him, I never knew what a typical master-servant relationship was supposed to look like, so when I came to the academy I really was quite surprised.
āWell, when you put it that way, then I guess I donāt seem like the typical master either. If I were, I would be me proud and always maintain a composed expression and you as my servant would have give respect meā¦. But I know that Iām a bit lacking when it comes to pulling this off, which is why you end up making fun of me instead.ā
āOh, so you mean you were actually aware that you are somewhat lacking?ā
If you were a normal servant, then I think you wouldnāt be saying those sorts of things to me, Ashley.
āI wish youād be nice to me every once in a while.ā
āAm I not? Nice to you every once in a whileā¦ā
āNoāā
Well, maybe. Father did tell me that the only time that Ashley ever smiles is when heās with meā¦ Though from my perspective, he still doesnāt smile nearly often enough.
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āNo. Even after thinking about it, I definitely think ill-tempered is a much more fitting descriptionā¦.Wow, you really cut the fruit like that??ā
While I had been pondering again whether Ashley should be considered kind or not, he had come back from the kitchen bearing a plate of various fruits all cut into different shapes and sizes.
āI had intended for the platter to be pleasing to the eyeā¦. But if you prefer, I will take it back and cut the pieces more regularly.ā
Ashley, thinking that I was not happy with his fruit preparing performance, lowers his head in apology, once again picking up the plate to return to the kitchen.
āStop! Donāt do it! How could you even consider cutting up those adorable bunnies?ā
āBunniesā¦.ā
It may have been a bit much for him to cut up the fruit into animal shapes for me when Iām already well into my teenage years, but now that he has, I somehow feel as if itās my duty to protect them for as long as possible, even if it is their fate to be eaten later.
After hearing my declaration, Ashley slowly reshaped all of the fruit into little rabbit forms. Even the fruits that are rather difficult to shape, with his adept fingers, soon looked as if they would hop right off the plate. Even the kiwi, he somehow managed to cut these paper thin ears that stuck up so perfectly.
āThis isnāt fair, Ashley. If you cut them so cutely, Iāll feel like itās a waste to just eat them.ā
āA womanās heart is truly hard to understand.ā
Picking up a single slice of apple, Ashley brings the piece up to my lips. I am so surprised by this action that without thinking I take a bite.
āItās dewicious.ā
āPlease donāt speak with your mouth full.ā
āYouāll make the perfect housewife, Ashley.ā
āIs that supposed to be a compliment?ā
āIsnāt it okay for me to tease you every now and then?ā
I grab an orange slice and pop it into Ashleyās mouth before he can protest. Hiding his embarrassment behind a light glare in my direction, Ashley lightly knocks his forehead into mine.
āIām a sick personā¦..ā I protest, rubbing the spot on my head that heād just hit.
āI have no sympathy for a master who likes to carelessly run her mouth at another personās expense.ā
āYouāll never be popular with girls if youāre always this unforgiving.ā
Thatās a lieā¦. Iām sure heāll be popular no matter what. Heās handsome, athletic, smart, great at both magic and housework, and his manners are impeccable. Heās so perfect, thereās no way the young ladies around his age will leave him alone. If heās not careful, Iām sure his female teachers might even fall for him. No one will see him as being unsociable. With a face like his, such a demeanor can only be described as cool. And heās only ever mean toĀ me, so that one caveat can hardly detract from his perfection.
āAs I thought.ā
āThought what?ā
āMost girls probably prefer gentle guys like the student council president.ā
Hearing this, my eyes widen a bit as I suck in a surprised gasp. Unfortunately, I just so happen to also be taking a bite from a second apple slice and so I end up choking a bit. As I cough, Ashley hands me a glass of water and gently pats my back.
āThanks. Iām fine nowā¦.. I was just surprised! I thought you didnāt care about those sorts of things, Ashley. Did you manage to find a girl that you like?ā
Please donāt be Leila. Please donāt be Leila. Please donāt be Leila. For the sake of both of our lives, please donāt give us any more reasons to interact with that girl.
āā¦ā¦..ā
āWhat is that look supposed to mean?ā
āWellā¦ā¦ I was debating whether or not I should ask about your preferences, Ojousama, as someone older, so that I could use them as a reference in the future.ā
āSo does that mean sheās older than you!?ā
āā¦ā¦..ā
I had no idea that Ashley even knew any older girls. Discounting the time that weāre in class, Ashley and I are practically always together, so I donāt know when he would have found the time to meet an upperclassman and fall in love with her all without me even noticing.
So, that leavesā¦. Sarah and Leila. As far as I know, those two are the only upperclassman that Ashley has had a chance to interact with. And itās mostly my fault that he was even introduced to them!
āOh wait! It couldnāt beā¦. is it a forbidden love with a teacher?ā
āNo.ā
Then, it has to beā¦. Leilaā¦. Why does everything seem to be going wrong lately?
āI had said that this was only for future reference. I also didnāt have anyone in particular in mind when I initally posed my question. Be that as it may, you havenāt answered my question. I suppose that means you do prefer the student council presidentās type after all.ā
āThatās not true.ā
Not in a million years. Not even if the whole world was destroyed and we were the only two people left alive. Sure, if we were going only based off of looks, then he really would be my ideal type. But the one I liked was the Gray-sama from within the game, not the Gray-Senpai who currently resides in this world.
And it seems like rather a lot of other girls also liked Gray-sama, seeing as he was always number one in the online ranking polls. But that was mainly because the bad end for his route was the best in the whole game. It was just so hot!! ā¤ But if I had to compare them as peopleā¦.
āI think that Ashleyā¦.
In terms of personality, I actually liked Ashleyās better in the game. The only bad thing about him was that his bad end resulted in a loversā suicideā¦. But seeing as I donāt really need to worry about that anymoreā¦.
āI think you are much more charming and attractive.ā
āā¦.OhĀ no. I wonāt be fooled by that again. No matter how straightforward those words may seem, you wonāt make me believe in their implication again that easily,ā he says, looking extremely displeased. Though, at the same time, the corners of his lips couldnāt seem to decide if they wanted to to draw up or turn down.
āBut itās the truth. I personally think that Ashley is a much better man. Youāre probably the second best man out of all in my acquaintance.ā
āā¦. Are you expecting me to be happy about that? And I suppose that Arkwright-Senpai is number one then?ā
āNo way! No matter how you look at it, my Father is way cooler, donāt you think?ā
āIā¦. suppose soā¦..ā
But even though these are my preferences, I have no way of knowing if they correspond with the majority of women in this world. And there is that saying, āTo each their own.ā But even if other women donāt share my preferences, I still canāt imagine Ashley having anything to worry about in that department.
āOoh, this conversation is making my heart pound a bit. It feels like Iām exposing the secrets of how women think.ā
āMust you speak in such a dubious way?ā
What do you want me to say then? I figured you wouldnāt really understand the concept of girlās talk. Oh, wait. It probably would have been clearer if I just said we were talking about loveā¦. Itās not as nuanced as a girlās talk butā¦ it would have worked just fine.
āWhat aboutā¦. heightā¦. for instanceā¦.ā
āAshley?ā
Could he be worried about his height? Certainly, when you compare him with Senpai or Oswell, Ashley is decidedly shorter. But is he bothered by that? His character setting was like this in the game as well.
That means! What I say next in reply is of the utmost importance in securing Ashleyās confidence in himself!
āHmm, I like guys who are just a bit taller than me, instead of towering over me. Then I donāt have to crane my head up to look at their face.ā
āI see.ā
His face brightens a bit as he says this. Okay! I did well. Now, Iāll just tell him my type, and that can be the end of our girlās talk.
āOther things that I likeā¦. Hmmā¦. Well, being able to cook well is a major plus. Did you know? Apparently, Father is quite the chef! And I think that men who work hard and never shirk there responsibilities are really cool. If the guy shares my interests, that would probably make me really happy as well. Like, if he had an interest in gardeningā¦.ā
After saying that, I froze a bit in thought . It seems like the more I am listing off my preferred qualities, the more I seem to be describing Ashleyā¦. Wait, wait, waitā¦ But itās not like that between us. Ashley is my servant; heās like my little brother! Though he did remind me just the other day that we are notĀ actuallyĀ siblings. But that doesnāt mean I see Ashley inĀ thatĀ way.
Letās seeā¦ what type of face is best? I guess I prefer guys who are considered pretty rather than manly. And when a guy with really cute features puts on a sulky, sour expression, isnāt that just so irresistible!?. . . . . Wait, stopā¦..Ā Stopā¦.. No wayā¦. That wasnāt Ashley. I was just imagining a generic pretty boyā¦. Ashleyās face was not the one who crossed my mind. Itās just that the guy I was imagining happened to look similar, thatās all.
Yup, this is awkward. Even if I have to resort to talking about fetishes or something, I need to change the topic before I dig my own grave. Letās seeā¦ I quickly glance around the room, desperately searching for something else to talk about, before my eyes finally land on Ashleyās exposed forearm. It seems he had rolled up his sleeves while he was preparing the fruit for me.
āAnd umā¦. Arms! Thatās right! My eyes are just drawn to themā¦. Look, Ashley, see how your sleeves are rolled up right now? When you do that, it always makes me think you look cool.ā
āHow rareā¦ā says Ashley, bringing one hand up to cover his eyes while his head droops down, trying to hide his embarrassment. āFor you to use the word ācoolā to compliment me, Ojousama.ā
āā¦ā¦Ahā!? Please, Iām begging you, can you not react like that?ā
I would have thought he would be used to being called cool by now! Apparently not. His face has gone as red as a tomato; just bringing his hand up like that is not capable of hiding that fact. It should be illegal for someone to react like this! That blush is bound to start giving me wicked thoughts. Waitā¦ No! Thatās not true. No wayward thoughts here! Not a one.
I guess I really was lacking in sleep after all. Itās starting to make me think weird things. If I can just have a good rest, Iām sure all these weird delusions and this awkward awareness of Ashley will all be cleared up.