CHAPTER 235 - Her deskmate (04)

T/N: Sorry for not updating for so long. I was busy and couldn’t find the time to translate.

World Eight. Her deskmate (04)

For the whole senior year, Xue Yu and Su Xiangnan were together.

It was not the kind of innocent relationship where teen couples held hands, kissed and afraid of being caught and writing a review of puppy love, but the kind of getting together on the bed.

Xue Yu sometimes felt that her mind was sick.

She knew that she shouldn’t indulge Su Xiangnan like that. Sooner or later, she and him would only be pushed to a dead end. However, as long as the boy stared at her with those dark eyes, Xue Yu’s rationality would be easily defeated.

How pathetic.

Loving someone shouldn’t be like this.

However, after taking the wrong first step, Xue Yu no longer knew how to turn around.

She could only fall.

At least she could still hold Su Xiangnan’s hand.

The girl’s pale self-comfort was quickly shattered by the ruthless reality.

Because of saving Gao Xiaoqi, the parents of the Gao family expressed their gratitude and gave Su Xiangnan a considerable reward after he reached adulthood. According to Su Xiangnan’s personality, he should not have accepted it, but he desperately needed the money, so in the end, he did not refuse the kindness of the Gao parents.

Xue Yu also knew about this.

However, ever since Su Xiangnan received the money, his behavior became more and more unpredictable. Xue Yu vaguely knew the reason, but she was at a loss of what to do.

Later, Su Xiangnan, who had completely neglected her studies, deliberately gave up and went to a third-rate university, the kind that can be attended with money, while Xue Yu performed well in the college entrance examination, and chose the field of business management.

When she received the admission notice, she couldn’t believe it.

But the joyful mood came and went quickly, because it meant that she and Su Xiangnan had to be separated.

Finally, in the expectations of her parents, Xue Yu still went to the university she had in mind.

Every holiday, she would go to see Su Xiangnan.

The two of them basically spent their time in bed.

The man’s strong desire was basically vented on her.

Xue Yu wanted to change this relationship, but every time Su Xiangnan always said: “Otherwise, I’ll go find someone else?”

In this relationship, Xue Yu was humble and weak.

The deeper the physical entanglement, the greater the emptiness in her heart.

Xue Yu had a premonition that sooner or later she would be swallowed up.

If a day was to come…she might be able to learn to let go.

Unfortunately, Xue Yu did not wait for that day for long.

Su Xiangnan’s mother Su Lin passed away.

Xue Yu had met the other party a few times before, and as Su Xiangnan’s girlfriend, she was taken to the hospital by him to reassure his mother, but usually, Su Xiangnan didn’t like Xue Yu taking the initiative to go to Su Lin, so she would only do it when Su Xiangnan called and would follow him for the visit.

Su Lin was a woman who even if tortured to the point of death by illness and her face was haggard, her once beautiful face could still be vaguely seen.

Su Xiangnan looked seven points like Su Lin.

The remaining three points, that clean heroic spirit, probably came from the father he never mentioned.

That was Su Xiangnan’s restricted area.

And Su Lin was the last bit of persistence in Su Xiangnan’s life.

After Su Lin passed away, Su Xiangnan finished dealing with his pretense future life and disappeared.

Xue Yu searched everywhere but couldn’t find the whereabouts of the man. Even Gao Xiaoqi was not in contact with him.

“Su Xiangnan? It seems that I haven’t seen him since he confessed to me.”

“Confessed?” Xue Yu murmured in despair. “He confessed to you?”

“Yeah, Lin Zhi happened to see it…he was angry, and said he wanted to talk to Su Xiangnan, but I don’t think there is anything to talk about at all.” Gao Xiaoqi smiled slightly. “After all, I rejected him straight away. Although he looks really good, how could I be with him with that kind of identity?”

That kind of identity?

“That’s right, um…” Xue Yu didn’t realize that she had unknowingly asked the question until Gao Xiaoqi looked at her hesitantly. “I’ll tell you a secret, don’t tell others.”

The beautiful girl stuck out her tongue, looking innocent, but the words she said were like knives, cutting Xue Yu’s heart.

“Su Xiangnan is an illegitimate child.”

“His biological father is my father’s family friend. Because of his shameless mother, the family has been at odds for many years.” Gao Xiaoqi said, a trace of disgust flashed in her eyes. “I heard that his mother wanted to bring Su Xiangnan to recognize his ancestors back then. It’s really disgusting.”

Xue Yu didn’t understand the grudges and grievances of Su Xiangnan’s parents’ generation, but seeing Gao Xiaoqi like this, she couldn’t help asking.

“Then what’s the matter with Su Xiangnan?”

“What does his mother’s actions have anything to do with Su Xiangnan?”

“Can he decide when and who will give birth to him?”