10 Years Old â Chapter 42: The Circumstances of Cecil-kunâs Household
TL: Krrizis
Editor: Nahct & Wafflez
ăSo, because my younger brother is just too adorable, what should I do?ă
ăLike Iâd know!ă
Cut off by that exaggerated âdo whatever you wantâ expression on his face, I whined and puffed up my cheeks a little, showing off my dissatisfaction.
I had gone over to visit Cecil-kun and when I started talking about my adorable, adorable little brother, he seemed bothered by it. Even though heâs so adorable âŠ.. As far as others are concerned, it must get tiresome to hear people boasting about their relatives. Well, Iâm the same as well, going so far as being uninterested if it was others so it couldnât be helpedâŠ..
But Cecil-kunâs super frank expression wasnât good. Donât you think it would be better to just give at least an insincere smile? âŠ.. Well, Cecil-kun rarely laughed in the first place so hoping for a smile was impossible.
ăCecil-kun, you havenât met Ruby yet, thatâs why your words are blunt. But after youâve seen him, youâll probably think heâs cuteă
ăI donât consider men, among other things, to be cuteă
ăYouâll understand after youâve seen him. If it suits you, wouldnât it be a good idea if you drop by for a visit? Right, Gilles?ă
ăThatâs rightă
ăYour servant over there isnât even smiling. Those are definitely not his true feelingsă
Gilles, my chaperone, immediately affixed a smile that didnât go unnoticed by Cecil-kun. Cecil-kunâs cheeks immediately began to twitch.
Why does Gilles hate him so much? âŠ.. Itâs not like Cecil-kun was going to lay waste to our house. Since a while back, Gilles seemed to foster a hatred for Cecil-kun, or rather, it feels like he was cautious of him.
Cecil-kun himself seemed to have trouble dealing with Gilles. That was probably Gillesâs fault.
However, even thought it was pointed out to him, he wouldnât let go of his blank smile. Although his lips were smiling, his eyes told another story. They may be formed in an arc, but there was nothing happy about them.
ăâŠ.. Gilles, you shouldnât make such a face to Cecil-kună
ăIâm sorry. No matter how hard I try, my face just ends up this wayă
ăI donât intend to take any more abuse from this fellow. I donât intend to take any from youă
Being drawn to Cecil-kunâs feelings, Gilles snapped and blinked his eyes. He unexpectedly looked at Cecil-kun. When his expression changed to one that wasnât convinced, Cecil-kun â feeling extremely bothered â brushed up his silver hair and let out a sigh.
Cecil-kun was a really beautiful person. However, because of the stern expression in his eyes he always had an unapproachable air about him. Even now, that feeling didnât change; however, there was another disgusting looking hue to it.
ăâŠ.. If youâre that worried, wouldnât it be better to just attach a collar and put her in a cage?ă
ăYou, donât say such disturbing thingsă
I had already been confined to my home till I was seven. Please give me a break, I donât want to be locked up again. At the very least stay with me together at all times.
âŠ.. Nothing had changed much. Although we were apart when I slept, in the bathroom, or taking a bath, Gilles was always by my side. It was not like we were physically in range of each other, but we were mostly in the same room together. Well, there were moments when we were apart, but that was within the estate.
ăIn the first place, I donât see her in that light. Thatâs impossibleă
ăI have a feeling youâve just said something rudeă
ăIâll say it once again, I donât intend to take any more abuse from you and, much less, unthinkably snatch away your precious ojou-sama. Even if youâre being cautious, thereâs no meaning to ită
Cecil-kun shrugged his shoulders and let out a huge sigh, sending Gilles a meaningful glance. I donât quite understand whatâs going on, but Gilles sent a scrutinizing gaze at Cecil-kun.
Following their exchange, both of them stared at each other in silence for a while until Gilles broke it off by letting out a long sigh. Those emerald eyes no longer held the strong animosity as they did earlier.
ăâŠ.. Letâs leave that matter asideă
ăPlease doă
Somehow worn out, Cecil-kun nodded his head. Although Gillesâs expression seemed mixed, his flagrant rejection towards Cecil-kun vanished.
âŠ.. Gilles treated me fairly well, but wasâŠ.. there a different meaning to why he was cautious of Cecil-kun? Well, it was not like I want to become best friends with Cecil-kun though.
ăSo, what about my younger brother?ă
ăAre you still going on about it!?ă
ăBut~~ If Cecil-kun comes over for a visit, Ruby would be happy too. Since his body is weak, he canât go oută
Wonât you come over to play~~Â And when I gave him a fleeting sidelong glance, Cecil-kun moved away as his face stiffened. Was that a little too forceful?
But it was true that I wanted him to drop by. Iâve heard that Cecil-kun had been confined in the Magic Institution and had always been there. Living separately on his own and also with him being ostracized by his own parents, I was reminded of Cecil-kunâs self-depreciative smile.
âŠ.. I wanted him to understand my younger brotherâs cuteness, but I also wanted him to know the warmth of a family.
ăâŠ.. Ah, wonât it be resolved if Cecil-kun gets adopted by us?ă
ăOi! I donât know how you came to that conclusion in your head, but stop it. Stop stirring things upă
This time, I understood it clearly from his annoyed face. Given that he had bluntly refused, was it no good? âŠ.. I lowered my eyes. By the way, I didnât receive Gillesâs positive smiling face and got a warped face instead. Why is he giving such a negative aura?
ăGilles, I only thought that it would be good if Cecil-kun becomes my older brotheră
ăâŠ.. Why are you thinking of such things?ă
ăBecause Cecil-kun looks lonely?ă
ăHUH?ă
ăI mean, Cecil-kun, wonât you be alone if Iâm not around? Wonât you be lonely?ă
Although his attitude had become a lot gentler than what it was before, it didnât appear like he came into contact with Caldina-san and the others on his own. Even if I behaved irritatingly, Iâm still keeping him company.
I think being alone is lonely and sad. I donât know what Cecil-kun himself thinks of it, but, I donât think itâs a good thing to get used to being alone. It was because he didnât have anyone to depend on.
ăâŠ.. Itâs not like Iâll be lonely, youâre also persistently coming over here after allă
ăYou didnât have to make it sound like it was troublesomeă
ăBesides âŠ.. That guy wonât allow my adoptionă
That guy? And looking at how puzzled I was, Cecil-kun â with an unpleasant expression â began to slowly open his mouth âŠ.. and clicked his tongue. His dejected figure, that appeared to be colored with a dark expression, looked distinctly at me who was by his side.
Those suffering eyes looked behind me for a moment before slightly turning away. It just so happens that in that instant, I followed his gaze and turned around. When I looked behind me, I shivered and felt a pain at the back of my neck where slight traces of sorcery could be found.
In my sight was a figure that was slightly older than when I saw him in my childhood â Abbot Georg.
With cold disdain, the Abbot glanced at me, Cecil-kun, and then Gilles in that order. Afterwards, he threw a glance at Cecil-kun as though he was a pebble on the roadside, a worthless object.
Cecil-kun bit his lips and hung his head. Enduring the heavy psychological pressure, he appeared bitter.
The amount of time Abbot Georg observed us didnât even amount to ten seconds. Abruptly, he dropped his line of sight and, as though he had lost interest, left. It was then when the figure of the Abbot had vanished that I was finally able to breathe again.
Weâve only met once, but compared to the gaze he looked at me with back then, the hostility emitted by his eyes was more intense. And for some reason, it was also directed at Cecil-kun. For Cecil-kun, that look carried a different meaning.
ăâŠ.. Damn. Why does that guy have to be hereă
Dishevelling his fine silver hair, Cecil-kun muttered annoyingly.
ăâŠ.. Are you acquainted with âŠ.. Abbot Georg?ă
ăHah, weâre not acquaintances because, to that guy, Iâm an unacceptable existenceă
Without knowing why Cecil-kun was spitting out such harsh words, I didnât know what else to do and looked towards GillesâŠ.. And that was when I noticed the stiff expression on Gillesâs face.
Even now, his disgusted eyes stared at the area where the Abbot had been. Then, turning towards Gilles, Cecil-kun gave him a jeering look.
ăSo youâre saying that poorly attempted assassination was planned by your household âŠ.. Is that what it is?ă
ăIndeedă
Towards that seemingly and extremely complicated answer that Cecil-kun gave, I looked at Gilles not knowing what to do. Gilles had a gloomy expression.
ăâŠ.. My apologies. This is why I do not hold any good will towards this boy. I feel that he will probably bring harm to Liz-samaă
ăOn the contrary, Welf knows that Iâve been ostracized by that household, but then again, I had spurred you. If things went well, we would become close and he might be able to obtain information from meă
ăâŠ.. I feel troubled because this is all too shockingă
What is with all this unknown information warfare and the exchanges between the relationship of nobles? It was not like Father also had me stay together with Cecil-kun in his room so that I would stir up a fight with him. No, I was the one who had wilfully done so myself.
Seeing how speechless I was at how everything was connected, Cecil-kun vigorously clicked his tongue in disdain.
ăAbout the assassination, I only knew about it much later so we have no hand in it. Thatâs as much as I can affirmă
ăThat doesnât really worry me at all âŠ.. But if Cecil-kun also picked up that same attitude as your grandfatherâsâă
ăI donât acknowledge their existence, so just leave it be. Just because my magic powers went out of control and Iâm weird, I was treated like an unwanted human being. Hence why I was put into the custody of the Magic Institutionă
Was this the reason why he was alone? Even if he was a member of a dukeâs household, he was an unacknowledged child. That was why the people around him didnât get too close to him and Cecil-kun, himself, rejected them.
ăâŠ.. But you can already use sorcery normally, right Cecil-kun?ă
ăI guess, but Iâm concealing it. However, with me associating with you, my father may think I am of value to himă
ăPlease donât try to kill me, Cecil-kună
ăWhoâs going to! Is there even a guy who would go so far as to kill a person that became his companion?ă
That immediate denial made me warmly smile. It sounds like Cecil-kun has greatly softened up to me. I believe he recognized me as a friend.
Gilles being Gilles looked at Cecil-kun suspiciously, but that look had softened just a little. Perhaps the look that the Abbot gave earlier became a factor that increased the credibility of Cecil-kunâs statement. At a glance, you could tell that both of them didnât like each other, both Cecil-kun and Abbot Georg.
Nevertheless, Iâm in quite a dangerous position. The Abbotâs faction (?) regards me as a nuisance. What should I do if danger comes again?
With a sigh, I went over to Gillesâs side and tightly clung onto his arm. When push comes to shove, Iâll repel them together with Gilles. Yup, thatâs what Iâll do.