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Chapter 98:Ā White Pig Lady, Confession
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(Onii-sama said such a thing. Was he joking?)
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After finishing the post treatment for today, I opened the window of the room prepared for me and looked at the scenery outside.
Night had come again to the western town and the rain had completely stopped.
After a while, the door was knocked. When I went outside to answer, I saw Ricardo.
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[Ricardo, you must be tired. Thank you for helping a lot.]
[You too, thank you for your hard work. I can only help this muchā¦]
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His expression when he replied was slightly cloudy.
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[ā¦Whatās the matter, Ricardo?]
[I think I will leave tomorrow. I have to meet up with my parents and do other things. In this situation, the people of Astor territory are on delicate situation.]
[You are not to blame. You helped me and assisted in rebuilding the southern and western towns. Everyone knows it right?]
[However, Astor earldom had committed a great crime. I donāt know what will happen to us⦠even our engagement proposal, it will probably be declined.]
[Thatāsā¦!]
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His words shocked me more than I thought.
Even though I had anticipated it, when it came from his mouth, the reality became more enforced a little.
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[If I handle this unskillfully, I might not be able to inherit my territory. If that happens, Astor earldom cannot return to its former position. Itās surely a long way until full recovery.]
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Colluding with enemy country, attacking an allied territory of the same country. From now on, the position of Astor earldom would be bad.
Because they had lost their credibility they had cultivated so far, some aristocrats would distance themselves away.
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[In fact, it would be better for you if Ryuze refuses the engagementā¦]
[I, I want to be engaged with you. But I donāt know what onii-samaās move will be.]
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My chest felt tight when I thought about my engagement being refused.
Itās not because Ricardo was a good friend of mine, rather itās because of a different reason.
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(Itās not because āheās acceptableā or āheās not disagreeableā. I, towards Ricardo, I like himā¦)
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Ricardo, who was younger than me from previous life, until now has seen me as a person of romantic interest. Everything was fun with him, and his every action made my heart throb.
When my cousin put our engagement proposal on hold, I was shocked.
When confronted with my feelings, the answer was disappointingly easy to find.
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(But⦠the reality is that there are more obstacles to overcome than ever.)
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Ricardo and I couldnāt do anything regardless of how much we would like to be engaged.
Even if I said so now, it might just be a bother to Ricardo.
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(Still, it might be that I will lose him forever as it is. I donāt want such a thing!)
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After a little troubled, I told him my thoughts.
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[ā¦Hey, Ricardo.]
[Yes?]
[I like you. It took me a while, but I notice that this feeling is like love in a romantic sense. From the time you told me that you find me attractive even when I was fat⦠I think I really like you.]
[Britneyā¦]
[I couldnāt answer at that time since I was not sure, but now I can say it properly. I like you, and I want to be engaged with you. Even if you donāt succeed Astor earldom, even when you lose your reputation until now, I still like you.]
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After I whispered so shyly, Ricardo embraced me.
The place we were now was in front of my prepared room, but thereās nobody around since itās at the corner of the building.
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[Iām happy. Britney, thank you.]
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Ricardoās attitude was calmer than mine, but his ears, seen in sideway glance, were red.
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[I donāt know what will happen in the future, but I will try my best as much as I can. I also cannot give up on our engagementā¦]
[Un. Ricardo, thank you for saying that. If you have any troubles, feel free to consult anything with me. Up to now, youāve helped me a lot. I think itās time for me to return the favour.]
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Ricardo was the one who helped me, a white pig girl, when I just regained my memories by arranging necessary personnel for me.
He also taught me the content of the lessons of the school.
Besides, there were many other things that he had helped me with before.
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(In the manga, Ricardo is not an earl, but heās an entourage of Prince Marlow. I donāt know if itās related to the current circumstances or we are already walking a different path from the mangaā¦)
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I also didnāt know if I had deduced Ryuzeās cause of death correctly.
However, as we were able to stop enemyās reinforcements from pincering him, it would be nice to think that we had avoided his death flag.
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(Thereās no information, itās really inconvenient to be a mob character.)
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Since the story was told from the protagonistās point of view, thereās a limit on how much a mob characterās information could be obtained. And itās important to be able to remember the information correctly.
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[Britney, can we stay in this position just a bit more?]
[Unā¦]
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Ricardo would leave tomorrow, after that I wouldnāt know what would happen.
I also gently stretched my arms and hugged him back.
I wanted this moment to last a long time, no matter how timid this thought was.
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Early the next morning, Ricardo left for the Astor territory. He was planning to join his parents and talk about their future actions.
Millard who was detained in custody⦠he was left behind.