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Chapter 82: Each Person’s Weakness is Different
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(Uu, it’s inexcusable.)
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Ricardo, who gave me his handkerchief, caressed my head while he held me in his arms.
The fragrance of the perfume I gave him tickled my nose softly.
Since it’s a refreshing and discreet fragrance, I didn’t notice until I was close to him.
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(The perfume I gave, he’s using it.)
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As soon as I found out about it, I was embarrassed that I felt happy about it.
My thought couldn’t keep up with the rather sweet atmosphere, so I was confused.
Even though my tears and snot were overflowing, Ricardo desperately tried to sooth me.
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[It’s alright, Britney. Regardless of your body shape, there are others who notice your goodness. I’m one of them after all.]
[Uu, Ricardo… thank, thank you…]
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I had always hated this body of Britney.
Even if I ate only a little, it got fat quickly, I had to take care of it carefully, the skin became rough, and at first the body odour was smelly.
My surroundings mocked me about my figure, I pretended not to notice it, but it still hurt my feelings nonetheless.
I hated the weak nature of running to food as soon as I felt stressed.
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(Not just that… I hate my cowardly self who ran away by blaming all the bad elements to the Britney in the manga.)
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The selfish and fat Britney, but the Britney who went on diet after regaining her memories and rebounded due to her weak will… it was all me.
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(However, Ricardo said that he was attracted to me— even if I’m not thin, I am good enough just the way I am.)
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His words of my unchanged attitude despite being fat or thin, they were truly irreplaceable to me.
However, I was moved that he continued to say shocking words to me.
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[I like your personality as it is. That’s why I applied for engagement with you. That, I want to be married to you…]
[…!?]
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While hugging me, Ricardo slowly told me so.
Surprised by that, I timidly looked up to his face.
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[That, could it be that you regard me as an opposite sex?]
[…That pierced my core all of a sudden.]
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Ricardo with slightly overwhelmed eyes muttered so while averting his green eyes.
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[Sorry if it’s a misunderstanding. A very embarrassing misunderstanding…]
[No, it’s just as you said. I thought about how can I say such a thing when our engagement is on hold… so I patiently endured it.]
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Ricardo took a deep breath and placed his hands on my shoulders while holding a serious light in his eyes.
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[I’ll say it again. I like you as a woman since before!]
[…!!]
[Nonetheless, I will not force you to answer. Honestly, I didn’t think that you will notice it… maa, now I just wanted to tell you that so that you won’t feel sad.]
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I had no time to answer and he ended the conversation.
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(Although I’m not urged to answer soon, I don’t know what to say.)
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I appreciated Ricardo’s kindness that cared for me now.
I found him to be likeable.
However, I was not sure that this was a romantic feeling or not.
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(I think that it’s an ordinary reaction if a girl’s heart throbs due to a handsome guy.)
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It was mourned as an evil practice in my past life, but it appeared before me now.
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[Britney, I think that you can be more confident in yourself. Everyone has things they’re weak at.]
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After Ricardo said so, I looked straight at him.
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[Does that mean that you have a weak point too?]
[…Maa, there is. Ryuze, Prince Marlow and Lucas know about it, I’m not good with high places and unrealistic things.]
[What do you mean by unrealistic? Like a ghost or something?]
[That too, but I also don’t like magic, curses and strange phenomena.]
[…Are you scared?]
[Don’t say it. I know it’s childish.]
[It’s all right, I won’t tell anyone. Besides, I think a lot of people also don’t like those.]
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He was concerned since he had revealed his weakness, but my good impression of him had risen.
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(Besides, I think it’s cute…)
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I didn’t know whether I love him or not, but I did respect him and liked him quite a bit.
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TN: Such tooth-rotting sweetness. I think I need insulin.