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Chapter 76:Ā Pending Circumstances and Love Emotion (Ricardo P.O.V.)
TN: This is todayās last chapter.
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I, Ricardo Astor, was worried about how to contact my friend Britney.
It was awkward since our engagement talk was put on hold last summer.
So, after I talked with her guardian, even though I was happy when she gave me a perfume, I felt puzzled.
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(ā¦Britney doesnāt seem to be fumbling about our engagement talk being on hold.)
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Although it was only a little, I was concerned that it was Britneyās intention to put our engagement talk on hold.
I reflected on my doubt.
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(Anyway, what does Britney feel about me? Is her barrier towards the opposite sex low?)
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I was puzzled by her behavior which was different from ordinary young ladies.
However, somewhere inside me, I was pleased when I met the unchanged her even after our engagement talk was on hold.
I also wanted to have a good time with Britney just like before.
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(I also donāt want to give up being engaged with her.)
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According to my father, there were many engagement proposals coming from other young ladies for me.
However, I refused them all.
Ryuze just said that my engagement talk with Britney was āon holdā, it was not ārefusedā.
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(Depending on my actions, the future can be changed.)
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I remembered the event of last summer.
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Ryuze, who visited my house in midsummer, found me and first brought up my engagement talk with Britney.
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[I heard the story from Britney, Ricardo. Your parents had also officially applied for your engagement with my cousin. This makes it your third engagement proposal.]
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Ryuze entered the room and asked for details.
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[Ryuze, Iām sorry for abandoning my engagement with Britney. Everything was caused by my immaturity⦠the me of that time thought that Britney had the worst personality.]
[ā¦Maa, itās not out of place. In the beginning, I also tried to push Britney to you.]
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Ryuze murmured something in a low voice, but I didnāt enter my ears since I was nervous.
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[I am planning to show my sincerity from now on. Thatās why, will you allow me to be engaged with her?]
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In that way, my friend was troubled and shrugged his shoulders.
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[Before, I would have given Britney to you with pleasure. Unfortunately, I cannot do so now.]
[ā¦What do you mean?]
[Britneyās value is getting bigger year by year. Right now, she is an indispensable existence for Hakusu earldom.]
[I know that you and she have a good relationship, and there was a time when I encouraged her to get engaged with you. But Iāve been thinking that itās not realistic since youāve broken off your engagement twice.]
[Iām really sorry.]
[Oya, itās me that has to apologize this time. Because Iām putting your engagement proposal on hold.]
[Itās not a ārefusalā but āon holdā? Then, how can I get engaged to Britney?]
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If thereās a possibility, then I wonāt give up.
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[To put it concretely, you have to become the lord⦠something like that.]
[Ha?]
[Your position now is too unstable. Donāt you think that itās too wasteful to make Britney, who has successfully contributed to territory reformation, a wife of an official or knight?]
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I couldnāt reply to Ryuzeās words.
I was the second son of Earl Astor and thereās no guarantee that I would take over the territory in the future.
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(Certainly, itās wasteful to make Britneyās talent buried as āwife of official or knightā.)
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In any situation, I knew that Britney would do her best, but she was lively making a variety of products right now.
Surely Britney would continue to produce a lot of good things.
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[ā¦All right. What if I make my future profitable?]
[Ricardo, you donāt want to give up Britney? I heard from Earl Astor that you received many engagement proposals from young ladies.]
[I donāt want it. The only one I want to be engaged with is Britney now.]
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Ryuze blinked in surprise.
It seemed that he thought that my engagement proposal was brought out casually.
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[By the way, Ryuze⦠I have a question.]
[N? What is it?]
[You donāt really care about Britney, do you?]
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Ryuzeās face at that moment was a bit of a sight to see.
It was a break from his usual expression; he had a blank facial expression and looked flabbergasted.
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[Me, about Britney?]
[Aa⦠so, sorry, I said something strange.]
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I was unable to stand the delicate atmosphere between us, so I changed the topic.
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After Ryuze went home, I thought about my engagement with Britney.
However, my thoughts remained unchanged.
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(After all, I like Britney as a member of opposite sex. Thatās what I feel just a while agoā¦)
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I was convinced after my conversation with Ryuze that day.
Thatās why, I might have asked a foolish question to him. āDo you care about Britney?āā¦
Now that I was clearly aware of my feelings, it was quite difficult to suppress my feelings.
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TN: Iām conflicted. While I still ship Britney with Marlow, Iām beginning to cheer Ricardo since heās such a lovable and pitiful character. Help me~